just finish school rumble 2.
funny anime.
its about harima kenji a delinquent who fall for tenma tsukamoto who is in love with karasuma. Harima and Tenma both tried to confess to the person they like since school rumble 1. and 50+ episodes later... still din manage to confess successfully.. haha!
though its 50 plus episodes, its humour are non-repeative. recommended!
Think there is a school rumble 3 but only 2 episodes in it.
i feel sad for harima cuz he ended up helping tenma and karasuma to get tgt.
feel sad for yakumo (tenma's younger sister) .. she fall for harima after helping him as a manga assistant, however she decided not to confess and hope that tenma can fall for harima so that her older sister wont be lonely anymore.
i was hoping harima and yakumo can be tgt, cuz yakumo is really a nice girl.
doubt that will ever happen though.
22 October 2008
19 October 2008
18 October 2008
6 days since i last wrote a post.
watched school rumble.
pretty funny anime.
love it.
highly recommended!!
i m glad that there is a school rumble 2.. haha.. if not i will be damn sad.
but sadly, there is no school rumble 3!!
noooo!!
sometimes after spending hours watching a certain series there tend to be some bond between you and the characters, and its so sad to say good bye at the last episode.
went jm house to day to pay a visit to the leg.
haha.
had fun talking to everyone.
aw man.. next class outing is still 2 months away.
went asian civi museum with sp marsh and jh cus the girls had to do their history project. museum.. quite quiet sia.. nice and peaceful place.
while going home sp said something stupid. cant believe it. i almost fall flat and die on the spot.
12 October 2008
I thought this story is funny.. haha..
A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.
“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?”
“This isn’t Becky.”
Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”
“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”
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i still feel pretty bad for kotonoha in 'school days' anime. damn.. she is so poor thing. and she kinda went crazy aft that. and i have to add that motoko is a bastard.
well thats me.
one of the many reasons why i dun watch much of these shows is because i will keep complaining and feel bad for the characters inside. retarddd.
OMFG!
I just finish watching this anime 'school days' and i thought the ending will be as nice as 'tokimeki memorial only love' i guess i was wrong.
its just one hell of a disaster. serious.
like the most tragic love triangle ever existed in the history of mankind.
Its romance, sex, jealousy, lies and in the end death.
hey its just one sad story ok.
and i felt really sorry for kotonoha.. she went kinda crazy at the end after waiting for motoko for so long.
if i were motoko i would be pretty touched by kotonoha. she did everything and went against all her principles just to please the guy she love. sad ending.
so it ended with sekai, one of motoko's several lovers killing motoko cos she is overly jealous that motoko chose kotonoha. Then kotonoha killed sekai and the story ended off with kotonoha on a yatch with motoko's dead body. she always wanted to go on the yatch with motoko.. i guess it was kinda like a dream come true except that the love of her life is dead.
pretty creepy. you should see how she hug the dead motoko's head.
Its just so sad. It was partially motoko's fault also cos he was fooling around with so many girls. well well..
lesson learnt: nv fool around or you may end up dead. haha!
11 October 2008
I know the last post was rare cuz its more than 2 paragraphs.. haha.
well what to do.
life is usually so boring.
i dun have much thoughts and emotions about anything.
then that anime just happen to trigger my thoughts and emotions.
and all thanks to it.. i just became abit emo.
2 reasons.
one..
i was thinking.. i m freaking 19 years old.
like ONE NINE YEARS OLD!
OLDD!!
19 seem pretty old.
Its like you are gonna be 20 soon.
its like TWO ZERO YEARS OLD!
OLDD!!
So today i was pretty sian when i thought abt it.
Its like my youthful days are gonna be over and i spend it like this.
slacking around doing nothing meaningful.
kaoz!
and my mom said i am crazy.
if 19 is old what is 40plus?
true, but still i feel old.
not matured. just old.
second reason..
damn i am 19 and i m currently not interested in girls.
i mean like since my last seriously interested one.
not those mini crushes.. um..
damn when was that?
um.. back in early 2007 ba. It is freaking 1.5 yrs back dude!
then of course along the way there are minor crushes.
i guess its normal for ppl of this age, esp guys.
if dun have that means something is wrong.
and seriously.. something IS wrong with me noW!!
so i was complaining to my mom.
damn why am i not interested in anyone.
its damn abnormal.
so she said cuz i still haven run into someone i love.
ok thats the correct answer.
but when am i going to run into someone i really care for?
when i m like 50?????
freak!!
probably cant produce any children already.
i want children ok.
I realised that after finishing that anime.
you know last time if you got that type of small passing crushes it keeps life interesting and your brain occupied. i guess you all know what i mean la.
but now.. its like my brains has nothing but brain juice inside.
and of course, in the show riku and sayuri got tgt in the end and wow everything is like so perfect. i was thinking.. damn why cant my life also be so perfect and happy huh? you got to watch the show to understand it. sayuri is like miss perfect angel. something like dat. i guess this kind of girl is like all the guys dream.
dont say i m lame and retarded ok. who doesnt want to have a nice gf or bf right?
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ahh what ever..
just let me emo awhile..
i was feeling kinda bored these days after work so one fine day i stumbled upon an anime and so i decided to finish the 25 episode series.
Tokimeki Memorial Only Love
The story revolves around a male second year high school student, Riku Aoba, who has just recently transferred to the holy cross high school, where he notices, upon joining, several unique and funny occurrences, often being the target of a series of events and races administered by the student council and its fun-seeking president.
While at the academy, Riku meets three beautiful girls: Sayuri Amamiya, Tsukasa Kasuga, and Mina Yayoi, with numerous fateful events happening along the way.
I thought it was pretty nice. Comedy plus high school romance.
So basically the 3 girls sayuri, tsukasa and mina fall for this very nice guy riku.
mina a year 1 student fall for riku after he helped her in her swimming practice, but she was too shy to express it in actions.
Tsukasa was second to fall for riku after bumping into him along the way to school. she is a strong believer of destiny and after bumping into riku she thought he was the right one for her and decided to make him her bf without his agreement or what so ever..lol!
sayuri the school most popular and prettiest girl seem neutral about riku throughout the first half of the series. Then as the story nears its end, she began to feel jealous when she see riku with other girls. This is when she realise she actually likes riku.
As for riku, he is just one poor confused soul. he gets dragged around by tsukasa who made him her bf without his consent. and was initially in a love triangle with tsukasa and mina. But he was thinking of sayuri most of the time.
At the end when sayuri realise she like riku and all 3 girls confessed to him separately. He had to make a decision.
The story ended with riku being transferred out of the school, and him choosing sayuri over the 2 others.
This is the romance part of the show. The comdey part was really funny. most about riku and his guy friends.. haha!!
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I thought this story was nice and was pretty engrossed in it. I think i can feel for the 3 girls. Like when riku went on a school trip and dint reply mina's messages, she felt so depressed. and i understand how it felt.. seriously sad.
and i felt sad for the mina and tsukasa at the end. well.. at the same time i feel happy for riku and sayuri also.
wow and all the way i was thinking riku is like the lucky guy with 3 girls falling for him.
overall its like a bitter sweet high school romance plus comedy anime. nice. and i m seriously emo that it end and there is no series 2 to it.
This brings me to think of the days when i m still in school. I used to complain alot about school. like its so boring and i hate homework. lets skip gp lectures and dont do tutorials. Go play basketball or go amk central eat lunch. Lets go home or go for a class outing.
wow. those were some nice days.
after watching these high school anime, it makes me wanna go back to school more.
i mean not uni.. but maybe jc.
when we all still wear the same uniform.
now i actually regret why dint i treasure my studying days more and why did i complain about school everyday. damn .. too late to regret.
like my mom always tell me last time.. treasure my studying days once its gone it can never come back. how true.
08 October 2008
This is the 777th post.
wow 777 nice number haha..
i think 888 will be nicer.
I really got to say this ..
at the moment.. life is bOrinG!!!!
06 October 2008
god just bestowed me with one of the greatest learning opportunities today.
or maybe one of my worst nightmares to come.
or maybe a combination of both.
i dont know, will only find out when the time comes.
02 October 2008
i just wasted another day infront of the comp and on the phone..lol.
i changed phone and its touch screen.
abit irritating.. cos keep pressing wrongly and accidentally send some nonsense msg to people. so paiseh.. haha.
gotta get used to it cos i aint changing phone for the next 2 years.
30 September 2008
Here is something funny.
i was smsing SP then i said i am having 5 days of leave now.
she asked why.
so i said "cause today i pass out ma so they gave leave lor.."
and she replied.. "y you pass out?? aiyo you ok or not? y suddenly faint very dangerous leh. u got knock your head anot?"
what i meant by PASS OUT was POP or i graduated from the academy already. Not fainting. hahahaha.
maybe i din tell her properly that pass out = graduate but it was funny thou.. ahahaha!!
we used to joke about passing out parade.. the parade that marks our graduation from training. passing out parade = people passing out (fainting) during the parade or the fainting parade. hahha.
so i finally guaduated from the academy.
i got to admit there is a 'lost' feeling lingering inside.
sure, i learn alot of useful and necessary stuff.
but learning is learning.
using is another story.
its just like in university.
you are learning to be an engineering.
you got all the knowledge, but applying it successfully without mistake is another story.
get the point?
i tink being a machine-following instrucions and doing it accordingly- is better than coming up with a set of plans yourself and do it yourself. The think part is really difficult.
oh what ever. now that i m moving on to a new place and new people, i just dont wanna screw up.
28 September 2008
F1 race is pretty cool huh?
nice tracks and lighting.
nice view of the city too.. haha
graduation blues..
27 September 2008
Dint blog for the last 4 days because there was nothing to blog about.
went bowling today.
stopped for 3 weeks.
well.. still the same 165.3.
I know i m laggy.
Was watching survivor micronesia on the comp.
It was like omg when ozzy got voted out.
Lesson learnt: nv trust ppl too much, especially when everyone is killing one another for the money.
23 September 2008
Enjoy watching the survivor series.
It is interesting to see how people backstab one another for the 1 million dollars.
i have a driving license.
but i hardly drive..lol.
i actuallty prefer to be driven than to drive esp early in the morning.
i will probably fall asleep while driving.
what ever it is, my job is to make you regret that decision.
21 September 2008
20 sept 2008
ice skating at kallang leisure park with the gang.
JH's idea.
i think she regretted the decision.. HAHA!
Luckily i know how to skate abit , noobish, but still can move at an acceptable speed without falling and holding on to the sides or any human beings.
Pris and Jh were glued to the side of the rinks. haha.
i did fall a couple of times..lol.. too many distractions.. haha.
wasnt too crowded, so i guess its kinda nice place to hang out and have some fun.
got a few couples there, pretty romantic i think.
couple ice skating together.
went off and had dinner then walked to beside the kallang river, opposite of the city.
i kinda like the very nice view of the city. With all the tall buildings, lights, condos and the singapore flyer. Plus the river and some wind. Its quite dark there.. Nice dating spot by the way.. haha!
haven spoke to them since.. june.. nice talking i guess.. haha.
18 September 2008
17 September 2008
15 September 2008
Ytd night i was still counting down the number of days before i can book out and sleep on my own bed. little did i know today is the day where i book out and forever dont need to book in on sunday night.
non-residential training.
nice.. can go home everyday but have to spend quite some time travelling to and fro.
nvm, i should be glad.. haha!
14 September 2008
The 5 days in camp is pretty fast.
It is friday before i know it.
but the 48 hours of weekend is even faster.
its sunday night already!!!
16 more days.
class mooncake festival gathering ytd.. haha!
missed the last bus, shared cab back.
reached home at 2 plus am.. haha.
it would have been more enjoyable if i wasnt feeling sick during dinner.
I thought university is enjoyable until hearing all the complaints.
now i dont wanna go to school anymore.
13 September 2008
now now.. i have 2 important event that clashes.. what should i do?
2 groups of long lost friends meeting on the same day.. LOL!
ah!
alright, i can finally see the shore now. 17 more days to go!
07 September 2008
06 September 2008
Pretty irritated with my bowling today.
ughs!
Went home and got a migraine.
luckily it wasnt so serious. rested for an hour and dragged myself up.
meet yee shin and went amk hub for dinner.
talked non-stop for 4.5 hours.
Good old jc days.. sigh..
looking forward to 13sept class outing!!
back.
pretty fast week huh?
Nothing much to write about.
5 out of 7 days of my life in a week is basically blank.
Empty.
Nothingness.
maybe i will have something to write abt after i go out on saturday.
31 August 2008
"Ding!"
Time's up.
Time to go back in.
It really sucks.
Probably going to end in 3-4 weeks but 3-4 weeks is just too long.
I will be overjoyed on the day this ends. Like top of the world feeling.. woohoo!!
What is the 6 Cs that everyone wants?
That is so important to ladies who are seeking potential partners?
That is so important to guys who are trying to me MR. Perfect?
CAR!
CASH!
CONDO!
CAREER!
CREDIT CARD!
COUNTRY CLUB!
Everyone knows the 6Cs.. even little children know the 6Cs.
and most of the time they missed out the 7th C.
I know you will be like 'holy shit! there is a 7th C? tell me abt it!'
yea man, there is a 7th C.
CHARACTER
this is the one we always miss out. Right?
went bowling with cindy at yishun ytd morning.
my dad offered to drive me there, but since i can drive, i drove it myself, with him sitting beside.
and guess what, i got there in one piece.
wow and cindy drove there, she got her own car!
went home after that and took a nap.
bowling drains me out ok.
then got up reluctantly at ard 530pm.
really din wanna wake up but had to meet SP at 6pm.
she's late, as usual.
went to E!HUB to eat and catch Money No Enough 2.
Nothing much at E!HUB
the fun stuff are probably the arcade, kbox and pool.
ok the movie is funny and sad at the same time.
i wasnt concentrating through out the screening cuz i was thinking.. "is this going to happen to me next time?"
and SP was like crying beside me at the sad part.
god, she cries all the time.
i rmb she also cried while watching jay chou's Secret. HAHA!
it was really fun to talk and laugh about the past.
sometimes we need to control our emotions so it wont lead us to the wrong path.
29 August 2008
went dinner with a long lost sec sch mate today.
the last timei spoke to her was during O levels results day.
can you believe it? 2.5 years ago!
and then we lost contact, till recently.
on that day that i went back to ajc to get my graduation cert, i caught a glimspe of her in a bus that was passing by. so i decided to call her to check if it was her. yes it was her..lol.
and so we met today. I was actually suprise she agreed to come out.
she's still the same: funny, beautiful, except she talks more now.
i swear, the conversation we had today was more than what we had in 2 years of upper sec life.
28 August 2008
This is weird.
When there's no rain, there's really no rain for weeks or months and a drought occur.
so you pray for a little rain, just some rain to water the fields.
and so it rained.
when there's rain, it rain till the place is flooded.
woah!
cant it be some where in between??
gosh!!
i m not talking about rain and drought, its something else.
but i kinda enjoy the flood thou, never been in one before till now..lol.
24 August 2008
Now that driving lessons are over.. how am i suppose to make it through 5 more weeks?
Had a boring weekend.
i stayed at home.
except for going out for bowling on saturday afternoon.
boring weekend.
i m going to ask someone out on the next weekend or i may just die at home.
Human beings are weird.
they want people to accept them for who they are yet they cant accept people for who people are.
Do you agree with me?
And here is a story from a book.
once there were 2 mice, A and B.. they were friends but they are quarrelling at the moment.
A was complaining about Mice B's attitude. Long story short A was saying Mouse B's attitude suck and B is fucked up.
So naturally B retaliated saying, "why dont you reflect on yourself too?"
Then A yelled angrily " are you saying that my attitude suck and i m also as fucked up?"
there was a moment of silence. B dint repply.
A continued saying "well!! This is ME!! I AM WHO I AM!! ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I M!! DONT TRY TO CHANGE ME!!"
B said "well my friend, i have accepted you for who you are for as long as i can remember. why dont you accept me for who i m as well and stop trying to change me too."
So thats a fight between 2 mouse in short story that i read some where, think its in the library or smt.
interesting huh? go think about it.
you know what?
i feel stupid now.
cos i m not studying already and my brains are probably rotting in the skull.
i realise that no matter what type of person you are, there are bound to be someone who doesnt like the way you are.
Eg. you are quiet and keep to yourself. There will be someone who doesnt like it.
EG. you are talkative. There will be someone who doesnt like it.
These are just some simple examples.
so there is no need for us to change ourselves, because no matter how you change there will still be someone who doesnt like it.
even angels have people who dislike them.
the devils.
23 August 2008
18 August 2008
BBQ @ Pasir Ris Park 16 Aug 2008
Hock trying to start the fire with a air pump.
BBQ-ing
Playing some funny games.. haha!
Selling Satays!!
Feline and I
Me disturbing jel with my oily hands.. haha!
Happy Birthday jel!
Jav and I
Group picture!!
Sp and I
Playing Mafia over night!
Shag..
Shagger..
zzzz.
More pictures in class blog!!
17 August 2008
3 migraines in 7 days.
record breaking.
went to changi general hospital A&E.
got a jab and 3 days mc.
sad stuff aside.
class bbq was totally great!!
more details later =D
16 August 2008
ran into jel at the driving centre, good.. lol got ppl accompany me back.
wow my driving test is on 21st aug, guess whose birthday is it? haha!
wohoo, class bbq tml!
10 August 2008
Its going to be one more tiring week.
din know how i made it through the last week, i sure do hope i make it through this week.
a couple more months and i m through!
couple more months seem like years though.
at least there is something to look forward to.. class bbq on saturday.
yeah.. haven finish planning the food yet.. oops..
commitment is burden
09 August 2008
its national day, but it doesnt feel like one this year, maybe cuz i am not involve in any way. even missed the whole live telecast of the ndp. missed it for the first time in 13 years.
assuming i live till 70 yrs old.. i still have 51 more national days to watch, missing 1 is alright. haha. and somemore they have dunno how many re-telecast of the ndp.
so many more weeks to go.
i just wanna get out of there!
08 August 2008
Rmb i mentioned that i dropped my wallet last saturday?
well.. 2 days later on monday i dropped my handphone on a private bus.
whats next?
i m probably gonna lose the underwear that i m wearing while sleeping.
and when i wake up i will be like ' oh! where's my underwear? i probably dropped it somewhere while sleeping'.
luckily i manage to retrieve it.
ooo..
started my driving lessons on monday.
i m a pretty bad driver.
after 5 days, 10 lessons and clocking 1000 minutes later..
i still suck.
we have driving lessons every night for 3 hrs 20 minutes.. pretty mentally drainig.
and the instructors just cant stop nagging at me.
i almost 'died' in the car..lol.
the week passed pretty quckily.
maybe cuz its such a busy week.
gonna take my driving test in 2 weeks time, so.. lets hope i pass.
03 August 2008
weekend just flew by and i m booking in again.
University is starting tml.
i hope everyone enjoy their 3 or 4 years there.
make some great friends, have some great fun, get some decent grades.
i will be enrolling only 2 years later cant wait for NS to end.
Not really looking to ORD yet, i just wanna get pass this 9 more weeks of residential training. Then i will look forward to ORD-ing.
Saturday, went safra yishun to bowl.
woah man.. bowled 11 games but i paid only $22.50. Thats pretty worth my money.
If i were to bowl 11 games at hougang superbowl, it would have been $33.00 and if i were to bowl at safra without a nEbo card and a 2 game voucher it would have been abt$45.00. cool.
But they are pretty strict about using the membership card to pay for friends.
Man.. if i can get discounted rates for everyone, i would have invited everyone down to bowl.
oh ya.. went i reach the safra yishun counter, i realise i dropped my wallet.
i was like oh shit!!!!!
so the first thing that i need to do is.. back track my steps.
after taking 2 steps back i found the wallet on the floor.
lucky sia.. if i dropped it somewhere at the bus stop i would have died!
apart from the 70 plus dollars inside, there are more important stuff.
like.. my police warrant card, NS smart card, NS ez link card, nEbo card, HomeTeamNS Card, POSB Card, and what other cards ..
if i lose all these cards, dunno must lodge how many reports and get into how much trouble.
alright, bye!
01 August 2008
week number 3 is over.
9 more weeks to go.
temptations are devils.
we cannot give in to them.
sometimes i wonder if i m being responsible or just being plain stupid.
or a combination of both.
27 July 2008
its sad, but its true.
i used to follow my heart, but this time, i m following my brains.
and my brains says no to you, though my heart long to see you again.
26 july 2008
went bowling today.
there was this new ball testing for everyone there.. for free.. so i just went there and tested the new ebonite and hammer bowling balls.
some new black widow series.. i think its called 'venom'.. not bad.. maybe cuz its brand new.
then i bowled my own games.
172.5.
kinda stuck at this average for quite some time already.
i think its going to take super long time to improve it.
and i predict.. the average is going to drop like crazy before it hits a new high again. its always the case.
then went for class outing.
i made jel wait for me for 15 mins and she was like.. sweating like crazy at the busstop. thats what she said, but i din see any sweat leh.. i was the one sweating cuz i ran to the busstop.. haha..
great class outing.
not exactly a class but still its nice to catch up with people in the class.
been like months since i last talked to them.
so.. i have appointed myself to be the 'class outing chairman'.. and we planned out all the class outings for the next 2 years. power right?
the ideal case is that we are going to have 1 every month.. till all the guys ORD.. then we have an ORD Chalet.. yahHhHooo!!!
and of course, we have about 4 weddings to attend after that and our overseas trip.. haha..
we went back at around 2320.
so i send jel back home.
talked at her void deck for 1/2 hrs.. lol.. talk rubbish..
nice talking to her cuz i can say all the things i want.. anything i want.. haha!
woah.. great day.
25 July 2008
pass my final theory test on the first attempt.
yippie.
gonna start my practical in august and gonna get the license before august ends.. haha.. thats based on the assumption that i pass the test la.
today is probably the best friday i have ever had.
buffet, nice durains, pass FTT, go home early..
wow man.. what more can i ask for?
watched Camp Rock.
Its a disney show. not cartoon.
not bad, and the moral of the story is
as usual, all disney shows have a very nice and good ending.
i believe our lives will all have nice and good endings, just like disney shows, but before these good endings, there will be obstacles that we have to go through. once its through everything will be alright.
wohoo class dinner tml!
20 July 2008
i m not going to complain about going back to camp again.
Should be a busy week cuz my final theory test is on the coming friday.
and i m looking forward to the next book out, because it spells 'f r e e d o m'
my handphone is abit screwed up already.
i think i need a new one.
and this laptop too.. time to get a replacement.
woah.. dunno wad to write already sia.. i m so super tired from going out.. argg!!
19 July 2008
ajc interhouse bowling was today at yishun safra.
since there were extra slots, i went down to bowl just for fun.
pretty sucky.
abit screwed up..lol.
165 and 160.
then i stayed on after the event to bowl 3 games.
woah.
197 181 234
why din i did that during the event?
i m always nervous when it comes to events.
the lanes there were quite nice compared to superbowl hougang.
the place is bright and spacious.
lanes were well maintained.
i will go back there to bowl if it isnt so expensive.
$4.10 on weekends?!?!
insanes sia.. hougang superbowl only charge me $3.00
and they only discount me 30cents with my hometeamNS clubhouse card.. ahhh.. 30 cents..
so i decided to sign up to be a nEBO member.
its 20 dollars for 3 yrs.. and i can bowl at $2.50/game.. pretty cool huh?
but haven submit the appliction form yet.
bacckk.
i made a mistake. its 12-14 weeks not 8 weeks.
i can survive 12-14 weeks no problemo!
and they made us shave our heads again.
if it was me 3 months back i would have been cyring already.
but now.. nah.. cuz it aint a big deal.
hair can always grow back after a few months.
Learnt a lesson.
what goes around comes around.
we all should always be humble.
an example..
today you are filthy rich, you walk along the streets all dressed in branded stuff.
everytime you walk past someone they will be looking at you in awe.
you feel proud and start to look down on those who are not as rich.
one day you lose your wealth.
and is walking along a streets.
a filthy rich guy walk past you.
everyone inculding yourself look at him in awe.
then he look back at you.
what do you see in his eyes?
the same look you gave to poorer people when you were rich.
"i m rich and you are not, you filthly commoners!"
the richer guy now may not be looking on you.
but you think they are cuz you did that to someone else last time.
13 July 2008
i m going back again!
its just 2 months.
its going to be very fast.
i mean i have survived 14 weeks, whats 8 weeks of training.. haha.
din do much today.
my handwritten journal ran out of pages so went to cp to get a new one.
borrowed a couple of books to keep me accompained while i m bored inside.
wondered around and watch youngsters swear and curse in the games arcade.
boringg!!
went out with jel yesterday.
she came to see me bowl..lol.. pretty sucky huh? haha.. 160 av.
i deposited my bowling stuff at the counter and we went to vivo.
i talked alot.
non-stop.
my life and funny experiences.. haha.
wanted to eat at swensen's but cant find the place.
i rmb it was at the second level and it has window panels facing sentosa, but we cant find it. i dun even see it on the directory. so we searched second level, thrid level and first level, then back to second level. search for like 40 mins then found the swensen's. AHH!!!
not bad food, unfortunately there wasnt anymore space left for icecream.. haha.
went to watch hancock.
i wouldnt recommend it to anyone, cuz its abit boring.
jelly was yawning all the way.
not much action and the plot is stupid.
but i still like will smith.
it was fun.
because i get to talk non-stop.
haha.
woah only reach home at 1230am.
10 years.. 10 years..
12 July 2008
11 July 2008
was feeling extremely lousy today.
its like the floor just gave way beneath my feet.
but a kind soul rescued me.
i dunno who he is, but he is like an angel.
i felt so nice and fresh like i have never felt before.
its random but while watching step up 2 there was this line..
"be youself. life is too short to be someone else"
its freaking true!
Going back to camp.
should be glad.
hopefully all those unhappiness dont follow me inside.
and you know what?
life is too short to live it unhappily.
It was my last time on duty before returning for training.
feel sad?
abit.. cuz i will miss my freedom.
happy?
not exactly, but i should because i am going to continue with my driving course.
night shift was super tiring.
and i still manage to survive till now.
since amk police station was just beside ajc, decide to go back with a marsh and her friend to get the sgc thinggy.
was abit paiseh abt the timing cuz i told them 9.30am, but then realise i cant make it at 9.30am cuz the next shift took over 1 hr late!! so i changed the timing and tot we can all make it to sch punctually without making anyone wait. in the end i misjudged the time and had to wait at the busstop for them..lol.. lousy sense of timing.
dint know they file the scg so nicely for us.. haha.
had a meal at the canteen.
gosh, i miss school.
i miss classes and i miss friends.
give me one more chance, i would rather remain in school than stepping out.
asking the obvious.
10 July 2008
09 July 2008
sunburnt!
new partner again.
i guess we cannot judge a person by their looks.
at first glance i tot my partner wasnt the friendly type.
actully at first glance, i tot all my partners wasnt the friendly type.
but after a couple of hours with them i realise they are very nice people.
i think i should take up a new hobby.
fishing.
saw those uncles enjoying their fishing hobby along the coast.
it seem quite exciting and fun.
fishing is not just about waiting for the fish to take the bait, its about how to fight the fish too. chim right? haha.
my freaking phone is dying.
its like abit screwed up sia!
it started dying late this afternoon!!
the screen will suddenly go all white and white only.
can play music only.. ahh.. from camera mp3 phone become mp3 player?
still got 5 mths then the contract up sia.. geez.. how now?
i takes me 10 mins to start the phone up inorder to make 1 freaking call.. then it goes white again.
gosh.. what a phone!
Time to get a nicer phone i guess.. hm.. time to look at all the phone ads and reviews.. haha.
this isnt fair!
.. it was never a fair game to play.
08 July 2008
watched a couple of movies today.
Narnia and How To Rob A Bank.
Narnia is nice.
How to rob a bank is kinda like a retarded but enjoyable movie.. haha.
then tried out some new pc game which i dun really like.
Some ppl are so addicted to gaming like psp, xbox, ps3, or pc.
i admire them sia.. seriously, at least they have something fun to do while they are free.
as for me, i cant get really get engrossed in games.
i dun own any gaming consoles, except for a computer which isnt really what ppl will call a gaming console.
and i dun find most games fun to play.
or maybe.. i din even bother to try them out..lol.
i think i m weird.
damn!
Horoscope are kinda bullshit.
where are all the nice things that are suppose to happen?
i can only see all the unfortunate stuff happening.
and where is jelly?
lol.. having fun in genting, noone for me to complain to now.. ahhHhH!!
and she better rmb to get me the DVDs!!!
winter in summer.
07 July 2008
This laptop is driving me nuts!
haven been exercising for almost 2 months..lol.. unbelievable right?
played badminton .. woah! its nice to sweat once in awhile.
getting use to the cold.
ahh!! off days again!!
man! i m enjoying this shift work.
please dun send me back to camp!
sometimes what we see may not seem what it is.
i guess sometimes relationships are like calm river water with strong undercurrents.
feel like going to play badminton later but noone is free i guess so i will be playing with myself la..lol.
05 July 2008
i have decided that my job encounters should be confidential..lol.. so i removed the last post even though it din really describe when exactly.
have nothing to do on my next off days.
what a waste of off days.
there are actually alot of movies i want to watch.. haha..
hancock
21
the strangers
red cliff
and more.. haha..
04 July 2008
went to bowl today.
was pretty irritated cuz i bowled a 115.
and it ended up with a 168.8 av.
well.. what to do. bad day.
bowling always makes me feel sad.. not because i suck at it..
because.. cuz.. ..
i hope they put me at some fun place tml.
some place with lots of action.. so at least i learn something new.
but there aint got such places on the list..lol..
its just too far away
03 July 2008
i was at the haunted place again la.
its quite eerie at night but nothing weird happen.
phew.
jel said she watch finding nemo again.
do you know how many times she watched that show already?
according to my records its the 47620543403 time she watched it online!
tadah! from this i conclude she loves fish!
so rmb to get her a fish from the market on her birthday, which is coming .. 21aug.. haha!
my partner was watching a short video which he took on his hp la.
starring his gf..lol..
so he was holding the phone with 2 hands infront of him and watching it like a little boy.
then he was so happily smiling all the way.
then i wondered.. when then can i smile like that?
02 July 2008
its 2.20am and i m still awake.
msn sure can do wonders to my sleep time.. haha.
time passes pretty quickly actually.
last time a 12 hrs shift used to be like years.
now 12 hrs is super fast.
and even my off days are so fast.
darn.
01 July 2008
seem like i got alot to say today.
so lets start from 0000hrs ok?
alright, i cant sleep ytd night.
probably slept at 0100hrs.
lying on the bed.
not tossing and turning, just thinking.. and asking myself why.
then i prayed.
felt better.
woke up at 0530hrs.
4.5 hrs is enough of sleep.
went to work.
took 86.
cool.. saw many ajc students.
some which i can recognise.. some completely unfamilar.
so.. a sec 4 guy and j2 girl was sitting close to each other la. apparently this sec 4 guy sort of know this j2 girl cuz they always take the same bus so he tapped on her shoulder when he saw her sitting so close to him and he began to talk. blah blah..
since i was just facing the sec 4 guy and had a clear view of the j2 girl and i had absolutely nothing to do.. i listened to the conversation. so 99.9% of the time he was doing the talking.
obviously he is trying to make friends and pick her up, impress her or smt.. but the topic of conversation is really too noob la. at least thats how i felt la.. ok.. here it goes..
first he talked abt his friend and how many girlfriends he switched in a short span of time. then he continue saying.. "aiya i m not such person la.. i m not a playboy blah blah.."
nah beh!
isnt that trying so desparately to promote himself? lol!
so he cont with another story abt his friends being some ah beng and always look for fights and there is one incident that he got picked by other people but din fight. so guess what he said.. "aiya.. my friends abit ah beng but i m not that kind of person la.."
wth sia!
trying to promote himself again..lol!
i was like -.- and at the same time laughing to myself.
but then he also wanted to promote how cool and macho he was.. so he said.. there was this one where they got into a fight or smt.
isnt that so contradicting with the previous statement?!?!?!
so that j2 girl was just smiling and nodding all the way.
i was like gosh! that is not the topic you wanna talk abt if u wanna impress girls on the bus. its not impressive. it leaves a super bad impression on yourself la. ok.. correct me if i m wrong. if the topics he said were the correct ones to start a nice conversation.. i will jump down..lol!
* * *
so i was doing duty at this ulu place in punggol.
its quite alright today..abit rainy..
the place is usually like an oven luckily it isnt too bad there today.
but still i got sunburn like omg!
so uneven sunburn.. only on my left side.
half red half white.
then i saw the sunset.
totally no buidlings to obstruct sia.
the sun set behind this piece of low lying land i dunno what island or what part of sg is that la. but it was just too beautiful. good spot to view sunset and nice fishing spot too.
this is one of the spots you can bring ur gf go la. got other spots quite nice de also.. like at kallang basin.. the city and a condo building is just across the river. so can sit at the other side of the river and view the nice landscape at night while enjoying the cool breeze and peaceful atmosphere. The nicest part is when the lights from all the building reflect in the river water. magical sia!
then there's another place right smack in the middle of a forest. its behind the new marina golf course. there's this super nice spot where you can see the city skyline also.. up close.. like all the super tall buildings plus the gigantic ferris wheel. Wow.. i went there to see once in the day.. it was so nice sia.. imgaine at night with all the lights!
i kinda stumble upon all these places during duty..lol.
back to topic..
we had bicycles there so i just bicycle patrol the place la.
basically cycle on this super uneven sand/soil made road.
its freaking bumpy.. my ass hurts.
and i need to grip the handles tight if not i may just fly off the bicycle.. so the flesh on my palms hurt like crazy.
this is the place you dont wanna be at night. cuz its all forest on you back and the sea infront of you. its kinda haunted there la.. and many of those incidents happened there. so it was 1945hrs.. the sun set already. the whole forest was pitch dark, and the uneven road was dimly lit by the flood lights a distance away.
then i noticed the dogs there started to bark and howl.
i know they always does that at night.. according to other ppl who work there b4.
they just bark and howl at nothing you know.
towards the trees.
then suddenly they will just appear to be frightened by something and just retreat quickly afew steps and start to bark at the same spot again. Its just like someone was there to throw a stone and scare the dog, except there was nothing insight.
not exactly a great place to be after dark i suppose.
30 June 2008
went to bowl today.
174.0
and jel, i din do anything stupid.. amazed right?
ya.. i m so sian today.
its like everthing sucks ok.
actually i typed a whole essay of how i felt and what happened. but i decided not to say it out here. because its stupid. because it wont change anything. i dont think i can sleep well tonight.
rmb i told you that i dreamt abt this girl a number of times?
first in a chinese restaurant
second in the mrt
third was outside a ballroom
forth in a car
and ytd night or rather early this morning i dreamt of her again.
the past 4 dreams were either neutral or happy.
this one is a nightmare.
the dream was pretty messy, and i cant rmb much after waking up.
in this dream i obviously have a liking for this girl.
then its smt like i found out she is crazily in love with this other guy..
so in the dream i was like heart broken..
something like dat..hm..
dumb dream.
but it was a nightmare though.
29 June 2008
Dom and prissy were occupied today.
so jh and i went to watch movie.
you dont mess with the zohan.
alright.. funny.. not bad.. but some may not like the weird sense of humour.. haha.
I always feel abit sad after going out.
Like after going town or after bowling alone..
its like abit painful.
you can feel it inside ur chest.. and it radiates outwards till the tip of my left figers.
and the reason is stupid.. i think.
because i m nothing
I did the same thing as ytd!
gosh!
Abit boring.
but afew incidents happened out there.
interesting.. ah.. but its confidential..lol.
i dun mind doing this operation till i ORD..lol.
too lazy to go back for the 2 mths plus training again.
super sian.
i will start complaining everyday starting from today.
so bear with it.. haha.
27 June 2008
today i din even step out of the station except for going home.
was in placed in the command post, replying to radio messages..lol.
interesting.. but i hope to experience operations room some day.. thats like a super bz but cool place.
so i was saying this the whole day.."roger.. blah blah..over"
i may even say it while asleep later.. haha!
i m going back to camp for 2 months plus of training soon.
sheezzz!!
hate staying inside.
give me free food, water, lodging plus 400+ dollars a month i also not interested in losing my freedom.
freedom is like priceless.
26 June 2008
jh i know u r not feeling too good.
well.. i wish i can help you, but i cant really help you deal with ur school work.. HAHA! well.. i guess u need to relax at some point of time.
hm.. dom is in army, i wonder how is he doing.
pris is enjoying her holiday in australia.
me?
i m still the same.
o.. i think i shd stop giving so called 'advices' or 'preach' some stuff to people if they din ask for it.
cuz its kinda irritating i think. sorry.
unreciprocated
went bowling then went to the barber.
It has been more than half a year since i last got a proper hair cut.
The last time i cut my hair outside of camp was just b4 A levels.
Wow.. that was quite sometime back. Then for the past 5 mths i got my hair cut from the barber in camp. So today is kinda like a significant day? LOL!
then i went to borrow a couple of books.
some books that will probably take me 10 years to finish.
its not very thick.. but its in chinese.
i have some problem with traditional chinese characters.
feel abit sian to go to work tml leh..
just hope i dun kena some weird place can liao.
25 June 2008
ytd night i was on duty at this country club.
i tot its some pretty cool and luxurious club but its not up to my expectation la.
Just some bars, ktv, a small pool, jacuzzi, gym.. no bowling alley or golf course.
well.. plus got a few restaurants and steamboat.
can consider to go there eat next time, its quite near my place sia.
anyways.. i was feeling bored so i decided to do patrols around the whole country club instead of sitting down. So i walked the whole area at least 10 times. exploring different places of the club.
Some places are quite dark la.. i m not afraid of any weird supernatural things you know.. just scared some stupid ppl jump out and wack me from no where.
I was kinda scaring myself the whole night. like i jumped when i hear some noise..lol.. when i see a dustbin at a corner and i tot its someone..
then they had this arcade game machine at the lobby. Just this one only. All the others are at the game room la. And its "house of the dead" so the music it played will be quite freaky right. At first i din know there was this machine there so i happily walk into the lobby then suddenly the freaky music started playing, i got a shock sia. Like i m in some horror zombie movie or smt.. LOL! And i walked past the lobby at least a dozen times.. now the music is kinda stucked in my head. I can hear it even after i reach home.. LOL!
ok.. then in the morning while i was walking along this wooden platform i step on something. Its quite soft and spongey. I tot wad so i turned behind to see what i step on.
A DEAD RAT!
It should have been dead for quite sometime because there are like thousand of ants on it. wow man.. how frequent do you get to accidentally step on a dead rat in the middle of nowhere. Like once in a life time. Anyways i kinda squashed it.. luckily no juice came out of it.
The hardest thing to touch in this world is the heart.
24 June 2008
I came across this today, think its quite meaningful. First time typing chinese..lOL!
人生最可怜的就是， 我们总是梦想着天边的一座奇秒的玫瑰花园，而不去欣赏开在我们窗口的玫瑰。
23 June 2008
Just came back from work.
Its super tiring today, i dont know why.
Its nice to talk to seniors, cuz they can teach you lots of things.
There were 4 dogs at my work place.
1 father, 1 mother and 2 puppies.
The puppies were very cute and playful.. haha.
Its like a happy family.. how nice.
vitamin overdose..lol.. i took 3000mg of vitamin c today.
nothing to do.. so just chew on vitamin c tablets.. haha!
22 June 2008
Finished watching my drama in 2 days.
Thats 20 plus hours of show in 48 hours.
achievement right.. haha.
Not bad la.
Was pretty sad when the series ended.
thats another thing i dun like about dramas.
watch till got feeling liao.. then must say good bye.
and wow.. i always feel like tearing during the drama.
like when that guy found his mom.. i think it was quite touching.
I think the sweet part was really nice too.. waa! Mainly between xu le and neng xian.
i m glad the ending is nice.. everyone found the person they love.
happy ending!!!
sadly, happy ending is not the word for this chapter of my life.
I thinnk Kung Fu panda was hilarious.
thanks jel for going with me.. haha.
dunno how she can stand me sia.. i was quite noisy the whole time there.
din do much today.
sometimes i dun like to watch drama is because there will be one part where everyone screws up everything in the show and i will be like " AHHHHH!!! NOOO!!! NOOOOO!!! WHYY!!! WHYY??!!!!"
Then get abit agitated and sad.
21 June 2008
i was feeling pretty lousy at the start of the night shift ytd night.
but once you concentrate on work.. you just forget everything.
How great.
by the way i started watching a new drama.
Taiwan drama somemore.. its rare of me to watch drama.. somemore taiwan drama.
I think i enjoy it.. maybe because i was bored to death so i was kinda 'forced' into watching dramas.
sleeping time!
20 June 2008
Damn bored today.
bored to death.
maybe i shd go out and do something retardedly insane again to make life more interesting.. haha!!
i was so bored so i went to marsh and asked her why is she so happy everyday.
The answer is obvious but still.. i went to ask this retarded qn.
Thats me.. always asking qns that i already know the answer.
19 June 2008
we are both crazy then.. haha!
time passes pretty fast today.
guess because i am enjoying what i do.
mainly cuz i have a nice partner.
if partners cant chit chat well.. everything will be damn boring.
Lets talk about measuring success of one's life.
How do we measure success of one's life?
I guess most people gauage by wealth or achievements.
So i came across this story told by a sensei about how he measure success in life.
years ago, he had a friend and they were into gangs and fights.. one time they got into a fight and his friend got killed by a gun shot. A funeral took place. Only few people turned up. And these people were cursing him at his grave, saying how bad a life he had lived.
Then there was this old man in church who always sneak up and smack the sensei at the back of his head. The sensei hated him so much and wished that he is dead. Apart from that he is a nice old man.
One day the old man passed away. He went to his funeral too. It was such a huge funeral. Hundreds of people turned up. They were weeping and mourning for the death of such a kind old man. At his grave, people were saying all the good things about him. How good a life he led.
So.. the sensei realised that measurement of success in life is not by wealth or achievement. It is how many people will turn up at ur funeral and say good things about you when you passed on and how many will say bad things about you.
The old man apparently has been successful in his life and his friend was not.
i found this story quite meaningful.
based on this story, i guess mr kelvin tan led a successful life too. Look at all the good things people say about him when they send him off.
But if only everyone had showed appreciation while he was still alive.. i guess it would have been much better. Many times we only learn to appreciate when we lose something or someone.. however it may be too late then. So dont make this same mistake twice. Tell people how much you appreciate them and cherish your loved ones while you still have a chance =)
18 June 2008
I think i m insane.
did lots of retarded things lately.
i like the feeling of being nervous.. mind blank.. excited.. and responding in the calmest way possible.. trying hard to mask that nervousness.
that explains the retardedly insane stuff i have been doing.
So i went bowling today.
Instead of what ever i planned in mind yesterday.
well..
not a bad day i would say.
exciting.
told jel abt it.. i guess she must be thinking.. "edwin is crazy"
anyways.. just i started bowling.. only in my second frame.. my wrist guard screw fall off and it was lost in the alley. second time it has fallen off.
I cont bowling.. cuz still can support my wrist till game 3.. i decided to get it fixed.
asked the pro shop guy if he has any screw.. he doesnt.
so i went to the hardware store outside and ask the guy if he got screws.
so he found one.. it was too long.. so he cut it.. and tried to repair my wrist guard.
it was damn hard cuz its super difficult to put the screw in.
u will know when u see how the guard is.
anyways it took him like 15 mins to repair it.
he was like.. phew.. done!
so i was like.. hm.. how much for the screw and service. damn hard to put it inside sia. wa.. later too expensive how?
then he said to his casher.."hey collect 10 cents from this guy.. i sold him a screw."
waa! 10 cents onli sia.. for 15 mins of total frustration. The last time i tried to insert the screw myself i took 20 mins.
bowled 177.6 av today.
you know.. i got 7 consective strikes after the my wirst guard spoil. Shd let it remain spoil so i can bowl better.. LOL!
you know what?
i feel damn sad.
feel like some freaking failure.
whats the point of asking when you already know the answer?
i think i will go bowling instead.
at least the lanes will not say no to me.
17 June 2008
went to the church with xs, pris and jh.
i got a shock when i look through the glass panels of the coffin.
inside lie a man that i could hardly recognise.
lips so pale.
sunken cheeks.
and looks like 50 instead of 36.
my very first reaction was actually fear.
i mean.. its not a everyday thing that u see a man lying in a coffin.
then we went to walk around and ran into ht, xy and j.
talked for a couple of mins.
i think its tragic.
i haven meet up with all these ppl ever since graduation from zhss.
and now.. 2.5 years later we get to see each other but in this sad occasion.
sad stuff aside..
i know i was complaining the whole afternoon that i missed it.
i missed it.
gosh!
i think the 3 girls have enough of wad i was complaining..lol
i missed a nice opportunity.
the opportunity just came out from no where.
as if god created it for me.
but then at that very instance i was too confused with my thought.
nervous i think..lol.
and i din grab hold of it.
so it slipped away.
if only i had walked up and open my mouth.
instead of smile and walk away.
i guess things could have alot of difference.
i missed too many opportunities already.
not going to let the next one slip by.
If you google blog search the name "kelvin tan" it will give you at least 100 relevant results.
Mr kelvin Tan was my sec 3/4 history and social studies teacher. I remembered that we used to complain that his lessons were boring. Most of his lessons were spend on watching documentry about the past. Nazi, WW1, WW2, ect ect..
i still can remember quite clearly when one of our classmates told him that he is handsome his reply was .. "tell me something i don't know".
I bet everyone can remember this. We laughed like crazy over that line.. haha!!
He was a nice man. Forever trying so hard to teach us and make sure we understand. If we don't he will explain stuff over and over again till you understand. Very friendly guy with a huge smile.. haha.
but its sad that he have to leave us so soon. Liver problems. He postpone treatment because of his students and it cost him his life.
R.I.P Mr Kelvin Tan
16 June 2008
There are so many nice movies screening now but noone to watch with me.. AHHH!!!
someone is actually browsing through my archive and reading the past entries.
wad sia?
trying to read 700 pieces of nonsense?
haha!
14 June 2008
I just realised the last entry was my 700th entry.
Congrats to those who have been reading from the very first entry till now.
You have just read 700 entries of nonsense.. HAHA!
701 if u include this one..haha.
stayed at home for the whole day.
woke up this morning with a freaking bad dream.
its like one of the worst thing that can happen to me.
i dream that i was on duty.. and i lost all my equipments.
Like all!!
We have 10 items on our belts.
and i lost everything.
losing 1 is already super x 1 million billion trillion zillion bad already.
imagine losing 10!
That inculdes my bullets and gun.. i was like omfg!! what to do now?!?!?!!
I actually have a phobia of losing my equipments from the start.
so everytime b4 i move off to a new place.. i would do a quick check to make sure nothing is missing. Who knows.. the item may just fall out or smt.
And i woke up this morning feeling super tired.
dunno why.. its like i haven sleep enough.
back aching and all.. so i went back to sleep.. LOL!
Been staring at the comp for the whole day.
zz.. shd do something more productive.
yesterday was friday 13th.. it wasnt bad at all.
13 June 2008
We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who never care for us
And we care for those who will never cry for us
How true..
Night shift was quite cool.
had a nice partner and nice location.
Dom enlist today.
Can understand how he feel.
Probably not 100% understand cuz firstly he is stranded on an island, i m not and secondly he is attached and i m not.
I rmb when i was enlisted 5 mths back.. the feeling really sucked.
I spend the last day of freedom in the bowling alley.
The feeling was like.. gosh.. there goes my 2 years.
Those who din go thru will never understand how sad it was.
Then the first 10 days confinement wasnt the nicest days i had.
The instructors were so tough on us because we were new.
But thinking back.. it wasnt so bad after all.
Its like a sense of achievement.. "i made it through!"
infact, i miss my basic training days.
During the confinement period.. though i was training on mainland singapore, i din actually get to see whats outside the fences. So basically after like 3-4 days i tot i was away in some other country. Completely disconnected from the real civilisation. Until one day.. while jogging we passed by one of the fences.. look out and saw cars and expressway.. It was like something so new to me.
"WOW CARS!"
"ROADS!"
"TREES!"
"NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS!"
"FREEDOM!"
everytime i jogged past the fences, it gives me a feeling of hope.
freedom is just a fence away.
But the fence is like infinitely long and high.
no way u can climb out.
thats all for NS life.
11 June 2008
haven been blogging much cuz nothing much to say.
have been resting for the past 4 days..lol.. going back to work tml night.
Night shift!
I think the new intake of police trainees just enlisted.
aw man.. din get a chance to see them enlist.
Its quite fun to see the blur blur faces when they are enlisted.
I bet my seniors enjoyed seeing my blur face as well when i enlisted 5 months back.
and wow.. 5 months have passed and i still haven finish my training.
I guess its only going to end in mid october?
That will be when i get my driving license! woohoO!
but no car..lol.
oh ya.. why so many girls like to venture into selling stuff online?
i noticed it la.. hm..
mainly sell clothes sometimes accessories..
hm.. issit some lucrative business or what?
and they only sell female stuff sia.. i guess its easier to make money selling clothes to female than male.
10 June 2008
I got transfered from bedok to ang mo kio.
I guess its closer to seng kang.
new working environment.. must adapt again.
so troublesome!
blah.. dunno what to say.
08 June 2008
Nice gang outing.
quite some time ever since i crapped so much.. haha.
i have been staring at the screen for 10 mins after writing the last sentence.
dunno what to say.
Its a sad situation.
what a nice sunday!
just came back.. ahh.. going to sleep soon.
was at this post with my partner for 7 hrs.
we kept watch and talk cock for 7 hrs.
He got lots of things to share, more experience in life la.. 30 plus years old liao.. haha.. talk frm NS to malaysia to the fuel hike in malaysia to gfs to work to school to childhood to global warming to "hey when is our breakfast coming?" to "eh when are they going to pick us up."
thats alot of things.
i found the shift ytd quite enjoyable.
06 June 2008
i got this weird dream last night.
It was me and a girl we were quite happy tgt.. something like the begining part of 'sky of love'.
cant rmb much of the dream but it was nice.
as for the girl.. i cant see her face actually, i know she is there.. but just no face.. i tink u know what i mean.
But she is definitely not the one i have been dreaming of for 3 times.
too engross in the movie la.. even in my sleep also dream abt it.. haha.
its june already.
cant wait to work in npc.
that is where the real action is.
05 June 2008
BORING!
just staring at the screen and thinking of what to do next.
um.. watch bowling videos.
um.. watch a couple of movies.
um.. read some articles.
um.. played chess.
um.. read blogs.
um.. blog.
day shift tml.
think i will be staring at the sea again.
hope its not too warm.
ok better rain tml!!
obviously uninterested.
all i can say is good things only happen in dreams.
sky of love is a freaking beautiful but sad romantic movie.
Gosh!
The starting was so sweet la.. and the ending was so sad.
sad to the max.
like the saddest movie i have ever watched.
almost cried sia.
and its suppose to be a true story.
watch it at crunchyroll.
i m so sad till got no mood to do anything.
thats how sad the movie is.
04 June 2008
i realise if i m at home i will be posting about 2-3 entries per day.
wow.. edwin enjoys talking crap.
and u guys out there are reading nonsense stuff.. HAHA!
the person at the opposite block stopped playing his/her loud music already.
must be someone complain la.
hm.. free the whole of tml.
so just stay at home and do my stuff.
or is anyone free to go out? lol.
some guy or girl across my block is being emo.
i have been hearing "..its too late to apologise.. its too lateee!!.." for the 1 hour. Its a not bad song by timbaland ft. one republic.
at first i tot its karaokae.. then after listening for 1 hr i realise it cant be. Must be radio. dun tell me the person singing non-stop for 1 hr plus.. siao ah.. haha..
sheesh.. trying to make me emo also issit?
lol!
stop & stare by one republic is like my ultimate fav song.
love the lyrics and melody.
"stop and stare, i think i m moving but i go no where.."
nice.. haha..
thanks to the person across the block now i become emo..
LOL!
ok back to watching my show.
nah not drama.. i cant watch drama.. watching movieeee!
aiya.. went bowling and i suck.
average 164.. i really wanted to kill myself.. ahhh!!
it was quite frustrating cuz what ever i do it just go wrong.
no matter how good that shot was suppose to be the pins were just too stubborn to fall.
No matter how hard i tried, it just doesnt go right. It just wasnt meant to be..
if its not ur day, its not ur day.
this applies to things like relationships also.
if its not urs, its not urs. Fullstop.
this is sad but its reality so live with it.
had a good night shift ytd.
saw some stuff.. learn some things.
become slightly more knowledgeable.
02 June 2008
Work was alright.
i m patrolling the streets all day long.
more interesting than sitting there staring at the sea.
I would rather live in my dreams because that is the only time i can see you smile at me
01 June 2008
oo.. one thing i forget to mention about.
The Edwin & Jel's Gay Theory.
Why guys turn gay? From jel's blog i m lazy to type..lol..
then he started saying increasingly got a lot of les...Read more...
and gays...
then we were saying the girls become les because all guys are shitty...
so they become les...
and there are increasing no. of gays...
coz the girls become les.. so no choice...
they have to become gay...
lol... edwin and jel's gay theory...
credit goes to edwin.. lol
well *shrugs*...
its a vicious cycle.. haha
Stayed at home the whole day.
Shiokness!
I m planning the gang outing for next week eh.. but haven got any great idea yet.
actually wanted to go cycling, but pris got an issue with bicycles. Apparently she cant cycle without getting bruises. HAHA!
ok so need a alternative plan la.
Its going to be on 8th june.. mid afternoon.. so keep it free please.
and if u r attached pls feel free to bring ur bf/gf along.
but if u r not attached and wanna bring someone along, yea just bring..HAHA!
um.. we cant freaking go to sentosa at such weird time.. haha..
um.. ok.. ran out of ideas.. but dont worry i have 14 hrs to think abt it tml.
spend all of my time today making blog templates.
They are actually quite bad looking.
i m not using photoshop.. cuz dun have it la..
using the trial beta version of microsoft expression design.
suppose to be something like photoshop i think..
well i suck at it la..
the full tutorial is so super long probably take me like 1yr to finish reading..
so din read la.. haha!
is this how it feels to miss someone?
NUS is freaking irritating.
Abt 2 days back they send this ultra long email promoting their biz school.
why choose nus biz sch?
blah blah..
din bother to read.
Then today.. they advertise again.
This super long email on why choose nus biz sch?
I choose them liao still send me all these stuff.
irritating, makes me wanna reject their offer more.
what intense advertising campaign is this.
anyways i went to bowl ytd.
woah.. you wont believe it.
i din believe it as well.
191.25 over 12 games.
first 6 average 174.67
next 6 average 207.83
I was just luckily.. HAHA!
cuz of a high game of 276.
wow man.. i was just 1 strike away from perfect game.
ahh.. damit!
it was like this..
x x x x 6/ x x x x xxx
ok the stupid 6/ was when i realise i got 4 in a row then got nervous.
wasted.
budden, it wasnt the nicest strikes.
abit pai seh.. hit the correct pocket la.. budden the pins din fall nicely.. ahh!
so av over last 81 games is 176.81.
i realise it suck cuz the lanes there are suppose to be easy.. ahhh!!
ok shall not bore u with all the numbers.
