Ytd was I&E day.
The only fun part was basketball during breaks.
Put my bowling equipment in class 132 but some idiots shift it away to 131 without me knowing.
Search the entire school for 45 mins then found my precious balls.
May that person go to hell please. Thank you.

Wow.. hit a 218 ytd at yishun safra.
no big deal.. but its rare to hit 200+ at yishun safra.
then average 160.5
First time in my entire life av 160+ at yishun safra.
rare occasion.

Then today bowled with Dom at Hougang Superbowl.
Av 151.0..zz..
not too bad la.. but could have been better.
my sparing sucks.
cant spare corner pins.
or else sure 160+ de. zz.

Nvm.. i love bowling at Hougang Superbowl on saturdays from 11am- 1 pm.
Its damn cool man..
cos HCI is training there too =D
Its nice to watch them bowl.. HAHA!
wow.. must go there every saturday liao.
YAY!!

nvm.

pray for a 160+ av at A Div.
The most major competition of my entire JC life is in about 6 weeks.
OMG!

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This morning at the bus stop.
The usual people are waiting for the 6 15am bus.
All familar faces.
As i was walking towards the bus stop, i saw this familar white school shirt guy talking to this familar chio AMK SS girl.
i was abit suprised.
we have been taking the same bus for 1 yr already first time see them talk.
anyway.. that guy took out a pen and paper.
and the girl wrote smt on it.
guess wad.. he was asking for number.
and she gave..

OMG!!!

That guy isnt good looking lehz..
i mean i m better looking wad.. right?
RIGHT? say yes la!!

nvm i tml go get her number.
WAHHAAHAHA!!!!
erps.. -.-

school is cool.
lessons are nice =D
bridge is fun +D

what else.. hm..
yea man.. I&E Day tml.. cant wait to have more fun sia.

Went to bowl just now.. alone.
Then Maris Stella High having their training.
i was beside them.
oh wells. there's this guy who looked hao lian and buay song.
i was looking at him bowl la.. and he is looking at me bowl.
so we 'fought'.
yea man.. pawn him like siao la.
must be from MHS Recreational team.
but 4 yrs of recre team liao lehz..LOL!

so bad.. i laffing at ppl.
cannot laff at them la.. HAHAHAHAH!!!

Oh.. my team mates complained that when i strike spare or played well my face no expression de.
HAHA.

oh man.. for some reason i m feeling pretty cool today.
i mean happy.. haha!!
finally saw the sunshine after the rain =D =D

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Another bowling friendly comp coming up.
7th April.
AGAPE (wth is AGAPE?) Inter Age Bowling friendly.
I tot naomi abraham told us wad AGAPE was.. but i forget.
Its not pronounce as A-Gape.. its AH GA PE.
Anyways.. the stupid application form dun have format details.
how many games?? LOL.. din put leh.
only put some stupid rules and reg.

oh man.. my junior got this columbia 300 ball.. damn nice.
cos got engrave chris barnes signature on it.
wa.. envy sia.. my idol's signature lehs.

lol.. took ys's mom's car to yishun safra today and his mom was saying..

Just now she went buy dog food and the guy asked her..
'Do u want chicken or beef?'
Ys mom, " uh.. no.. i want dog.'

silence.

'lady i m asking if u want chicken or beef flavour dog food'

lol!!

the chem tutor is horrible.
1 hr lesson become 1 hr 40 mins.
1 hr break becomes 20 mins.
how great is this man.
irritating shit.
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there is no IF.. only a YES or NO.

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Small chance, u said.
I shall take this chance.
even if its just 0.1%.
Its still a chance after all.

Heart of steel?
can i break that barrier?

Lose with a fight is better than lose without a fight.

u know i m a born fighter.
i dun give up without a fight.

Climbed out of the pit.
and jumped right back in again.
because thats the only place where i can find u.

going to die a horrible death.
wells.. its ok.
nt like i have not died b4.
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angel says give up and forget.
easier said than done.

i believe in karma.
so did i do smt so wrong that i m now being 'punished'?
haha.. maybe i did huh?

well.. noone can help me now.
its all up to fate.

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ME: dunno.. i think i just screwed up my life.. haha..
MARSH: why is ur life so screwed? U can always loosen it with ur spanner :P

OMG!

lost faith.
lost trust.
bad impression.
whats next?
am i that shitty?
i guess so.

going to be one of another very interesting days tml.
lots of stuff to watch out for.. lots of thing to be sad about.

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sadness.
sadness.

was at the crossroads and decided to take a right turn.
wrong move.
killed me.
pain.
sadness.
hurt.

step back.
journeyed ahead.
too late.
too bad.
pain.
sadness.
hurt.

road closed.
road blocked.
never will it open. for me.

pain..
sadness..
hurt..

stood there.
waited.
will u ever open the road to ur heart. for me?

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There is Chem mock spa tml and i totally forget about it.
haha.. oops.
yeah and din do all the chem spa practices given out.
i guess its a big U for me this time.
lol.

Tml ish mondays.. and i am excited to goes back-ish to school-ish.
ok.. just being retarted with the -ish.
i guess its going to be another interesting week,
shall keep my eyes open and look out interesting stuff between ppl.. HAHAHA!!

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if only nice interesting stuff can happen to me..
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oh well, i guess i can blog again.
something wrong with this comp or blogger these few days.

shall not complain about how i finished all my 6 napfa items and have to retake all 6 again next week.
and shall not complain how much trouble the wrist brace gave me ytd during training.

Borat the movie..
sucks.
ya man.. the first 1/2 hr is cool..
only the first 1/2 hr.. got sick of the humour after that.

life aint no better.
i guess it got worse huh?..
thought i m going to get out of this slump..
i guess not so soon.
falling back into the dark and cold pit again.

I thought i m used to being ignored.
guess not.. it hurts still.
i m still concern..
just that its so hard to express concern now.
like u will care if i m concern about u..

i realised that i m just a useless piece of pathetic shit who cant succeed in any aspect.
how sad huh?

i m no lead character in your romance movie.
just a passer by who happens to across ur path,
and fall in love with u.

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testing testing

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Just came back from Zinc's suprise birthday party.
cool man.
ard 15 ppl turn up for this suprise birthday party.
SP ZX and xiNA planned it.
so they manage to lure zinc out of her house .. to sentosa with zx then the rest of us came in in the afternoon to blow balloons.. prepare the stuff.
and when zinc came back at ard 5 plus..
suprise.. suprise!!!

haha.. quite fun.
it has been a long time since we had a 'class outing'.
this can be counted as a 1/2 class outing..lol.
great fun and great food..

cherk brought along this board game.
Blokus.
interesting game.
Four player game.. but me and marsh teamed up.. cos our brains very simple..lol.
we din win.. but did came close.. haha.

one thing that i need to learn from marsh is to be optimistic.
cant believe her man..
even when its quite obvious that we cant win she is still so optimistic.
haha.

then went home at ard 10 plus.
me and ys took the same route.. so we were discussing smt related to fear.
like ghost.. darkness.. blah.
ever wonder why darkness or nignt instill more fear in ppl?

say.. u r walking along the streets at night with no ppl ard
comapre it with when u r walking the exact same street in the sunny afternoon and also with noone ard.
which are u more afraid of?
naturally ppl will be more afraid of the dark streets.
but why?
interesting huh?
probably cos we think that 'monsters' and 'ghost and sprirts' lurks only in the dark?
probably cos we watch too much movies and the scary part always occurs at night, therefore influencing our thoughts?
haha. this is so random.. but interesting.
seriously.. there no need to be afraid of the dark.. seriously.

damit.. blogger din publish my march 14 post.
sometimes this blogger is getting so irritating.
everything screw up de.. argh..

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What a nice day.
Physic tutor not here.. 2 hours of physic tutorial time becomes free time =D
I realised my phsyic sucks especially everything that is related to electricity.
omg.. i m dead.

This damn interesting thing happen in class today.
Someone went to put small slip of notes into everyone's envelope at the love express corner.
OMG man.. this is to funny la!!
I got this note:

Edwin, i dont mind being with u. -sp-

and Si Ping got this note:

Hi Si Ping Jie Jie, i love you. edwin.

Cherk got: your legs are hot. Dania.

Hockie got: I love you. from SHARON.

And many other ppl got this: HOCK KIAT LOVE U!!

Noone knows who put de la.. but it gave all of us a good laugh.
interesting.

Bowling.
Apparently the V-capt doesnt like me.
lol.. and i m happy with it =D
Serious.. cos i dun like her as well.. muhahaha.
here.. i m confessing my dislikes.

Irritating shit.
she said some crap today i just stared at her and looked away 3 sec later.
then she probably realised that she isnt that 'popular' after all.

and i guess i pissed her off today..lol.
by getting a 40 pts on my thrid game.
let me tell u wad i did..lol..

it was damn sian.. everyone was damn sian..
so i took a 8 pound ball and fooled ard la..
so the rest also joined in..lol!

then do all stupid stuff like bowl with left hand.. back up with left hand.. 2 finger bowling.. bowl thru the legs.. super duper high back swing.. blah blah.. LOL!

nvm i enjoyed it.. whahahahaha!!

ya.. but my wrist is breaking. serious.
need a stupid wrist brace soon or else forever dun need bowl liao.
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why did u appear in my mind.. again.. suddenly..

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Sports heats today.
0806 is owning la.. in the 4x100 boys and girls heats.
the teams came in first in all their respective heats.
good job =D
i m proud of my class :D:D:D

Don feel so sad la.. abt the 8x50 baton passing incident.
It was an accident..
cheer up girls:D

well.. hock kiat dislocated his arm AGAIN!
Dam it man.. he was in great pain la.
oh well.. no exercsie for him for at least the next 3 months i guess.

tml is a slack day.
GP tut.. break.. Physic lect.. chem lect.. physic lab.
Mind u man.. the physic lab is a free period cos the tutor is not here.
AND.. lectures are also free period.. cos i dun go for lecture..
so.. tml is only GP tut for me which ends at 845..
and my next lesson is at 5 pm yishun safra bowling alley =D

Crap man.. i think alvin yeong is mad at half of the class.
he said ' those who are not prepared need not come for the test'
half of the class din turn up.
oh well..
i do think mind map is a good way to look at the overview..
but a mindmap test on 1 topic per week is crazy.
and sometimes some topics are not suitable to be studied in a mindmap form.

wells.. and he said smt like all those who din come need not take the mind map test anymore.
so i guess no more mind maps for me anymore.. haha..

Hey.. i want a 'gang' outing!!!
U guys see this?
I WANT A "GANG" outing!!!
During march holz.. "GANG OUTING!!!!!!!!"
I DUN CARE!!! I WANT!!!!
lol..

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Today's training was so far the best one.
For once.. the coach actually spend 20 mins with me working on the release..lol.
and i had 1 lane to all myself.
the ball driller borrowed me his own wrist brace. (cos my ball cant hook much..lol)

wow man.. used to think that wrist brace is nothing but crap,
but it proved me wrong today.
it was cool.
No need use strength at cupping the wrist.. haha..
somemore.. my hook increased like alot
and the roll became much nicer =D

But that wrist brace is 70 dollars..lol.

sian considering to buy la.. cos hurt the wrist recently.
now cup the wrist 1 min then very pain liao.

wow man.. i m impressed by the effect of the wrist brace.
Today's training is the most effective ever since last may.
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So many tutors not happy with the class eh?
Maths, Physic, Chem and today Econs.
Wow man..
only the PE teacher like us la.
Whats wrong eh?
Cos we din do hw then they buay song.
Wth man.. u know how bz we all are not not?

Bz like with CCA.. and we are no machines.. need to rest also leh.
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tml 4x100 relay heats.
i wonder how did they manage to drag me into participating a sprint.
like huh?
i cant sprint for nuts.

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CCA tml as usual.
Not that i hate bowling,
infact i love bowling.
Just that its abit troublesome travelling from School to Yishun Safra with that big bulky 12kg bowling bag on my shoulder.
A trolley bag aint no better.

Tml O2 already.. haha..
Time flies huh?
I rmb last yrs O2 was so sian la..
i believe all O2 is like dat de ba.. haha..
better enroll some nice Jc1s la.. if not very sian..lol..

argh.. still have lots of hw to do..zzz...

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Boring day.
nothing interesting happen.
Lessons, lessons and more lessons.
Lunch.
Bowling.
Dinner.
Computer.
Blogging.
Sleep.

Realised that my heart feels so numb.
no feeling, no emotions at the moment.
probably due to the overwhelming of emotions in the past week.
wells.. this is better.

Thinking back.. i guess the feeling of liking someone and just looking from afar is much more better than wooing them.
i dunno.. the feeling is much more sweeter.
haha.. dumb right?

Luckily i got a B for chem test or else the tutor is gonna be totally unhappy with me.
oh wells.. screw the physic tutor.

tml is just going to be another long day.
hey actually i have successfully appealed for exemption from afternoon PE u know?
maybe can consider not going for once.. haha..

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I dunno when but we got distant.
I rmb we were quite close last year.
the noises that we made together.
i miss them some how.

The stories u shared with me,
the advice u gave.
i still rmb.

i am grateful that u were there for me when i fall.

but we got distant.

have been wanting to talk to you since a long time ago.
but din know how.
perhaps its my wrong.

din know how to approach u..
so did it thru here.
abit dumb huh?
sounds gay right?
and this is for a guy.
omg.,. its gay!!! GAY!!!!

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Finally.
The reasons that i have been wanting.
wells.. cant really accept the example u gave for the first one.
but the second one.. good reason:)
I shant bother to do any explanations..
its not what u think it is.

if u like me
accept me for who i m..

we shall still be friends:)
i think we are better off as friends.. haha.
oh well lets put this behind us and move on alright?
its just a small and insignificant part of our lives.. haha.
no hard feelings eh?
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well well..
bowling is irritating me.
cos haven been bowling good for a week already.. ever since the comp.
Can u believe i cant hook a Total Inferno?
OMFG!
The hook is so little.. like 4 boards????
pathetic la.
Ask that driller to sandpaper my ball he dowan.

Tried for like 4 hrs of training to change my ball's axis tilt still cannot.
irritating shit.

amd some idiots are getting on my nerves.
stop reminding everyone on the team of ur birthday cos ppl are pissed.
as if they are gonna bother abt.. well not me.
i will go empty handed.
whats the big deal man?
its just a birtday.. no need ask ppl to buy present for u sia..
cos ppl wun bother.. at least i wun bother.
so shut ur trap.
i knw u r reading or will get to know abt this..
thats why i m posting it.
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1 more week to holidays.. yea man!

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God gave you to me for 2 weeks and take you away forever.

Everything was fine until u step in.
At that point of time i asked God why is he playing a trick on me.
Why complicate my life.
why me.

Soon i accepted it.
i accepted that u came in.
i tot i have found my girl.
i tot everything is going to be great

But u walked out.
I asked why did God play a trick on me again.

It came unknowingly.
I was confused.
then finally accecpted it happily.
Then it left.. just like that when i loved it so much.
I thought after our competitions..
we can have forever inscripted in our hearts.
Guess i m wrong.

i treat life and love seriously.
yet everything just turn out to be one big joke.
not blaming anyone here.
just complaining.

cant believe it.
i m in disbelieve.
*shakes head*
seriously nothing to say about my pathetic life now.

Did i did something really bad or smt?
Then now God is here to punish me for my sin.

Stab in the heart not once not twice but thrice?
Is this enough to pay for what ever i have done? (if any)
Is there going to be the forth?

Quit turning my life into a joke.
life is unfair.
serious.
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Its release of A lvl chinese for us JC1s today.
Got a B and i m contented.
A friend was so disappointed in getting a B.
She was so sad.. wells.. and tot of suciding.
its crazy.. B is good enough.
We gotta live on.. because there is always hope tml.

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Physic and Chemistry test tml.
2 hours of continuous test.. i m going to die in the audi.
luckily tml is friday.
have the weekends to look forward to.
yea.. and tml is the release of the A lvl chinese results.
Hopefully a B.. or A is even better.

cant believe that i feels bothered sometimes by some small and meaningless gestures.
wow.. shdnt be bothered by these crap now.
shd probably just switch on the 'i-don-care' attitude for the rest of the yr.

dyna (dania) lend me this magnetic pillow..
to induce magnetisim onto my head.
nah.. so i can sleep soundly during the night.
ya.. and dyna..
HELLO I M COOKIE =Pp
lol.. crapping la.

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