maybe.. i shouldnt have step into ur world in the first place and brought agony to u.

Perhaps i should leave, to save u from all the troubles, the pain.

perhaps saying good bye is the best and only way..

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Promo starts in 5 days.. sian.. haven finish studying yet lehz.. got a bad feeling about it eh.. fail = retain, u know? i fail = dropout ah.. sian..

Better pass sia.. 2h2 and 2h1 can liao.

Promo ends in 10 days!!! :D:D:D:D

The class chalet only about 11-12 out of 25 people confirm going. Aiya.. so few leh.. if got around 17 ppl then fun sia. SP, Marshie and Jelly not going/haven confirm going. Sian.. sian..

Today got 4 ppl absent from class sia.. SP, TYS, XX and Pager. lol..the 3 living in sengkang ponned school la.. XX is really ill la.. this got excuse. Lol.. stupid la.

Lessons are so sian.. 2 hours of chinese lesson is a waste of time.. could have made better use of my precuious 2 hours.. like use it walk home or smt.

I realize that SP and Ys also read my blog. So i m gonna ka jiao them here.

Hi SP JIE JIE!!!! Dunno why i always call her SP jie jie..lol.. maybe cos she is sisterly? lol.

And HI TYS!!!! Anyway.. during ur absence.. i was kinda bad. I made a joke out of ur name leh.. sorry ah.. haha. So this lame joke goes like this.

"Yee Shin" sounds like "Eat Shit" right? Eat Shit in hokkien is "Jiat Sai" right? LOL.. Yee Shin u r meant to be the Jiat Sai rep la.. haha.

Lol.. just a lame joke.. dun mind hor? =P dun cry hor later cherky kill me then i know sia.. haha!!

Sian.. tml is wednesday.. 2 hours of Physic + 2 hours of Chem tut. Its going to kill me man.. could have spent the time doing something more meaningful.

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hey guys.. i m fine, for now.. haha. Thanks JH.. who was the first to know abt it, then thanks JM for the snack and all those crap..haha.. and Thanks dom for ur support :D And hope u slove ur problems soon :D

I guess i just cant do without good buddies eh? So touched when u guys show concern. haha.

Dun worry, i m fine now.. lol.. lets concentrate on the exams first :D

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thanks Jh.. for giving me that advice. I guess nothing is certain in this world until it is really certain. Thanks anyway.. and thanks dom for ur concern too.

If one day i fall.. at least i will know that u 2 will be there to cushion my fall. I wont feel so hurt that way.

i dunno.. all of a sudden.. i feel like crying. Hadnt done that in a long time. sheesh..

Things can take a sudden turn huh? Now i understand how DOm felt in the past.. maybe my situation isnt as serious as his.. but its still terrible la.

One moment u r in heaven and in the next u r in hell.

Nvm.. i dunno la.. wad to do?

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Eh.. the previous post got some inaccurate parts.. blame it on me for being dumb..lol..

Its ok.. i have a whole lifetime to wait for ur answer.. i will always be right here waiting for u.

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Thursday! Long day.. highlight of the day shd be the PE session. Dance.. dance some.. partner dance.. haha. fun!! Dance with many strangers..lol.. anyway.. my first partner was Jelphine.. haha.. SP's first partner was SX!! OMG!!!!! The 2 of them so cute.. haha!! Some ppl still like some one but dun dare tell them..lol.. cant believe that he is so shy when it comes to all these stuffs.. haha.

Then after that stayed back to play bball.. dIana and ZN the TBH also joined us guys..lol.. the looked so blur.. haha!!

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LOL.. chatting on msn with my sec 3 cousin now.. haha. So.. she have this friend who have stead and this guy complaints that his gf is too shy infront of their friends so she hardly talks to him when their friends are around but when they alone together then is ok. SO she asked me wad to do.

see.. i m the love expert. Everyone asking me wad to do.. so i gave good advices.. haha!!

Love expert my foot.. sometimes i cant even solve my own pOrbems. sian.. relationship stuff are so complex that no human brain will ever figure out how it works.

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wad to do? Missing u now..

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single, taken or crushing?
Just taken!! :D

are you happy wif ur life now?
Ya.. everything is great except for exams.

when you meet the right person, do you fall in love
with him/her fast?
Hm.. since its the right person liao.. shd be fall fast bahs.

have you ever had ur heart broken?
Yep..

do you believe there are some
circumstances where cheating love
is acceptable?
Dunch believe!!

would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
If i still love her.. ya.. i will take her back. Call me a fool..lol..

have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
thats like 10 yrs later la..lol..

do you want children?
yep ^^

how many?
2 lor.. one guy and one girl ^^

would you ever consider adoption?
POrbably..

if someone likes you right now,
what do you think is the best way to let
you noe his/her feelings?
eh.. lemme think.. hm.. er.. tell me? lol

do you enjoy getting into relationships?
There are always ups and downs in a relationship.. but nevertheless i feel that its a wonderful thing to be able to be with the person u love.

be honest. what is the furtherest thing you and ur ex did?
sai.. do i have one? And I DUNCH WANT TO HAVE AN EX!! :D:D

do you believe in love at first sight?
hm.. nope.. it shd be called lust at first sight.

are you romantic?
Erm.. yes? abit la.. haha

do you believe you can change someone?
duno leh.. ask them if the wanna let me change their clothes for them or not la..lol.. lame sia..

if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in some peaceful countryside with 4 seasons, with lakes, mountians, greenery and the person i love..haha.

do you give in easily when you're fighting?
Shd be la.. i hate fights!!

do you have feelings for someone right now?
YESH YESH!!!

do you ever wished that you could have someone but
you messed it up?
dun have la.

have you ever broken a heart?
hm.. i guess so..

if one day ur best fren falls in love wif the person u are deeply in
love wif, what will you do?
then i will aks the person whom i like to make a decision la.. its up to her.

are you missing someone right now?
Ya la..lol..

ok.. i am suppose to ask 5 ppl to do this thing.. but hey.. i not so bo liao.. haha :P

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uh oh.. i m dead.

Promos promos.. promos promos.. sian sian sian sian!!

Nvm.. if i din hear wrongly.. the Class chalet is on the day of the last paper.. yaHoOOooOoOooOOoOO!!!! UfoooOOooOOOooOO!! woHOOoooOOoooOOOoo!! Yipeeeeeee!!

Wa.. finally a class chalet!!

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How can u walk away like that and leave me alone. For the past few months, u have become my good gay friend. Ok.. i know u quitted being a gay.. so now u r my good friend.

Haha.. eh dun like that leave me leh (sounds gay.. but i m not!!) friends also equally important de ok!!

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Oh.. Physic SPA tml.. sian.. sure fail.. siaN!

Hate SPA la.. must memorise all those stupid points.. arghs.. hm.. haven start revising for SPA yet.. SIAN!!

About Promo.. i cant wait for it to finish la.. shit man.. ok.. slightly less than 3 weeks.. haiz. And if i cannot promote.. i m gonna quit school sia.. not planning to retain.

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When i hold u in my arms, time seem to pass faster than ever.

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Its a nice sunday.
The best sunday i have ever had in my entire teenage life. :D :D

well.. i guess i shd be able to pass 3 h2 subjects. I guess.. but its all border line passes la.. like 45% .. a big fat E grade. Ok.. dun expect too much from myself.. how can i expect something like a B or C when i dun study hard for it.

Sian.. Hate exams. Love school. Love 0806.

Nvm.. tml shd be a nice day.. with PE (games!!!) and then play bball during break. Maths lesson shd be good.. but.. GP erm.. sucks la.

She is going to go thru some compre that i nv do and dun plan to do..

ok.. still must hand in chinese comp and practice tml.. sian.. haven finish yet. The compo ah.. i write 2.5 pages.. she not happy.. she say must write 3 page.

Piangs.. I must learn how to cook Hor Fun liao.. next time can cook Hor Fun till chao ta!! Anyone wants to eat HOr fUn? I dun think so la.. who wants hor fuN.. lol..

Hm.. promos =/

Ya.. i cut my hair today.. i know it sucks and i dun dare to turn up in school tml. Either i go in a wig or i dun go to school.. or i shave bald. Which option better?

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Ah.. stupid JM TAY! He edited my last post.. the "I LOVE YOU" at the end of the post is written by JM TAY. He wants me to love him.. whahaha!!

LOL.. and he replied to the "I LOVE YOU" in his blog:

oh yea!blogging in school FA.erps.Eddy, I LOVE YOU TOO!=DD

LOL!

Today is a long day.. but its one of the better thursdays i have.. hm.. because no PW lesson and because we can spend free periods playing basketball and because of some other stUffs.. oops :P

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Took the same old bus, the same old path, but the feeling aint the same today. Something is missing.. someone is missing..

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Current life is mostly about school and studies.. and of course.. some other stUffs.

Wells, i have finally starting to revise my work.. with slightly 3 weeks left before promos. Sian.. nvm.. about 4 weeks promos will be over.. wahaha!!!

So.. good luck to everyone for the promos!!

Ah.. and yes.. to u.. sorry for wasting ur time.. haha

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i held ur hand and look at you, for a moment, i though i was in heaven. Never have i seen an angel flying so low before.

I LOVE YOU!

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oh.. today went out with the gang(JH, Prissy, Elieen and DomMmiE)

At first felt abit strange, cos dun really know elieen so well.. but after lunch at pastamania.. then dun feel weird liao.. haha.

Nice person :D

So we went to take neoprints.. it was JH's idea, then went on to arcade.. play play play.. and accompanied Jh to City Hall and waited for her IMF training to start.

At 3:05pm JH went to her training and we went off.. haha.. to esplanade.. sat there and chatted till 6:30pm!!

Wa.. fun la.. lots of things to talk about.. hahax.. bowling!! Ya.. Pris, Elieen, Dom and I are all bowlers :D:D

Bowling RawKs!!!

Wow.. DomMie and EliEeN make a great pair :D:D

Great outing, cant wait for the next one.. haha.. shd be the year end chalet la.. yay!!!

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Hey pal.. seeing u so stressed up and depressed makes me feel upset too. Dunno why.. i not gay, but i just feel sad when stuff like that happen to my good buddy. Dun worry, i know u can solve the problem, it just take some time and some effort. Dun hurry things now.. cos it may make stuff more complicated.I can see the stress on ur face.. i can see that at times u r lost, dun know what to do. I m always here if u need someone to talk to :D

Once again.. things will get better :D

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wow, i m so proud of singaporean bowler Remy Ong. For those who did not know, he came in First in the All events and Single event round to clinch 2 gold medals for singapore in the World Men's Championship.

Wow.. he averaged 254 pins in the single event. WOW!

But he got eliminated in the Maters Elimation Round. It is where the top 16 players compete against each other.. he breezed thru round 1 with a score of 3-0 but lost in round 2 to Grabowski of germany 1-3.

oH.. tml is the outing with the gang.. haha.. its gonna be fun :D:D

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The first time I saw You,

And looked into your eyes,

I knew from that moment,

That i m in love.

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wow.. found a nice song, titled "Still Waters" Its composed by tonci hujlic a croatia composer. This piece is performed by Maksim Mrvica in his forth album, A New World, released in 2005.

Ok la.. not everyone's taste the same as mine.. but i still feel it is a great piece.

i found it while watching a YOUTUBE video. It was used as the background music.




ok.. i know the video is impressive, but the main focus is the song la.. haha.. anyway.. it was a nice trick.. invisible palm.

anyway.. i was thinking of learning some card magic.. but it is super tough to learn la.. first ah.. its hard to find the tutorials, then difficult to obtain good cards. The card used in the video is not some 80cents a pack paper card.. it can cost 7 plus for a normal bicycle deck to up to 20 over for some better deck la.. eh.. the deck very nice right?

Then it takes lots of patience to practice.. cos ah.. need a super long time to practice. Wa lao.. tough leh.. haha.. but very impressive.

shucks.. for almost the whole holiday, i have been infront of the comp, infront of the piano. Spend so little time on revision :/

faints.

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yesterday.. i have been waiting for the whole morning, wondering if u remember. And u did. It may seem like nothing to you.. but i was happy to receive it.

your scent is sweeter than that of the rOse.

My feelings for you will not wilter like the rose or change like the seasons.

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The competition was a fun and enriching experience. I have learn a couple of important points from this experience.

ok.. i was so irritated by my first game.. got a freaking 93!! yucks! u know.. i got a 93!!!!

ok.. its a 3 game series.. so the score is 93,141,161.

The first game.. arghs!!

Too nervous la.. first time competing.. and my same old pOrbem occured during the first game.. so.. it explains the 93.

Then in the second game.. i got more comfortable with the place.. but it is still irritating.. everytime my pocket shot cannot take down all 10 pin.. it will leave pin 5 or 10 or 9 or 4-7. The worst thing is i am bad in sparing all these pins.. except pin 5. Shucks.. so all my frames were like 9- or 9/.

Then till the 10 frame then did i get my first strike.. ok.. it was a double strike.

Then things got better in game 3. Manage to make all most of the single pin spares.. got a double in frame 6 and 7 (i think), a single and spare in frame 10.

But i m still pissed off by game 1. shd have gotten 120 la.. thats my usual average. Stupid!!!

so today.. i average at 131.67.. shd have average at 140 la.. stupid game 1! arghs.

i know yOu wanna see how i look when i am bowling right? haha.. i look terrible la.. here is a video of me.. my style differs slightly from the "textbook" cos i dun follow "textbooks" i follow my own "lecture notes".



so.. in the end, AJC 1 came in 23 out of 33 teams beating 10 other teams (8 outside teams and 2 ajc teams)

We were the youngest competitors.. cos this competition is suppose to be for people above 21.

I came in 74 out of 90+ male bowlers ;/
JR came in 73.. arghs.. my stupid game 1!!!

Hm.. i wonder if can get into the school team or not.. haha.. can go competition leh.. quite fun!

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i finally blog again.. the competition will start in about 10 hours time.. going to try something different at the comp. Playing down the first arrow.. haha.. if i miss 7 cm to the right.. then goodbye i m dead.

i just dowanna be last in the team.. thats all.. haha.. or else ah.. very embarassing one u know? lol.. sian.. wish myself luck.

if time cant heal your pain, i will heal it for you.

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