Quick update on the NUS Open.
Second day of comp:

1. 145
2. 140
3. 169
4. 148
av: 150.5

overall av for both days: 145.6 =/

uh.. thats my standard.
shame.

dunno why but felt so tired in all the morning lessons today.
just fell asleep in every lesson.
esp maths and chem lect.
ya.. din fall asleep in physic lect.. cos din go for it.

This week is a stressful one.
Probability class test on thursday
chem + physic common test on friday.
bowling trainings on monday wed and fri.
LOts of tuts to do..zz.

hm..
my heart is so numb.
cant feel anything.
so not like me.

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i think i m going to die.
this stupid sore throat is killing me.
other than that.. my head still feels heavy and my body feels warmer than usual.
sian la.. so in conclusion.. i m ill.

to think that i have eaten 2 packets of m&m during the comp..
omg..
regretted.

being ill feels so terrible.
omg man.. how to compete tml.
ok.. so if i din play well.. can use this as an excuse.. haha!
nah.. this is no excuse.
the only good excuse for not playing well is a broken arm.. or leg
otherwise.. no excuse for not doing well.

so many test next week.. not much time to study all leh.
physic and chem..
omg man..

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Disappointing.

Av 140.8.
-.-
=(
="(

Its my usual average la.. but what i expect was something like 160.0.
Game 2 and 3 killed me.

Game 1: 163
Game 2: 120
Game 3: 114
Game 4: 166

I tot i could have gotten 160 for all games and av 160 la.
Disappointing.

Was nervous in Game 1.. but dunno why can play well.
In G2.. i was mentally tired already..
cos the SAJC girls were very noisy..lol.
they cheered so loud la.. till i really got a nasty headache.

G3.. i dunno what was i doing.. everything was like a blur.

G4.. i told myself.. 'just anyhow la.' headache like siao liao..
but dunno why also hit 166.

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf!!
so sad.. my g2 and 3 so disappointing.
="(

nvm.. still got tml.

my doubles partner appologised to me.. cos he din play well.. he av 103.
i feel so sad la.. i mean i dun mind being dragged down by my partner de..
cos i understand how it feels so bowl below average.

sian..

tml bowling beside NUS 3 and RP 1 leh.. both super powerful team.. wow! haha.
but i guess theres no pressure la..
today bowling beside RP 3 also no pressure.

weird la.. such a big comp i only feel nervous awhile onli.
but nvm.. its a good thing.. haha!

got a bad feeling abt tml lehz..
i still want my 160 av.. but..
i think tml av is going to be worse that today.
noooOOOOOOooOO!!!
must think positive.
i can av 160 tml.. yes i can!!!!

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finally.. able to publish post.
ok.
NUS Open tml..
freaking scared.
Its my first inter-institute bowling comp.
i dowan to get last sia.
Why did i join this comp in the first place.
omg.
I know this is just for experience..
but there are also expectations to meet.
Stressful.

An 'all the best' from you will be my best motivation.

School have been alright.
just that a couple of ppl asked why i look so sad.
lol.. i must admit there is smt bugging me inside..
but hey.. i m not very very very sad..
just abit sad sad de..
so i m fine :D:D:D:D

Homework..
omg..
lots of them to clear.

anyway.. all the best to myself and everyone tml!

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testing testing

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Nothing much happening today.
Using the comp for the whole day.
OMG.. so boring.
And i m lazy to do work..zz.

dont feel like going out for visiting tml.
Its the same thing every year.. for 17 yrs..zz.
i rather go to school than go visiting.. serious.
At least can sleep during lessons.

haiz.
life is so complicated.
know what i want, yet felt so lost at the same time.

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bowled today.
Av at 151.
Not bad..
if this can repeat in the NUS Open then i m really happy.
There is still lots of improvements to be made.
especially in sparing corner pins.
Feel like booking a lane in Y-safra and train to hit pin 7 and 10 for 2 hours.
do this for like twice a week for 2 months then sure become pro de.. haha.

guess i messed stuff up.

i m sorry.
know u r angry.
i have betrayed ur trust.
hope i can win it back.

guess we are all confused.

are u trying to ignore me?
hope not.
maybe its just me being paranoid.

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Feel like telling a story today.
Heard this story from my bestest 'friend'.
ok.. here goes..

Once upon a time..
there is this guy named.. johnny, he fell for this girl named Mary.
Mary had a very good girl-friend named Sally.
Johnny loves Mary alot, but too bad.. Mary fell for another guy named Willy.
This is not the point.
The point is.. one day Johnny found out that Sally actually likes Johnny.
OMFG!
The Sally told Mary NOT and Never to fall for Johnny or else she will ruin their many yrs of good friendship.
Mixed feelings when i heard this story.
1. Sally shdnt let relationship spoil friendship. friendship is very impt.
2. Sally shdnt have deterred any possibility of Mary falling for Johnny.
3. WTF if i were Johnny i would have killed Sally. jking..
4. ok.. i understand how Sally felt actually.. so its understandable that she said that.

End of story.
wow.. nice story right? Probably some what familar to u.
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Sad huh?
I feel so sad for myself la.. after finding out the truth.
So.. u still like him that much.
So.. its not possible between us.
i see.. i see.
sad case huh?

brother, if what ever i told u today is really true.
then.. i must go kill myself.
i mean.. HUH??!!! WTF!?!?!?!
This kind of crap things.. totally unimmaginable things can happen sia.
dunno wad to say..
i just.. omfg..
*shakes my head in disbelieve*

i love my bloody life.

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Crap day. Bad day.

Mr yeung ate into 1/2hr of our break time.
Hate it when tutors did that.
And this is the 34984323456787654 time that he ate into our break.
screw him.

My Yeung insisted that mind maps are good for studying.
He tried so hard to sell his idea to us.
Ppl have different ways to study ok..
not all ppl can study mind maps.
screw him.

Mr Yeung insisted that we memorise halogens and periodicity mind map and vomit it out tml after school. In addition we still have a test on Halogens.
And we all have to stay till 7pm to finish all these crap.
screw him.

Mr Yeung wasted 2.5 hrs of tutorials going thru one mind map.
screw him.

Mr Yeung.. oh wadeva.
he is a good tutor.. but i just dislike the mind maps.

Was training when i over heard the v-capt saying this to a member.
"the girls must av at 160+ in A div so that we can get into masters"
"the guys must get at least 185"
I said.." sorry to burst ur bubble.. thats impossible to attain"
V-capt:"but at least we still have a goal wad"
Me:"ya.. but frankly its impossible"
Wanna get 185 av so easy ah?
Screw the vcapt.

After training was feelin thristy.
Saw the stall in the bowling alley selling some can drinks.
wow.. soya bean can drink!
"aunty one soya bean pls! Thanks! how much is it?"
"1.60"
"HUH?" (i tot i heard wrongly"
"1.60"
"fuck u la!"
ok.. i DIN say that.
i said "ok.. i change my mind." Then walked away.
screw the aunty.

Sianed.. i decided to go to the 7-11 opposite to get my fav milk tea.
lalalala.. went inside saw the milk tea.
YAY!!!
$1.80!
Cheaper than at CP!
YAY!
Open the fridge.
Get milk tea.
Close fridge.
Felt my 12kg bowling bag bumped into smt.
Turned back..
"praggggggggg..prag prag"
Me: " HOLY SHIT!!!"
Counter assistant" ur bag la!!!"
Sianed.
banged into a whole vertical stack of 6-pack soft drinks.
At least 10 packets drop down la.. sianed.
bend down to pick up.
screw me.

Today wanted to ask her if wanna go out on vday.
think think tink..
think whole day.
Din ask at last.
Dam it.
screw me.

got 4.5 out of 35 for a compre practice.
screw me.

Gonna fail econs test tml.
screw me.

still using the comp when there are 2 test tml.
screw me.

Why cant i hook the bowling ball more?
screw me.

cant get a date on vday.
double screw me.

better fall sick or smt tonight.
let me have a mild headache will do.
get MC tml.. yayness!
screw myself if i dun fall sick tonight.

alright as u have realised this post is all abt screwing.
in the next post i will talking more abt nailing and drilling.
so cya!

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Bowling at Plaza Starbowl today.
Bowled with all the uncles.
LOL!
Must admit that they are good.
Better than me.
And they treated me and dom to drinks.
wow.. free drinks :D
lol..

Next week is crazy.
Econs+Chem test.. on the same day.
Pyhsic Spa..
Lots of tut.

Still have training.
Shd be participating in the NUS Open ba.
Dom and I both hoped our respective teams -vic2 and ajc1- are not gonna be last..lol.
eh.. shd not be last la.. cos ajc 2 and 3 (if there is a team 2 and 3) are gonna be at the bottom.
lol.. so bad of me to say that.

3 days to Vday.
I wonder if i shd ask u again.

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Tutorials stacking up.
yawns.. maybe shd start clearing them soon or else..
sian.

vday vday vday
The radio is talking abt vday and more abt vday.
i m gonna be alone on vday.
Maybe not alone..
i m gonna spend vday with my 2 bowling balls at yishun safra!!!...
wa!!!...
Then carry that 12kg bag home.
Then sleep.

1 month.
how many more 1 month can i go thru.. before i crumble into dust again.

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DOTA.
Me and JM kena Pawned by Jason.
Dam.. i m noobshit.
Dam la.. buy wrong items from the start.
nvm..
cant get addicted to this game too much.

Shucks man.
wads up with me man.
Sorry if i appeared to be moody.
cos i m moody.
I mean i have been moody since the start of the yr.
And its difficult to change back into the unmoody edwin that was in jc1.
whats there to be happy about anyway?

Life= (homework)+(Kena rejected)+(cannot get accepted)+(always in a bloody shit situation)+(Bowling like shit)+(alot more shitty stuff)

see.. wow.. how not to be sian?

Kns..
Why cant things go my way for ONCE?
omg man..

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S.H.E= Si Xu. Hock Kiat. Edwin
Sian.. why everytime econs lesson kena punished by tutor de?
Not that i din make an attempt to do hw.
I did the DRQ ytd night la..
and din know need to do a stupid mind map.

sian.
Today's mass civics is the most boring one in the entire 17 yrs of my life.
The principal talked abt school mission and vision.
6 visions.. spoke for 45 mins?
Really fall asleep in the audi la.. slept like how i sleep in the bus in the morning.
Sound asleep.

Bowling tml.
A div draws near day by day.
And i m stress abt it.
ok.. why do i have to be stress abt A div?
I m no defending champion.
Wa lao.. its personal expectation ba.
Train for 1 yr liao.. cnt let all the training go to waste right?
not that i wanna get #1 or wad la..
A top 90 will be good..lol.
Sounds simple eh?
actually is super difficult la.
Need ard 150 av?

sian..
haven do hw yet..
yawnz..

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Chem spa.. i tot it was easy.
i tot.
maybe i got xxxxxx for everything, but i tot it was easy.
had like 25 mins to slack.
it was all about memorising and vomitting out the points.
Last minute memorising did work for this time.

Damit.
I told hosofun that my bowling is at 4 and let me skipped 1/2 hr of chinese.
then i realise that it starts at 5.
wad am i gonna tell her sia.
she wants my teacher incharge to inform her abt the training.
i m screwed.

NUS Open.
Team AJC needs a mircale man..
needs a mircale to save us from being the last team.
I know i shdnt be intimidated.
Was at yishun safra when i saw some Team NUS ppl.
Damit..
upon looking at their team t-shir "NUS bowling"
my legs already become jelly.
cant help it la.
They are really good.
It was like 'woww' and 'i know i cant win them'

the yishun safra lanes are super oily.
after one shot.. when the ball returns..
pick it up.. the oil will be dripping off ur ball la.
wtf man.

mock nafa this thursday.
my standing board jump is CMI.
wad to do sia.

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oo.. chem spa tml.
wtf man.. haven study yet.
Too caught up in playing comp, playing comp and playing more comp.

oh man..
i m just a bloody slacker.

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Bowling with dom today.
No lanes available when we got there.
But luckily we run into the uncle we met last week.
He shared the lanes with us.. haha!
And even treated us to coffee sia!
wow man.. wad a nice guy!

Saturday has passed, just like dat.
Spend the day bowling, using comp and sleeping.
wow.. abit wasteful huh?

I know i m that bloody idiot.

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Cross country.
2.5km seem like 1.5km.
It was so relaxing.
was running quite fast already, yet it seem like nothing.
Perhaps the scenery distracts me from thinking of the word 'tired'.

Milo.
Yummy.
Had 7 cups.
Heavenly.

Muscle ache from ytd's PE+3hr of bball and todays run.
Nvm.. whats abit of muscle ache.. haha!

Someone told me something that MAY inspire me to work hard.
Lol..

was kinda sad when i said good bye to u today.
dunno why.
perhaps i know i will be missing u like crazy.
it will be some time before i can see u again.

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Cross country tml.
Dont even feel like walking the 2.5 km.
Let alone running.

I wonder if ur answer is a yes or a no.
Wish myself all the best sia.

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