0806 class chalet.
28-29 june.
F1608.
Rawks!

Cards.
Food.
Night walk.
cool.
18 ppl in pasir ris park at 1am in the morning.
all couples who went there for privacy were scared off.
almost full moon, can see even without flashlights and street lamps.
running around.
scaring classmates.
i feel young again.
joking and playing along the way.
i wished A levels will never come and the night never ends.

watch rented vcds thru out the night.
18 ppl in 1 small room.
nice and cozy.

nv fall asleep at all.
was thinking about.. stuff.
finally allow some room for my emotions to flow.

that night.
the movie.
u appeared from no where.
beside me.
sweet feeling beyond the description of words.
we were there, just the 2 of us.
wasnt focusing on the screen.
was looking at you.
why are u so beautiful?

morning.. so many ppl not feeling well.
must be exam fatigue + having too much fun.
the ys complain gastric.
i think hor.. is the fried rice she ate last night.

went home at 9.
took cab with the sengkang ppl.
reach home.
bathe.
chiong out to school for bowling meeting at 1030.
ended at ard 1330.
went home.
eat.
collaspe at 1530.
34 hours without sleep.
mircale for a pig like me.

am i invisible?
am i transparent?
can u see me?
maybe i m just invisible to u.
i guess i must pretend not to see u too.
u shall be invisible.
yes.. you.

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i know i will fail even before the 3 hours of math exam is over.

how can someone past when more than 55% of marks are either undone or confirm wrong?
haha.
so i m telling u i fail maths even before getting back the piece of blank paper.
i even wrote a 'Fail!' word beneath the score box.
lol.

went back home bathe and slept till now.
3 hours of sitting there and trying to crap some equations drained me.

chemistry the last paper.
i bet my life it will be easier than math.
and cannot fail chem.
cos the tutor will be damn noisy if we do.
he will say ' did u study my mindmap or not?'

after chem.. its party party!!

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physic was suppose to be an easy paper i think.
but still.. =S

dunno abt econs.
sometimes u think u got it right for econs its actually wrong.
its unpredictable.

well well.. 3 down 2 to go.
already made plans to have fun after exams, even before exam ends.
tml is the toughest paper of the exam.
terrible horrible math paper!!
if i can pass math i can pass anything..lol.

still left with statistics and complex to go.
its tough doing revesion when the tutorials are undone and notes are blank.

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1 down 4 to go.

Was planning to chiong the econs syllabus and remaining of unstudied physic notes today afternoon but ..
!@*^$">#%!@*^$
kena headache right after the GP paper 2.

was wonderin hey.. why is my vision slighly blurred with flashes of light floating infront.
Then i realised kena migrain again.
like wth.
luckily just after GP.
then during the whole journey was mostly blurred.
can talk still and reply but need additional time to process my thoughts.

then the stupid medcine cant cure pain.
so i was like a paralysed piece of meat lying on my bed from 1pm to 7pm.
6 hours.
cannot move cos its frigging pain.

so.. just rushed thru the stupid latest macro econs notes and pray that i can rmb the stuff.
still got i dunno how many 'thousand' physic topics need to study.

wow.. i m so attracted to some chio bowling balls sia.
red zone .. new release black widow pearl ,and BVP sidewinder.. looks cool.. lol.

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omg.. GP exam tml and now i just dug out some notes on how to write an AQ.
hopefully can get 45% a grade E for all the subjects and save tonnes of troubles going to see the tutors.
and save me from some remedials.

with this kind of study attitude i wonder how am i going to make it thru my A levels.
people with 3As and 1 B find it difficult to secure a place in uni..
i wonder what will happen to me with E E E E or maybe S S S S.. lol.

i'm not working cos i dun have a goal.
some ppl wanna be chemical engineers so they study hard and work towards it.
for me.. no ambition to spur me on.
until i find a goal in life.. i wun be working hard.

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seriously i think there's smt wrong with the collegiate league scoring on the SBF webbie.
since when is there a RP team 3 and NUS team 5?
like huh?!?!

ok.. dunno if they have enuff people to bowl on next thursday or not..
if not must go down to tampanies safra at night to help fill in the empty slot.
that means i m going to miss out the class chalet =/
like anyone will care

sians.. tml is last day of my wonderful slacking holiday liaoz.

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later afternoon suddenly receive msg to say.. oei u all won 10 pts la!
i was like 0.o?!?!?!!!
10 pts?
i tot we kena trashed ytd.
was expecting like 7-8 pts but.. how come got 2-3 more extra pts de..lol.
pleasant suprise.

then went to the masters qualifier page to see see.
-.-''
damn lame la.. my 172 (handicap) av also can get 7th.
lol.. crap de la..
soon when more ppl bowl their minimum 9 games i will be displaced of the current position..lol!
to 77 or smt.. haha.

ok..
everytime when i see numbers i will faint.
numbers execpt for the numbers on the tv screen of the bowling alley.
i m talking abt math.
wa lan eh.. math sucks.
or maybe i suck at math.

is there going to be remedial for those who do badly huh?
i dun wanna stay back in school everyday till 7pm leh.
shit.

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B.C League just now.
wasnt too bad.
manage to get a 166.3 av.

almost died when the first game is ending.
wa lan eh.. our team kena pawned like i dunno what.
was so worried that we may get a big fat 0 poing for this week that i msg karan.
all the carrot goddess said was 'jia you! jia you!'
haha.. luckily we jia you in the next 2 game.

results will be out tml.

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WARNING: If u hate to see my complaints.. please press the small 'X' at the top right hand corner of the page.
HAHA.. ok.. this is going to be one super long complaint.

school is starting soon and i don feel like going back.

hm.. partly because of the stupid exams.
i can imagine what each tutor will say when they meet my parents.
physic: joker. nonsense. day dreamer.
maths: whole lesson day dream, din do hw.
chemistry: i m so disappointed. did u study my mindmap?
GP: do more reading!
Econs: edwin spends more than 1/2 of the lesson time standing outside of the classroom.
fantastic.

hm.. partly because i don wanna run into some irritating ppl in school.
there is this person who gives me the 'wtf go and eat shit' look everytime when i try to be edwin.
and what ever that comes out from this person mouth is so insulting and irritating.
i doubt this person knows it.. and this person still think its funny.
luckily its just 1.

next is the type who makes me feel like a pump.
do u call the thing to clear blockage in toilet bowls a pump?
yea man.. use it to clear the shit then dump it in the store room.
edwin = pump.

then is the type of ppl who see u dying and won help.
example.
when a teacher ask ans some shit qn.. and what happen if u do not know the ans?
normal reaction.. 'psst.. wad is the ans huh?'
u ask the person closest to u right?
wa lan eh.. all i got is a big ' its ur own problem so i m not going to freaking help u' smile.. and say nth.
ok wtf.
if i m beside jm or javier or jia hui or who ever else in class that time they would have helped sia.

and next is the ppl who look down upon me all the time.
like ' u bloody slacker'
'i bet u din do ur hw.. i knew it.. prepare to fail'
'fail ur exams ba'

half of the time its a jk.. i know.
excess of this crap is so irritating.

wells.. partially is because there is no more cca.
whats the point of just going to school and study study study study without cca?
just sit there kena picked by tutors..
shoot by ppl..
wa.. so fun huh?

sometimes i tot i found a good friend.. but it just turned out to be a big lie.
i guess good buddies are just hard to come by.
i still have my da jie and brudder right?
haha.

sometimes i wish i can be happier like the times in j1.
when everyone just got to know each other.. shouting and banging the tables like some red indians.. or what ever. i think i was still alittle naive back then.
to think that everyone is nice and nice is everyone.

but then when i began to see more hear more and talk less.. i realised that everyone have a dark side.. including myself of course.
ppl can be so evil.. plotting.
infront of u they are u friends.. laugh, smile, and have fun.
behind ur back they are calling u names.. bitching abt u..
and u dun even know..
i have seen it so i m telling u.
even the most innocent have a dark side.
i have witness it so i m saying this.
of course this is the minority.
luckily.

this lead me to realise how evil the world can be.
next time in the society ppl may just backstab u..
make u the scapegoat and u die for nth.
seen this seen since sec school.

nothing against anyone in particular.. just ranting abt stuff that is disturbing me.
of course.. i have a great class and i love the ppl.. (most of the ppl) in 0806.
for without them.. school is not a second home anymore.

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wow.. 2:37am now.
yawns.. just finish watching my crunchyroll.com..
was editing the bowling stuff just now and $%&%@!#*!!! my stupid comp dunno why cannot save it into the thumbdrive.
and need to redo it 3 times!!!

was playing my stupid handphone car racing game the whole day.
i found it quite interesting.. haha.

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wow.. this is the 400th post.

went out today to SICC to bowl with cindy karan and Thia.
quite fun..lol.
the lanes are comfortable to play in.

i realised sometimes my ball cannot hook is because my stupid rev is too low for my current ball speed.
so sad =(

so bored then went to karan house.
their little sister keep teasing my acne la..lol!
they came up with so many stories abt my acne.
like..
one day a chio girl saw me from the back and tot that i m a handsome guy cos my backview is nice.
then this girl tap me on my shoulder and i turn ard.
she saw my face and she faint..lol..
so sad =(

super tired.

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now i began to worry abt the exams.
ok.. i just dont wan my parents to visit all the tutors ok..
gotta change the i cant be bothered abt exams and test and tutorials and lecture attitude.
wa lan eh.. tml still going out to bowl at SICC.
nvm.. life is short, enjoy all i can first.

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uh.. 1 week left before school starts.
better start reading those stack of stupid notes.
i predict that i will be getting an S or U for maths and econs.
confirm one.

ok that stupid bowling alley wun reply my email de lehs..
their admin so slow la..zzz.

sometimes i forget that i m 18 yrs old.
i tot i m just 15 0r 16.
man.. i m old enuff liao..
time to act like a young adult.
not act..
time to be a young adult.

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i m going to go crazy if my mom continues to nag at me.
serious.

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148.33 av.
-.-''!
whats wrong huh?

its getting irritating.
so u think u r damn pro.
ur roll is damn nice.
ur rev is so high.
and blah blah.

what gives u the right to comment abt my game and my teammates game during the competition.
'ur ball nv hook back.. how did ur coach train u?!'
'spinner.. spinner..' (he saying my roll sucks)
blah blah.

come on la.. i may have look calm during the comp but i m like a piece of jelly inside ok.
dam.. like hello sir.. noone go ard telling ppl tings they don wan to hear during a comp.
and u r our teammate somemore..
like wtf?!

ok.. end of complain.

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i went to bowl alone again as usual.
ok.. so beside me is a bunch of leisure bowlers who bowls with house ball and house shoes.
so.. i was bowling.
and got a stupid 2-10 split.
i tried to spare it which i did.
yay so happy.. erps..
then the ppl beside saw the spare.. they were like.. OMG DID U SEE THAT?
ok.. nth big its just a 2-10 spare.. not 7-10.
but i was smiling to myself.. lol!

then on the next shot.. for some dumb reason i forget to adjust my shot.. so the ball hit the exact same position presiously and got another 2-10 split. -.-''
this time i only hit the #2 pin.
damit..
then the ppl beside..
they were like this guy must have tycoed the previous 2-10 spare.

i sian diao.
nvm.
then on the next shot.. i din make any adjustments.. got a 2-10split again!
i told myself must spare ah.. if not the ppl beside sure call me tyco king..lol.
this time i made it.. haha
then they.. were like 'wow!'
lol..
nvm.. its just a stupid 2-10 split.. not like its 7-10.

i hate those stupid bowling alleys that cannot make up their mind fast enuff.
or are so stupidly unreasonable and inflexible.

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slept till 1230pm today.
wa.. so shiok.
yesterday was so so so tiring.

what happen if a drug addict doesnt get to consume drugs?
withdrawal symptoms.

what happen if a bowling addict doesnt get to bowl?
withdrawal symptoms.

i feel so sian!!!!
from bowling 3 times a week to 0 or 1 time a week.
it sucks.

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Went to school in the morning for some bowling meeting.
cool.. finally almost everything done.
rest for 3 weeks.. then start again.
publicity time!
participate in the 1st AJC Interhouse Bowling Championship 2007!
It is only $6/person!!!

some ppl think $6 is expensive for 2 games.. but let me explain why is it at 6 bucks.
The alley charge us $2.50/game and $1.00/a pair of shoe.
if we were to bowl a 2 game series thats $2.50 x 2 +$1.00 = $6.00!!!
see.. its not unreasonable =D

Ya.. and attractive prizes to be won too!!

ok.. enuff publicity.

went to KFC after the meeting.
finish eating and we all dispersed.
class bbq at 4 30.. i reach the yew tee mrt at 3.oopm.
sian diao..
sms jh ask if can go his hse slp or not he only 4 30 then reply can.
so i went to cck library to read some crap career book and sleep on the bench.

why did i choose a book on career?
cos me being so heck care abt life have not planned for my future.
last week my piano teacher ask me wad career do i have in mind.
i was like.. er.. i dunno.
i cant teach music nor any other subjects.
i cant be in some banking/financial industry cos i hate econs and cant count for nuts.
i cant be in engineering/medical/law cos i don not have interest/qualification/talent.
what can i do man?
but after spending my precious 15 mins reading.. i still cant figure out wad the book is talking about and what my career is going to be.
so nvm..

then i pick up another book.. cant rmb the exact title but its smt like 'when your lover leaves you'.
its abt the six stages ppl goes through when they lose a person they love like their bf/gf/spouse.
the 6 stages are..
1.shock
2.hope
3.anger
4.dispair
5.indifference
6.growth

i tot its pretty true for most ppl.
now let me briefly elaborate on the 6 points.
the first stage shock occurs when the news of lost of loved ones is received.
ppl usually are so emotional till they fail to take care of their body.

second stage.. hope.. when a break up occurs.. the person who received the news will be filled with hope after the shock.. cos they will try all means to correct what is wrong with themselves and think that if things are corrected then their lovers will come back to them.
this usually doesnt happen and if it does its short lived.

thrid stage.. anger.. when the party realised that what ever they do in the 'hope' stage is rejected.. they feel damn sian diao. thinking that everything is unfair.. angered by their ex lover's rejection and cold attitude.

forth.. dispair. after anger cools.. these ppl become introverted for a period of time. they began to have self doubt. eg.. they may think that they are not attractive which leads to their bf/gf breaking up.. blah blah.. low self confidence.

fifth.. i cant really understand the fifth stage. lol..

sixth.. growth stage is the recovered stage. it when ppl recover and learn from their past and move on.. they will then find new love.

wa.. interesting.. lol.
i think i have been thru almost everything.
shock,hope,anger is the stages i can rmb the most cos the time period was quite long.
dispair yes.. abit shorter..
indifference.. i dunno what that..
growth.. thats the stage that i m in now.

on the train gjr char and i were talking abt exams and studies.
and gjr was emphasizing on the importance of being hard working and attentive in class.
yea man.. i totally agree that success only comes from hardwork. pure intelligence is not of any use without hard work.
so.. lets all try to study.. haha.

then class bbq.
totally cool man..
we attempted to start the stupid fire at 6 plus.
only at 9pm then got fire.
used 3 boxes of 20 fire starters and bought a new pack of charcoal.
the stupid fair price charcoal cannot work de la.
tired for 2 hrs cannot work.
then go buy new ones.. can work immediately la.. its so damn pro until the fire went out of control.
u can see 7 retarted ppl surrounding the pit blowing furiously at the pit for 1 min.
can see all the saliva flying out.. haha!

then left the place too late.
no bus to take back.
too cab instead.
5 ppl share..lol..
heng sia.. got 5 sengkang/punggol de.. if not super ex sia.. the fair is like $19.00+.. stupid midnight surcharge.
sigh.. everytime with sp or ys will sure cannot get a bus home de.
last time night safari also.. working that time also.. now also..lol.

for anyone who can finish reading this post.. give urself a pat on the back..
its so frigging long!!

why did i find u so stunningly beautiful today?

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Disappointing.
average 155 scratch at collegiate league.
Then have 15 pins handicap i think.
but who cares abt the handicap pins.
155 at hougang superbowl?!
i suck.
was expecting something like 165.
lost concentration in the second game.
sian.. me and my concentration prob.

i think i m going to take a 1 month break from the league..lol.. just to get things right first.

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my last training just ended like that.
how i wish it can last forever.

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Today is about bowling from 11am till 10pm.
its damn cool.
11am-2pm.. settling stuff and training at SY.
2pm-6pm.. travelling, lunch, discuss proposal, travelling.
6pm-10pm.. Do proposal, dinner, do more stuff, finish stuff, have fun.

We got cindy's sister a photoshop pro to help us do the poster.
how cool it is man.. and she is only sec 1.
we were like.. omg.. so pro?!?!

Just now SH dad came and pick us up and offered to send us home. so he send me home first then pris.
guess wad..lol.. i cant recognise the way home.
its complicated ok.. cos the place ah.. even thou its in sengkang.. i am still super unfamilar.
always sleep in the bus or car.. thats why din recognise the place la.. haha.

then SH they all need to take out the road directory to search for my house.. LOL!

we have put in so much time and effort into this.
hope it work out fine.
and there's a meeting with sanuse and more meetings in the afternoon till i dunno what time..
dunno can make it for the class bbq or not..

there is bowling tml.. haha.. fun.
sham trying to change my style now.. from some rubbish bowler to what is called a 'power player'.
so now all my accuracy is all so screwed up.. cos need to work on the timing, release all those basic basic stuff..
the 'fantastic' thing is i m going to bowl in the B.C league this thursday with this currently screwed up accuracy.
good luck man.. haha..

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what an improvement.
i did attempt to read a page on macroeconomics before falling asleep on my bed.
shall read 2 pages tml

some people are just not sensitive to what ever that comes out of their mouth.
is it suppose to sound like a joke?
cos it seem like an insult.
thanks for spoiling my morning.

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haven started studying yet.
all day infront of the comp.. or outside having fun.. or on my bed sleeping.
life of a slacker.
quite fun.

there is econs lecture tml.
that means going back to school early in the morning.
deprive me of 3 hours of my sleep.
grr!!

the road to success is never easy.

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omg.
karan submitted a pic of me bowling on friendster.
i accepted it.
its kinda.. ugly.. lol.

i think i ran out of stuff to say..
haha.

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i did finish my work so dun accuse me of not finishing.
you said sent by at night.. at night can be 8pm 9pm 10 pm 11 pm or 11:59:59pm.. how i know u want it now.

it bloody difficult to come up with all the rules and regulations for the competition even when there good references.
the most difficult part is to make the whole thing coherent.
need to read the 11 page rules and reg in size 12 font at least 10 times to make sure that errors are reduced.
eh.. reduced only not completely error-less.

%&$@#@*&!

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