its sad, but its true.
i used to follow my heart, but this time, i m following my brains.
and my brains says no to you, though my heart long to see you again.
27 July 2008
26 july 2008
went bowling today.
there was this new ball testing for everyone there.. for free.. so i just went there and tested the new ebonite and hammer bowling balls.
some new black widow series.. i think its called 'venom'.. not bad.. maybe cuz its brand new.
then i bowled my own games.
172.5.
kinda stuck at this average for quite some time already.
i think its going to take super long time to improve it.
and i predict.. the average is going to drop like crazy before it hits a new high again. its always the case.
then went for class outing.
i made jel wait for me for 15 mins and she was like.. sweating like crazy at the busstop. thats what she said, but i din see any sweat leh.. i was the one sweating cuz i ran to the busstop.. haha..
great class outing.
not exactly a class but still its nice to catch up with people in the class.
been like months since i last talked to them.
so.. i have appointed myself to be the 'class outing chairman'.. and we planned out all the class outings for the next 2 years. power right?
the ideal case is that we are going to have 1 every month.. till all the guys ORD.. then we have an ORD Chalet.. yahHhHooo!!!
and of course, we have about 4 weddings to attend after that and our overseas trip.. haha..
we went back at around 2320.
so i send jel back home.
talked at her void deck for 1/2 hrs.. lol.. talk rubbish..
nice talking to her cuz i can say all the things i want.. anything i want.. haha!
woah.. great day.
25 July 2008
pass my final theory test on the first attempt.
yippie.
gonna start my practical in august and gonna get the license before august ends.. haha.. thats based on the assumption that i pass the test la.
today is probably the best friday i have ever had.
buffet, nice durains, pass FTT, go home early..
wow man.. what more can i ask for?
watched Camp Rock.
Its a disney show. not cartoon.
not bad, and the moral of the story is
as usual, all disney shows have a very nice and good ending.
i believe our lives will all have nice and good endings, just like disney shows, but before these good endings, there will be obstacles that we have to go through. once its through everything will be alright.
wohoo class dinner tml!
20 July 2008
i m not going to complain about going back to camp again.
Should be a busy week cuz my final theory test is on the coming friday.
and i m looking forward to the next book out, because it spells 'f r e e d o m'
my handphone is abit screwed up already.
i think i need a new one.
and this laptop too.. time to get a replacement.
woah.. dunno wad to write already sia.. i m so super tired from going out.. argg!!
19 July 2008
ajc interhouse bowling was today at yishun safra.
since there were extra slots, i went down to bowl just for fun.
pretty sucky.
abit screwed up..lol.
165 and 160.
then i stayed on after the event to bowl 3 games.
woah.
197 181 234
why din i did that during the event?
i m always nervous when it comes to events.
the lanes there were quite nice compared to superbowl hougang.
the place is bright and spacious.
lanes were well maintained.
i will go back there to bowl if it isnt so expensive.
$4.10 on weekends?!?!
insanes sia.. hougang superbowl only charge me $3.00
and they only discount me 30cents with my hometeamNS clubhouse card.. ahhh.. 30 cents..
so i decided to sign up to be a nEBO member.
its 20 dollars for 3 yrs.. and i can bowl at $2.50/game.. pretty cool huh?
but haven submit the appliction form yet.
bacckk.
i made a mistake. its 12-14 weeks not 8 weeks.
i can survive 12-14 weeks no problemo!
and they made us shave our heads again.
if it was me 3 months back i would have been cyring already.
but now.. nah.. cuz it aint a big deal.
hair can always grow back after a few months.
Learnt a lesson.
what goes around comes around.
we all should always be humble.
an example..
today you are filthy rich, you walk along the streets all dressed in branded stuff.
everytime you walk past someone they will be looking at you in awe.
you feel proud and start to look down on those who are not as rich.
one day you lose your wealth.
and is walking along a streets.
a filthy rich guy walk past you.
everyone inculding yourself look at him in awe.
then he look back at you.
what do you see in his eyes?
the same look you gave to poorer people when you were rich.
"i m rich and you are not, you filthly commoners!"
the richer guy now may not be looking on you.
but you think they are cuz you did that to someone else last time.
13 July 2008
i m going back again!
its just 2 months.
its going to be very fast.
i mean i have survived 14 weeks, whats 8 weeks of training.. haha.
din do much today.
my handwritten journal ran out of pages so went to cp to get a new one.
borrowed a couple of books to keep me accompained while i m bored inside.
wondered around and watch youngsters swear and curse in the games arcade.
boringg!!
went out with jel yesterday.
she came to see me bowl..lol.. pretty sucky huh? haha.. 160 av.
i deposited my bowling stuff at the counter and we went to vivo.
i talked alot.
non-stop.
my life and funny experiences.. haha.
wanted to eat at swensen's but cant find the place.
i rmb it was at the second level and it has window panels facing sentosa, but we cant find it. i dun even see it on the directory. so we searched second level, thrid level and first level, then back to second level. search for like 40 mins then found the swensen's. AHH!!!
not bad food, unfortunately there wasnt anymore space left for icecream.. haha.
went to watch hancock.
i wouldnt recommend it to anyone, cuz its abit boring.
jelly was yawning all the way.
not much action and the plot is stupid.
but i still like will smith.
it was fun.
because i get to talk non-stop.
haha.
woah only reach home at 1230am.
10 years.. 10 years..
12 July 2008
11 July 2008
was feeling extremely lousy today.
its like the floor just gave way beneath my feet.
but a kind soul rescued me.
i dunno who he is, but he is like an angel.
i felt so nice and fresh like i have never felt before.
its random but while watching step up 2 there was this line..
"be youself. life is too short to be someone else"
its freaking true!
Going back to camp.
should be glad.
hopefully all those unhappiness dont follow me inside.
and you know what?
life is too short to live it unhappily.
It was my last time on duty before returning for training.
feel sad?
abit.. cuz i will miss my freedom.
happy?
not exactly, but i should because i am going to continue with my driving course.
night shift was super tiring.
and i still manage to survive till now.
since amk police station was just beside ajc, decide to go back with a marsh and her friend to get the sgc thinggy.
was abit paiseh abt the timing cuz i told them 9.30am, but then realise i cant make it at 9.30am cuz the next shift took over 1 hr late!! so i changed the timing and tot we can all make it to sch punctually without making anyone wait. in the end i misjudged the time and had to wait at the busstop for them..lol.. lousy sense of timing.
dint know they file the scg so nicely for us.. haha.
had a meal at the canteen.
gosh, i miss school.
i miss classes and i miss friends.
give me one more chance, i would rather remain in school than stepping out.
asking the obvious.
10 July 2008
09 July 2008
sunburnt!
new partner again.
i guess we cannot judge a person by their looks.
at first glance i tot my partner wasnt the friendly type.
actully at first glance, i tot all my partners wasnt the friendly type.
but after a couple of hours with them i realise they are very nice people.
i think i should take up a new hobby.
fishing.
saw those uncles enjoying their fishing hobby along the coast.
it seem quite exciting and fun.
fishing is not just about waiting for the fish to take the bait, its about how to fight the fish too. chim right? haha.
my freaking phone is dying.
its like abit screwed up sia!
it started dying late this afternoon!!
the screen will suddenly go all white and white only.
can play music only.. ahh.. from camera mp3 phone become mp3 player?
still got 5 mths then the contract up sia.. geez.. how now?
i takes me 10 mins to start the phone up inorder to make 1 freaking call.. then it goes white again.
gosh.. what a phone!
Time to get a nicer phone i guess.. hm.. time to look at all the phone ads and reviews.. haha.
this isnt fair!
.. it was never a fair game to play.
08 July 2008
watched a couple of movies today.
Narnia and How To Rob A Bank.
Narnia is nice.
How to rob a bank is kinda like a retarded but enjoyable movie.. haha.
then tried out some new pc game which i dun really like.
Some ppl are so addicted to gaming like psp, xbox, ps3, or pc.
i admire them sia.. seriously, at least they have something fun to do while they are free.
as for me, i cant get really get engrossed in games.
i dun own any gaming consoles, except for a computer which isnt really what ppl will call a gaming console.
and i dun find most games fun to play.
or maybe.. i din even bother to try them out..lol.
i think i m weird.
damn!
Horoscope are kinda bullshit.
where are all the nice things that are suppose to happen?
i can only see all the unfortunate stuff happening.
and where is jelly?
lol.. having fun in genting, noone for me to complain to now.. ahhHhH!!
and she better rmb to get me the DVDs!!!
winter in summer.
07 July 2008
This laptop is driving me nuts!
haven been exercising for almost 2 months..lol.. unbelievable right?
played badminton .. woah! its nice to sweat once in awhile.
getting use to the cold.
ahh!! off days again!!
man! i m enjoying this shift work.
please dun send me back to camp!
sometimes what we see may not seem what it is.
i guess sometimes relationships are like calm river water with strong undercurrents.
feel like going to play badminton later but noone is free i guess so i will be playing with myself la..lol.
05 July 2008
i have decided that my job encounters should be confidential..lol.. so i removed the last post even though it din really describe when exactly.
have nothing to do on my next off days.
what a waste of off days.
there are actually alot of movies i want to watch.. haha..
hancock
21
the strangers
red cliff
and more.. haha..
04 July 2008
went to bowl today.
was pretty irritated cuz i bowled a 115.
and it ended up with a 168.8 av.
well.. what to do. bad day.
bowling always makes me feel sad.. not because i suck at it..
because.. cuz.. ..
i hope they put me at some fun place tml.
some place with lots of action.. so at least i learn something new.
but there aint got such places on the list..lol..
its just too far away
03 July 2008
i was at the haunted place again la.
its quite eerie at night but nothing weird happen.
phew.
jel said she watch finding nemo again.
do you know how many times she watched that show already?
according to my records its the 47620543403 time she watched it online!
tadah! from this i conclude she loves fish!
so rmb to get her a fish from the market on her birthday, which is coming .. 21aug.. haha!
my partner was watching a short video which he took on his hp la.
starring his gf..lol..
so he was holding the phone with 2 hands infront of him and watching it like a little boy.
then he was so happily smiling all the way.
then i wondered.. when then can i smile like that?
02 July 2008
its 2.20am and i m still awake.
msn sure can do wonders to my sleep time.. haha.
time passes pretty quickly actually.
last time a 12 hrs shift used to be like years.
now 12 hrs is super fast.
and even my off days are so fast.
darn.
01 July 2008
seem like i got alot to say today.
so lets start from 0000hrs ok?
alright, i cant sleep ytd night.
probably slept at 0100hrs.
lying on the bed.
not tossing and turning, just thinking.. and asking myself why.
then i prayed.
felt better.
woke up at 0530hrs.
4.5 hrs is enough of sleep.
went to work.
took 86.
cool.. saw many ajc students.
some which i can recognise.. some completely unfamilar.
so.. a sec 4 guy and j2 girl was sitting close to each other la. apparently this sec 4 guy sort of know this j2 girl cuz they always take the same bus so he tapped on her shoulder when he saw her sitting so close to him and he began to talk. blah blah..
since i was just facing the sec 4 guy and had a clear view of the j2 girl and i had absolutely nothing to do.. i listened to the conversation. so 99.9% of the time he was doing the talking.
obviously he is trying to make friends and pick her up, impress her or smt.. but the topic of conversation is really too noob la. at least thats how i felt la.. ok.. here it goes..
first he talked abt his friend and how many girlfriends he switched in a short span of time. then he continue saying.. "aiya i m not such person la.. i m not a playboy blah blah.."
nah beh!
isnt that trying so desparately to promote himself? lol!
so he cont with another story abt his friends being some ah beng and always look for fights and there is one incident that he got picked by other people but din fight. so guess what he said.. "aiya.. my friends abit ah beng but i m not that kind of person la.."
wth sia!
trying to promote himself again..lol!
i was like -.- and at the same time laughing to myself.
but then he also wanted to promote how cool and macho he was.. so he said.. there was this one where they got into a fight or smt.
isnt that so contradicting with the previous statement?!?!?!
so that j2 girl was just smiling and nodding all the way.
i was like gosh! that is not the topic you wanna talk abt if u wanna impress girls on the bus. its not impressive. it leaves a super bad impression on yourself la. ok.. correct me if i m wrong. if the topics he said were the correct ones to start a nice conversation.. i will jump down..lol!
* * *
so i was doing duty at this ulu place in punggol.
its quite alright today..abit rainy..
the place is usually like an oven luckily it isnt too bad there today.
but still i got sunburn like omg!
so uneven sunburn.. only on my left side.
half red half white.
then i saw the sunset.
totally no buidlings to obstruct sia.
the sun set behind this piece of low lying land i dunno what island or what part of sg is that la. but it was just too beautiful. good spot to view sunset and nice fishing spot too.
this is one of the spots you can bring ur gf go la. got other spots quite nice de also.. like at kallang basin.. the city and a condo building is just across the river. so can sit at the other side of the river and view the nice landscape at night while enjoying the cool breeze and peaceful atmosphere. The nicest part is when the lights from all the building reflect in the river water. magical sia!
then there's another place right smack in the middle of a forest. its behind the new marina golf course. there's this super nice spot where you can see the city skyline also.. up close.. like all the super tall buildings plus the gigantic ferris wheel. Wow.. i went there to see once in the day.. it was so nice sia.. imgaine at night with all the lights!
i kinda stumble upon all these places during duty..lol.
back to topic..
we had bicycles there so i just bicycle patrol the place la.
basically cycle on this super uneven sand/soil made road.
its freaking bumpy.. my ass hurts.
and i need to grip the handles tight if not i may just fly off the bicycle.. so the flesh on my palms hurt like crazy.
this is the place you dont wanna be at night. cuz its all forest on you back and the sea infront of you. its kinda haunted there la.. and many of those incidents happened there. so it was 1945hrs.. the sun set already. the whole forest was pitch dark, and the uneven road was dimly lit by the flood lights a distance away.
then i noticed the dogs there started to bark and howl.
i know they always does that at night.. according to other ppl who work there b4.
they just bark and howl at nothing you know.
towards the trees.
then suddenly they will just appear to be frightened by something and just retreat quickly afew steps and start to bark at the same spot again. Its just like someone was there to throw a stone and scare the dog, except there was nothing insight.
not exactly a great place to be after dark i suppose.
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