so i finally guaduated from the academy.
i got to admit there is a 'lost' feeling lingering inside.

sure, i learn alot of useful and necessary stuff.
but learning is learning.
using is another story.

its just like in university.
you are learning to be an engineering.
you got all the knowledge, but applying it successfully without mistake is another story.

get the point?

i tink being a machine-following instrucions and doing it accordingly- is better than coming up with a set of plans yourself and do it yourself. The think part is really difficult.

oh what ever. now that i m moving on to a new place and new people, i just dont wanna screw up.