irritating.
chem tutorials always ends late.
shdnt tutors be more punctual?
it has been like dat since the begining of the year.
and chem tutorials are so 'unproductive'.
more than 2 hours to go thru just 3 tutorial qn.
one qn drag damn long.


Sports meet today.
Sun was scorching on us.
sunburnt.
Jaguar house came in last this year.
sad.. lol.

i tot the most exciting race was the inter house boys 4x400m race.
i tot jaguar gone liao.. how in the world did we came in first?
in the last 400m the first position guy had a good 10-15m lead over jaguar la.
impressive running.

played bball after the meet.
left my school pants at the bball court.
anyone see it.. tell me..lol. its at the block 11 bball court.

the results for the selection is out.
lucky me.
got into the main team.
not reserves.
i m bowler number 1.
the most practical line up is best 2 bowlers is placed as first and last bowler of the team.. the other 2 is in the middle.
LOL!!
let me brag abit la..lol.

labour day tml.
lots of movie lined up on channel 5 lehs.. lol.. not bad not bad.

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The A division is just 2 weeks away.
All 4 J1s got into the team..
personally, i dun feel that 1 particular j1 deserve to be in the team.
nvm.
6 J2s have to kill each other to fight for 4 spaces.
the other 2.. reserves.

guess how did they select the 4 J2s?

Friday traninig was a roll off.
At Singapore Orchid Country Club.
Play 3 games.
4 with the highest pin fall get into the team.
the rest.. too bad too sad.

dont wanna complaint.. but this is not the correct way to choose a team.
my expression was this -.-'' when they revealed the format.

well.. wasnt very pleased with this no-brain way of selecting the team.
firstly, they are selecting the team by judging our performance on non-competition ground.
Lanes at OCC and SY are totally different.
OCC have got short and mild oil.
SY have got long and middle heavy oil.
totally opposite conditions..
some ppl can perform damn well on shorter oil, and die in long oil.
by selecting the people who can play in short oil to play in long oil..
we are just courting death.
seriously.
not really a fair selection.

secondly.. the selection is soley based on scores.
well i m fine with soley based on scores.
the problem lies with playing only 3 games.
3 is too few.
its not enough to determine one's consistency.
cos when u r lucky in a 3 game series.. u win.
its more of luck.
3 games is too few to determine one's true skill / average score.

thridly.. there is no coach to judge us.
this is crap.
scores may be important but other stuff like ur delivery is more important.
and also.. no coach there to see if u deserve this high score or not.. or maybe u r just damn lucky.
u know.. not everyday is sunday.. bowl 3 good games last friday doesnt mean that u will bowl 18 good games in 4 different days during the competition.

do i sound like a loser?
lol.
wells.. if my calculations are not wrong.. i did pawn the other 5 team mates.
ya so if its soley based on scores.. i guess i shd be in la.
but still i tot it was not a fair selection.
and ya.. one jc1 dont deserve to get in.
seriously.
i just want the best for the team.

lost my cool during the roll off on friday.
but it doesnt matter right?
its all abt scores not wad i do during the roll off.
the heads says its soley based on scores.
so let it be.

lost my cool in the last game.. cos it was really bad.
everyone was stunned cos i threw my wrist guard on the seats.
122.
-.-.
kns.. 4 unconvertable splits.. missed 2 pin 10 spares.. and missed 1 multiple pin spare.
wow.. thats 7 open frames.
how sucky can this get.

lucky for me.
first games was fine 153 second was fine 171.
av abt 148.

did regret losing my temper after that.
it only reflects how sucky a sportsman i m.

oh well.. the 4 names will be out tml.
wish myself good luck.

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kena picked by maths tutor for like 5 times today.
anyone interested to break my record?
if u can break i say u damn pro ah.. haha.
aiya.. cant help to dat dream in classes lehs..
so many stuff going on in my big fat brains.

bowling today.
din do well la.. not exciting lehs.. boring.
cos no high games nor low games.. all middle games..lol.
then very sian.

the pro shop owner coach our j1s sia..
they lucky la.

saw yjc ppl today.. then saw h.s.
he also joined bowling.. haha.. last time ncc de also.
saw him bowl.. not bad sia.. his style nicer than mine.
my style = shit style.

i'm gonna cont bowling after A lvl sia.
i mean.. like getting a coach and proper training.
maybe get the pro shop guy or smt.

each day... A div presses nearer.
i m praying for a miracle sia.

saw NJC YJC HCI ACSI SRJC training in SY these few weeks.
i think the can easily pawn our asses man =S

got the new bowling t shirt.
adidas brand.
not bad la.. got my name on the left sleeve.
i think it cost like 30 plus per shirt?
the school pay for 20 of these jersey sia.
richness.

sian.. this friday training at OCC not SY.
no use.. OCC lanes and SY different.. train there = almost useless.
then next monday no training cos of sports day.
sianess.
comp reaching liao leh.. stupid sports day.
next wed training 3 hrs.
yayness!
but will sure die de.
the last 1 hr everyone tired liao.. not effective le.

i wonder how the dance syf went.
abit worried sia.

there is this guy that alwats hangs out at yishun safra.
he got the latest ball sia.
TOTAL INFERNO and FURY.
crazy.. 2 high performance ball.. cost like 340 bucks per ball la.
somemore still got spare ball and wrist guard.. these 2 cos like 200 bucks la.
then the shoes also 100 plus.. wa piangs .. rich guy. but he bowling suck.zz.
and he bowl everyday.. day and night.. eat there sleep there shit there.. like no need work de.. waaa..
i love this type of life.
next time if i strike lottery then i shall stay in yishun safra and bowl everyday.
HAHA!

alrighty..
time to go slack.. byes!

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complex numbers is killing me.
the consequence of ponning lectures and sleeping in class.
nvm.
was doing the complex number shit till so frustrated when jayne called.
saved from the agnoy of doing maths.

so long since we last spoke.
she is still as funny and cute as ever.. haha!

give up on complex numbers..
tml go there get owned by mrs cheong.

went for the drama course thing today.
interesting..
stop thinking. start feeling.

life.
pretty plain.
need to look for some excitment.
haha.

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AJ Family Day.
Everything is cool except for the heat.
Super warm day.

Jia Hui took part in the eating marathon.
LOL!
Got top 4 for the contest.
The whole contest lasted for like 40 mins or so.. i think..
and the class people were fanning him with cardboards and paper the whole time, non stop.
he is a blessed man.

hock they all are damn funny while performing on stage.
lol.

think i made a bad first impression. =S

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to the girl that loves green =D

read ur post. thanks..
it has been 3 yrs since we last spoke..
haha..
those were some nice times..
haha..
i still keep everything.. LOL!!
for memory.. haha.
take care =)

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someone insulted my lao da ytd.. and just heard it this morning.
and i m DAMN PISSED!
WE ARE DAMN PISSED!
If u can sing better.. why aint u in the finals.
oh.. oh.. yea.. forget.. u r in the organising committee.
u know wad?
organising committee ppl are damn big.
they can boot ppl out of the comp.
and can give insulting comments.. and somemore insulting a classmate!!
wow!!!
i m talking about 1 organising committee person.
the rest of the committe is cool :D
luckily the I/C is a nice person.

lao da says he wants peace.
WE so shall forget about this.

sometimes when ppl dun care for us when we are not well..
we shdnt grumble.. and complain ' why aint noone caring?'
ever wondered why noone cared?
the freaking problem may lie in urself.

i guess i m the only one voicing out displeasure.
but i know there are alot ppl more who are disgusted about this incident.
i m hoping that u will read this.
u know who u r.

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left me with so much emotions.
went to my own blog archive and dug out some entries from the past.
it was dated october 2006.
have gotten over all those times already..
but reading those blog post again brings back lots of memories.
it brings back lots of feelings.. particularly heartbreaks.

din dare to continue reading.
too pain i guess.
everytime i recall the past, the pain is unbearable.
short it was.. nice it was.. painful it was too.
feelings only comes back after reading about the past.
i guess all those entries shd be locked up.
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today stayed back in class to prepare for the family day thinggy.
i thought it was fun.
how long was it since the last time 0806 worked tgt as a class?
Last yr's family day was great.
i love my class.

Maths tutor loves picking on me.
at least 2 times per lesson.
and why did she get pissed today?
eh no idea sia..
anyways.. sad to say i m growing to dislike her.

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i m back.
finished reading the entire blog.
i guess.. it was interesting.
the blogskin pic very much resembles the girl in real life.
nicely done.. nicely done.

i m more touched than disgusted or pissed.
great love.. great love.
mine is peanut as compared to yours.
though we are standing at exact opposite ends.. but still i wish u good luck and all the best =D.
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was it really touching or was it hurting?
everytime i see the blogskin.. something goes on inside me.
indescrible.
perhaps its both.
perhaps its sadness.

no worries this crap will just stay for 2 hrs in my brain then gone.. like a fallen leave being blown away by the breeze..
gone.. just like how u will be walking out of my mind soon.

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actually i was going to complain about math lesson but something i saw on the web caught my attention.
it's someone's blog.. and i almost faint when i see it.
cant reveal too much.. i believe the blog is suppose to be a secret? or only for his close friends.. but me being damn bored just now googled a name and stumbled upon the blog and now..
i feel like exploding inside.

nononono... i m not pissed.
nothing to make be angry at all.
the content.. and the profile.. F U C K!
Dam FUCK.
cant stand it.
knnccbomgwtf!!!!!

i bet anyone who is in my shoe cant stand it too.
If u can stand it.. then i say u damn pro.. and wonder if ur heart is made of steel or not.

damn irritating.
feel so sian now.. cant type the content out.. its ppl's secret..zz.. must respect.

i m not suprised that it affected me.
of course man.. my heart is made of flesh and muscle.
and i have feelings.. or course will feel hurt.
perhaps hurt is not the exact word.
jealousy is.

and look at the fucking blogskin!!!!
its ugh..
alright i m damn bitch.. sorry.

dam i m still reading.. now.. and cant stand it anymore!!!
cool it edwin.
shit! i guess there is abt 5 yrs worth of post?
luckily not many entries.. or else tml u will see the papers reporting..' guy dies infront of his computer after reading stranger's blog'

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Tutorials are super boring today.
Chemistry tutor just pissed me off.
he din reprimand me or wad la.. but by eating into my break time is enough to piss me off.
oh shit.. there is chem mindmap test tml.
dam shit.

dunno but got a feeling i would be down with an MC tml.
hope not la.. but..
hey they doctor said i have migraine.
its not some tumour in my big fat brain la..
just splitting headaches occurs when triggered by loud noises.. bright lights.. or some food.
lets say i dun wanna go to school tml..
blast the music and shine light into my eyes for 3 sec.
i would be in bed for the next 36 hours unable to move an inch.

bowling today was fun.
the coach said something which sort of motivated me alittle.
my follow thru was messy so he said 'keep ur arms close to ur body.'
i was like..' coach i cant change already its a habit'.
coach.. ' no such thing.. nothing is impossible.. just think of what u want to do and u can do it'.

imagine that comes from my coach sia.
lol.
i thought it was cool.

then another coach, alvin was ard after training and i was playing games la.
he was saying about the lanes, oil and competition stuff.
interesting things that i learn from him.
The lane oiling for B div this year is 39 feet.
imagine.. the usual 37 feet is killing us aready.. 39 feet is like hell.
probably going to be the same in A div la.
so he said.. one of the strategies that the team can adopt is to have everone to play in the same line..lol. everyone use reactive ball.. adjust to same ball speed.. burn out the lanes and create dry spots in the lane to hook.
it was something new to me la.. i mean everyone just think that bowing is throwing one freaking ball down the lane.
but hey.. have strats too de hor.
and he said that singapore sports school used this strat during the B div la and it worked.

then he asked me to do some thing that i have nv done b4.
' um.. u aim 3rd arrow.. and send the ball to break at board 12 at 42 feet down the lane..'
me: '' HUH?!? uh coach.. not easy leh.'
lol.. so its bascially asking me to roll my ball over an arrow which is 15 feet down the lane.. and the ball must cont to roll till 42 feet down the lane and must be 12 inches left of the right gutter when it is at 42 feet and at this point it must break and hook into the pocket.

super confusing right?
aiya.. just skip that whole part abt bowling la.. i just typing shuang onli..lol.

anyways.. was looking at the coach trainning the J1s.
make me rmb the time when i first started learning to bowl.
so concentrated in listening to wad the coach said and do exactly wad he said.. haha.
some day they will realise not everything that is said shd be followed.

enough of bowling crap.

ok. enough of my crap.

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Happy birthday to myself.
you know something i feel so wonderful today.. wAhhHhHh.
my foot.

For some unknown reason was feeling pretty frustrated thru out the day.
dam sian.
very troubled indeed.
but i dunno WHYYYY!!!!

PMS. PMS.

most sian day of my entire yr till now.
and it happily falls on 17 April!!!!
ok la.. i dun care much about birthday anyway.
its just another 1 out of 365 days of my sad life.

damn sian.
went to bowl alone after school.
dunno issit cos i was venting my frustration..
the pins were flying all ard the deck.
shd be i rammed the ball la.

if the 3 games on this sun is like todays.. i think i happy liao.
145 167 188.
damit.. injured some back muscle during ytd training.
the result of not doing proper warm ups.

today suck.
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sometimes we ignore people not because we dislike them,
but because its too pain to love them.

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Thank you for wishing me happy birthday everyone =D

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Went for bowling training just now.
and the driller help me sand my ball to 400 grit.
free.

alright.. dunno if this is good or not.
its good for hooking in the frigging oily yishun safra lanes.
the pin action..
the carry not so good.

then after that they say participating in a comp at hougang superbowl this sunday.
die ah.. this sanded ball how to play at hougang lanes la.
the pins so heavy.. the ball lacks energy..zzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dam la.
eh.. pressure dam big when playing there leh.
i train there so long liao.. if cannot bowl properly die leh.
dam malu sia.

but i predict a 148 average on the comp day. (hopefully 160)
cos its just 3 games onli.. and my first few games always sucks.
damn la.. maybe shd go change back the ball surface..zzz.
need money lehzz..zzz.

dam.. why everything in this world so ex de eh???
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freakz.
enough crap about bowling.

shd be able to go to school tml.. i think.
but.. dun really feel like going leh.
not that i love staying at home and rot like siao..
but.. i got a bad feeling abt school.
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sometimes i think i need some love.

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So sian.
On a freaking MC again.
headache.
kns.. i wonder whats wrong with my body lately.
sleep at 1am wake at 3am.
cant sleep any more.
lol.. 2 hrs of sleep onli..
i m no super human.
probably die in school or smt.. if i went to school today.

feeling damn sian.
dont feeling like doing homework.
there is training later.. and i m going.
thank you cherk.. for wishing me early happy birthday..LOL!
he mixed up the date and tot it was today.. HAHA!

damn sian.
i m going to be 18 soon and i dun look like 18.
zz..
eh.. 18 sounds super old leh.
i dont want to be old!!!
i wanna be 17 forever!!
ok maybe not.. 17 cannot watch M18 movies.

i m rotting at home.. i m going to blog 100 times today!!
or 100000 times so i wun die of stonning!!!!

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life have been carefree so far.
i mean this is great man.
No emotional stuff to worry about..
nothing to bother me at all.
except for bowling.

how good is this man.
ignore u for 1 month..
get over u 50%.
ignore for 2 months get over u forever.

well well..
for some weird reason i found bowling girls pretty attractive lately.
-.-''''
save ur comments to urself.
Not AJ bowling girls la..
but girls who know how to bowl PROPERLY!
perhaps its the movement that makes them look graceful.
nvm.. A div go look for one bowling de.
erps what did i just say??

lol.
edwin.
wtf u want?
lol.. no trouble looking for trouble.
not no trouble actually abit sian leh..
need something to keep me occupied.
lol.. start looking for trouble ba.. haha!
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nt that i dun care.
but its hard to care

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Went to bowl with ys and dom today.
The frigging counter ppl pissed us off.
kns.
screw up our games.

i love bowling balls with super skid-snap reaction. =D
too bad total inferno skid-snap not so much =(.
Anyways.. bowled 160av today.
ok.. 159.6666666 actually.
tyco king.

bowled 148.5 at training ytd.. i tot it was pretty good..
taking into account the frigging yishun safra lanes are so super oily.
maybe shd go do smt abt the ball eh?
like sand to 220 grit and rough buff or smt.

ya.. that last comp.. i bowled a stupid 134 av. zzz
so super sian la.
anyway.. it was a low level comp.
cos i came in 10th place with that score in the open cat.

i dont want A div to come!!!
once its over.. i will lose a major goal in my JC life.
dam sian la.. its like u lose ur wife like that la.

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I m back.
This stupid comp.. ^&#*@!!!

Got gold for NAPFA.. again.
Yea man.. i took the full NAPFA twice and twice was gold.
This is a hard earn gold sia.

Got into the bowling school team.
yea.. something to be glad about.

And got A for PW.
Another event to be happy about.

haha..
The A Div is exactly a month away.
so.. good luck.

was watching the photo slide show today.
so much memories came rushing back.
makes me rmb how happy i was back in j1.
it all seem so long time ago..

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Averaged 150.7 today.
Still suck at 150.
have been stucked for 2 weeks already.
for the past 3 times at hougang superbowl.. all averages have been 150.5 151.0 and now 150.7
can increase or not?
like 160+ will do la..lol.

Bowling comp at Yishun Safra tml 2-5pm.
A bit nervous leh.. scared cannot hit 150 average.
Dom got nothing better to do and wanted to go down see..lol.
i more nervous la..
nvm.. good pressure training.
good luck to myself.
haha.

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everyone around was invited today, except me.
guess i wasnt welcomed by some ppl.
oh wells.. shall make myself scarce then.

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WAH! I complete every single tutorial that includes GP CHEM PHYSIC and even ECONS!

happy april's fool.

How i wish that can be true sia.
I haven complete any single tutorial for CHEM and ECONS ever since the start of this yr.
GP is must do or die.
Found some physic topics interesting thats why did some tutorials.

anyway forget to do the stupid chem podcast qn on IVLE.
he is going to kill me tml.

Its april.
time to start work, i guess.
have beening saying that since jan.. LOL!
nvm.. let me slack some more.
i m enjoying life now =D

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