Night shift was quite cool.
had a nice partner and nice location.

Dom enlist today.
Can understand how he feel.
Probably not 100% understand cuz firstly he is stranded on an island, i m not and secondly he is attached and i m not.

I rmb when i was enlisted 5 mths back.. the feeling really sucked.
I spend the last day of freedom in the bowling alley.
The feeling was like.. gosh.. there goes my 2 years.
Those who din go thru will never understand how sad it was.

Then the first 10 days confinement wasnt the nicest days i had.
The instructors were so tough on us because we were new.
But thinking back.. it wasnt so bad after all.
Its like a sense of achievement.. "i made it through!"
infact, i miss my basic training days.

During the confinement period.. though i was training on mainland singapore, i din actually get to see whats outside the fences. So basically after like 3-4 days i tot i was away in some other country. Completely disconnected from the real civilisation. Until one day.. while jogging we passed by one of the fences.. look out and saw cars and expressway.. It was like something so new to me.

"WOW CARS!"
"ROADS!"
"TREES!"
"NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS!"
"FREEDOM!"

everytime i jogged past the fences, it gives me a feeling of hope.
freedom is just a fence away.
But the fence is like infinitely long and high.
no way u can climb out.

thats all for NS life.