went to the church with xs, pris and jh.
i got a shock when i look through the glass panels of the coffin.
inside lie a man that i could hardly recognise.

lips so pale.
sunken cheeks.
and looks like 50 instead of 36.

my very first reaction was actually fear.
i mean.. its not a everyday thing that u see a man lying in a coffin.

then we went to walk around and ran into ht, xy and j.
talked for a couple of mins.
i think its tragic.
i haven meet up with all these ppl ever since graduation from zhss.
and now.. 2.5 years later we get to see each other but in this sad occasion.

sad stuff aside..

i know i was complaining the whole afternoon that i missed it.
i missed it.
gosh!
i think the 3 girls have enough of wad i was complaining..lol

i missed a nice opportunity.
the opportunity just came out from no where.
as if god created it for me.
but then at that very instance i was too confused with my thought.
nervous i think..lol.
and i din grab hold of it.
so it slipped away.

if only i had walked up and open my mouth.
instead of smile and walk away.
i guess things could have alot of difference.

i missed too many opportunities already.
not going to let the next one slip by.