i think its time for me to submit my resignation.Maybe?
i have been pondering about this issue for the past 2 weeks.
should i stay or should i leave.
I have been there since mid nov 2009, and my contract is suppose to end mid may.
and i need to submit my one mth notice tml or the day after if i wanna leave after my contract ends.

why i want to leave..
To be honest, i seriously hate the nature of this job.
I may sound like a weakling, cant even do such an "easy" job.
but i am so proud of myself, that i have survived for 5 mths.
and seriously, 5 mths is no easy feat.
How many can say they survived 5 mths, and can meet the company's expectations?
i dreaded work every single day, like how a primary one student dread the first day of school.

why i want to stay..
Its not about money, since when did i care about money? ha.
Its the few nice colleagues there that makes your day.
I had a nice time laughing like crazy with them during lunch and after work.

and because i have absolutely nothing to do after i leave.
there is a 2.5mths break before uni starts.
if only know what to do with my life..