i should be born with wings, an arrow and bow.
and i should be called "cupid".

I should be born with a shovel.
to dig my own grave.

Oh how i enjoy playing cupid and digging my own grave.
This special 'talent' has been in me since i was born.
and there is nothing to be proud of.

If only i can stop doing such stupid things and start thinking for myself.
then maybe i can stop living life with regrets.

yes jh, i am already used to all these, but cant help expressing some feelings here.