back from the tea session.
the place is so super far from sengkang.
and its just another big advertising campaign.

I found the ntu mae info sharing more informative than nus bba.
at least i know wad i m going to study about.
for today's session all i learn is they offer plenty of opportunities to participate in this and that.

i went at 1pm when the thing starts at 1.30pm.. so not many ppl there yet.
it was like..' ahhh damnn..' when i got in there.
noone i know.
not even 1 soul!

so i just hang around and look like a retard.
wanted to approach ppl to talk la.. but hm.. dunno if they wanna talk to me or not so i din..lol.
And i realised the majority of people there are females. Maybe 60% of the undergrads?
and i got really uneasy cuz i m a shy person..lol.

anyways i was standing at the back of the foyer leaning against this huge rounded pillar facing the crowd of undergrads..looking for ppl i can recognise but found non.

Then i just turn behind the pillar to take a glance wads going on at the back.
guess who i saw?
of all the human beings in the world i saw Ting Hock Kiat..lol!
He dressed as if he is going to sentosa beach or smt.
heng sia.. at least a jc classmate to accompany me around.

I saw many familar faces.
There were quite a number of people from ajc. Like mostly girls.
Then i saw some seniors.

And this so familar girl whom i think i know.. we said hi by smiling from far but i cant rmb her name, or how we got to know each other. I think it was back in jc, or was it sec sch? cant rmb.

Then a number of other familar faces who i think i have seen them and know them but just cant rmb the names and how i got to know them. I was cracking my brains just to remember their names.
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I realise i have a super big problem.
Damn lousy in socialising.
with both male and female.
But especially female.

for example.. i m hesistant in approaching people to make new friends or wad ever.
1)Dunno how to approach correctly
2)Dunno wad to say after the initial conversation
3)Dunno if they wanna talk to me

and when it comes to talking to female strangers.. even more jia lart.
i dun talk to them at all..lol.
like i m scared of girls or smt?
i think so eh? maybe i m shy la.. maybe..lol..

This only apply to people i dont know.
for female friends i know.. i m quite full of shit.. and not shy at all.. haha.

If you see me talking to a girl i dunno ah.. then i must have mastered alot of courage and i m probably like a shivering jelly inside. and i m not asking for number or anything ok.. i have never asked a girl i run into on the streets for number.

man.. i really suck when it comes to talking to people la.
confidence is what i need la..
this is one of the reasons why i chose to be a neighbourhood police centre officer.
to build my confidence and communication skills.
i hope it helps ah.. or i will probably be friendless in uni.