I hardly gamble.
but ytd i was so sian that i played blackjack with 10 other people i hardly know.
and so a profit of $10 at the end.
uh huh.. so what?
what can i do with $10?
anyone wants me to treat them out to dinner next week? haha!

Going back into camp tml.
abit sian, but i have got to do what i got to do.
haha.. 1 month down, 3 more months and i m through.

huh?
why do i feel so numb?
i cant feel a thing now.. good i guess..
i cant feel happiness but its ok, because i wont feel sad as well.

For all of the saddest words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these "it might have been."