omg guess wad happen sia?
pris forget wad is algebra.
damn funny.
dom and i have to explain to her that its something that involves usuage of alphabets to solve problems.
then she finally rmb.
scary huh?

seriously i m super glad to be not studying now.
i do enjoy hanging out with friends, and eating in the canteen, but taking exams and test and tutorials are just unbearable. espcially failing test, exams and getting screamed at crazy tutors during tutorials..lol.

but then i m going to freaking NS and staring my life over again.
this means new ppl and edwin is not good at adapting to new environment.
i rmb when i first came to jc, i was worried that i wasnt able to make any friends.
luckily got lots of zhss ppl or else i really loner liao.

now going to NS, i m worried that i will not be able to get along with ppl there.
not that i have any prob in socialising or wad. i think my social skills are not so bad.. but just i scared i zi bi then die ah.

Then after NS, have so many months b4 uni. So must go work. then again.. need to adapt to new ppl during work. then start uni also must adapt. finish uni also must adapt. its all abt adapting.

ok if.. i cannot get into uni then dun need adapt so many times liao.

and seriously i can see my future.
what lies ahead is completely unknown.
i cant see what i will be like in the future and i dun have a goal..sian.

i m 18 and going to be an adult soon.. and my life is still so screwed.