This is so dumb la.. haha.
some unknown ppl like to google names and the search engine gave them my blog address.
ok names like..
'cher kian' (i bet cher kian googled this)
'lam xin yi' (marshy?!))
'sharon' (o.O)
'edwin' (i din google my own name -.-'')
'jelphine' (jelly?!)
and more.. cant rmb all.

i used to have this mindset that.. ok i like this girl so i want her to be my gf.
but now i dun understand why is there a need to get into a relationship with the one u like.
i m weird right?
isnt it nicer to just secretly admire him/her?
lol.. this sounds dumb right?

for now i feel that relationship is just a troublesome thing.
its damn depressing when couples fight ok.
and its not easy to accomodate the needs of ur partner.
kaoz.. it is to a certain extend a burden.

A year ago someone told me she doesnt want any commitment.
at that point of time being young naive and stupid i din know what commitment really means.
to me.. commitment is commitment la.. what is there to explain about commitment?
but now after 1 yr i think i grow up by abit..
commitment is not a joke.
its something damns serious.
its to a certain extend a sacrifice.
comfrim must sacrifice something de.
example some time.. some freedom.. blah.

so i dun understand why ppl will want to be committed to someone who they still do not know so well.
well.. that above sentence seem to be self-criticising, but nevermind that's past tense.

and it takes 2 to love not 1.
you cant force ppl into a relationship -.-''.

maybe cuz i haven find the right person yet.. so love and relationship is some burden and crap to me now.
maybe next time i will come to realise that its a beautiful thing.