have been watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s. the american tv drama.
well.. interesting and funny.
the only time i m laughing at home is when i m watching all these shows.
damn i m so lonely at home.

i m feeling something weird going on in my chest.
ok its not pain.
i feel sad.
but i seriously dunno why.
definitely not because i cant complete my revision.
and not because i cant be promoted to university.
ahh.. i dunno why.
maybe.. maybe cos i m so lonely now.
all alone in pitch dark.. the only light comes from the computer screen.

i m pretty impressed by people who can sit there for 12 hours straight just studying and do nothing else.
i mean i know a number of these people and i m impressed.
well.. dun say i m a bloody pathetic slacker cos i did do revision.
just that.. oh wells.. shallow revision.
i think u know wad i mean.

damnit.. i tink i m just one bloody pathetic loser.