sometimes i forget that i m 18 yrs old.

still thinking i m 15 or 16.

then my mom reminds me that i m 18.

18 is old.

i m a grown up already.

ok.. almost a grown up.

time to take on some responsibility and stop playing like mad.

time to think abt the future and stop slacking like crazy.



sians i m 18.

can i be 17 forever?



am i emotionless now?

abit scary.

i m emotionless.



these few days i have been wondering why haven i fall for someone yet..

after that freaking 'big' and 'complicated' incident.

it have been a few months already.

i m over it.. long time ago.

why huh?

scarly i become gay ah.. LOL!

jk la.. haha!



bowling must have taken so much stuff off my mind.

kept me occupied for months.

got me away from the 'sufferings'.



oh well.. why am i saying all these?



okok.. i tot today is going to be boring.

the scenery outside will be the same.

blah blah..

but something happened.

and its baddd!



was going to take a nap at ard 4 30.. switch on the air-con..close the door and 'BOOM!'

was like..'wth is going on outside?'

jumped up looked out of the window.

a unit in the next block is on fire.

omg.. first time seeing a house on fire.

kept me awake for the rest of the afternoon and evening.

was being a bzbody.. watching the fire and smoke.. and the fireman.. and the bunch of bzbodies down stairs looking at the fire and smoke.



poor owners.

now they have no where to say la..

so sad lehs.



life is so empty