i think mac breakfast was nice.
haha.
TODAY SUCKS!
i mean i dunno whats wrong.
perhaps its the format of the game.
change of lanes every 2 games.
maybe its the opponent.
or maybe its just me.

first 4 games were fine.
at the 150 av pace. which i admit is my standard.
the last 2 really suck.

mentally drained.
seriously.
the thought of giving up actually crossed my mind.
i was like.. 'ok man.. dump this ball go back sit down and rest.. its ending soon. please end!!'
soooooooo mentally drained.
never before had i experience this.

now i m so ashamed to say that i wanted to give up.
what a great fighting spirit i have.
i swear this will not repeat again.

after the whole thing we went to eat then JL and I went back to watch the squad B competing.
Squad B comprise of HCI MJC and SRJC.
Their shirt the colour scheme all the same one.
red and black colour combi.. haha!!
quite a popuar colour combi eh?

anyway.. i was like asking myself.. 'why aint we in squad B?!?!?!'
the people there are so much friendlier!

before the entire thing started we agreed that this is a competition and we should be friendly to our fellow competitors.
friendly as in say HI and give all the hi-5 and all that stuff.
all we get in return was some rude stares.. some rude and 'buay song' hi fives.. kena ignored.. all that crap.
eh.. not all ppl are like dat of course.
first 2 competitors were so friendly.. we chatted abit:D
next 2 were females.. they say 'thanks' when we offered hi fives.
3rd competitor.
omfg.

so rude.
he is a great bowler who is bowling bad games.
i mean i feel sorry when ppl bowl badly but also dun need attitude me.
kns.. damn pissed in the 5th game and i swore must win that game.
i did la.. but thats not the point.
the point is he's rude.
great skills . lousy etiquette.

in squad B his coach was there too.
sitting opposite of me on the same table.
i was still complaining to JL abt the incident.
i said ' (name)'s attitude is damn bad!'
loudly without realising the coach was just 1 arm's length away.
i guess he heard it..lol.. cos it was damn loud.

enough complaining.
today was a disappointment.
serious.
i m talking abt myself only.
thought i could have done better.
the coach looked disappointed.
mr sanuse looked disappointed.
shit man.. i m such a let down.

mr sanuse said to us b4 the match ' the school, the principals, the teachers do not have high expectations of u. just go out there and play ur best'

i think its a lie.
the school have certain expectation for us.
they dun spend like thousands of dollars a yr to produce no results.
i m so disappointed in myself la.
nvm shall do my best in doubles and team.
and it will be better than today.

ooo.. econs test postponed. YAY!