Time to set out in my raft and leave the island
i wonder if i can get thru the waves this time?
I m quite confident actually..
tat i wun be pushed back by waves
tat i can get out in the open sea.
The currents shall bring me to the next island
i will be drifting for a very long time.. i guess.

Went back to school again for a last dry run for SL. Played basketball like crazy after that.. under the hot afternoon sun.. its killing me. Super sunburnt.. having flu and fever now.. i guess. who will care anyway..

went to SimLimSq to sign up for job as a sales assistant for cybermind. Also dunno if can kena picked or not. 30nov-3rd dec.. EXPO, IT Fair i think. from 11am to 10pm.. pay= $50 per day+commission. Not too bad..

we were sitting in the shade talking abt stuff today. Got to know u better i guess. Indeed touching to know tat her happiness is all tat matters to you. I guess tats what love is all about.

Brains or heart?
Time is not right?
a perfect opportunity, yet u hesitated.
What else isnt right?
I would have gone for it.. if i were in ur shoes,
if i m not in this state.

Art of Detatchment: The Final Chapter: Ignore Everything!
This is the ultimate skill tat i will be teachin u today.. A.O.D is passed down from my grandmaster Daina.. today i shall pass it on to the next generation.

Ahem.. let me explain.
The title is self explainatory. Just dun care abt anything! Block out any feelings u have.. stop thinking of it! Distant urself from who ever it is.. or what ever it is.
This is the ultimate skill.. if u can learn this u will be free from emotional struggles!