After tonight's converstion, it left me with so much emotions.
i m going to try to pen them down if possible.

I have talked about how to detatch urself from someone emotionally. This is wad Daina called the Art of Detatchment. Useful indeed.. yet i have not mastered it.
Why do i still let little gestures, words and facts hurt me?
Maybe an emotional distance isnt enough? A physical distance is needed?
Sounds bad huh?
what to do? once bitten twice shy.

I guess i have become zhi bi lately huh? Jh say i Zhi Bi.. cos i love being alone. Yeah.. i feel so too. I just prefer to be alone sometimes.. cos its more peaceful? Not tat i m saying the ppl ard me is noisy and is disturbing, but sometimes, its good to enjoy some time alone.. so tat u have lots of time to think of many stuff.. sort out all feelings.

i was quite touched when u said ..'waiting for him .. '
dunno.. mixed emotions i guess..
he is the lucky guy.. man.. u gotta learn how to cherish.