a smile on my face.
heard my laughter,
how happy i am.

why is there a mask?
one that i put on.
to hide it from u perhaps,
that i m still very sad.

evertime i m alone,
those words came back to haunt me.
everytime when i see you,
the pain comes back again.

i have chosen not to forget,
chosen to love still.
a love tat cannot be expressed,
a love that is contained within me.

how i want to tell u the words again,
yet i cant say them.
how i wish we can be more than just friends,
yet nothing will ever change.

i can only dream, hope and wish,
but nothing is going to change.