21st oct ..

is DEEPAVALI!! My PW grp went back to school to pratice OP without realising that the school is closed on a public holiday!! So we ended up practicing OP in AMK Mac. ERPS la.. so dumb.. 4 AJC students wearing school uniforms and going back to school on a public holiday.

Anyway.. saw SP Jie Jie and The Super Jiat Sai Rep and their dance friend there doing some danc proposal. Haha.. and the mac ppl giving out balloons to the kids.. SP Jie Jie being a kid went up to the aunty to get balloons. haha! She got one.. and i get another one form the aunty for her.. so she got 2 balloons now..lol!

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Not in any mood to do anything. OP, I&R, Chinese A levels all coming up. I dun feel motivated to revise or to start doing my I&R.. my heart feels so heavy. I m trapped with all these emotions.. trapped in all these emotions. Passing day after day in a blur, not knowing what am i doing.

I guess i feel better when i m hanging out with people or when i m asleep. But when the night comes and when i m alone.. sadness overwhelmed me.

I love you