we went for university interview together and got through it. Entered the same course and coincidentally in the same tutorial group. she sat infront of me with her girlfriends. Everytime she turn back to talk or just to pass a piece of paper, i can feel my heart jumping out. Just too excited to listen to lessons.
After everytime she speak to me i will turn to my back and tell a friend in that damn excited tone what she said and stuff. I think you can imgine that. Woah! That friend happen to be Jel..LOL!
How is this possible? Same university? Same tutorial group? Nah.. not possible cuz i will be going into university 2 years later than her. Its only possible in my dreams. YES! What ever i said was what dreamt last night.. haha..
Dreams sort of mirror the real world. In reality i actually told jel wad ever happened and complained to her about wad ever.. so i guess i do that in dreams too.. haha.
30 April 2008
29 April 2008
woah! Probably one of the worst night shifts ever. So tired, cant take it anymore.
We went to check out the haunted Red House at pasir ris area. Din go in, cuz noone knows how to get in..lol.. looks quite erie from outside.
Then checked out old changi hospital again. This is the thrid time i went there in 2 weeks. 2 times in the night and once during the day. The last time we went during the night we had 10 ppl.. this time only 5.. and its more exciting la.
Maybe next time class outing can go there check it out. But must bring powerful torches. If not comfirm will trip and fall over rubbles. The whole ground is full of broken glass pieces, wood splinters, luckily i m wearing boots.
27 April 2008
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had 2 team mates who called recalled yesterday.
stupid ppl anyhow take MCs!
Sitting there for 6 hours really train my patience. Now i can sit longer and stone longer than ever. I guess next time i can wait up to 6 hours for ppl to arrive before calling and asking if they are coming or not..lol..
went to old changi hospital in the day.. nothing much to see inside. Its actually not scary even if you go at night la. Unless you go alone and without torches.
went geylang. Its damn funny la. One of the girls saw the van come in, she dropped her umbrella and ran as if she saw a ghost.
26 April 2008
Feel like taking part in some bowling competition. Not to win anything.. just to feel the competition atmosphere again. It is a combination of stress and fun. Of course i m not going to take part in some comp that involves bowlers from the whole country. like collegiate league or national age grp champs.. nah.. i will only get pawned. was thinking about in-house comp at hougang superbowl.. but it's either trios or 4some.. ah.. where to find ppl sia??!
Must go back to work tml.
I just cant stop complaining.
i will be happier if working hours are from 8-5 or 9-6.
This is 7am-9:30pm.. crazy..
25 April 2008
hm.. they din call me down so i guess i m not wanted!!
yay for once i feel so happy that i m not wanted..haha.
if they suddenly call at like 11pm i m going to fume..lol.
i m now waiting for a stupid call from manpower office.
If they need me i must rush back to station and start duty.
Its suppose to be my off day but .. someone took MC .. so.. unlucky me have to cover the empty space.
24 April 2008
went to sleep just now.
and i dream of her again.
This is the third time.
first time was on the MRT.. second was in a chinese restaurant and now it is outside a ballroom.
The dream was quite messy, cant really remember much.. but here is the story..
i was walking out of the ballroom when i saw her at the entrance.
She look very different from the last dream. Slightly tanner, lost alittle weight and have longer hair.
She saw me too, recognised me and smiled.
I looked at her, puzzled. i was thinking.. " This girl looks familar, she is smiling at me.. maybe i knew her last time."
She saw my confused look and was like.. "hi.. i dont think you really recognised me.. we only met once many months ago."
Then i was like.. "orh.. ya! i rmb now"
***
I danced with someone in the ballroom. A girl. I think it was her. It was weird because she was holding on me too tightly. I remember my expression was.. "uh.. what is this girl doing? Why is she hugging my waist like its a hug and not a dance?!"
We danced for quite some time. And i remembered stroking her hair. Why did i do that?
I think i fell for her.
***
It was after the party i dunno where she went after the dance. Thinking that it is late i decided to go home. To my suprise i saw her outside the ballroom again. She was sitting at a corner. I went over just to say bye and realised that she was crying. She was sad.
I kneel down and asked what happened. She did not answer. Tears keep pouring out of her eyes. I felt pain. Why? Maybe because i fell for her. So placed my arms around her just to give her a comforting hug.
She said she din want to go home. It was something about her parents. So i suggested her to stay at my place for the night.
What a long dream. Congratz if u have managed to read until here..lol.
How weird. Someone whom i met several months back and spoke only 2 sentences to can appear in my dreams 3 times. Cant say the first sentence cuz this girl actully found my blog and visits it occasionally but the second sentence is "thank you".. haha..
hm.. maybe i will dream of her again in my next sleep.. haha.
back from the interview.
Din know how to get there la.. so i looked at the map.
orh.. looks simple.. its along standford rd.
so i got out of the mrt station and !!!!
freak.. where is standford rd?
kaoz.. so just randomly pick a direction and walk.
luckily its the correct direction.. wahaha.
hm..
asked me alot of stuff on police life.
of course i know the answer la.. cuz its my life now..lol.
and asked why i wanna be NPCO.
why i wanna go accountancy.
talk 10-15 mins then say bye bye liao.
wa lao eh.. wake up so early just for 15 mins of chit chat!!!
lets hope they select me.
23 April 2008
what am i going to answer in the interview tml if they ask.. why did u choose SMU Acc? I guess i m going to say.. cuz SMU is nearer to my house than other unis and acc sounds fun..lOL!
The End!
today i was exiled to the sahara desert of singapore.
22 April 2008
Going back to work tml morning.
Feel abit sian.
Just hope i dun get migraine during work again.
SMU interview on thursday morning.. feel super lazy to go.
Its so early and i have to work at night.
Sorry, i love complaining.
I went to the dental this morning just for a routine check..lol.
The dentist said, "so, edwin how long since the last time have you went for a check up?"
then i said," uh.. about 1 year plus?"
dentist: you came for your last check up here right?
me: yup
dentist: It was 4 years ago.
me: LOL!
wow.. thats was when i m in sec 3!
21 April 2008
Things were horrible before the sun rises.
Had 2 migraine attacks in 3 hours.
Cannot take it.
I just any how pop the pills.. but they din work well. grrr!!
Spend the whole night in the van.
Front sit this time.
It was squeezy cuz the equipements around my belt is so bukly and super uncomfortable.
Somemore the van spoil. Must push..lol.
2 consective night shifts my van spoil liao.
Luckily i m able to survive till i get home la.
Then took a couple hours of rest and head down to OCC to watch A div singles.
can never get tired of watching people bowl.
Kinda miss the time i was bowling in A div..that was almost 1 year back. I believe i can do better than last time if i can get a chance to bowl now.. haha.
Then i bowl aft the comp ended. wow.. the lanes are easier than kovan la. Kovan's lane are like bone dry. These lanes still have oil on them.. haha.. lately my average is hitting 160+ sudden improvement.. hm..
19 April 2008
Time crawls!
Today i saw lots of jellyfishes in the sea!
Pink ones.. White ones.. blue ones.. purple ones.. and there are the hybrid ones.. like pink head and blue tails.. i think one of the jellyfish is ill.. cuz it got pokka dots on its head.. haha..
interesting sight..
went to the next station.. good breeze.. then someone came to relieve me for 45 mins.
Had a nice chat. Felt alittle nervous because its a female officer and mainly cuz she share the same name as 'her'.
I din know female regular officers are so fun to talk to..lol.. dont get the wrong idea.. she is old enuff to be my big sister already. Learn lots of things from her.
Then the sun sets and sky turns dark. She left.. and the place is freaking quiet. Seriously noone in sight except for me. Not a single soul. The place is freaky because of the yatch workshop there. Its big.. dark and quite.. booO!
Then i switched on a lamp in the tent la.. and guess what?
All those flying ant insect same zooming into the tent and circle the lights.
Its alright if they want the light.. but they come disturb me!!
argh!!
Fly into my shirt.. like OMG!
Fly through the collar part.. nvm.. fly through my sleeves.. ahhHh!
Not scared of these things la.. but its very itchy..lol.. any how crawl inside.
So i went to the toilet and got rid of them. Then need to tuck in so i took off the belt and everything drop down..lol.. my equipments too heavy la.. haha.
So i came up with a very intelligent way of preventing them from flying through my sleeves. Put rubber band around the sleeves..lol.. clever right but i look like a toot.
I m suprise i patrolled the area in the dark la.. maybe cuz the flies are too irritating to the point that i must get out of the tent.. haha..
18 April 2008
I dont know how to describe my life now.
It is abit messy. Aimless.
What is my goal now?
Finish my duty go home and rest!
i dont have a goal.
There is nothing to work for.
Everything i do doesnt require much brains.
I need a goal or live life aimlessly till i start university. That is like 2 years plus of aimless living. No thank you. I have already wasted 19 years of my life.
oh.. i have a drama to recommend.
I said it before like more 8 months ago but i have to tell this again cuz its like my fav jap drama.
My Boss My Hero!
Watch it at crunchyroll!!
Its the only drama that makes me almost cry even when i watch it for the second time.
What do i mean by almost crying? uh.. the tears are inside my eye.. almost falling out.
dunno leh.. i think most ppl wont feel a thing when they watch it. But somehow i tot its quite heartwarming.. and inspirational. um.. it is about high school life.. geez.. makes me feel like going back and study for 2 more years in JC.
Lets hope tml is not too unbearable.
Hope its not too humid, not too sunny, not too warm.. but please dont rain!!
i found some way to d/l music online..
i guess some ppl know it.. or maybe everyone knows it except for me.
alright.. i bet u have seen the sidebar music player widget from www.playlist.com. You need the latest RealPlayer Downloader.. and uh.. just hover your cursor over the widget and it will prompt you "Download This Clip" just click on the words and will automatically d/l the song that is currently playing into your realplayer music library.
hm..
dont think this works for www.imeem.com.. but it does work for www.playlist.com .. 1 song takes like 3 sec to d/l.. pretty fast huh.. haha..
go www.playlist.com.. search for the songs you want.. play it.. and d/l it using realplayer d/ler.
Feel damn lazy to go back to work tml.
It is 14 freaking hours!
Actually it kinda use up the whole of tml already.
look.. i will be sleeping/preparing/working/travelling to and fro from 12am to 11pm before i really reach home.
This gives me 1 hour to use my comp before the day ends.
great.. i would rather stay in camp and enjoy my 6am to 6pm training. When they say its 6-6.. it really 6-6.
Dun have to spend time travelling home.. not much preparation.. and have lots of time in the afternoon to rest. I mean alot of time.
alright.. shall stop complaining.
i have some ideas on how to make money online but eh.. dare not implement them.
Too scared..lol.
They may just fail and i m going to sit here and cry.. haha..
alright.. i dunno if this idea existed or not but listen..
rmb our school's IVLE.. or some online portal where you can d/l all the adacemics resources? Yea.. it will be cool if we have a centralise place for all students in SG to d/l from.
All schools share their materials on this one portal and students from this school can have free access of materials of the other school. I think it will make learning more effective la.
Currently if wanna get another school's materials must go thru friends.. get the material.. make copies and return. But with this centralised online portal all u need to do is to d/l and print. Yippie!
And with the correct techniques.. the portal webmaster can make lots of $$$$$ la.. no problem.
But.. eh.. i doubt this will be a success la. I mean.. schools dun really like to share resources with other schools right? when it comes to exams they are all bitter rivals.
I have thought of being a photographer. I know my aspirations are damn weird.. i wanted to be a TCM practitioner.. wanted to be a Nurse.. and now a photographer. People all want to be business man.. work in big companies and i wanna be a nurse and photographer..lol.
Not those modelling photographers.. more towards scenery.. i wanna take breath taking scenes.. wa.. thats damn nice la. erps.. you wont understand how i feel de la.. haha..
17 April 2008
Thanks for everything everyone.
Celebrated birthday with the gang in fish&co. and did it the fish&co. style.
How attention seeking it was..lol..
and it was such a conincidence..2 more people in the restaurant also had their birthday today.
Thanks for the gift. It was expected.. HAHA!
and sorry for everything cuz i screwed up.
actually i was about to make an emo post of my 19 years of life but decided not to. Damn lame to do this today.
But nvm i shall do it tml.. haha..
Happy Birthday To Myself!
Finally turned 19.
Spend the last moments as an 18years old in the police van.
and count down to 19 yrs old in the police van.
Had a pretty cool birthday.
Got to see the night scenes of Singapore.
alright.. we were patrolling.. and went to Old Changi Hospital.
Yea.. the one that is suppose to be haunted.
It looks really scary from outside.. and it's super run down inside.
We walked the interior of the place la.. it was as if a bomb had went off at the place.. glass shattered everywhere.. wooden splinters.. walls full of graffiti..
See nothing abnormal la. Just wrecks and more wrecks.
Then went to Geylang.
Yep.. the place famous for prostitutes.
Can see alot over there la.. all the hotels.. all the girls trying to get business and scrambling away when they see a police vehicle coming. Some even hid behind bushes la..lol.
Next.. visited East Coast Park CarParks.
There is this carkpark which is called the Gay CarPark.
Apparently there are some gays over there la.. waiting for other gays to pick them up.
Then there is this Sex Carpark.
This is the interesting one.
Almost all the cars there have people inside having sex or some other forms of uh.. stuff la..
so we went down and take a look la..
wow.. cant see very clearly la.. but can make out some shapes in the car..
like.. a guy is above the girl.. smt like dat..lol.. its like porn.
Then headed to Changi Villiage carpark.
Famous for all the transvestites (is this the correct term?)
These are men who becomes women after surgical operations.
eh.. dont play play ah.. they are freaking good looking leh.
Even better looking then real girls.
Oh My God!
But the fact that they changed gender makes me wanna faint.
Went on to some ferry terminal and can see the Singapore Flyer from there la.. its freaking far u can hardly see it with ur naked eye but with a high power binoculars.. haha.. it becomes abit clearer.
wow.. and guess what our van ran out of battery.
So we cant start the vehicle la.
had to push start it.
so we had to push the van and try to start it..
first time pushing a stalled vehicle..lol..
some Bangladesh helped us also.. i found it hilarious for some reaosn.. haha.
there.. it comcludes a night of my adventure.
Like the most interesting birthday i ever had in my entire life.
and i m pretty grateful of this NS senior who guided and took care of me for the 13-14 hrs. Learn quite alot of stuff from him.. haha.
