Time crawls!

Today i saw lots of jellyfishes in the sea!
Pink ones.. White ones.. blue ones.. purple ones.. and there are the hybrid ones.. like pink head and blue tails.. i think one of the jellyfish is ill.. cuz it got pokka dots on its head.. haha..

interesting sight..

went to the next station.. good breeze.. then someone came to relieve me for 45 mins.
Had a nice chat. Felt alittle nervous because its a female officer and mainly cuz she share the same name as 'her'.

I din know female regular officers are so fun to talk to..lol.. dont get the wrong idea.. she is old enuff to be my big sister already. Learn lots of things from her.

Then the sun sets and sky turns dark. She left.. and the place is freaking quiet. Seriously noone in sight except for me. Not a single soul. The place is freaky because of the yatch workshop there. Its big.. dark and quite.. booO!

Then i switched on a lamp in the tent la.. and guess what?
All those flying ant insect same zooming into the tent and circle the lights.
Its alright if they want the light.. but they come disturb me!!
argh!!
Fly into my shirt.. like OMG!
Fly through the collar part.. nvm.. fly through my sleeves.. ahhHh!
Not scared of these things la.. but its very itchy..lol.. any how crawl inside.

So i went to the toilet and got rid of them. Then need to tuck in so i took off the belt and everything drop down..lol.. my equipments too heavy la.. haha.

So i came up with a very intelligent way of preventing them from flying through my sleeves. Put rubber band around the sleeves..lol.. clever right but i look like a toot.

I m suprise i patrolled the area in the dark la.. maybe cuz the flies are too irritating to the point that i must get out of the tent.. haha..

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I dont know how to describe my life now.

It is abit messy. Aimless.

What is my goal now?
Finish my duty go home and rest!

i dont have a goal.
There is nothing to work for.
Everything i do doesnt require much brains.

I need a goal or live life aimlessly till i start university. That is like 2 years plus of aimless living. No thank you. I have already wasted 19 years of my life.

oh.. i have a drama to recommend.
I said it before like more 8 months ago but i have to tell this again cuz its like my fav jap drama.

My Boss My Hero!

Watch it at crunchyroll!!

Its the only drama that makes me almost cry even when i watch it for the second time.
What do i mean by almost crying? uh.. the tears are inside my eye.. almost falling out.

dunno leh.. i think most ppl wont feel a thing when they watch it. But somehow i tot its quite heartwarming.. and inspirational. um.. it is about high school life.. geez.. makes me feel like going back and study for 2 more years in JC.

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Lets hope tml is not too unbearable.
Hope its not too humid, not too sunny, not too warm.. but please dont rain!!

i found some way to d/l music online..
i guess some ppl know it.. or maybe everyone knows it except for me.

alright.. i bet u have seen the sidebar music player widget from www.playlist.com. You need the latest RealPlayer Downloader.. and uh.. just hover your cursor over the widget and it will prompt you "Download This Clip" just click on the words and will automatically d/l the song that is currently playing into your realplayer music library.

hm..
dont think this works for www.imeem.com.. but it does work for www.playlist.com .. 1 song takes like 3 sec to d/l.. pretty fast huh.. haha..
go www.playlist.com.. search for the songs you want.. play it.. and d/l it using realplayer d/ler.

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Feel damn lazy to go back to work tml.
It is 14 freaking hours!
Actually it kinda use up the whole of tml already.
look.. i will be sleeping/preparing/working/travelling to and fro from 12am to 11pm before i really reach home.

This gives me 1 hour to use my comp before the day ends.
great.. i would rather stay in camp and enjoy my 6am to 6pm training. When they say its 6-6.. it really 6-6.
Dun have to spend time travelling home.. not much preparation.. and have lots of time in the afternoon to rest. I mean alot of time.

alright.. shall stop complaining.

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i have some ideas on how to make money online but eh.. dare not implement them.
Too scared..lol.
They may just fail and i m going to sit here and cry.. haha..

alright.. i dunno if this idea existed or not but listen..

rmb our school's IVLE.. or some online portal where you can d/l all the adacemics resources? Yea.. it will be cool if we have a centralise place for all students in SG to d/l from.

All schools share their materials on this one portal and students from this school can have free access of materials of the other school. I think it will make learning more effective la.

Currently if wanna get another school's materials must go thru friends.. get the material.. make copies and return. But with this centralised online portal all u need to do is to d/l and print. Yippie!

And with the correct techniques.. the portal webmaster can make lots of $$$$$ la.. no problem.

But.. eh.. i doubt this will be a success la. I mean.. schools dun really like to share resources with other schools right? when it comes to exams they are all bitter rivals.

I have thought of being a photographer. I know my aspirations are damn weird.. i wanted to be a TCM practitioner.. wanted to be a Nurse.. and now a photographer. People all want to be business man.. work in big companies and i wanna be a nurse and photographer..lol.

Not those modelling photographers.. more towards scenery.. i wanna take breath taking scenes.. wa.. thats damn nice la. erps.. you wont understand how i feel de la.. haha..

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Thanks for everything everyone.
Celebrated birthday with the gang in fish&co. and did it the fish&co. style.
How attention seeking it was..lol..
and it was such a conincidence..2 more people in the restaurant also had their birthday today.

Thanks for the gift. It was expected.. HAHA!

and sorry for everything cuz i screwed up.

actually i was about to make an emo post of my 19 years of life but decided not to. Damn lame to do this today.
But nvm i shall do it tml.. haha..

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Happy Birthday To Myself!
Finally turned 19.

Spend the last moments as an 18years old in the police van.
and count down to 19 yrs old in the police van.

Had a pretty cool birthday.
Got to see the night scenes of Singapore.

alright.. we were patrolling.. and went to Old Changi Hospital.
Yea.. the one that is suppose to be haunted.
It looks really scary from outside.. and it's super run down inside.
We walked the interior of the place la.. it was as if a bomb had went off at the place.. glass shattered everywhere.. wooden splinters.. walls full of graffiti..

See nothing abnormal la. Just wrecks and more wrecks.

Then went to Geylang.
Yep.. the place famous for prostitutes.
Can see alot over there la.. all the hotels.. all the girls trying to get business and scrambling away when they see a police vehicle coming. Some even hid behind bushes la..lol.

Next.. visited East Coast Park CarParks.
There is this carkpark which is called the Gay CarPark.
Apparently there are some gays over there la.. waiting for other gays to pick them up.

Then there is this Sex Carpark.
This is the interesting one.
Almost all the cars there have people inside having sex or some other forms of uh.. stuff la..
so we went down and take a look la..
wow.. cant see very clearly la.. but can make out some shapes in the car..
like.. a guy is above the girl.. smt like dat..lol.. its like porn.

Then headed to Changi Villiage carpark.
Famous for all the transvestites (is this the correct term?)
These are men who becomes women after surgical operations.
eh.. dont play play ah.. they are freaking good looking leh.
Even better looking then real girls.
Oh My God!
But the fact that they changed gender makes me wanna faint.

Went on to some ferry terminal and can see the Singapore Flyer from there la.. its freaking far u can hardly see it with ur naked eye but with a high power binoculars.. haha.. it becomes abit clearer.

wow.. and guess what our van ran out of battery.
So we cant start the vehicle la.
had to push start it.
so we had to push the van and try to start it..
first time pushing a stalled vehicle..lol..
some Bangladesh helped us also.. i found it hilarious for some reaosn.. haha.

there.. it comcludes a night of my adventure.
Like the most interesting birthday i ever had in my entire life.

and i m pretty grateful of this NS senior who guided and took care of me for the 13-14 hrs. Learn quite alot of stuff from him.. haha.

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Working the night shift later.
8pm-8am.
but it will be like 7am-10am to be more exact..lol.

Most of the points are really ulu.
Just you and you there.
wow.. scary..

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No such thing as 12 hrs shift.
More like 14.5hrs.. lol.
7am report 9.30pm off.

My job is simple.
Guard the point make sure no wanted man leaves the country.
Guarding the eastern coastlines.

basically there is a tent there.. a table and chair.
Lots of equipments for surveillance and welfare.
Just stick around your point and watch the shores..lol.

I hate being in the van. makes me car sick.

was actually pretty excited abt this whole thing till i draw all my equipments and put them on my belt. My pants is freaking going to drop la. Wa.. i wanna go toilet shit very mafan. Sit down also super uncomfortable.. stand up also very heavy.

My fav point was at the beach.. nice breeze.. but not nice view cuz of the shipyard and jetty there. The ships so ugly..lol.

Then at another point there is this night vision goggles la. Its already like 8pm.. dark already so i used it to look around. pretty cool.. everything was like in green.
Then i look at the sky.. so cloudy and few stars. Used the night vision to look at the sky.. wa lao!! So many small small stars that i wasnt able to see with my naked eye suddenly pop out. wa.. nice sky.

The sky's true beauty is hidden deep beneath.

suppose to end at 8pm but was only picked up at 9pm.. then go back dump all the equipments back to them 9.30 liao lo. tired.. wanna die already.

Sometimes really can bored until u become crazy la. Like talk to yourself.. LOL!

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This is a scheduled post

alright i dunno what to blog about.
dun even know what am i doing now.. haha..

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Hey guys i m back.
suprise suprise.
And i just booked in yesterday.

Alright i m deployed to do duties so.. can go home everyday.
currently at G Division HQ which is at da.. bedok?
that is super far from sengkang.. 1.5 hrs bus ride at least!
Shd have send me to F Division la.

Anws.. the deployment came so suddely that everytime was in a mess.
i packed my bag in a hurry and rush off to Division.
Yea.. got my Warrant Card today!
alright.. its like a very cool card with my face on it. To prove i m a police officer.

O.. i can really seriously carry arms already.. i think.
Like a revolver.. a T-baton.. Handcuffs.. PR Set.. Speed loader..
its going to be freaking heavy. My pants are probably gonna drop..lol.

O.. ok.. what is my duty right?
eh.. sorry.. confidential.. LOL!
jking but its better not to say.

So its going to start tml from 8am to 8pm. Reporting at 630am.. i need a cab to get to HQ. Not possible to rush from SK to Bedok in the morning. 7 am maybe can la.

so its like work 2 days and get 1.5 days rest.. but i guess it will be pretty tough la. 12 hrs shift..

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This is a scheduled post.

I dream of this female friend 2 times already. which makes it the most number of times i dream of a female friend.

The first time i dream was abt 3 weeks back.
We go to the same school la.. so i was on the MRT on my way to school i saw her we said hello and then i went to my seat which was quite close to hers and fell asleep. Then when i woke up she was gone and i miss my stop.

i was like.. arghh.. why din't she wake me up!!

The second time i dream about her was 2 days back. I was having a meal in some chinese restaurant when i saw her come in. The girl in the dream looks alittle different from the real person but some how i know its her la. Then i cant rmb the rest of the dreams..lol.

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Going back in!!
No more test or exams.. yay!!
Drills whole day.. Nooo!!

A friend told me he prefer to be in camp than out of camp.
He said the outside world is just too harsh.
How true.
We are more protected inside.
Concentrate on doing what we should do.
All other troubles and worries aside.

We were telling a female officer that we want to be posted out. Dowan any more training already cuz training is just too boring and unbearable. Then she tell us.. we will miss our training times for sure cuz working outside is tougher and more stressful.

True.
Just like how i miss school.
School is such a controlled environment.
The outside world is an un-controlled environment.
and this makes it harsh.. only the fittest can survive.

O.. today my family celebrated birthday for me.
dun really like to sing song and cut cake =/
and my mom go buy 4D cuz celebrating my birthday today.. last 4 digits of my I/C number and guess wad.. she strike 4D..lol.
Like the smallest prize la.. but better than nothing.
gimme gimme.. lol!

I rmb i was in such a bad mood last year on 17th april..
cuz i turn 18.. and makes so old yet i dun feel old.
well the problem lies with growing up and being more responsible.
Like we have to tink more of the future now.. work.. studies become increasingly important.. blah blah..
good thing abt growing up is can go watch M18 (last yr) and in a couple of years time can watch R21. Yea.. thats all..lol.

Anyways i made a couple of wishes la..lol..

like.. being happy all the time (which is not possible).
Getting good grades.. uh.. for my uni which is like many years later..lol..
being rich.. ok.. i m not money minded but money is indeed important.
um.. being close with all my friends.
eh.. to find the right girl and to have an absolutely happy relationship forever. And this is also not possible la.. where got a relationship no worries and troubles de.

ok.. i will probably be posting some stuff tml or smt.. keep a look out.

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its a good day i must say.
Used it fully la.. alright almost fully.

exercise in the morning.
then slack.
bowling in the afternoon.
came back and went town with cy.
watched movie and just hang around la.

2 guys watching a romantic comedy..lol.
definitely, maybe.
not too bad la.. funny at parts.. touching at parts.
draggy at parts.. lol.

spend the whole day doing stuff la.. one of the more fruitful saturdays i have.

we may be deployed for operations next week. I wonder if they let me carry gun and baton. I haven get my arms card and warrant card yet la but passed my law, shooting and PDT already.

Carrying arms is quite cool la.. but i think the pressure may kill me la. What if people snatch ur gun or baton away. Scary right.. lol. hm.. there is also a possibility that we may just do admin stuff.. boring! Or even not deployed.. omg.. then have to do drills for 3 weeks. Just drills everyday i mean whole day..lol. Thats so tiring la.

O.. i bowled not bad today. Av 173. Like 23 average points above my normal average point that is crazy. Guess i love the lanes today. A screw from my wrist support dropped out and its lost la.. so small how to find. So i was bowling with a super faulty and dying wrist support.. i guess the faulty wrist support accounts for the higher score also..

instead of a slightly cupped wrist i have a straight wrist. Decreased rev.. played simpler line. I love simple outside lines la.. so scored better ba.. haha.. if it din spoil i would have higher rev and will lose control of the hook.

oh blogger launched this scheduled post feature la.. so basically i can schedule a post to be posted on wad date wad time and it automatically post it when the time comes. so i guess i can update the blog during week days also la.. haha.. but must write all the post in advance la. This is a cool feature la.. previously if wanna do this must use wordpress plugins which is too complicated for me la..lol..

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I actually woke up because of a bad dream.
And i was like saying "ahhh ahh ahhh" while sleeping and dreaming.
I know the ahh ahh is coming out from my mouth but cant seem to stop it while dreaming..lol.
and its abt my flaw.
uh.. i dunno if this is classified as a flaw or not. It's a very physical flaw..lol. but anws just classify it as a flaw..haha.

i have decided to kinda accept i m like a screwed up person for the past 18 years 360 days of my life. Being discussed about and stuff but it doesnt matter..lol..
not exactly going to say wad i mean screwed up. dont worry i din pick up smoking or drug abuse or become a gangster.

Went for a jog this morning and then lie there and watch the clouds roll by. I realised that i was pretty pissed yesterday night.

But no worries.. i wasnt angry at any human beings except for myself. Its more like i m pissed with who i m and how come i din realise it. After sorting out some thoughts i realise that its a good thing people tell me now or i may suffer next time.

Initially i was damn unwilling to change cuz i have been like dat for 19 years.. accpet for who i m.. accept my flaws.. dun try to change me..blah blah and all the other crap ran through my head.
Then after thinking for like 8 hours. I tot.. uh.. why dont i change my flaws instead of asking ppl to accept it. I mean no harm trying.. the most just throw everything away and become my old self again right?

so i have decided to accept criticisms with an open mind. cuz criticisms can only improve you. uh.. wad else to say.. so i have decided to do something about it. yea and i accept any form of assistance from anyone.

Of course there are people i have to thank. JH for breaking the news to me.. haha.. i know i m like over reacting, sounds damn pissed, i guess i should apologise for my actions. No worries.. i wasnt angry at anyone except for myself.

And i m seriously grateful you told me. If you like tell me when i m 60 yrs old i m seriously going to get damn angry cuz i live as a screwed up person for 60 years. So its not that bad living with it for 19 years only.

Thank pris also. for offering to help..lol.. but it will be better if u offer to supply me with some.. $$$$$!!

Thank Jel for giving suggestions and listen to my crap the whole night.. like i m just complaining and complaining and complaining.

And Dom also for replying to my compliants.. lol!

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Alright.
I dun exactly like to use the impact word here.
those who doesnt know what i mean by impact word.. it is the F word.
lol.. cuz it makes me look vulgar when i m actually not.
alright i m not a vulgar person.
i dun go saying vulgarities all the time especially when i m outside of camp.
inside camp it is necessary to say some cuz its like a figure of speech.
but sometimes i get so pissed outside if camp that i feel like saying it.
like typing it out here.
but i guess not now.

Alright not in the best mood now.
Dont talk to me or i will bite.
I m actually fuming right now la.. luckily got jel to complain to or i may just die here.
thanks jel.

one month later ppl may just ask me to go for plastic surgery cuz i m too ugly.

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Not exactly the greatest week and the greatest weekend.

monday- sceniro based test
tuesday- police defense tatics test
friday- law exam

PDT test took like 5 hours to finish.
collaspe flat after the thing end at 10pm..lol.

Then studied on wednesday and thursday.
almost died la.. trying to cramp what we learn in 3 mths into my small brain.
but i made it out alive and passed la.. heng sia.

Its like the longest week la.. not exactly looking forward to friday cuz the law exam is on friday. so for once.. i dun look forward to book out day.. haha.

geez.. some ppl just love to win through ugly methods la.
i will feel damn shameful if i do that.
god.. robbed others of their rightful award through underhand means..
first time i come to witness such stuff la.
welcome to the real world where noone can be trusted.

oh.. i have another bunk mate who sleeps talk..
he shouted stuff abt killing something..lol!!
scary huh?

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All of us.

Me!!

Stole these pictures.. haha.

sian.. i m going in now.
See you on friday.
Dont keep checking back on my blog from monday - thursday cuz there will not be any updates.. haha.

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Went to bowl ytd at OCC with carrot.
I like the lanes, alot better than hougang superbowl lanes.

Then went to clarke quay with JiaHui, ZX, Jelly, Feline, Zinc and Toy. Hit the club at around 10pm. New experience, i think its pretty fun, thats if you know how to get into the fun.

Drank and dance. Or maybe its call shake instead of dance according to jiahui's definition of what most people are doing.

Smoove is the coolest room at MOS. Nice music and nice lights. When you are on the dance floor enjoying yourself, brushing past strangers, coloured lights flashing everywhere, everything seem alittle messy, music blasting so loudly that it shook your whole body... every trouble in life seem to disappear instantly. I found this feeling very shiok. scary huh?

ya well.. we were pretty enthu on the dance flr except for maybe 2 wooden planks standing beside us. Otherwise everything else is cool.haha!

oh ya.. we din manage to do our friendship dance insdie.. LOL!

Now i know why guys always wanna pick up girls at club. Cuz everyone looks better in the dim, smokey, noisy, messy environment. All girls will have make up and wear a good looking dress, all guys will have their hair done and looking cool.

I was telling jel, even i look better inside..lol! Too dark cannot see my face.. hahahaha!

Left the place when its close to 3AM. I was pretty tired already, from everything. Then took bus 6N with jelly back to punggol. The bus took super long to come and the journey was super long too. But at least we have bus to get home.. haha.

Reached home when its close to 5AM. Yea.. bathe and fall asleep. zZzZzzZ!

Going back to camp in 5 more hours. This is the last busy week for everyone. Last 3 test/exams and we are through.

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I had a bunk mate who sleep talk to himself a few nights back.
he was shouting "one more lap! one more lap!"
probably dreaming that he was running or swimming.. haha.

We went for a 15km run outside HTA, around the agriculture farms.
wow.. i kinda like that place.
so quite.. all trees.. far away from civilisation.
Peaceful.
maybe next time i can become a farmer.
haha.

Pris was asking me what i want for my birthday.
Then i rmb my birthday is coming.
I m going to be 19 soon but i feel like a 15 yr old!!
nvm.. young at heart.

After giving some tot about what i want right..
those stuff i want cant really be bought.
I want WORLD PEACE!
ok just kidding.. but i hope that the world can be a peaceful place.

Um.. i want to be always happy.
Like forever happy.. nothing can make me sad even the most crude remarks cant make me frown.

I wanna be a better person.
Not that i m not a nice person now=P
but there is always room for improvement.

I want to have lots of friends.
Want to have buddies who can go through thick and thin with me.

I want to be more patient, calm and cool even in the most frustrating situation.
This kinda apply when i m bowling.
Get pissed too easily.
Will talk abt this later.

I want to find the right girl.
This is probably going to take forever.
I seriously think i cant get married next time.

well.. got lots of other stuff i want but money cant buy them =(
maybe i should wish for them before cutting the cake..lol.
But they nv come true.. haha.

Alrigh.. talking about bowling.
i really suck at the sport la.
hopeless.
but cannot blame right.. got no coach.. haha.. excuses!

Found it very hard to keep cool while bowling.
I get damn frustrated de.
I m frustrated at everything i do while bowling.

I get irritated when..

1) I din strike
2) I strike
3) I din hit the pocket
4) I hit the pocket
5) I spare
6) I din spare
7) I lose my balance
8) I din win the stranger bowling beside me
9) There is a noob stranger bowling beside me
10) When people challenge me

basically i get irritated at everything.. hahaha.. so my face will look damn fierce.. like grrrrr!!!
"I will eat you up if you come close to me!!!"

Alright.. let me explain the above 10 points..lol.
I feel irritated when i strike but its an ugly strike.
As in the pins din fall down nicely.

I feel irritated when i hit the pocket but pin 7 and/or 10 are still standing.
Like ahHhhHH!!
Good shot but bad luck.

Irritated when spare pins but its an ugly spare.
Means the ball nv hit the center of the pin la.. it just hit the sides.

Lame.
I complain too much.
Expect too much from myself..lol.. i m no pro.
just an ordinary noob.

This is a freaking long post huh?
Congrats if you have not fall asleep reading it!!! =P

whats wrong with my internet man.. keep on d/c-ing.

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