XiHu, China. Dec 2007. Could have sat there and looked at it forever.

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Nothing much happened on good friday.
whats so good about fridays then?
not exactly in my best mood cuz i m sooooo ultra bored at home.
only have my computer to accompany me for the day.
nothing nice on the teevee.

Did i mention i passed my shooting?
yippie!
1st class in shooting.
sounds cool right? But its 1 level below marksman..lol

Still thinking of which courses to apply for.
The more i think, the more i feel my grades suck.
darnN!

Was good friday also "change my blog address day?" HAHA!
coincidentally i know of 2 ppl who changes their blog address yesterday.

Suddenly there is this familar feeling within.. and i know trouble is coming again.

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I guess i dont know how to appreciate dance performances.
Perhaps it wasnt to my liking.
The dance itself is alright but the music are usually so sad, emo, plain...
make me bored sia.
Only liked the part with the joyful music.. haha.

Went to have supper after the concert. Yum..

Long break ahead!
but i dunno what to do with all these extra time.
i guess everyone is quite occupied with some stuff or other except for me!!
so i will most probably be trapped at home for the rest of the week.

she walked away before i can call her name

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Left with 8 weeks before p.o.p.
woohooO!
Shooting test next week.
please let me pass!!!!

It is going to be a short week.
3.5 days and it will all be over.. woOhOo!
want to go to AJC dance concert but.. uh.. they are going to release me too late.
Cant make it in time.
darn!

Looked at the tv listing for Good Friday. Hm.. lots of holiday movies..
it has been like 6 months ever since i sat down nicely to watch a movie on tv.
shall wake up 630am on good friday morning to watch all the tv i want.
muhahaha!

Alright time for me to book in!!

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600th post!

Happy belated birthday pris.
Gang outing to clarke Quay today.
Went to Pub.
Songs wasnt exactly to our liking but the drinks were good.
Ate LJS and talked at riverside.
cool.. i love sitting down and enjoying the night breeze.

Still pondering alot about the courses.
Wonder if what ever i pick is relevant next time.
Practical? Thats the biggest question.

Next week is going to be a short week.
Book out on thursday evening.
woohoo!
Then there isnt any public holidays in april..zzz..
must wait till 1st May for labour day.. ahhHhHh!!!
But i guess i can survive.

No more lung infection.
I guess the antibiotics actually worked..haha.
so i can go back to exercising and playing basketball.
YAY!!

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Thats me in the rain coat. It has been raining so much lately that we are using the rain coat almost everyday. I know the rain coat is abit oversized..lol.

During a break in class. Do i look smart in the uniform? Haha!

Me eating and reading papers on my bed at night. I m forever snacking.. haha!

Guess what they are looking at? wooohoo!! Erm.. my AJC Year Book!!

Life is really good now. Spend quite some time thinking and reading about university courses and have finally picked a few which i think is suitable. Been on Light Duty for quite some time. cant exercise cuz of the lung infection thing. Been snacking like crazy.. so i guess i m growing fat now. ahHhhH!!

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Feeling pretty weak.
I guess its the medicine.
worried that i will not be able to do the usual stuff.
feel super sian about going back with a weak body.

Left with 9 more book in including this one.

stupid sunday blues.

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We were playing charades in a blk 10 classroom. Look at me and my big mouth! haha!

Me and my little online business have recently ran into some minor setbacks. I m at a loss of what to do, how to carry on and stuff. zzz.. everything is in a mess.. urgh..

alright.. its now the time to decide on which course to take and which university to apply for. i guess we should apply based on interest, but the problem is.. i dun really have any interest for anything that is academic.

all the engineering thinggy sounds so boring. Business? sciences? nah i dun have brains to do that stuff.

Nursing does sounds nice actually. I know u r going to think i m crazy or smt.. but i think medical staffs are damn cool cuz they help to take care of ill people ok.

alright.. give me one week to think about it. going to read up on the courses during my free time in camp. My law test is in 3 weeks and i haven study yet.. ah crap!

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Issit called inflammation or infection of lungs?
dunno.
either one la.. i got it in my right lung.
damn.. no more exercising for me.
no more basketball!! NOO!
i m forever falling sick.

2 more days to p.o.p for friends in SAF.
2 more months to p.o.p for me.
other than going to bowl i din go out today.

was looking through the class photos we took over the 2 years.
cool stuff.
i looked much better back then.
face was abit fatter and hair was much longer.
sigh.. i miss school.

yep i still remember all the captain's ball games we used to play after our morning PE and go to math lecture with sweaty shirts! And all the lame but enjoyable meals we eat together everyday. All the stupid qns that hock ask during GP. and so much more.

looking back, i can hardly remember any sad moments. i know there were but i cant remember them. all i can rmb is the happy moments in school. such beautiful memories, i want them to be with me forever.

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I must say Edwin is a lucky man.
Freak when the principal say that there is 5% ppl failing GP i tot its going to be me. I was like.. DAMN! I just want an E please!! And i m lucky enough to pass GP. Phew!

At first sight of the result i felt a sense of relieve.
like heng ah.. then after 10 mins i was like 'damn.. not too good huh?'
alright not here to brag abt my scores cuz its not good..

GP: D
Econs (H1): B
Physic (H2): A
Maths (H2): A
Chemistry (H2): B

Alright i m truly gald i passed GP. And even more glad that its a D.
Econs was a suprise cuz the school econs grades were really in some big mess last year. I thought physic was alright..

Maths is the biggest miracle in my entire 18 years of life. I think edwin is really lucky sia.. i rmb getting U for math in prelims and was like screwed by A levels paper 1. I tot its going to be an E or smt. I seriously dunno how i jumped from U to A its like a miracle.

Yep chem is a disappointment.

And this grade aint cool after people show me theirs. Wow its like so many ppl have triple As or even 4 As.

Alright.. i m content with this already shant ask for more. seriously need to thank god for this.

watched 10,000bc after the results. cool.. just that the ending is so predictable.. it became so boring. otherwise all the actions are quite exicting.

dang.. my cough cant recover.

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I still feel abit sian about going back.
Yes i know, edwin complains about it every sunday evening.
cant help it.

Results this friday.
dang.
I think they are going to release us on friday noon instead of thursday evening.
sian.. thursday evening is so much better +D
damn now i m worried.

I have this really bad cough that doesnt recover.
Irritating.

too lonely.
too empty.

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went vivo with dom. yep onli the 2 of us.
and guess wad movie we watched.
The Leap Years!
omg.. we are gays!
2 guys watching some romance movie.

Waned to watch Juno initially but no good seats available so we settled for Leap Years. First time watching romance movie for both of us.. some more watching with a guy..lol.
anyways, i was expecting it to touch me and make me cry or smt..
disappointing.
The 1st hour was nice.. then it got boring.
some parts were touching and sad but it wasnt so cool over all.

And dom stayed over and we talked till 4 am before falling asleep..lol.

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i see the police notice on the escaped JI fugitive everywhere sia.
In the shopping mall, in the mrt station, in the train itself, in the bus stop blah blah..
clever huh.. instead of sending a few hundred security personnels to search for the escaped guy they manage to get 4 million people to hunt for 1 person.

A levels result is coming out soon.
Time to get worried.
Time to regret all that i have done and not done.
Time to think of the future.

So many 'what ifs' comes out of no where.
The biggest 'what if' is.. 'what if i cant make it?'
aiya.. heck it.. i m looking forward to A lvl results release day.. so i can BOOK OUT one day earlier.. yay!!

alright.. i feel quite bored this book out.
feel so so so empty inside.
argh!!

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stupid cough!
next time i will invent a cough syrupt that can cure cough instantly!!

alright, just came back from chalet.
CHALET?
yea.. i mean back from camp.
life is pretty easy there, its like a 5 days 5 night chalet.

9 more weeks and i m out of chalet!

This world is a dark place.
where people smile at you infront and gossip behind your back.

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Going back in.
No sunday blues.
Life inside is easy.
Listen and execute.

I just want my freedom.
10.5 weeks more to p.o.p.
then probably another 10 weeks inside for block 2 training.

Just randomly mentioning.. if u dont like any part of me.
just shoot.
only apply to people i care.
for all whom i dont call buddies.. go away.. haha.

sadness.

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Watched "L change the world" with the gang today.
wow.. cool movie.
L was damn funny.. and quite sad that he have to die in the end.
ok so this is probably the end of all the DeathNote episodes?
or maybe there is more? lol..

Right.. nice talk we had today.
I think such talks are quite important.
cuz it allows us to reflect on ourselves and change wad ever that needs to be changed.

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went bowling in the morning.
wow got 2 schools training there so no space..lol.
so i watched and wait for them to end.
wah.. got this shiok feeling when all 10 pins go down.
its like super shiok sia.. feels probably like high on drugs.

wah.. i tot i can set my high game today lehs.
had 6 consective strikes in the first 6 frames.
but in the end onli got 255 -.-''

x x x x x x 8/ 8/ x x9/

wa.. everyday eating junk food sia.. i m getting fat..lol

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This week isnt so bad.
Time really flies sia.. like bOoM and its friday already.
How fast.
ok my shooting really suck man and i dread live firing.
The gun goes like bAnG!!! and i jump.
kns.. i m even afraid of a balloon poping beside my ear let alone a stupid .38

i think i m crazy.
Cuz just now i went exercising once i got home.
omg i m crazy.
cant help it la.. i feel guilty of not putting in effort when everyone else is trying to get better results.

heard that A lvl on 7 march dunno how true it is..lol..

Her name was suddenly mentioned and everything came back.

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about 120 hours before i can step into my house the next time.
i feel sad about going back..
i know i said this 10 million times already.. but i still feel sad about going back..lol
7pm to 830pm is my most emo time of sunday.. i should be alright after stepping into the place.

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Back from JiaHui's house.
Din plan to stay over night but we ended our blackjack and bridging at 3am.. so.. we stayed at last.
wow man.. i won $10 plus at blackjack and bridge. Slow process cuz the bet is only 50 cents at a time. Quite fun..lol.. ting ah hock won like 20 plus dollars.. haha.

super tiring. haven sleep for 24 hours already. The sp and ys is super powerful sia.. they went to work after leaving jiahui's place. omg sia.. i may just die if i have work.
the sunday blues are coming again.
i m going back in soon.. sian!!!

I keep complaining about having to go through 17 weeks of basic training while army only go through 10. Thats almost double. But our training is relatively easier than army.. of course. we have no field camp, no route marches blah blah. but having to stay 17 weeks makes me sian too..lol.

I get sianner each time i book in.
alright..about 11.5 more weeks to go and i m out.

i was hoping that the results will be out on 22nd feb which is this coming friday so i can book out earlier. Super sian sia.. and i m looking forward to good friday on 21 march cuz we get to book out 1 day earlier too. cool man.. and sadly there are no public holidays on april..zzz.. but luckily there is Labour Day on 1st May! and its passing out on 7th may! yay!!

thats like still so long..zz..

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