too much basketball hurts the knee.
accidentally hurt my right knee while practicing for stand board jump afew months ago.
since then everytime when i play excessive basketball it hurts.
definition of excessive: ard 2-3 hrs per day for 3 days.
not really excessive actually..lol.

then my toe nail.. i wonder whats wrong.
its going to fall off i think.
damit.. no nails very pain de leh if kena step on.

omg going to conduct some breifing thing for the participants for the interhouse bowling.
i cant speak infront of an audience lehs. =

oo.. harry potter movie on friday.
at least smt to look forward to.. or else life will be so super boring.

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got back more results today.
was wondering shd i be disappointed or glad with a B in chem.
i tot the paper was managable and could have gotten an A.
but once again.. cant ask too much when i have put in so little effort right?
i guess i have to be contented with these kind of results.

econs is as usual.
failed paper 1.
i doubt paper 2 will be any better.
btw.. its damn common to fail econs.

GP.
what a pleasant suprise!
passed by 0.5%.
i guess its an achievement.

so my final results is.. B C E U U.
cool man.
thou haven get back econs paper yet.. its most probably a U la.
i tot it isnt so bad.
omg this is my problem.. i think everything is good.
easily contented.
even if i get smt like that U U U U U i will still think its ok.
serious.

oh man i have absolutely no remorse or guilt.

ok complaining session.
damn bloody hell.
what the freaking attutude is that sia.
totally pissed me off.
i dun see whats wrong with me asking that innocent qn.
if i can make ppl disappear u shall be the first.
oh no.. i mean the two of u so u can be tgt in some unknow universe for the rest of ur life.

end of complaining session.

next.. oh man i feel so guilty.
asking carrot and sh they all come down hougang speak for awhile then say bye liao.
shit man.. just did smt stuff without using my brains.
and they have to travel like siao to get back home.
luckily the rest nv turn up or else they will kill me sia.
serious.

ok i like the 9july post in char's blog.
www.miaosy.blogspot.com
i doubt anyone will understand.

anyway thanks to all who signed up for the interhouse bowling comp.
we got 20 teams now.. thats the max number of teams the small alley can hold.

i think i seriously need a bowling coach.
everything seem so wrong.
oh ya.. was bowling just now right.. i attained a new personal best..
a super pathetic 228.
yea man.. 228 is my personal best.
but to some ppl.. 228 is their average.
ppl like.. parker bohn III i think..
anyways.. i was damn stupid.
it was smt like this..
spare spare strike spare strike strike strike strike stirke spare eight
ok so had a 5 consec strike.
it was all cross-pocket strikes.
i was like omfg.
how can someone tyco 5 crosspocket strikes?!?!?!
i m super tyco king omg.
and after the 5 strikes guess what i hit..
hit 1.
yea i mean 1 pin.. pin #7.
super anti la.. and got a bunch of ppl behind watching so embarassing.
luckily manage to spare that frame.
or else i can dig a hole in the ground and hide head there liao.

no guilt.
no remorse.

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i m back.
got back a couple of results.
not too great but cant complaint much.
ok.. how cool is this.. i got a U for MATH!
like 25/100!
and u know what's the worst thing?
i m proud of it.
i actually laughed happily at the test paper.
thinking back.. it was like omfg..

nvm.. i tot 25/100 was an achievement.
ok and guess whats the irritating thing?
maths tutor requested to see my parents.
omg!
ok.. i have long prepared for dooms day..
so.. i m planning to complete the um.. stats tutorials and listen to class.
so she wun have so much to complaint during the PTM.
btw u guys shd be starting tutorial 28 huh?
i m just ending tutorial 25.

been quite busy with organising interhouse bowling.. practicing for piano exam.. catching up with math tutorial (math only.. i ignored all the other subjects).. and i cant believe i promised jiahui to go to some NTU chem and physic quiz.
omg la.. spend 20 dollars to fail the quiz.
therefore i m studying for the bloody physic quiz too.
its testing on 20 friggin topics.. guess how much have i left?
18!! omg!! i studied 2 topics u know!!!
measurements and kinematics!!
and i m going to stop here.. too lazy to carry on.

OH WTF!!
i must be too stress or wad.
just a couple seconds ago.. after finishing typing the last previous paragraph.. i turned away and looked at the sofa in the living room and i saw it moved.
wtf.. its damn freaky la..
its only me and me awake in the house.
omg its still moving!!!!
wtf?!

ok stop looking.i think i need some rest..lol.
there are lots of lectures slots to rest in tml =D

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the edwin u know is 'dead'.

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this is so irritating.
cant blog abt it.
but its so super irritating.
got the impression that we are being looked down on.
u can do anything to me but to look down on me.
ok not me.. my beloved cca.

i have worked it out in my mind already.
with the right combination of factors we can be a niche sport in school.
need lots of time.. good coach.. good programme and good players.

it sounds like impossible now.. but in some time dreams will turn into reality.
people will be like.. 'wow.. our bowlers r going to competition lets go support them'
just like the bballers and vballers competitions.. early dismissal so that students can go down to support.

oh man.. forget abt it.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
batminton for pe.
so long nv exercise liao.. almost died after playing just 10 mins of full court bball.
everyone was panting like siao..

piangs i m not in a good mood.

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math lesson is irritating.
how many times must i say math lesson is irritating?
irritating.
irritating.
yea lady i need 1 month to practice my 30 seconds speech. happy?
freaking stop picking on me.
i will work when i want to.
ppl usually do opposite of what other say.
so the more u pick the more i slack so stop picking.

chem tutor dun pick on me..
so i love chem.
except for eating into break time.. chem seem fine now.

my favourite subject..
1. PE
2. Civics
3. chem
4. GP
5. Physic
6. Econs
7. Math

see its in the order of which tutor pick on me the least.
the lesser the more i love that subject.
look at PE.. they dun even know my name.. so no picking on edwin =D
civics.. only see madam ho for like 1 hour a week.. she dun care abt me =D
Chem.. the tutor is only concern with others.. i m like invisible most of the time =D
GP.. thou my weakest subject its still one of my top fav cos its interesting (at times) and i dun get picked on so often =)
Physic.. as long as u dun talk dun sleep and appear to be looking infron u shd be fine.
but always kena picked cos of my big mouth. =(
Econs.. same as physic =(
Maths.. did i just say math lesson is irritating?
yea man can get called up to 7 times/ lesson and average of 2.5 times/lesson.
=((

some career fair thing today.
oh went to listen to talks talks and more talks.
hm.. i tot going to USA to study and being boss of an ultra big company, going around to conduct talks and being a super millionaire will mean able t0 speak good fluent english.
look.. spending 3 yrs in US dun tell me ur english will still remain so lousy?
and dun tell me boss of an ultra big company cannot speak basic fluent english?
and like going ard to give talks and lectures requires good english too wad.
man.. u all know what am i talking abt.
i dun understand a world thats coming out of his mouth.

wa man.. listened to Education in USA, Aus and NYP.. LOL!
yea.. NYP our neighbours.
still i dunno what i wanna do next time.
used to wanna be a doctor last time.. haha!
but look at me.
even if i mug 24/7 from now to A lvl.. i mean 24/7..mug during meals.. mug when shitting.. mug when travelling.. mug when sleeping.. also cannot get into medicine la.
so the moral of the story.. forget abt mugging and enjoy life.

nv dare to say hi

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terrible. horrible.
was dozing off in all the lectures as usual.
man.. i realised that its not that i m tired.. its because i m just uninterested in learning stuff.
cos when jia hui suddenly said.. hey lets play a game..
i became damn awake.
we named countries and movies.. lol..

went to do all the bowling interhouse stuff after school.
super tiring.. reach home only at 730.
wa.. all my team mates got at least one team from their class liao..lol..
eh anyone from my class wanna go join not?
lol.

piangs still got homework to do.
math tut 27.
i dunno wtf is it abt.
i dunno stats topics.
i din go for stats lect.
and my stats notes are blank.
congratz!

may have to go up to do a advert.
dam scared sia..
though my lines are so so so simple.. i still can screw up la.. haha.

our eyes met for a second.

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went to bowl alone today.

youth day.
so crowded.
heard the loud 'exploding' sound of pins.
i was like.. 'wow today the ppl here rev and speed so high sia the pins really make this high pitch 'piang' sound when hit in the pockets'
then the lady at the counter said..'hey today we changed new pins'
i turned ard and then noticed.. all pins were ivory white.. super shine, need to wear sunglass then can look at them. lol.
yea.. new pins at hougang superbowl.

there is a difference btw the old pins and new pins.
but i just cant seem to get it.

first it seem lighter.
cos the pins 'fly' more.
and the 'piang' sound is so high pitched unlike the old pins.
my ears pain sia.. serious.
irritating high pitched and loud some more.

light is good cos can 'fly' around more and easier to collaspe.
but i got like so many splits.
wonder issitt cos its too light..lol.
got at least six 4-5 splits.
man.. i just hit abit low pocket.. kena 4-5 splits.
dun usually kena these sia.

then kena so many pin 5s when hit slightly low pocket.
i dun understand.. can see my ball deflecting off pins 1 and 3 and went to pin 6.
and even when its a strike pin 5 falls weakly.
in another words.. i had lousy pin carry today.
totally suck.

hell.. issit me the lane or my ball.
ball cant hook as much as i wanted it.
the oil isnt too thick.. but i believe its long.
it aint like that last time.
oh maybe they just oiled it.. for the first time in months.
or maybe its my release..
dun get it.

and i think my split conversion rate is higher than my single pin conversion rate.
hell man.. i can convert 6-7-10 and almost all my 4-5 splits and i missed a dozen single pins.
like pin 5.. pin 2 and pin 4.
-.-''
i suck.

ok. there are this bunch of noobs playing beside me and they totally pissed me off.
how dare they touch my ball.
a man's ball is private ok.
ok i mean my bowling ball.
what are u thinking of sia!!
do not ever ever touch other people's bowling ball.
i mean strangers.. or ppl u dun really know.
cos its damn rude.
imagine i touch ur balls u like or not? no right? lol.

in conclusion i m not used to new pins, i suck and dun u ever touch my balls. the end.

ok.. now for more interesting stuff to come.
was asking jel abt the schoolbuzz self praising assignment aka 'writing testimonials'
then blah blah.. blah blah..
jel :did u go to cherk's house?
me: nope
jel : i wanted to ask u who went.
me: i know u din go.
jel :how u know?
me: cos u ask me who went.

i tot it was damn funny.
ok.. conclusion.. jel is a blur girl.

school is starting tml.
omg.. these few days i really did enjoy myself sia.
its like a real holiday.
the june 'holiday' is crap.

omg going to see the vp tml to chat with her abt bowling stuff.
man.. i think need to wear collar pin sia..lol.
that will be the first time i m wearing the frigging pins.
forget to bring during the last 2 spot checks.. haha.

damit i m going to do an advertisment on the interhouse bowling.
yea i m suppose to be smt like a blur cock student.
ok.. i m a blur cock student.
so just be edwin.

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kwent bowling with my long lost bro.
been 2 months since we last bowled together.
totally cool man.
i think outside like is damn cool.
will play it next time is the lane permits.
just like a reflection of parker bohn III's line.
damn cool.
and the pin carry is so much better.
and i have mastered the ultimate forward roll. can spare pin 10 with hammer's no mercy.
MUHAHAHA!!
ok jk.. it was tyco.

sat there for like 1 hour plus.
the scenery aint good bro.
u know wad i mean.
so boring.. LOL!

sian.. piano exam on 16/7/07.
i dun wan fail sia.. haha.

the greatest failure is failing to believe in yourself

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0806 class chalet.
28-29 june.
F1608.
Rawks!

Cards.
Food.
Night walk.
cool.
18 ppl in pasir ris park at 1am in the morning.
all couples who went there for privacy were scared off.
almost full moon, can see even without flashlights and street lamps.
running around.
scaring classmates.
i feel young again.
joking and playing along the way.
i wished A levels will never come and the night never ends.

watch rented vcds thru out the night.
18 ppl in 1 small room.
nice and cozy.

nv fall asleep at all.
was thinking about.. stuff.
finally allow some room for my emotions to flow.

that night.
the movie.
u appeared from no where.
beside me.
sweet feeling beyond the description of words.
we were there, just the 2 of us.
wasnt focusing on the screen.
was looking at you.
why are u so beautiful?

morning.. so many ppl not feeling well.
must be exam fatigue + having too much fun.
the ys complain gastric.
i think hor.. is the fried rice she ate last night.

went home at 9.
took cab with the sengkang ppl.
reach home.
bathe.
chiong out to school for bowling meeting at 1030.
ended at ard 1330.
went home.
eat.
collaspe at 1530.
34 hours without sleep.
mircale for a pig like me.

am i invisible?
am i transparent?
can u see me?
maybe i m just invisible to u.
i guess i must pretend not to see u too.
u shall be invisible.
yes.. you.

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i know i will fail even before the 3 hours of math exam is over.

how can someone past when more than 55% of marks are either undone or confirm wrong?
haha.
so i m telling u i fail maths even before getting back the piece of blank paper.
i even wrote a 'Fail!' word beneath the score box.
lol.

went back home bathe and slept till now.
3 hours of sitting there and trying to crap some equations drained me.

chemistry the last paper.
i bet my life it will be easier than math.
and cannot fail chem.
cos the tutor will be damn noisy if we do.
he will say ' did u study my mindmap or not?'

after chem.. its party party!!

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physic was suppose to be an easy paper i think.
but still.. =S

dunno abt econs.
sometimes u think u got it right for econs its actually wrong.
its unpredictable.

well well.. 3 down 2 to go.
already made plans to have fun after exams, even before exam ends.
tml is the toughest paper of the exam.
terrible horrible math paper!!
if i can pass math i can pass anything..lol.

still left with statistics and complex to go.
its tough doing revesion when the tutorials are undone and notes are blank.

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1 down 4 to go.

Was planning to chiong the econs syllabus and remaining of unstudied physic notes today afternoon but ..
!@*^$">#%!@*^$
kena headache right after the GP paper 2.

was wonderin hey.. why is my vision slighly blurred with flashes of light floating infront.
Then i realised kena migrain again.
like wth.
luckily just after GP.
then during the whole journey was mostly blurred.
can talk still and reply but need additional time to process my thoughts.

then the stupid medcine cant cure pain.
so i was like a paralysed piece of meat lying on my bed from 1pm to 7pm.
6 hours.
cannot move cos its frigging pain.

so.. just rushed thru the stupid latest macro econs notes and pray that i can rmb the stuff.
still got i dunno how many 'thousand' physic topics need to study.

wow.. i m so attracted to some chio bowling balls sia.
red zone .. new release black widow pearl ,and BVP sidewinder.. looks cool.. lol.

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omg.. GP exam tml and now i just dug out some notes on how to write an AQ.
hopefully can get 45% a grade E for all the subjects and save tonnes of troubles going to see the tutors.
and save me from some remedials.

with this kind of study attitude i wonder how am i going to make it thru my A levels.
people with 3As and 1 B find it difficult to secure a place in uni..
i wonder what will happen to me with E E E E or maybe S S S S.. lol.

i'm not working cos i dun have a goal.
some ppl wanna be chemical engineers so they study hard and work towards it.
for me.. no ambition to spur me on.
until i find a goal in life.. i wun be working hard.

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seriously i think there's smt wrong with the collegiate league scoring on the SBF webbie.
since when is there a RP team 3 and NUS team 5?
like huh?!?!

ok.. dunno if they have enuff people to bowl on next thursday or not..
if not must go down to tampanies safra at night to help fill in the empty slot.
that means i m going to miss out the class chalet =/
like anyone will care

sians.. tml is last day of my wonderful slacking holiday liaoz.

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later afternoon suddenly receive msg to say.. oei u all won 10 pts la!
i was like 0.o?!?!?!!!
10 pts?
i tot we kena trashed ytd.
was expecting like 7-8 pts but.. how come got 2-3 more extra pts de..lol.
pleasant suprise.

then went to the masters qualifier page to see see.
-.-''
damn lame la.. my 172 (handicap) av also can get 7th.
lol.. crap de la..
soon when more ppl bowl their minimum 9 games i will be displaced of the current position..lol!
to 77 or smt.. haha.

ok..
everytime when i see numbers i will faint.
numbers execpt for the numbers on the tv screen of the bowling alley.
i m talking abt math.
wa lan eh.. math sucks.
or maybe i suck at math.

is there going to be remedial for those who do badly huh?
i dun wanna stay back in school everyday till 7pm leh.
shit.

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B.C League just now.
wasnt too bad.
manage to get a 166.3 av.

almost died when the first game is ending.
wa lan eh.. our team kena pawned like i dunno what.
was so worried that we may get a big fat 0 poing for this week that i msg karan.
all the carrot goddess said was 'jia you! jia you!'
haha.. luckily we jia you in the next 2 game.

results will be out tml.

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WARNING: If u hate to see my complaints.. please press the small 'X' at the top right hand corner of the page.
HAHA.. ok.. this is going to be one super long complaint.

school is starting soon and i don feel like going back.

hm.. partly because of the stupid exams.
i can imagine what each tutor will say when they meet my parents.
physic: joker. nonsense. day dreamer.
maths: whole lesson day dream, din do hw.
chemistry: i m so disappointed. did u study my mindmap?
GP: do more reading!
Econs: edwin spends more than 1/2 of the lesson time standing outside of the classroom.
fantastic.

hm.. partly because i don wanna run into some irritating ppl in school.
there is this person who gives me the 'wtf go and eat shit' look everytime when i try to be edwin.
and what ever that comes out from this person mouth is so insulting and irritating.
i doubt this person knows it.. and this person still think its funny.
luckily its just 1.

next is the type who makes me feel like a pump.
do u call the thing to clear blockage in toilet bowls a pump?
yea man.. use it to clear the shit then dump it in the store room.
edwin = pump.

then is the type of ppl who see u dying and won help.
example.
when a teacher ask ans some shit qn.. and what happen if u do not know the ans?
normal reaction.. 'psst.. wad is the ans huh?'
u ask the person closest to u right?
wa lan eh.. all i got is a big ' its ur own problem so i m not going to freaking help u' smile.. and say nth.
ok wtf.
if i m beside jm or javier or jia hui or who ever else in class that time they would have helped sia.

and next is the ppl who look down upon me all the time.
like ' u bloody slacker'
'i bet u din do ur hw.. i knew it.. prepare to fail'
'fail ur exams ba'

half of the time its a jk.. i know.
excess of this crap is so irritating.

wells.. partially is because there is no more cca.
whats the point of just going to school and study study study study without cca?
just sit there kena picked by tutors..
shoot by ppl..
wa.. so fun huh?

sometimes i tot i found a good friend.. but it just turned out to be a big lie.
i guess good buddies are just hard to come by.
i still have my da jie and brudder right?
haha.

sometimes i wish i can be happier like the times in j1.
when everyone just got to know each other.. shouting and banging the tables like some red indians.. or what ever. i think i was still alittle naive back then.
to think that everyone is nice and nice is everyone.

but then when i began to see more hear more and talk less.. i realised that everyone have a dark side.. including myself of course.
ppl can be so evil.. plotting.
infront of u they are u friends.. laugh, smile, and have fun.
behind ur back they are calling u names.. bitching abt u..
and u dun even know..
i have seen it so i m telling u.
even the most innocent have a dark side.
i have witness it so i m saying this.
of course this is the minority.
luckily.

this lead me to realise how evil the world can be.
next time in the society ppl may just backstab u..
make u the scapegoat and u die for nth.
seen this seen since sec school.

nothing against anyone in particular.. just ranting abt stuff that is disturbing me.
of course.. i have a great class and i love the ppl.. (most of the ppl) in 0806.
for without them.. school is not a second home anymore.

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wow.. 2:37am now.
yawns.. just finish watching my crunchyroll.com..
was editing the bowling stuff just now and $%&%@!#*!!! my stupid comp dunno why cannot save it into the thumbdrive.
and need to redo it 3 times!!!

was playing my stupid handphone car racing game the whole day.
i found it quite interesting.. haha.

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wow.. this is the 400th post.

went out today to SICC to bowl with cindy karan and Thia.
quite fun..lol.
the lanes are comfortable to play in.

i realised sometimes my ball cannot hook is because my stupid rev is too low for my current ball speed.
so sad =(

so bored then went to karan house.
their little sister keep teasing my acne la..lol!
they came up with so many stories abt my acne.
like..
one day a chio girl saw me from the back and tot that i m a handsome guy cos my backview is nice.
then this girl tap me on my shoulder and i turn ard.
she saw my face and she faint..lol..
so sad =(

super tired.

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