now i began to worry abt the exams.
ok.. i just dont wan my parents to visit all the tutors ok..
gotta change the i cant be bothered abt exams and test and tutorials and lecture attitude.
wa lan eh.. tml still going out to bowl at SICC.
nvm.. life is short, enjoy all i can first.

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uh.. 1 week left before school starts.
better start reading those stack of stupid notes.
i predict that i will be getting an S or U for maths and econs.
confirm one.

ok that stupid bowling alley wun reply my email de lehs..
their admin so slow la..zzz.

sometimes i forget that i m 18 yrs old.
i tot i m just 15 0r 16.
man.. i m old enuff liao..
time to act like a young adult.
not act..
time to be a young adult.

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i m going to go crazy if my mom continues to nag at me.
serious.

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148.33 av.
-.-''!
whats wrong huh?

its getting irritating.
so u think u r damn pro.
ur roll is damn nice.
ur rev is so high.
and blah blah.

what gives u the right to comment abt my game and my teammates game during the competition.
'ur ball nv hook back.. how did ur coach train u?!'
'spinner.. spinner..' (he saying my roll sucks)
blah blah.

come on la.. i may have look calm during the comp but i m like a piece of jelly inside ok.
dam.. like hello sir.. noone go ard telling ppl tings they don wan to hear during a comp.
and u r our teammate somemore..
like wtf?!

ok.. end of complain.

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i went to bowl alone again as usual.
ok.. so beside me is a bunch of leisure bowlers who bowls with house ball and house shoes.
so.. i was bowling.
and got a stupid 2-10 split.
i tried to spare it which i did.
yay so happy.. erps..
then the ppl beside saw the spare.. they were like.. OMG DID U SEE THAT?
ok.. nth big its just a 2-10 spare.. not 7-10.
but i was smiling to myself.. lol!

then on the next shot.. for some dumb reason i forget to adjust my shot.. so the ball hit the exact same position presiously and got another 2-10 split. -.-''
this time i only hit the #2 pin.
damit..
then the ppl beside..
they were like this guy must have tycoed the previous 2-10 spare.

i sian diao.
nvm.
then on the next shot.. i din make any adjustments.. got a 2-10split again!
i told myself must spare ah.. if not the ppl beside sure call me tyco king..lol.
this time i made it.. haha
then they.. were like 'wow!'
lol..
nvm.. its just a stupid 2-10 split.. not like its 7-10.

i hate those stupid bowling alleys that cannot make up their mind fast enuff.
or are so stupidly unreasonable and inflexible.

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slept till 1230pm today.
wa.. so shiok.
yesterday was so so so tiring.

what happen if a drug addict doesnt get to consume drugs?
withdrawal symptoms.

what happen if a bowling addict doesnt get to bowl?
withdrawal symptoms.

i feel so sian!!!!
from bowling 3 times a week to 0 or 1 time a week.
it sucks.

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Went to school in the morning for some bowling meeting.
cool.. finally almost everything done.
rest for 3 weeks.. then start again.
publicity time!
participate in the 1st AJC Interhouse Bowling Championship 2007!
It is only $6/person!!!

some ppl think $6 is expensive for 2 games.. but let me explain why is it at 6 bucks.
The alley charge us $2.50/game and $1.00/a pair of shoe.
if we were to bowl a 2 game series thats $2.50 x 2 +$1.00 = $6.00!!!
see.. its not unreasonable =D

Ya.. and attractive prizes to be won too!!

ok.. enuff publicity.

went to KFC after the meeting.
finish eating and we all dispersed.
class bbq at 4 30.. i reach the yew tee mrt at 3.oopm.
sian diao..
sms jh ask if can go his hse slp or not he only 4 30 then reply can.
so i went to cck library to read some crap career book and sleep on the bench.

why did i choose a book on career?
cos me being so heck care abt life have not planned for my future.
last week my piano teacher ask me wad career do i have in mind.
i was like.. er.. i dunno.
i cant teach music nor any other subjects.
i cant be in some banking/financial industry cos i hate econs and cant count for nuts.
i cant be in engineering/medical/law cos i don not have interest/qualification/talent.
what can i do man?
but after spending my precious 15 mins reading.. i still cant figure out wad the book is talking about and what my career is going to be.
so nvm..

then i pick up another book.. cant rmb the exact title but its smt like 'when your lover leaves you'.
its abt the six stages ppl goes through when they lose a person they love like their bf/gf/spouse.
the 6 stages are..
1.shock
2.hope
3.anger
4.dispair
5.indifference
6.growth

i tot its pretty true for most ppl.
now let me briefly elaborate on the 6 points.
the first stage shock occurs when the news of lost of loved ones is received.
ppl usually are so emotional till they fail to take care of their body.

second stage.. hope.. when a break up occurs.. the person who received the news will be filled with hope after the shock.. cos they will try all means to correct what is wrong with themselves and think that if things are corrected then their lovers will come back to them.
this usually doesnt happen and if it does its short lived.

thrid stage.. anger.. when the party realised that what ever they do in the 'hope' stage is rejected.. they feel damn sian diao. thinking that everything is unfair.. angered by their ex lover's rejection and cold attitude.

forth.. dispair. after anger cools.. these ppl become introverted for a period of time. they began to have self doubt. eg.. they may think that they are not attractive which leads to their bf/gf breaking up.. blah blah.. low self confidence.

fifth.. i cant really understand the fifth stage. lol..

sixth.. growth stage is the recovered stage. it when ppl recover and learn from their past and move on.. they will then find new love.

wa.. interesting.. lol.
i think i have been thru almost everything.
shock,hope,anger is the stages i can rmb the most cos the time period was quite long.
dispair yes.. abit shorter..
indifference.. i dunno what that..
growth.. thats the stage that i m in now.

on the train gjr char and i were talking abt exams and studies.
and gjr was emphasizing on the importance of being hard working and attentive in class.
yea man.. i totally agree that success only comes from hardwork. pure intelligence is not of any use without hard work.
so.. lets all try to study.. haha.

then class bbq.
totally cool man..
we attempted to start the stupid fire at 6 plus.
only at 9pm then got fire.
used 3 boxes of 20 fire starters and bought a new pack of charcoal.
the stupid fair price charcoal cannot work de la.
tired for 2 hrs cannot work.
then go buy new ones.. can work immediately la.. its so damn pro until the fire went out of control.
u can see 7 retarted ppl surrounding the pit blowing furiously at the pit for 1 min.
can see all the saliva flying out.. haha!

then left the place too late.
no bus to take back.
too cab instead.
5 ppl share..lol..
heng sia.. got 5 sengkang/punggol de.. if not super ex sia.. the fair is like $19.00+.. stupid midnight surcharge.
sigh.. everytime with sp or ys will sure cannot get a bus home de.
last time night safari also.. working that time also.. now also..lol.

for anyone who can finish reading this post.. give urself a pat on the back..
its so frigging long!!

why did i find u so stunningly beautiful today?

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Disappointing.
average 155 scratch at collegiate league.
Then have 15 pins handicap i think.
but who cares abt the handicap pins.
155 at hougang superbowl?!
i suck.
was expecting something like 165.
lost concentration in the second game.
sian.. me and my concentration prob.

i think i m going to take a 1 month break from the league..lol.. just to get things right first.

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my last training just ended like that.
how i wish it can last forever.

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Today is about bowling from 11am till 10pm.
its damn cool.
11am-2pm.. settling stuff and training at SY.
2pm-6pm.. travelling, lunch, discuss proposal, travelling.
6pm-10pm.. Do proposal, dinner, do more stuff, finish stuff, have fun.

We got cindy's sister a photoshop pro to help us do the poster.
how cool it is man.. and she is only sec 1.
we were like.. omg.. so pro?!?!

Just now SH dad came and pick us up and offered to send us home. so he send me home first then pris.
guess wad..lol.. i cant recognise the way home.
its complicated ok.. cos the place ah.. even thou its in sengkang.. i am still super unfamilar.
always sleep in the bus or car.. thats why din recognise the place la.. haha.

then SH they all need to take out the road directory to search for my house.. LOL!

we have put in so much time and effort into this.
hope it work out fine.
and there's a meeting with sanuse and more meetings in the afternoon till i dunno what time..
dunno can make it for the class bbq or not..

there is bowling tml.. haha.. fun.
sham trying to change my style now.. from some rubbish bowler to what is called a 'power player'.
so now all my accuracy is all so screwed up.. cos need to work on the timing, release all those basic basic stuff..
the 'fantastic' thing is i m going to bowl in the B.C league this thursday with this currently screwed up accuracy.
good luck man.. haha..

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what an improvement.
i did attempt to read a page on macroeconomics before falling asleep on my bed.
shall read 2 pages tml

some people are just not sensitive to what ever that comes out of their mouth.
is it suppose to sound like a joke?
cos it seem like an insult.
thanks for spoiling my morning.

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haven started studying yet.
all day infront of the comp.. or outside having fun.. or on my bed sleeping.
life of a slacker.
quite fun.

there is econs lecture tml.
that means going back to school early in the morning.
deprive me of 3 hours of my sleep.
grr!!

the road to success is never easy.

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omg.
karan submitted a pic of me bowling on friendster.
i accepted it.
its kinda.. ugly.. lol.

i think i ran out of stuff to say..
haha.

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i did finish my work so dun accuse me of not finishing.
you said sent by at night.. at night can be 8pm 9pm 10 pm 11 pm or 11:59:59pm.. how i know u want it now.

it bloody difficult to come up with all the rules and regulations for the competition even when there good references.
the most difficult part is to make the whole thing coherent.
need to read the 11 page rules and reg in size 12 font at least 10 times to make sure that errors are reduced.
eh.. reduced only not completely error-less.

%&$@#@*&!

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maths lecture tml.
like 2 hrs plus?
its really really boring..
i can predict myself dozing off in my seat.
and i bet my prediction will come true.. HAHA!

haven started any revision lehs.
omg.
and my holz is left with less than 1 month.
watch how i fail mid years.

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i hate wooden lanes.
went to marina south to bowl.
victors and marina sounth superbowl.

wooden lanes.
omg!
the last time i bowled on wooden lanes was like 8 months ago at grassroots club.

the sound of the ball rolling on the lane is so super loud and irritating.
plus.. the oil is so thick and long.
so irritated that i walked down the side of the lane to check how long the oil is.. lol..
there's a tape at the point which the oil ends and written on it is '44'.

ya.. its approx 44 feet of frigging oil.
plus the backend so super weak hit pocket can leave pin 5 de.
omg omg!
the air con.. is like no air con.
the lights are so dim and there only 3 of us in the 32 lane alley.

ok enuff of complaining. the only good thing is.. its cheap there.
next time go plaza starbowl la.. i think there's a promotion going on still.. 1.50. synthetic lanes ok.. the oil not so shitty as well.

then cindy msg say jason cannot go to the B.C briefing ask me to take his place.
aiya.. actually wanted de.. but waited for the stupid bus 400 like 20 mins.
omg! and missed the stupid train and this and that.. so in the end i figured that sure sure sure 100% late by 30 mins de.. so.. din go..lol.
abit guilty la.. sorrie.. but at least the carrot accompany her there la.. so nvm :P

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1st AJC Inter-House Bowling Championship is going to be held in term 3 after the common test.
for all ajcians and teachers.
so form ur teams of 4 now!!
eh.. sign up when school reopens.
school team bowlers are not allowed to bowl.zz.

ok.. thats all for the publicity.

am i the tournament manager or smt? lol.
sounds like a nice name huh?
is do shit one actually.. LOL!
do the stupid rules and reg thinggy..

piangs still have to go back to school for some lectures.
sians!!!

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i will be glad if i din get a big fat 0 for econs test today.
ok.. have been feeling rather frustrated since noon.
i dunno why ok.. definitely not because of bowling.
arghH!
guys pms too ok..

the class went to expo and movie.
din go cos went to see the doctor.
stupid doctor.
waited for 1.5 hours sia.. not cos the queue super long.. cos the doctor late for work.zz!

blah!
so sian.

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sometimes i forget that i m 18 yrs old.

still thinking i m 15 or 16.

then my mom reminds me that i m 18.

18 is old.

i m a grown up already.

ok.. almost a grown up.

time to take on some responsibility and stop playing like mad.

time to think abt the future and stop slacking like crazy.



sians i m 18.

can i be 17 forever?



am i emotionless now?

abit scary.

i m emotionless.



these few days i have been wondering why haven i fall for someone yet..

after that freaking 'big' and 'complicated' incident.

it have been a few months already.

i m over it.. long time ago.

why huh?

scarly i become gay ah.. LOL!

jk la.. haha!



bowling must have taken so much stuff off my mind.

kept me occupied for months.

got me away from the 'sufferings'.



oh well.. why am i saying all these?



okok.. i tot today is going to be boring.

the scenery outside will be the same.

blah blah..

but something happened.

and its baddd!



was going to take a nap at ard 4 30.. switch on the air-con..close the door and 'BOOM!'

was like..'wth is going on outside?'

jumped up looked out of the window.

a unit in the next block is on fire.

omg.. first time seeing a house on fire.

kept me awake for the rest of the afternoon and evening.

was being a bzbody.. watching the fire and smoke.. and the fireman.. and the bunch of bzbodies down stairs looking at the fire and smoke.



poor owners.

now they have no where to say la..

so sad lehs.



life is so empty

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ah sian diao.
the overall results of the A div bowling is out.
i freaking did my best.
70 out of 160.
wa..
what can u expect from someone who only train for exactly 1 yr before going for the comp.
HAHA.
i tot 70 is pretty decent for me..lol..
though it would have been better if my position number is smaller.
ok i m super sian already.

i believe what we fear most is not missing our target..
but reporting the results to the school.
thats the worst part man.
how r we going to tell the principal..
hey we just um.. miss our target by 1 position.

i bet the principals will go crazy.
'huh?! i gave u so much money and u tell me u miss the cut?!"
smt like dat.. i think.

but everyone did their best.

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