zzz.

how come is it so warm and humid now?
i just feel so sweaty even after a bath.
stupid weather.

ahh so bored.

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was watching j-drama "a million stars fall from the sky" guess it was quite nice. About a police detective whose past came back to haunt him.

happy v-day!

since the only person i asked out wasnt free.. and i'm uninterested in the singles party that someone asked me to attend, guess i will just stay at home and zzzz today.. lol. but if there happen to be one next year, i would definitely go.. haha.

alright.. my 2.5 mths of loan is coming to an end. well well.. enjoyed it pretty much. i still rmb i was feeling pretty sian when kena send to this new environment, but i guess i made some good friends and had some pretty good time.

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yesterday

dinner with jayne. it's been a long time ever since i last had a nice chat with her. and she reminded me many things i did in sec 4 which i couldnt even rmb myself. She's going to study abroad, hope she does well there.

today

i would say it's an insane day. was quite satisfying. A friend and I did some card magic on 2 person we barely know. The effect was quite great. Imagine seeing your selected card placed in the deck and into the box but only to find it missing from the box, and appear in your pockets or in bewteen the seats. hahaha!!

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I just feel so sad everytime when someone say they are leaving for overseas studies.
it's like part of me is being taken away.

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Too bad, i missed the chance to see her.
it's ok, there is always next year.

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so disheartening, i feel like shit now.

what ever.

i m working tml.. on the second day of chinese new year.. zZzZZzzZZ

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happy cny!

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alright.. i hope i get promoted soon.
One more month and i will be returning to my own team, i think i will miss the people i m currently working with. Quite a fun bunch, at least most of them are.. haha.

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There are 4 types of audience in street magic.

1) Those who are genuinely amazed by the trick.
2) Those who are genuinely not amazed by the trick.
3) Those who pretend not to be amazed when they are.
4) Those who who are genuinely amazed already but exaggerate their 'amazement' deliberately.

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Haven been bowling for quite some time already.. think i should go back to bowl or else its gonna become rusty.. haha.

wow my brother scored 7 pts for his O levels, totally owned me.. hahaha.

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7 jan.

What was i doing exactly 1 year ago?
Went bowling in the morning.
then went home.
pack my stuff.
dread.
cos enlistment day is on the next day.

and to think i have already served 1 year of national service..
wow.. time flies huh?

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FOund this freaking hilarious.
The female audience's reaction.. hahaha!

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Went to my grandparents house ytd.
It's freaking long ever since i have been there.
Meet up with my cousins and we played bball.
Fun.. haha.

i m getting unfit.
So long ever since i last exercised.
damn.. at this rate, i may die of because of an unhealthy body.

English translation of a japanese song "Hotaru no Hikari" sang to the tune of auld lang syne.

Light of fireflies, snow by the window,
Many suns and moons spent reading
Years have gone by without notice
Day has dawned; this morning, we part.

The direct translation is a little poor, but if you read carefully it means something. This song is usually sang during graduation day and it means something like, they have studied together for a long time already and in a blink of an eye, its graduation day and its time to say goodbye to each other.

Makes me rmb how i felt when i graduated.

I was looking thru the calender and damn.. working on the second and thrid day of chinese new year. But its my off day on Valentine's day.. but whats the freaking use man!!!

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Hello 2009!

I welcomed 2009 with my partner in the boat, on the sea..lol.
Managed to see some of the fireworks, from freaking far away.
Also managed to see someone firing off red flares in malaysia.
Probably celebrating new year. Or is he calling for S.O.S? lol.

What a unique countdown experience.

New Year Resolution?

hm.. haven think of it yet.. haha!

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Looking back at 2008

Jan 2008

Started year 2008 with the gang. We counted down at the esplanade.

0806 Genting Trip

Enlisted into NS

Feb 2008

Got Rejected

0806 CNY Gathering

March 2008

A Levels Results Day

Pris Birthday

April 2008

Clubbing @ MOS

My Birthday

Had some crazy dreams

May 2008

P.O.P

Passed Basic Theory

June 2008

Watched 'sky of love' i still cant forget this movie

Kelvin Tan's Funeral

July 2008

Nothing Interesting Happened, guess thats my boring life

August 2008

Had many migraines

0806 BBQ

PAssed Driving Practical

September 2008

Class Mooncake Festival

JH's Birthday

Gang Ice Skating

Graduated From Home Team Academy (finally!)

October 2008

Was doing desk job for this month

started watching anime

watched freaking alot of anime

Dom's Birthday

November 2008

Switch to frontline duty

started watching J-drama

December 2008

Took freaking alot of leave

Mind's Cafe

0806 BBQ

Loaned to Coast Guard

And i m bowling thru out the year till Nov. and i stopped.

Looking back, i m ashamed of my boring 2008 life. Dont you think its freaking no life?

There are times that i really enjoyed myself. Like all the class gatherings, all the gang outings, all my solo bowling sessions. I think i enjoyed most of my 2008 though it may seem plain.

Of course there are torturing times also. Such as staying in camp.

I wished i had done something more meaningful in 2008.

May 2009 be a better year.

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Watched Vantage Point, Death Bell and Untracable.
Nice movies.

Vantage Point: attempts to assassinate and kidnap the president.
Nice action.

Death Bell: Korean High School Horror. Questions were posted and if the students are unable to answer it correctly, one of them will die.

Untracable: Cyber Crime movie. Victim's death are shown live on the internet. The more people watch the faster he dies.

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back from 10 hrs boat ride.
gosh.. thank god.
hate the weather.
27 times more to go.

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i m at home on christmas eve.
&%*##@&!!!

Dont even feel like christmas at all.
zzzzzzz.

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ok i still feel abit weird.
as if i m still on the boat, swaying up and down, left and right, front and back.

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Just came back from an insane overnight bbq at pasir ris park.
The last time wen went in august, i booked pit 65. We walked like siao cos its at the extreme end.
This time, i booked pit 27, we still walked like siao cuz alighted at the wrong bus stop.

nvm.. haha.

oops.. no pictures, i wasnt the camera man for the day.

So we had bbq.. bridged alittle.. then play this love fortune telling game..pretty funny i think. Everyone took turns to get their love fortune read, some are good and some are bad. yeah we used poker cards to do this thing. I know, its just some kiddy play, but its pretty scary when everyone watched you read your fortune.

Aiya, me and her can nv be tgt. LOL! i just randomly picked a female friend's name to be read.. haha.

We went on to play 'Mafia'..its probably 0806's ultimate favourite game. Most of us picked this up and played as a class during the genting trip.. in Jan 2008.

Mafia-ed for many hours and we went on to play some lame orientation type of games. And some IQ type of games. interesting.

When the sky got brighter we played charade.. also one of the favourite games. I rmb we played alot of this in school when we were preparing for Prelims and A levels. ahh.. those were the nice days.

Suprisingly, i wasnt tired at all till after breakfast at 9am. I remembered all of us collasped at 5am during our august bbq. But this time only some collasped.. haha.
Maybe the long night shifts hours got me used to staying up throughout the night.

It was fun, definitely.

I think i was acting like a total retard throughout the night. oh no.. i know what u r gonna say. 'Edwin IS a retard".

hm.. think i saw someone familar at the pit beside ours.

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Needed a fresh look, so i changed blog template today. haha.
Neat looking eh?

On leave these couple of days. Nothing much to do..lol.
Spend most of the time watching J-drama.

Well, just finished watching 'Yasuko to Kenji' ytd.

The show focuses on a man named Kenji and his younger sister Yasuko, whose parents died in an accident 10 years earlier. Kenji was once the leader of a gang, but in order to support him and his sister, he began making a living as a shojo mangaka. His character normally wears glasses and appears to be a gentle guy, but he throws off his glasses and reverts to his violent side whenever he tries to protect Yasuko from danger. Part of the story follows Yasuko's romance with an intelligent and good-looking man named Jun Tsubaki. Jun's older sister Erika now runs a flower shop, but Erika was once a leader of a female gang, and she used to be in love with Kenji during those days.

Think you can watch the streaming one it here: http://www.mysoju.com/yasuko-to-kenji/

Quite interesting. Almost every episode is touching. or maybe i m too emotional..lol.

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800th post!
Thank you all for reading 800 pieces of crap.

Started watching this J-drama titled "Yasuko To Kenji".
What attracted me initially was the title.
I remembered watching the School Rumble series and one of the characters was named "kenji" as well. And another character was named "Yakumo" & it sounds alittle similar to "Yasuko".

So, i began reading the synopsis and found this an interesting show. 10 episodes of 45 mins. Just completed 3 episodes. Think it's a very nice story.

It's about Oki Kenji and his sister Oki Yasuko. A big brother and little sister story. The Kenji in this show and Kenji in School Rumble are a little similar. Both looks fierce, they were from gangs, and both are manga artist.

Anyways, though i have only watched 3/10 episodes, i found this show quite heart warming and touching. Recommended.

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hm.. haven update for a long time eh?

alrighty.. went out with the gang on 10 dec to minds cafe. pretty fun and i think 5 dollars is quite cheap and its worth it.

Just finishing watching another anime.
Ichigo 100% it means strawberry 100%.
Another high school, romance, comedy.

Darn.. makes me wanna relive my school days.

Here goes the story..

one day Manaka Junpei a wanna be flim director was at the rooftop of the school when suddenly a girl fall from a platform just above him and landed infront of him, and he accidentally saw her strawberry panties. L O L! ! !

Anways, it was love at first sight for him. And he had never see this beautiful girl in school. Later in the story he realised this beautiful girl is actually Tojo Aya, a nerdy looking girl with huge specs who studies in the neighbouring class. Tojo Aya was actualy secretly in love with Manaka.

Along the way in junior high and high school he meet Nishino, an extremely popular girl in junior high. For a retarded reason, both of them dated, and a love triangle formed between Tojo, Manaka and Nishino.

As they go into high school, Nishino and Manaka broke up, Another two girls join in the picture, Satsuki Kitaoji, an extremely out going girl and Yui Minamito Manaka's childhood friend fall for Manaka. So it makes a total of 4 girls and 1 guy.

The story goes about telling his encounters with 4 wonderful girls and his troubles in deciding on which to pick as his girlfriend.

well.. after 13 episodes + 4 episodes of OVA, they din say which girl he picked.
-.-""" wth man!!

I was hoping that he picked Tojo cuz she's really nice.

But according to the Manga, he rejected Tojo and picked Nishino 4 years after they graduated from high school. Ok la.. Nishino is also a nice girl. Actally each of them have their own favourable points.

damn.. high school romance.
huh? whats that? nv experience b4.. HAHA!

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why should i feel so reluctant about going to work in a new environment?
Isnt 'new experiences' what i always seek for?

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yay!
On leave!
No work for the next 5 days.. wahahaha!!

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um.. haven been blogging for awhile.
Been watching "Galileo" J-Drama.
Very interesting.
It's about a newbie detective and a university professor nicked named as "Galileo" because he is known to be the Genius of Physic.

So they go around solving crimes that people think is caused by supernatural beings.
Then he explains the mystery behind these crimes with physic.

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Liar Game.
Nice show.
Adapted from a Manga, there is an anime version and a live action version.
Watch the live action one.
10 episodes of 36 minutes and 1 episode of 2h25mins.

It's about people getting involved in a game called Liar Game Tournament, where they are to deceive and trick others in giving up their money. Apart from the very pretty main actress Erika Toda who acted as Nao, the strategies used in obtaining other people's money are very interesting. It's nothing close to using violence and robbing others of their money. Its all about using brains and the art of deception.

This show serves to remind all of us that the world is not as pure as we think it is. Not to believe in just anyone we meet and never to let our guard down or else we will be the ones at the losing end. However while protecting ourselves, we should also not inflict any harm on others.

as the chinese proverb goes, 防人之心不可无,害人之心不可有.

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sian.
haven got my second off since last wednesday.
always got something on the second off de.. grr..

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just finish watching The Guard Post aka GP 506.
A korean horror movie about some strange happening at Guard Post 506, located along the demilitarised zone.

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Finish watching "operation love" or some people call it "proposal Daisakusen".
Short J-drama.. 11 episodes only.
very nice.

Ken Iwase was at Rei Yoshida's wedding ceremony. Despite such happy occasion, he was feeling sad and regretful. Rei and Ken were childhood friends, they meet when Rei transferred to his class in primary 3 and since then they became best friends.

Rei is getting married to Tada Tetsuya, who was a trainee teacher who taught Ken and his friends when they were in high school.

Ken who was secretly in love with Rei for the past 14 years now have to watch his dream girl slip away. And to make things worse, as Rei's best friend he is entrusted with the task to deliver a speech to congratulate the couple and to wish them eternal happiness.

Hiding his true emotions, Ken delivered the speech and wished them the best. Deep down inside he was full of regret and wished that he had tried harder to confess.

They proceed to view a montage containing pictures of Rei, ken, Tada + 3 other of their best friends. The montage traced Rei's life from primary school when she met Ken.. to high school.. to university.. to work.. to the day when tada proposed to Rei.

A church fairy saw Ken's depressed state and decided to help him by letting Ken travel back in time to correct his past and to confess to Rei before it is too late.

Ken went back in time to 10 different occasions of his life, starting from high school all the way to the instant just before Rei's wedding. Trying desparately to change what ever he can in order to make a difference, however he return back to the present each time, feeling disappointed because nothing in the present have changed though he did make some changes in the past. Ken, is still standing in the audience area, while tada is still the groom.

Throughout the 10 times he went back in time, it was found that Rei actually likes Ken however she was also unable to tell him the truth. Both of them faced difficulty in confessing due to the fact that they were childhood friends. Finally Rei gave up thinking about ken when she turned 20 and start dating tada when tada confessed. And after 2 years they finally decided to get married.

At the 10th time when Ken travelled back in time, he did not return to the present time (i.e. the time when they were viewing the montage).. instead he returned slightly earlier to the time before he gave the speech.

This time he is determined to confess to Rei, to say the words that he wasnt able to say for 14 years. In his speech, he confessed to a tearful Rei about the past and told her that he still lover her. He ended off congratulating Rei and Tada, wishing them the best.

The show ended with Ken walking out of the church, took a cab away and a tearful Rei chasing after him in her wedding gown.

The show reveals alot of Ken's emotions.
The helpless and hopeless feeling when he realise he cant change anything despite trying his best. It's sad to see someone you loved so much going off with someone else, and knowing that you could have been that 'someone else' if only you have tried harder.

'if only..'
'if only..'

we always say if only this and if only that, when we realise that its too late to salvage a situation and start to regret.

Ken was also thinking.. 'if only i had confessed.. it would have been different today..'. In his case, he was lucky to have they help of a fairy to send him back in time to correct his mistakes.

however, we all know that this is not possible in reality.. right?
There is no fairy.
There is no going back in time.
Thats why we should live our lives properly so as not to say 'if only..' when something goes wrong.

well well..
I must say this is a pretty sad drama.
My heart was aching for Ken from episode 1 to episode 11.
helpless.
hopeless.
watching the girl you love slip away, out of your reach, out of your life and into someone else's...
i understand.

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School holidays is coming!
darn.. i m no longer schooling, so school holidays doesnt apply to me.
infact, school holidays seem to be the busiest season for me.

sigh.. dont think i can make it for the class gathering.
disappointed.

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why do off days past so quickly and work days crawl so slowly?

hm.. someone downstairs is singing the happy birthday song.
for the 10th time in half an hour!
it makes me wonder if its a human or a radio singing the happy birthday song.

i sing one time tired already.
omg.. the singing is still on going while i m typing this post.
irritating leh.. i can hear it so super clearly!
and its a everyday thing sia.

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wow.. so busy so busy.
what i see outside for the past 2 days is more than what i learn in school for the past 2 years.
but it was tiring.. almost crumbled..lol.

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finally!
i can say good bye to my desk job haha.

Finish watching Karin.
Its pronounced as kar - reen not care - reen, i guess thats how japanese pronounce it.

chacacters:

karin Maaka (high school year 1)
Anju Maaka (karin's younger sister)
Ren Maaka (Karin's older brother)
Henry Marker (Father)
Carrera Marker (Mother)
Elda Marker (Grandma)

Usui Kenta (karin's classmate/lover)
Makiko Tokiitou (karin's best friend)

Winner Sinclair (karin's classmate/vampire hunter)
Victor Sinclair (winner sinclar's grandfather/vampire hunter)
Alfred Sinclair (sinclair's ancestors)

Maaka/Marker family are vampires who shifted to japan in the 21st century.
Karin however is looked upon as a freak or mutant vampire by her family members.
she is not sensitive to sunlight, garlic, and does not suck blood.
Instead she is a blood maker. Everytime when she approach someone who is unhappy, karin feels her blood increasing. If she doesnt bite someone and inject these excess blood into her victim, the excess blood will come out as an exaggerated nosebleed.

Usui Kenta, karin's classmate found out that karin from a vampire family. Henry and Carrera Marker then requested Usui to keep quiet and to take care of karin during the day or else they will erase all of Usui's memory. Usui promised to take care of karin.

Then comes Winner Sinclair, a new transfer student, who is madly in love with Karin.
Winner is a girl's magnet, however he is only interested in karin. He said it was like love at first sight and this love begin years ago by a lake when he dreamt that he and karin were kissing.

It wasnt a dream actually. Many years ago, karin and winner did run into each other by the lake and that was went karin first bite someone and this someone happens to be winner sinclair. They later erased his memory, so winner thought that what ever that happened bewteen them was just a dream/illusion.

Makiko Tokitou, Karin's best friend is in love with Winner however, Winner only know her as 'karin-san's friend' and cannot remember her name. Winner's constant attention for Karin creates intense jealousy in Makiko.

Karin on the other hand wanst interested in Winner at all. She was more into Usui Kenta. The two began to fall in love with each other despite knowing that they are of different species.

Elda Marker, the grandmother who looks like 20 yrs old but is actually more than 200 yrs old, appeared half way through the story and wanted to bite Usui.

You see.. Vampire have different taste in blood. Ren maaka loves stressful people's blood. One he bite them, it takes their stress away. Elda marker, have a taste in love. So if she bites Usui, he will cease to love karin.

They did manage to stop Elda, and Elda then told karin a story about Human and vampire love. It was hundered years ago when Elda and Alfred Sinclair fell in love. One day the town decided to kill Elda and both of them were trapped in a burning cottage. Alfred told Elda to bite him so that she will have enough energy to escape. Elda was reluctant as a bite will means taking Alfred's love for her away. But Alfred assured her that his love for her will never cease so Elda bit Alfred.

Alfred changed once he was bitten. He couldnt believe that he fell for a vampire and stabbed Elda with a stake. Elda manage to escape.

At that period of time, Sinclair family wasnt vampire hunters yet. But due to this 'human and vampire' love, Sinclair family's reputation was tarnished and they were outcasted by society. In order to atone for their mistakes, future generations of Sinclairs are trained to be vampire hunters.

At the last few episodes, Elda found a way to make Karin a full fledge normal vampire, who can only go out in the dark and suck instead of give blood. Karin was reluctant initially because it means she will not be able to be with Usui. Ren Maaka then came and beg Usui to give up karin and return karin back to the family. Because Usui's love is the only thing that is holding her back.

Usui agreed and karin went for the ritual..
After much thought Usui still cant let Karin go and he decided to go stop the ritual.

The story also talks abiut Anju Maaka and Karin's relationshop. Anju a mysterious little girl actually cares alot for her sister and wants her sister to be happy, so she is constantly helping Karin and Usui to be with each other, where as Ren marker is the one who hope that Usui can leave karin.

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sigh.. i need to find something meaningful to do.
stop watching movies and anime on the comp and look for something meaningful to pass time.
life is pretty boring ok.

blah.. i need to go on a holiday this year end or i may just rot here.
and have been feeling very tired these few days, i wonder why.
maybe i m getting old huh?

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Went out with the gang today.
ate our '10 flavour mix into 1' own made ice cream.
lol.

arcade was fun, especially when priscilla sponsored 37 dollars and the rest sponsored our help to help her finish the 37 dollars worth of credits.. haha!

i m not so lousy in daytona already ok..
only for the beginner's circuit.. i know nuts abt advance and expert circuit.. haha.

have been watching Detective Academy Q anime.
Its mystery, not much romance.. or non at all.. lol

Its about 5 students who got enrolled into DDS a top notch academy that trains detective in japan. Each of the 5 have their own speciality and they are all enrolled into class 'Q' which explains the title Detective Academy Q.

kyu and Ryu both have amazing deductive abilitys.
Meg possess photographic memory.
kinta is a martial art expert
and kazuma they youngest of all who is only 11 years old is a computer program genius.

They were often laughed at by class A students because the students were streamed into classes A B C D and Q according to their entrance exam results, but soon they realise that class Q have a special meaning.

Q means 'Qualified'.. students in this class are potential successor of the famous Dan Morihiko detective who runs the academy.

pretty interesting to watch how they figure and solve mysteries.

alright.. i have already planned out my next few anime..
in the sequence of..

karin ( a girl vampire who is not afraid of sun, garlic, cross and she goes to school like all teenagers)

Ghost Hunter (another mystery anime)

Ichigo 100% (romance anime)

haha.. i m so free huh?

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hey hey hey..

who is that browzing thru my oct 2006 archive??
that was one of my lowest point in life dude.

grr.. office work.. grr..

look at the bright side.
its friday tml.
and monday is a public holiday.. so there is no work for 3 days!
so it means next week is only left with 4 working days.. wheee!!
at least there is something to be happy about.

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just finish school rumble 2.
funny anime.

its about harima kenji a delinquent who fall for tenma tsukamoto who is in love with karasuma. Harima and Tenma both tried to confess to the person they like since school rumble 1. and 50+ episodes later... still din manage to confess successfully.. haha!

though its 50 plus episodes, its humour are non-repeative. recommended!

Think there is a school rumble 3 but only 2 episodes in it.

i feel sad for harima cuz he ended up helping tenma and karasuma to get tgt.
feel sad for yakumo (tenma's younger sister) .. she fall for harima after helping him as a manga assistant, however she decided not to confess and hope that tenma can fall for harima so that her older sister wont be lonely anymore.

i was hoping harima and yakumo can be tgt, cuz yakumo is really a nice girl.
doubt that will ever happen though.

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oh its monday tml, first day of the week!! ..

..

i m not the desk job kind of person.

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6 days since i last wrote a post.
watched school rumble.
pretty funny anime.
love it.
highly recommended!!
i m glad that there is a school rumble 2.. haha.. if not i will be damn sad.
but sadly, there is no school rumble 3!!
noooo!!

sometimes after spending hours watching a certain series there tend to be some bond between you and the characters, and its so sad to say good bye at the last episode.

went jm house to day to pay a visit to the leg.
haha.
had fun talking to everyone.
aw man.. next class outing is still 2 months away.

went asian civi museum with sp marsh and jh cus the girls had to do their history project. museum.. quite quiet sia.. nice and peaceful place.

while going home sp said something stupid. cant believe it. i almost fall flat and die on the spot.

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I thought this story is funny.. haha..

A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.

“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?”

“This isn’t Becky.”

Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”

“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”

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i still feel pretty bad for kotonoha in 'school days' anime. damn.. she is so poor thing. and she kinda went crazy aft that. and i have to add that motoko is a bastard.

well thats me.
one of the many reasons why i dun watch much of these shows is because i will keep complaining and feel bad for the characters inside. retarddd.

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OMFG!

I just finish watching this anime 'school days' and i thought the ending will be as nice as 'tokimeki memorial only love' i guess i was wrong.

its just one hell of a disaster. serious.
like the most tragic love triangle ever existed in the history of mankind.

Its romance, sex, jealousy, lies and in the end death.
hey its just one sad story ok.

and i felt really sorry for kotonoha.. she went kinda crazy at the end after waiting for motoko for so long.

if i were motoko i would be pretty touched by kotonoha. she did everything and went against all her principles just to please the guy she love. sad ending.

so it ended with sekai, one of motoko's several lovers killing motoko cos she is overly jealous that motoko chose kotonoha. Then kotonoha killed sekai and the story ended off with kotonoha on a yatch with motoko's dead body. she always wanted to go on the yatch with motoko.. i guess it was kinda like a dream come true except that the love of her life is dead.

pretty creepy. you should see how she hug the dead motoko's head.

Its just so sad. It was partially motoko's fault also cos he was fooling around with so many girls. well well..

lesson learnt: nv fool around or you may end up dead. haha!

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I know the last post was rare cuz its more than 2 paragraphs.. haha.
well what to do.
life is usually so boring.
i dun have much thoughts and emotions about anything.
then that anime just happen to trigger my thoughts and emotions.
and all thanks to it.. i just became abit emo.

2 reasons.

one..

i was thinking.. i m freaking 19 years old.
like ONE NINE YEARS OLD!
OLDD!!

19 seem pretty old.
Its like you are gonna be 20 soon.
its like TWO ZERO YEARS OLD!
OLDD!!
So today i was pretty sian when i thought abt it.

Its like my youthful days are gonna be over and i spend it like this.
slacking around doing nothing meaningful.
kaoz!

and my mom said i am crazy.
if 19 is old what is 40plus?

true, but still i feel old.
not matured. just old.

second reason..

damn i am 19 and i m currently not interested in girls.
i mean like since my last seriously interested one.
not those mini crushes.. um..
damn when was that?
um.. back in early 2007 ba. It is freaking 1.5 yrs back dude!

then of course along the way there are minor crushes.
i guess its normal for ppl of this age, esp guys.
if dun have that means something is wrong.
and seriously.. something IS wrong with me noW!!

so i was complaining to my mom.
damn why am i not interested in anyone.
its damn abnormal.
so she said cuz i still haven run into someone i love.
ok thats the correct answer.
but when am i going to run into someone i really care for?
when i m like 50?????
freak!!
probably cant produce any children already.
i want children ok.

I realised that after finishing that anime.
you know last time if you got that type of small passing crushes it keeps life interesting and your brain occupied. i guess you all know what i mean la.
but now.. its like my brains has nothing but brain juice inside.

and of course, in the show riku and sayuri got tgt in the end and wow everything is like so perfect. i was thinking.. damn why cant my life also be so perfect and happy huh? you got to watch the show to understand it. sayuri is like miss perfect angel. something like dat. i guess this kind of girl is like all the guys dream.

dont say i m lame and retarded ok. who doesnt want to have a nice gf or bf right?

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ahh what ever..
just let me emo awhile..

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i was feeling kinda bored these days after work so one fine day i stumbled upon an anime and so i decided to finish the 25 episode series.


Tokimeki Memorial Only Love

The story revolves around a male second year high school student, Riku Aoba, who has just recently transferred to the holy cross high school, where he notices, upon joining, several unique and funny occurrences, often being the target of a series of events and races administered by the student council and its fun-seeking president.

While at the academy, Riku meets three beautiful girls: Sayuri Amamiya, Tsukasa Kasuga, and Mina Yayoi, with numerous fateful events happening along the way.


I thought it was pretty nice. Comedy plus high school romance.

So basically the 3 girls sayuri, tsukasa and mina fall for this very nice guy riku.

mina a year 1 student fall for riku after he helped her in her swimming practice, but she was too shy to express it in actions.

Tsukasa was second to fall for riku after bumping into him along the way to school. she is a strong believer of destiny and after bumping into riku she thought he was the right one for her and decided to make him her bf without his agreement or what so ever..lol!

sayuri the school most popular and prettiest girl seem neutral about riku throughout the first half of the series. Then as the story nears its end, she began to feel jealous when she see riku with other girls. This is when she realise she actually likes riku.

As for riku, he is just one poor confused soul. he gets dragged around by tsukasa who made him her bf without his consent. and was initially in a love triangle with tsukasa and mina. But he was thinking of sayuri most of the time.

At the end when sayuri realise she like riku and all 3 girls confessed to him separately. He had to make a decision.

The story ended with riku being transferred out of the school, and him choosing sayuri over the 2 others.

This is the romance part of the show. The comdey part was really funny. most about riku and his guy friends.. haha!!

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I thought this story was nice and was pretty engrossed in it. I think i can feel for the 3 girls. Like when riku went on a school trip and dint reply mina's messages, she felt so depressed. and i understand how it felt.. seriously sad.

and i felt sad for the mina and tsukasa at the end. well.. at the same time i feel happy for riku and sayuri also.

wow and all the way i was thinking riku is like the lucky guy with 3 girls falling for him.

overall its like a bitter sweet high school romance plus comedy anime. nice. and i m seriously emo that it end and there is no series 2 to it.

This brings me to think of the days when i m still in school. I used to complain alot about school. like its so boring and i hate homework. lets skip gp lectures and dont do tutorials. Go play basketball or go amk central eat lunch. Lets go home or go for a class outing.

wow. those were some nice days.
after watching these high school anime, it makes me wanna go back to school more.
i mean not uni.. but maybe jc.
when we all still wear the same uniform.

now i actually regret why dint i treasure my studying days more and why did i complain about school everyday. damn .. too late to regret.

like my mom always tell me last time.. treasure my studying days once its gone it can never come back. how true.

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This is the 777th post.
wow 777 nice number haha..
i think 888 will be nicer.

I really got to say this ..
at the moment.. life is bOrinG!!!!

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god just bestowed me with one of the greatest learning opportunities today.
or maybe one of my worst nightmares to come.
or maybe a combination of both.
i dont know, will only find out when the time comes.

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i just wasted another day infront of the comp and on the phone..lol.
i changed phone and its touch screen.
abit irritating.. cos keep pressing wrongly and accidentally send some nonsense msg to people. so paiseh.. haha.
gotta get used to it cos i aint changing phone for the next 2 years.

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Here is something funny.

i was smsing SP then i said i am having 5 days of leave now.
she asked why.
so i said "cause today i pass out ma so they gave leave lor.."

and she replied.. "y you pass out?? aiyo you ok or not? y suddenly faint very dangerous leh. u got knock your head anot?"

what i meant by PASS OUT was POP or i graduated from the academy already. Not fainting. hahahaha.

maybe i din tell her properly that pass out = graduate but it was funny thou.. ahahaha!!

we used to joke about passing out parade.. the parade that marks our graduation from training. passing out parade = people passing out (fainting) during the parade or the fainting parade. hahha.

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so i finally guaduated from the academy.
i got to admit there is a 'lost' feeling lingering inside.

sure, i learn alot of useful and necessary stuff.
but learning is learning.
using is another story.

its just like in university.
you are learning to be an engineering.
you got all the knowledge, but applying it successfully without mistake is another story.

get the point?

i tink being a machine-following instrucions and doing it accordingly- is better than coming up with a set of plans yourself and do it yourself. The think part is really difficult.

oh what ever. now that i m moving on to a new place and new people, i just dont wanna screw up.

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F1 race is pretty cool huh?
nice tracks and lighting.
nice view of the city too.. haha

graduation blues..

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Dint blog for the last 4 days because there was nothing to blog about.

went bowling today.
stopped for 3 weeks.
well.. still the same 165.3.

I know i m laggy.
Was watching survivor micronesia on the comp.
It was like omg when ozzy got voted out.
Lesson learnt: nv trust ppl too much, especially when everyone is killing one another for the money.

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Enjoy watching the survivor series.
It is interesting to see how people backstab one another for the 1 million dollars.

i have a driving license.
but i hardly drive..lol.
i actuallty prefer to be driven than to drive esp early in the morning.
i will probably fall asleep while driving.

what ever it is, my job is to make you regret that decision.

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20 sept 2008

ice skating at kallang leisure park with the gang.
JH's idea.
i think she regretted the decision.. HAHA!

Luckily i know how to skate abit , noobish, but still can move at an acceptable speed without falling and holding on to the sides or any human beings.

Pris and Jh were glued to the side of the rinks. haha.

i did fall a couple of times..lol.. too many distractions.. haha.

wasnt too crowded, so i guess its kinda nice place to hang out and have some fun.
got a few couples there, pretty romantic i think.
couple ice skating together.

went off and had dinner then walked to beside the kallang river, opposite of the city.
i kinda like the very nice view of the city. With all the tall buildings, lights, condos and the singapore flyer. Plus the river and some wind. Its quite dark there.. Nice dating spot by the way.. haha!

haven spoke to them since.. june.. nice talking i guess.. haha.

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tiring day.
i get tired so easily now.
yay.. its friday tml!!

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i know you appeared for a reason.
what do you want from me?

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Ytd night i was still counting down the number of days before i can book out and sleep on my own bed. little did i know today is the day where i book out and forever dont need to book in on sunday night.

non-residential training.
nice.. can go home everyday but have to spend quite some time travelling to and fro.
nvm, i should be glad.. haha!

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The 5 days in camp is pretty fast.
It is friday before i know it.
but the 48 hours of weekend is even faster.
its sunday night already!!!

16 more days.

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class mooncake festival gathering ytd.. haha!

missed the last bus, shared cab back.
reached home at 2 plus am.. haha.

it would have been more enjoyable if i wasnt feeling sick during dinner.

I thought university is enjoyable until hearing all the complaints.
now i dont wanna go to school anymore.

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now now.. i have 2 important event that clashes.. what should i do?
2 groups of long lost friends meeting on the same day.. LOL!
ah!

alright, i can finally see the shore now. 17 more days to go!

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tell me its going to be over soon.

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Pretty irritated with my bowling today.
ughs!
Went home and got a migraine.
luckily it wasnt so serious. rested for an hour and dragged myself up.
meet yee shin and went amk hub for dinner.

talked non-stop for 4.5 hours.
Good old jc days.. sigh..

looking forward to 13sept class outing!!

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back.
pretty fast week huh?

Nothing much to write about.
5 out of 7 days of my life in a week is basically blank.
Empty.
Nothingness.

maybe i will have something to write abt after i go out on saturday.

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"Ding!"
Time's up.
Time to go back in.
It really sucks.
Probably going to end in 3-4 weeks but 3-4 weeks is just too long.
I will be overjoyed on the day this ends. Like top of the world feeling.. woohoo!!

What is the 6 Cs that everyone wants?
That is so important to ladies who are seeking potential partners?
That is so important to guys who are trying to me MR. Perfect?

CAR!
CASH!
CONDO!
CAREER!
CREDIT CARD!
COUNTRY CLUB!

Everyone knows the 6Cs.. even little children know the 6Cs.
and most of the time they missed out the 7th C.

I know you will be like 'holy shit! there is a 7th C? tell me abt it!'

yea man, there is a 7th C.

CHARACTER

this is the one we always miss out. Right?

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went bowling with cindy at yishun ytd morning.
my dad offered to drive me there, but since i can drive, i drove it myself, with him sitting beside.
and guess what, i got there in one piece.
wow and cindy drove there, she got her own car!

went home after that and took a nap.
bowling drains me out ok.
then got up reluctantly at ard 530pm.
really din wanna wake up but had to meet SP at 6pm.
she's late, as usual.

went to E!HUB to eat and catch Money No Enough 2.
Nothing much at E!HUB
the fun stuff are probably the arcade, kbox and pool.

ok the movie is funny and sad at the same time.
i wasnt concentrating through out the screening cuz i was thinking.. "is this going to happen to me next time?"
and SP was like crying beside me at the sad part.
god, she cries all the time.
i rmb she also cried while watching jay chou's Secret. HAHA!
it was really fun to talk and laugh about the past.

sometimes we need to control our emotions so it wont lead us to the wrong path.

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went dinner with a long lost sec sch mate today.
the last timei spoke to her was during O levels results day.
can you believe it? 2.5 years ago!
and then we lost contact, till recently.

on that day that i went back to ajc to get my graduation cert, i caught a glimspe of her in a bus that was passing by. so i decided to call her to check if it was her. yes it was her..lol.

and so we met today. I was actually suprise she agreed to come out.
she's still the same: funny, beautiful, except she talks more now.
i swear, the conversation we had today was more than what we had in 2 years of upper sec life.

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This is weird.

When there's no rain, there's really no rain for weeks or months and a drought occur.
so you pray for a little rain, just some rain to water the fields.
and so it rained.
when there's rain, it rain till the place is flooded.
woah!
cant it be some where in between??
gosh!!

i m not talking about rain and drought, its something else.

but i kinda enjoy the flood thou, never been in one before till now..lol.

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Now that driving lessons are over.. how am i suppose to make it through 5 more weeks?
Had a boring weekend.
i stayed at home.
except for going out for bowling on saturday afternoon.

boring weekend.

i m going to ask someone out on the next weekend or i may just die at home.

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Human beings are weird.
they want people to accept them for who they are yet they cant accept people for who people are.
Do you agree with me?

And here is a story from a book.

once there were 2 mice, A and B.. they were friends but they are quarrelling at the moment.
A was complaining about Mice B's attitude. Long story short A was saying Mouse B's attitude suck and B is fucked up.

So naturally B retaliated saying, "why dont you reflect on yourself too?"

Then A yelled angrily " are you saying that my attitude suck and i m also as fucked up?"

there was a moment of silence. B dint repply.

A continued saying "well!! This is ME!! I AM WHO I AM!! ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I M!! DONT TRY TO CHANGE ME!!"

B said "well my friend, i have accepted you for who you are for as long as i can remember. why dont you accept me for who i m as well and stop trying to change me too."

So thats a fight between 2 mouse in short story that i read some where, think its in the library or smt.

interesting huh? go think about it.

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you know what?
i feel stupid now.
cos i m not studying already and my brains are probably rotting in the skull.

i realise that no matter what type of person you are, there are bound to be someone who doesnt like the way you are.

Eg. you are quiet and keep to yourself. There will be someone who doesnt like it.
EG. you are talkative. There will be someone who doesnt like it.

These are just some simple examples.

so there is no need for us to change ourselves, because no matter how you change there will still be someone who doesnt like it.

even angels have people who dislike them.
the devils.

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crap.
i pass my driving test.
ugh.. lousy.

5 more weeks to go!

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BBQ @ Pasir Ris Park 16 Aug 2008


Hock trying to start the fire with a air pump.


BBQ-ing


Playing some funny games.. haha!


Selling Satays!!


Feline and I


Me disturbing jel with my oily hands.. haha!


Happy Birthday jel!


Jav and I


Group picture!!


Sp and I


Playing Mafia over night!


Shag..


Shagger..


zzzz.

More pictures in class blog!!

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3 migraines in 7 days.
record breaking.
went to changi general hospital A&E.
got a jab and 3 days mc.

sad stuff aside.

class bbq was totally great!!
more details later =D

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lets see how long can i keep my cool.

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ran into jel at the driving centre, good.. lol got ppl accompany me back.
wow my driving test is on 21st aug, guess whose birthday is it? haha!

wohoo, class bbq tml!

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Its going to be one more tiring week.
din know how i made it through the last week, i sure do hope i make it through this week.
a couple more months and i m through!
couple more months seem like years though.
at least there is something to look forward to.. class bbq on saturday.
yeah.. haven finish planning the food yet.. oops..

commitment is burden

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its national day, but it doesnt feel like one this year, maybe cuz i am not involve in any way. even missed the whole live telecast of the ndp. missed it for the first time in 13 years.

assuming i live till 70 yrs old.. i still have 51 more national days to watch, missing 1 is alright. haha. and somemore they have dunno how many re-telecast of the ndp.

so many more weeks to go.
i just wanna get out of there!

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Rmb i mentioned that i dropped my wallet last saturday?
well.. 2 days later on monday i dropped my handphone on a private bus.
whats next?
i m probably gonna lose the underwear that i m wearing while sleeping.
and when i wake up i will be like ' oh! where's my underwear? i probably dropped it somewhere while sleeping'.

luckily i manage to retrieve it.

ooo..
started my driving lessons on monday.
i m a pretty bad driver.
after 5 days, 10 lessons and clocking 1000 minutes later..
i still suck.

we have driving lessons every night for 3 hrs 20 minutes.. pretty mentally drainig.
and the instructors just cant stop nagging at me.
i almost 'died' in the car..lol.


the week passed pretty quckily.
maybe cuz its such a busy week.

gonna take my driving test in 2 weeks time, so.. lets hope i pass.

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weekend just flew by and i m booking in again.

University is starting tml.
i hope everyone enjoy their 3 or 4 years there.
make some great friends, have some great fun, get some decent grades.
i will be enrolling only 2 years later cant wait for NS to end.

Not really looking to ORD yet, i just wanna get pass this 9 more weeks of residential training. Then i will look forward to ORD-ing.

Saturday, went safra yishun to bowl.
woah man.. bowled 11 games but i paid only $22.50. Thats pretty worth my money.
If i were to bowl 11 games at hougang superbowl, it would have been $33.00 and if i were to bowl at safra without a nEbo card and a 2 game voucher it would have been abt$45.00. cool.

But they are pretty strict about using the membership card to pay for friends.
Man.. if i can get discounted rates for everyone, i would have invited everyone down to bowl.

oh ya.. went i reach the safra yishun counter, i realise i dropped my wallet.
i was like oh shit!!!!!
so the first thing that i need to do is.. back track my steps.
after taking 2 steps back i found the wallet on the floor.
lucky sia.. if i dropped it somewhere at the bus stop i would have died!

apart from the 70 plus dollars inside, there are more important stuff.
like.. my police warrant card, NS smart card, NS ez link card, nEbo card, HomeTeamNS Card, POSB Card, and what other cards ..

if i lose all these cards, dunno must lodge how many reports and get into how much trouble.

alright, bye!

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week number 3 is over.
9 more weeks to go.

temptations are devils.
we cannot give in to them.

sometimes i wonder if i m being responsible or just being plain stupid.
or a combination of both.

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its sad, but its true.
i used to follow my heart, but this time, i m following my brains.
and my brains says no to you, though my heart long to see you again.

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26 july 2008

went bowling today.
there was this new ball testing for everyone there.. for free.. so i just went there and tested the new ebonite and hammer bowling balls.
some new black widow series.. i think its called 'venom'.. not bad.. maybe cuz its brand new.

then i bowled my own games.
172.5.
kinda stuck at this average for quite some time already.
i think its going to take super long time to improve it.
and i predict.. the average is going to drop like crazy before it hits a new high again. its always the case.

then went for class outing.
i made jel wait for me for 15 mins and she was like.. sweating like crazy at the busstop. thats what she said, but i din see any sweat leh.. i was the one sweating cuz i ran to the busstop.. haha..

great class outing.
not exactly a class but still its nice to catch up with people in the class.
been like months since i last talked to them.

so.. i have appointed myself to be the 'class outing chairman'.. and we planned out all the class outings for the next 2 years. power right?
the ideal case is that we are going to have 1 every month.. till all the guys ORD.. then we have an ORD Chalet.. yahHhHooo!!!

and of course, we have about 4 weddings to attend after that and our overseas trip.. haha..

we went back at around 2320.
so i send jel back home.
talked at her void deck for 1/2 hrs.. lol.. talk rubbish..
nice talking to her cuz i can say all the things i want.. anything i want.. haha!

woah.. great day.

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pass my final theory test on the first attempt.
yippie.
gonna start my practical in august and gonna get the license before august ends.. haha.. thats based on the assumption that i pass the test la.

today is probably the best friday i have ever had.
buffet, nice durains, pass FTT, go home early..
wow man.. what more can i ask for?

watched Camp Rock.
Its a disney show. not cartoon.
not bad, and the moral of the story is !
as usual, all disney shows have a very nice and good ending.

i believe our lives will all have nice and good endings, just like disney shows, but before these good endings, there will be obstacles that we have to go through. once its through everything will be alright.

wohoo class dinner tml!

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i m not going to complain about going back to camp again.
Should be a busy week cuz my final theory test is on the coming friday.
and i m looking forward to the next book out, because it spells 'f r e e d o m'

my handphone is abit screwed up already.
i think i need a new one.
and this laptop too.. time to get a replacement.

woah.. dunno wad to write already sia.. i m so super tired from going out.. argg!!

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ajc interhouse bowling was today at yishun safra.
since there were extra slots, i went down to bowl just for fun.
pretty sucky.
abit screwed up..lol.
165 and 160.

then i stayed on after the event to bowl 3 games.
woah.
197 181 234
why din i did that during the event?
i m always nervous when it comes to events.

the lanes there were quite nice compared to superbowl hougang.
the place is bright and spacious.
lanes were well maintained.
i will go back there to bowl if it isnt so expensive.
$4.10 on weekends?!?!
insanes sia.. hougang superbowl only charge me $3.00
and they only discount me 30cents with my hometeamNS clubhouse card.. ahhh.. 30 cents..

so i decided to sign up to be a nEBO member.
its 20 dollars for 3 yrs.. and i can bowl at $2.50/game.. pretty cool huh?
but haven submit the appliction form yet.

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bacckk.

i made a mistake. its 12-14 weeks not 8 weeks.
i can survive 12-14 weeks no problemo!

and they made us shave our heads again.
if it was me 3 months back i would have been cyring already.
but now.. nah.. cuz it aint a big deal.
hair can always grow back after a few months.

Learnt a lesson.
what goes around comes around.
we all should always be humble.

an example..
today you are filthy rich, you walk along the streets all dressed in branded stuff.
everytime you walk past someone they will be looking at you in awe.
you feel proud and start to look down on those who are not as rich.

one day you lose your wealth.
and is walking along a streets.
a filthy rich guy walk past you.
everyone inculding yourself look at him in awe.
then he look back at you.
what do you see in his eyes?

the same look you gave to poorer people when you were rich.
"i m rich and you are not, you filthly commoners!"

the richer guy now may not be looking on you.
but you think they are cuz you did that to someone else last time.

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i m going back again!
its just 2 months.
its going to be very fast.
i mean i have survived 14 weeks, whats 8 weeks of training.. haha.

din do much today.
my handwritten journal ran out of pages so went to cp to get a new one.
borrowed a couple of books to keep me accompained while i m bored inside.
wondered around and watch youngsters swear and curse in the games arcade.

boringg!!

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went out with jel yesterday.
she came to see me bowl..lol.. pretty sucky huh? haha.. 160 av.
i deposited my bowling stuff at the counter and we went to vivo.
i talked alot.
non-stop.
my life and funny experiences.. haha.

wanted to eat at swensen's but cant find the place.
i rmb it was at the second level and it has window panels facing sentosa, but we cant find it. i dun even see it on the directory. so we searched second level, thrid level and first level, then back to second level. search for like 40 mins then found the swensen's. AHH!!!

not bad food, unfortunately there wasnt anymore space left for icecream.. haha.
went to watch hancock.
i wouldnt recommend it to anyone, cuz its abit boring.
jelly was yawning all the way.
not much action and the plot is stupid.
but i still like will smith.

it was fun.
because i get to talk non-stop.
haha.
woah only reach home at 1230am.

10 years.. 10 years..

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wa bored sia!

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was feeling extremely lousy today.
its like the floor just gave way beneath my feet.
but a kind soul rescued me.
i dunno who he is, but he is like an angel.

i felt so nice and fresh like i have never felt before.

its random but while watching step up 2 there was this line..
"be youself. life is too short to be someone else"
its freaking true!

Going back to camp.
should be glad.
hopefully all those unhappiness dont follow me inside.

and you know what?
life is too short to live it unhappily.

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It was my last time on duty before returning for training.
feel sad?
abit.. cuz i will miss my freedom.
happy?
not exactly, but i should because i am going to continue with my driving course.

night shift was super tiring.
and i still manage to survive till now.
since amk police station was just beside ajc, decide to go back with a marsh and her friend to get the sgc thinggy.

was abit paiseh abt the timing cuz i told them 9.30am, but then realise i cant make it at 9.30am cuz the next shift took over 1 hr late!! so i changed the timing and tot we can all make it to sch punctually without making anyone wait. in the end i misjudged the time and had to wait at the busstop for them..lol.. lousy sense of timing.

dint know they file the scg so nicely for us.. haha.
had a meal at the canteen.
gosh, i miss school.
i miss classes and i miss friends.
give me one more chance, i would rather remain in school than stepping out.

asking the obvious.

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life sucks for a reason.

i think.

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sunburnt!

new partner again.
i guess we cannot judge a person by their looks.
at first glance i tot my partner wasnt the friendly type.
actully at first glance, i tot all my partners wasnt the friendly type.
but after a couple of hours with them i realise they are very nice people.

i think i should take up a new hobby.
fishing.
saw those uncles enjoying their fishing hobby along the coast.
it seem quite exciting and fun.
fishing is not just about waiting for the fish to take the bait, its about how to fight the fish too. chim right? haha.

my freaking phone is dying.
its like abit screwed up sia!
it started dying late this afternoon!!
the screen will suddenly go all white and white only.
can play music only.. ahh.. from camera mp3 phone become mp3 player?
still got 5 mths then the contract up sia.. geez.. how now?
i takes me 10 mins to start the phone up inorder to make 1 freaking call.. then it goes white again.
gosh.. what a phone!

Time to get a nicer phone i guess.. hm.. time to look at all the phone ads and reviews.. haha.

this isnt fair!
.. it was never a fair game to play.

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watched a couple of movies today.

Narnia and How To Rob A Bank.
Narnia is nice.
How to rob a bank is kinda like a retarded but enjoyable movie.. haha.

then tried out some new pc game which i dun really like.
Some ppl are so addicted to gaming like psp, xbox, ps3, or pc.
i admire them sia.. seriously, at least they have something fun to do while they are free.
as for me, i cant get really get engrossed in games.
i dun own any gaming consoles, except for a computer which isnt really what ppl will call a gaming console.
and i dun find most games fun to play.
or maybe.. i din even bother to try them out..lol.
i think i m weird.
damn!

Horoscope are kinda bullshit.
where are all the nice things that are suppose to happen?
i can only see all the unfortunate stuff happening.

and where is jelly?
lol.. having fun in genting, noone for me to complain to now.. ahhHhH!!
and she better rmb to get me the DVDs!!!

winter in summer.

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This laptop is driving me nuts!

haven been exercising for almost 2 months..lol.. unbelievable right?
played badminton .. woah! its nice to sweat once in awhile.

getting use to the cold.

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ahh!! off days again!!
man! i m enjoying this shift work.
please dun send me back to camp!

sometimes what we see may not seem what it is.
i guess sometimes relationships are like calm river water with strong undercurrents.

feel like going to play badminton later but noone is free i guess so i will be playing with myself la..lol.

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i have decided that my job encounters should be confidential..lol.. so i removed the last post even though it din really describe when exactly.

have nothing to do on my next off days.
what a waste of off days.

there are actually alot of movies i want to watch.. haha..

hancock
21
the strangers
red cliff
and more.. haha..

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went to bowl today.
was pretty irritated cuz i bowled a 115.
and it ended up with a 168.8 av.
well.. what to do. bad day.
bowling always makes me feel sad.. not because i suck at it..
because.. cuz.. ..

i hope they put me at some fun place tml.
some place with lots of action.. so at least i learn something new.
but there aint got such places on the list..lol..

its just too far away

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i was at the haunted place again la.
its quite eerie at night but nothing weird happen.
phew.

jel said she watch finding nemo again.
do you know how many times she watched that show already?
according to my records its the 47620543403 time she watched it online!
tadah! from this i conclude she loves fish!
so rmb to get her a fish from the market on her birthday, which is coming .. 21aug.. haha!

my partner was watching a short video which he took on his hp la.
starring his gf..lol..
so he was holding the phone with 2 hands infront of him and watching it like a little boy.
then he was so happily smiling all the way.
then i wondered.. when then can i smile like that?

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its 2.20am and i m still awake.
msn sure can do wonders to my sleep time.. haha.

time passes pretty quickly actually.
last time a 12 hrs shift used to be like years.
now 12 hrs is super fast.

and even my off days are so fast.
darn.

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seem like i got alot to say today.
so lets start from 0000hrs ok?

alright, i cant sleep ytd night.
probably slept at 0100hrs.
lying on the bed.
not tossing and turning, just thinking.. and asking myself why.
then i prayed.
felt better.

woke up at 0530hrs.
4.5 hrs is enough of sleep.
went to work.
took 86.
cool.. saw many ajc students.
some which i can recognise.. some completely unfamilar.

so.. a sec 4 guy and j2 girl was sitting close to each other la. apparently this sec 4 guy sort of know this j2 girl cuz they always take the same bus so he tapped on her shoulder when he saw her sitting so close to him and he began to talk. blah blah..

since i was just facing the sec 4 guy and had a clear view of the j2 girl and i had absolutely nothing to do.. i listened to the conversation. so 99.9% of the time he was doing the talking.

obviously he is trying to make friends and pick her up, impress her or smt.. but the topic of conversation is really too noob la. at least thats how i felt la.. ok.. here it goes..

first he talked abt his friend and how many girlfriends he switched in a short span of time. then he continue saying.. "aiya i m not such person la.. i m not a playboy blah blah.."
nah beh!
isnt that trying so desparately to promote himself? lol!

so he cont with another story abt his friends being some ah beng and always look for fights and there is one incident that he got picked by other people but din fight. so guess what he said.. "aiya.. my friends abit ah beng but i m not that kind of person la.."

wth sia!
trying to promote himself again..lol!

i was like -.- and at the same time laughing to myself.

but then he also wanted to promote how cool and macho he was.. so he said.. there was this one where they got into a fight or smt.

isnt that so contradicting with the previous statement?!?!?!

so that j2 girl was just smiling and nodding all the way.

i was like gosh! that is not the topic you wanna talk abt if u wanna impress girls on the bus. its not impressive. it leaves a super bad impression on yourself la. ok.. correct me if i m wrong. if the topics he said were the correct ones to start a nice conversation.. i will jump down..lol!

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so i was doing duty at this ulu place in punggol.
its quite alright today..abit rainy..
the place is usually like an oven luckily it isnt too bad there today.
but still i got sunburn like omg!
so uneven sunburn.. only on my left side.
half red half white.

then i saw the sunset.
totally no buidlings to obstruct sia.
the sun set behind this piece of low lying land i dunno what island or what part of sg is that la. but it was just too beautiful. good spot to view sunset and nice fishing spot too.

this is one of the spots you can bring ur gf go la. got other spots quite nice de also.. like at kallang basin.. the city and a condo building is just across the river. so can sit at the other side of the river and view the nice landscape at night while enjoying the cool breeze and peaceful atmosphere. The nicest part is when the lights from all the building reflect in the river water. magical sia!

then there's another place right smack in the middle of a forest. its behind the new marina golf course. there's this super nice spot where you can see the city skyline also.. up close.. like all the super tall buildings plus the gigantic ferris wheel. Wow.. i went there to see once in the day.. it was so nice sia.. imgaine at night with all the lights!

i kinda stumble upon all these places during duty..lol.

back to topic..

we had bicycles there so i just bicycle patrol the place la.
basically cycle on this super uneven sand/soil made road.
its freaking bumpy.. my ass hurts.
and i need to grip the handles tight if not i may just fly off the bicycle.. so the flesh on my palms hurt like crazy.

this is the place you dont wanna be at night. cuz its all forest on you back and the sea infront of you. its kinda haunted there la.. and many of those incidents happened there. so it was 1945hrs.. the sun set already. the whole forest was pitch dark, and the uneven road was dimly lit by the flood lights a distance away.

then i noticed the dogs there started to bark and howl.
i know they always does that at night.. according to other ppl who work there b4.
they just bark and howl at nothing you know.
towards the trees.
then suddenly they will just appear to be frightened by something and just retreat quickly afew steps and start to bark at the same spot again. Its just like someone was there to throw a stone and scare the dog, except there was nothing insight.

not exactly a great place to be after dark i suppose.

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