what a boring sunday. zZzZ
sunday.. it has been a week. its only a week.
ooOO, its so cloudy now.. better rain man.. i love the rain :D:D
seem like forever to me.
later got piano lessons.. zzz.. nv practice la.. my teacher 3 weeks nv teach me.. cos she wedding then honeymoon super busy so i 3 weeks nv practice her stuff.
29 oct 2006, some when past midnight, u spill the truth.
only prac my own pop songs, classical pop, and classical.. haha.
the truth hurts like hell.. as always the case.
Wa.. i realised that La Campanella by Liszt is super hard to play la.. sian. of course.. its beyond the grade standard la. Let u all hear wad it sounds like la.. haha.
i have nothing to say now.. just wanna let u know that u r always the one in my mind. I love u.
anyway, its classical music, i believe not many ppl will know how to appreciate it la.. haha. Nvm.. its damn cool if u can play it ok.. super cool la.
Its gonna take me another 1 year to learn..lol.. serious la.. 1 year..ZzZz
and another really nice one is Chopin: Op.25, No.01: Harp Study in Ab.
cool la.. hm.. but cannot find any clips leh.. sian.
nvm..
tml op.. ah!! another screwing up session.. haha!!
AND.. tml must go look for arthur lim for CWO!! Wa.. my first time kena such punishment leh. last time in sec school ah.. 4 yrs not even 1 time detention. Now, not even 1 year in AJC kena CWO, for playing bball in the MPH!!
The school build a MPH, but wun let us use the MPH.. erps right. MPH only reserved for school teams to use. ERPS la.. cos they scared that we spoil the MPH, as in the basketball rim and board. Eh.. build le dun use then let it rot ah? no brains!
Nvm.. so sian.. maybe go bowling tml? haha. Oh ya.. saw in the papers today.. there is this bowling alley, called Plaza Starbowl, they have some super promotion!
if u all wonder where is it at.. here is the address:
200 Jalan Sultan
#08-11 Textile Centre
Singapore 199018
its around northbridge road, i think.. i think.. haha.
from monday to sunday, 10am-2pm, $1 only, then 2pm-6pm, $2, then 6pm onwards is $3. hey.. thats super cheap la. At kovan ah its $2.20 from 10am-6pm for all days.. tats more than double of the $1. wow.. cool.. maybe can go there try.
The cool thing is their lanes are brunswick synthetic! AMF synthetic also can la.. as long as synthetic can liao la.. haha!
sian la.. nvm.. now go play piano.. haha. BYE!!!
05 November 2006
04 November 2006
OP practice today. so screwed. =S
walked the same path with the same person but without the same feelings.
well.. after the prac went to play bball for awhile. Then went home, while ZINCCC and her gang went to J8 to eat.
It hurts so much today.. to know that i can only see, hear, smell but not 'touch'.
As usual, at around 3 plus on a sat, went to kovan to bowl.
all the memories came back to me during OP.. beautiful memories.
i guess i was really concentrated today. Cos there are no noobs bowling beside me.. haha!
Why does it hurt so much to see you?
Was quite suprised by my own average today. First 6 games, averaged at 153.67 pts.
yet i wanna keep seeing you. i wanna be hurt..
If my A div average is this ah.. i happy liao la.. haha!
i know i m dumb.. just let me be dumb forever.
Then din feel like going home, so carried on with another 4 games. Guess i wanst really concentrating on the last 4 games huh.. so in total 10 games average :146.6 pts.
i love u still, my dear..
Not too bad.. my normal is like 130, but today dunno why can bowl so well. must be the concentration la.
when will u come back to me?
Anyway.. had a new Hi-game. Hm.. actually not very high la.. its 204 pinfalls. 4 more pinfalls than my last hi game of 200 pinfalls.
or rather.. when can i go back to u?
well well.. found a new friend in the alley today.
waiting.. for tat day..
his name is Andy. He was beside me.. bowling. Abit noob cos dunno how to use the system all that.
Then he uses 13 pound house ball and house shoe. And he bowls alone. So at first i tot he is noob.
but then.. i realised he not bad sia. He hooked with a house ball leh.
This is the first time i ever saw ppl bowl with only 2 fingers. Middle and ring finger, then the thumb is outside.. i believe this is to create more revolutions on the ball for hooking.
And he used back-up balls for sparing.. impressive.
so.. he came to me and asked if i m a regular visitor and i said yes and we shake hands and intro ourselves.. and so i found a new friend..lol.
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Hm.. thanks man.. u know who u r. The one who chatted with me on msn today.
Thanks for all ur encouragements, i will climb onto my feet again. I will pass it on.. ;)
went to cp today, then ran into this young lady tat sells pens for some charity organisation.
it was like a Q&A session.. i asked u answered and silence. maybe we have nothing to say to each other.. even as friends?
well.. this type of people, obviously out that to con ppl's money. 5 bucks per pen.. erps.. those type of lousy pen i can get for 50cents in popular la.
it took alot of courage for me to ask u if u wanna take the same bus tml..
anyway.. she stopped me and 2 friends and asked if we wanna buy or not.
perhaps i m just afraid of being hurt thats why i din dare to walk too close to u again.
the 2 no brainers.. erps.. took their money out. one say.. 'i only got 50cents', the other says' only got 2 bucks'.. so the lady look at me la.
everyday i asked myself why did i screw things up.
i said,'sorry no interest.'
regretted. regretting.regrets.
then her whole face become buay song sia. HAHA!
too late to say anthing huh?
'ur friend already wanna buy then u dun want?'
why cant u just get outta my mind..
so i just stared at her and said 'not interested'
i know i m going round and round saying the same stuff again and again
she bo bian la..lol..
well..
Hate this type of bloody ppl who does 'charity' la. "Charity"..
i m a bloody idiot.
5 dollars.. how much does the company draws, how much does she draw from it. in the end only 1 dollar go to charity la.. idiot, might as well donate my 5 dollars to some real charitable organisation..
why does 'gui ji' by jay chou plays in my head all the time?
all 5 bucks will go straight into those who need it.
shit.. why am i typing all these crap.
i m quite unhappy abt that asshole's attitude. And.. i bet she dun have permit to do this stuff in CP.
everytime i see u i just wanna grab u and hold u..
cos there is strictly no selling of such flags or donations in shopping centres de.. last time i was in PS doing this, kena chased by the security sia.
can we return to the past?
hope she just stand at that corner and get no ppl to buy from her la. idiotic ppl and company that they come from.
can the future be like the past?
03 November 2006
dont really mind failing chinese.
why do my eyes and mind wander off to someone sitting 2 seats infront of me.
compo is more difficult than the compre.. haha..
i tot i smell that familar fragance.. the smell that i missed so much.
nvm..
how can i ever convince you to accept me?
din really put in any effort, so i cant expect any returns.
i just wanna love and care for you forever.
so boring today.. no outing or anything after the chinese A levels..
now, i dont even have the courage to ask how r u. whats wrong with me?
so just went to play bball in school with afew other guys.
have so many things to say, but i know u wun listen.
Then after that had lunch with cherk.. in school.. erps.
i love u like crazy inside, i wanna express it, yet circumstances dun allow.
After chatting for sometime, i realised that we had some common points and views on certain topics.
everytime i wake up, i tot i was in hell.
haha..
why do every sad song remind me of u?
we are just 2 out of the many 'dumb' guys in class. lol..
i just wanna go back in time.
OP practice tml.. ZzZzzzz
i just cant forget you..
L.L lend me some Liszt and chopin book.. the pieces inside is super hard.. erps.. but bloody impressive if i can play it.. haha. Super fast.. nvm.. i love fast pieces.
why did things turn out to be like this?
anyway.. had this weird but wonderful dream this morning. shall not elaborate on wad this dream is. Dreams are just dreams.
why did i screw everything up, myself?
some interesting stuff that i stumbled upon today. This is the msn horoscope:
how can i ever convince you that i love u like crazy?
November 3, 2006
Some positive and interesting but very bizarre dreams could come to you tonight. They might also be erotic at times. These dreams are bringing to the surface suppressed desires that you may have had for a long time, so you'll want to look at them. They could shed some much needed light on a relationship, so consider this side of them carefully. The universe is sending you a message!
how can i ever get u back into my arms?
Its not erotic la.. the dream.. erps. i wonder what message the universe is sending me now.. i just dun get it. Hm..
if u happen to see this..sorry to say all these stuff. i know i shdnt..
erps.. well.. i know u think i m dumb to have read and believed in horoscope. well.. dun really 100% trust these stuff la.. just sometimes when i m lost, so just turn to them lor.
shdnt be loving you now..
haha!!
sorry again.. i cant help loving you.
02 November 2006
i dont wanna forget
dont wanna let go
dont wanna stop missing you
dont wanna stop loving you
i caused my own sufferings, yea.
cos i dun wanna say good bye.
why do i miss you so much now?
no words can describe now i feel.
everytime i close my eyes,
i see images of the past.
i love those days,
that we had together.
short it may seem,
yet unforgetable.
why do everything i see, hear, feel reminds me of you?
how did i manage to love so much
with a broken heart?
i remember you always dun bring an umbrella
always walk in the rain
fall sick after that.
take care of urself..
i wish that i can take care of u
i love u
01 November 2006
wow.. i feel so honoured and dumb at the same time.
See the oct 30 post.. the chunk in italics.. JH tot it was a poem and wanted to borrow it for her own use. Honoured cos ppl wants ur stuff.. stupid cos she prefer to borrow something i took 3 mins to think of, than the lyrics tat i took 30 hours to write..lol!!
wow.. impressive.. look at this..
GONE (N'SYNC)
There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home yeah
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
and left me alone
and I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange (mmmm)
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold (ooooh)
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
Right now..
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
(Can't get you off my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
(touch your face)
But the truth remains..
You're gone..
You're gone.. (baby you're gone)
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..
You're gone..
You're...
Now I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone, no, no
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
The time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
(guess that's my life without you)
and maybe I could change my every day (yeah)
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
(take my mind off missing you)
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeaah....
I've been sitting here
(sitting here)
Can't get you off my mind
(get you off of my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
(My best to be a man and be strong)
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
(wishing I could touch your face)
But the truth remains
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone...you're gone.. you're....
Gone
Ohhh...
What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby who will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me
Oohhh...
I've been sitting here (sittin' here)
Can't get you off my mind (can't get you off of my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
(the truth remains you're gone)
I been sitting here (sittin' here)
Can't get you off my mind (can't get you off of my mind)
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
(my best to be a man)
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains
You're gone..
You're gone..
You're gone
You're gone
Gone
You're gone..
But the truth remains
You're....
was trying to express something like this.. but wasnt able to do it. but this lyric totally described how i felt. impressive.. impressive..
OP sucks. I have a new script liao.. need to re-memorise again. zZzzZ...
Bball rocks! Played bball with the class from after Op till.. 7 30 pm. Wow.. it got so dark that we can hardly see where the ball is la.. haha.. so fun :D
haven revise chinese and not planing to revise today. i m dead tired. lets do last minute studying for A lvl chinese.. haha!!
i saw someone offering his drink to someone after the bball match. Wow.. though it was just something minor, i tot tat scene was pretty sweet.
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i wanna turn back time,
so i can hold you once again.
and this time i wun lose you like i did before.
Gone, like the wind
looking back in the past
we hang out till dusk
it was so hard to part
when the time is up
I remember you smile
I remember your smell
like the roses in the fields
it drive me crazy over you
i thought that everything will remain as it is
but i was so wrong to have said this
*Now that you are gone, like the wind
Come and go without a hint
all i can do is to just to dream
everything's not what it seems
*Now that you are gone, like the wind
Come and go without a hint
all i can do is just to think
how can feelings change in a blink.
Walking the same old path
where is my the other half?
the feeling isnt right
without you by my side.
now that everything have changed
nothing is the same
and it is driving me insane
*Now that you are gone, like the wind
Come and go without a hint
all i can do is to just to dream
everything's not what it seems
*Now that you are gone, like the wind
Come and go without a hint
all i can do is just to think
how can feelings change in a blink.
you are gone... like the wind.
(* = chorus)
ok.. another of those stupid song my me. Haha.. ya.. i m too free lately la... so everything came pouring out. lol.
ya.. i think this song sound weird? ya.. weird...
but nvm.. its from the heart.
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stayed up till now.. 1 am in the morning to do OP script and slides. still doing.. erps.. who ask me just now spend my evening playing all those games. ERPS. now have to suffer.
Ya.. chinese As is just 2 days away. well.. nv touch at all.. so even if i fail, well.. just got me to blame. And i need to suffer for another 6 mths in jc2 to see the hor fun.
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so tired of smiling..
30 October 2006
a smile on my face.
heard my laughter,
how happy i am.
why is there a mask?
one that i put on.
to hide it from u perhaps,
that i m still very sad.
evertime i m alone,
those words came back to haunt me.
everytime when i see you,
the pain comes back again.
i have chosen not to forget,
chosen to love still.
a love tat cannot be expressed,
a love that is contained within me.
how i want to tell u the words again,
yet i cant say them.
how i wish we can be more than just friends,
yet nothing will ever change.
i can only dream, hope and wish,
but nothing is going to change.
SP, after u told me what happen last time. I felt so damn cheated for u sia. I was so disgusted by that person la. ERPS.
Ok.. talk abt school.
Nth much to say. Chem and Econs lect were boring. SIAN! Then OP was ok. Today stayed till 8pm in school. For some reasons, raeger and I stayed back to watch SP's group do the OP. LOL.. so funny.. i think i was so distracting la. Its always either Marsh or SP clicking the slides.. so me.. being nottie, sat by the laptop then talked to them while they clicked. Then everytime forget to click.. or overshot.. haha!! Then kena scolded..lol :P
Anyway marsh.. told u liao right.. ur answers all the textbook style de..lol. But they are good and i appreciate them :D:D
I stayed late in school today cos i need company. If i go home.. i will be all alone. It is unbearable... i will start to think of all the stuff. well.. now i m at home.. alone, without their company... ah..
29 October 2006
spent the whole afternoon outside. Needed some fresh air.
Wandered around with the MP3 blasting in my ears. Then this random Jay Chou song started playing.
軌跡 Gui Ji Track
Other Translations: none
曲: 周杰倫
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou
詞：黃俊郎
Ci: Huang Jun Lang
Lyrics: Huang Jun Lang
Translation: wackycashew – www.jay-chou.net
Verse 1
怎麼隱藏 我的悲傷
zen me yin cang wo de bei shang
How to hide my sadness
失去妳的地方
shi qu ni de di fang
The place where I lost you
妳的髮香 散的匆忙
ni de fa xiang san de cong mang
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily
我已經跟不上
wo yi jing gen bu shang
I already cannot catch up
Verse 2
閉上眼睛 還能看見
bi shang yan jing hai neng kan jian
With my eys closed, I can still see
妳離去的痕跡
ni li qu de hen ji
The traces of your departure
在月光下一直找尋
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun
I keep searching under the moonlight
那想念的身影
na xiang nian de shen ying
For that silhouette that I’m thinking of
*如果說分手 是苦痛的起點
ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain
那在終點之前 我願意再愛一遍
na zai zhong dian zhi qian wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
Then before the final destination point, I’m willing to love once again
想要對妳說的 不敢說的愛
xiang yao dui ni shuo de bu gan shuo de ai
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express
會不會有人 可以明白
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai
Will anyone be able to understand
Chorus
我會發著呆 然後忘記妳
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wang ji ni
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you
接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes
想著那一天 會有人代替
xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren dai ti
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place
讓我不再想念妳
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
So that I will not think about you anymore
我會發著呆 然後微微笑
wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao
I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile
接著緊緊閉上眼
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
And then tightly close my eyes
又想了一遍 妳溫柔的臉
you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian
Thinking once again, your tender face
在我忘記之前
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
Before I forget
Repeat Verse 2, *, first part of Chorus, whole Chorus
心裡的眼淚 模糊了視線
xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian
The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision
妳已快看不見
ni yi kuai kan bu jian
You almost can’t see it anymore
A great lyric indeed...
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how did the writer got to know how i felt?
Waiting for you
the pain in my heart will never go away
the tears in my eyes will never dry up
i remembered the day that u said good bye
and walked away.
baby
please dont go
stay with me till we grow old
baby
dont leave me alone
i will wait for you to come home
till the river runs dry as the years pass by
i will always be loving you.
till the world stops turning and the sun stops shinning,
i will always be waiting.
till the ocean runs dry as the years pass by,
i will always be loving you.
till the world stops turning and the stars shinning
i will still be waiting.
till the world stops turning,
and the stars stop shinning,
i will still be waiting.
guess which idiot composer wrote that? Ya.. its me. Edwin la. How does it sound huh? composed that like 1 week ago, decided to put it up now. Ya.. dun laff i know it sucks. I m noob.. wad to do?
Eh.. copyrighted horr. Erps.. i doub anyone wanna steal shitty music. I shd be happy that ppl wanna steal my lyrics.
As for the music score.. still haven finish writing the full thing out. But have the melody in my head already.
Hm.. wondered how i manage to write this out. It took me less that 20 mins to get the lyrics and melody done. Ya.. and it was 12 30am when i started to hum it to myself. amazing huh?
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I looked around me and realised that many ppl are facing the same problem or similar in nature. JH, XS.. and many more. oh well.. u know, i m love to be a listener. Anything that is bothering u.. ya.. come to me. I m always open.
I rmb thanking jason for talking to me on that NE DAY, and he said, last time there was ppl there for him, its time to pass it on.
Ya.. pass it on. U all were there for me, so its time to pass this deed on to those who need it.
i m sorry for being ununderstanding just now. I accept all ur reasons.
Dun have to feel bad.. its perfectly alright to do this.
I know i stand 0 chance in the near or far future. Still i always believe in hanging on. Hanging on till my heart is being shattered into dust, then will i finally let go.
I dunno how long will it take for me to let go. Not too long, hopefully.
Yet one part of me says,' u got to hang on forever, or else....'
I will see how things work out.. leave everything to fate now.
I have been loving you with all my heart. I did regret some small actions.. i was just wanting to make up.. din expect it to turn into a disaster.
Tears well up in my eyes as i type this post. It takes time for me to accept the fact tat i m 'dead'.
I will always rmb the times tat we spend tgt.. nv to forget. I will always rmb ur smile, the playful you, how u dodge everytime i tried to tickle you. I will always rmb our conversations at the premises around ur block. I will always rmb the fragrance that u carry around. I love that alot.. but i love u most.
It is not suprising that the tears came out.
I will always be outside the doors to ur heart, waiting. Till the day u hand me the keys, open and allow me in.
I know it will be quite impossible, because of the reason. But.. i shall hang on for as long as my shattered heart can hold.
I love you.
Jel.
i m officially dead.
Hang at midnight. oct 29 2006. Sunday
you all know wad i mean.
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i wonder if i can take it or not.
Or..
am i going to write my own name in death note.
28 October 2006
only those that went through it will truly understand the pain that i m going through now.
Every morning i wake up, harsh reality strikes me; another day to survive.
when can i get over it.
The fact that i m a 'criminal', my sentence is 'death penalty' and i m now just awaiting to be hung.
Who can save me from this 'death penalty'?
Noone. Not even the judge.
So i m bound to be hang.
When? I dunno. Soon, i guess.
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i doubt things can go back to normal even after all the dust settles down.
27 October 2006
bowling was fun.. haha. it was funny la.. we got 2 coaches to there to guide just the 3 of us. 2 coach to 3 students. Wa.. almost like individual lessons and the best thing is they dun charge. haha. Cos they nth to do la.. so just go around guiding ppl lor.. lol.
Hm.. what to do tml? OP stuff in the morning. Then..? Shit.. gotta find smt to do la. Bowling again? Was thinking of batminton, but whos gonna play with me? I cant play by myself right?eediot. eeediot. (this is daina's style of saying idiot. HAHA!)
you are right. Its coming back again.
Nvm.. faster go sleep. zZz
NE Day was boring.
Class outing to watch Death Note and to marina for steam boat rocks!! Hanging out with the class brighten my day. I love 0806!
For all who have not seen Death Note yet, u gotta see it. Greatest movie of the year! Its not scary at all.. dun understand why the Daina who is sitting beside me cover her eyes when see she sees the death god(?).. haha!!
Have been talking to some people in the class today. Wow.. i seem to know more on how u all feel now.
One feels bad and abit confused. Another seem to be quite depressed? 2 others still gets remind of their past and cant forget it. And 1 big idiot still hangs onto diminishing hope.
I have learnt something today. we got to take things lightly or else we will be the one who gets hurt most in the end. I pray that everyone will be fine.
I guess u r right.. the guys in the class are quite chi qing, and the girls.. better not say.lol.
Cant believe that u got worried when i disappeared half way thru.. haha.. that was quite sweet man. i guess i got to know u slightly better after today? Maybe 0.001% better la.. haha.. since u say that u r a difficult person to understand. hehe. I think i found some common points between us.. had a nice time chatting. haha.
I should keep myself super occupied from now, so that i wun be thinking of anything. Going to bowling tml, then shd be doing chinese hw and hang around with the piano. Yeah.. going to spend my day like that. haha!
25 October 2006
i wanna laugh till i die liao.
Marsh called me "choc di di"
LOL!
This Marshie really does have ways to cheer me up huh?
Next time if u feel sad ah.. just pray that she is on msn.. go chat with her for 10 mins.. then u will be smiling. She so lame la..lol!!
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dont be sad..
smile.
dun cry..
dry ur tears.
i will always be here..
for u.
So tired after bowling training today. I have delievered at least 200 shots today. Ya.. imagine doing 3 steps and 4 step drills over and over for 3 hours. How is it? One word "FUN!!" Today me and PR, 2 person to 1 lane.. siao bo.. usually is 3 la.. but today 2 onli.. so the pace was very fast haha!! Bowling is my passion.. i love bowling even though i suck at it.
Bowling can get rid of all my troubles. Cos when one is concentrated on what he is doing.. he forgets about everything else. Then after bowling i will be so tired that i cant think of anything. I love bowling.
I love playing the piano too. But talking abt piano.. today in the hall during break.. i was going to play the piano and some stupid teacher with a bloody black face came to me and stop me from playing saying that i m disturbing the jc2s. U GO JIAT SAI LA! At least can tell me properly right? whats with the buay song face huh?
nvm.. i went to LT4 alone to say hi to the piano there. I know i have said it 2 million times already but playing piano can get my mind off everything. Its like u r floating.. like taking drugs?
weird huh? The power of music.
The bowling coach is so good today. He told me pris and PR.. if u all wanna practice by ur own, can ask me to come, i can give u r coaching. Its free. And he gave us his HP no. wow.. thats wad i call a good coach. Passion to teach is impt. Of course, i will make use of the free coaching la.. haha!!
Alright.. tml NE Day.. erps. waste my time.
Then after that go watch Death Note with the class :D:D
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Hm.. JM's post looks sad too.
Hey JM, looks like we are 2 sad guys huh?
Hm.. wad do 2 sad guys do when they come together huh?
GAY!! ERPS!!
Laming la.. i really dunno wad to do la.. erps.
24 October 2006
I wonder how are you.
haven hear from u for seen u online for 2 days, i guess i got quite worried.
Yet i din dare to give u a call..
There is bowling tml.. that means i cannot take 86 home.. i m going to miss taking bus 86..
Chinese A level is coming, haven start to study yet. Sian..
Was learning Flight of the BumbleBee.. the song was so fast la.. play till my little finger going to drop off liao.
So bored at home. And i feel so sleepy.
Life after exams sucks.
22 October 2006
Ok i know its still 1/2 hour before 23 oct.. but nvm.
let me wish my good brother DoMmIE a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Well.. happy birthday dommie!! u have finally turn 17!!
Thanks for always being there for me man.. i really appreciate it :D
And i wish u all the best with Lin :D
I m utterly disappointed.
I only told this to one person in the world.. this may sound minor.. but to me its major. I not talking about music ok.. minor and major. Lame.
Ah.. still have to complete I&R.. i guess i dun have to sleep tonight liao.
Why is the Stupid Pig Jie Jie (SP Jie Jie) so SP (Stupid Pig) ? =Pp.. hahaha!!
I will roast alive u if ahem ahem.. ahem. AHEM!!
nvm..
Tml must hand in I&R Draft.. haven started yet. Nvm.. and haven prepare for OP workshop yet. So what the **** am i doing during saturday and sunday? Lets see.. saturday.. went out to do OP stuff then go home play till sleep. Sunday.. went for bowling then play till now.. yucks.. my sucky life.
Ok.. so gotta prepare the I&R later.. or the LWC is going to be so pissed off with me.
21 October 2006
21st oct ..
is DEEPAVALI!! My PW grp went back to school to pratice OP without realising that the school is closed on a public holiday!! So we ended up practicing OP in AMK Mac. ERPS la.. so dumb.. 4 AJC students wearing school uniforms and going back to school on a public holiday.
Anyway.. saw SP Jie Jie and The Super Jiat Sai Rep and their dance friend there doing some danc proposal. Haha.. and the mac ppl giving out balloons to the kids.. SP Jie Jie being a kid went up to the aunty to get balloons. haha! She got one.. and i get another one form the aunty for her.. so she got 2 balloons now..lol!
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Not in any mood to do anything. OP, I&R, Chinese A levels all coming up. I dun feel motivated to revise or to start doing my I&R.. my heart feels so heavy. I m trapped with all these emotions.. trapped in all these emotions. Passing day after day in a blur, not knowing what am i doing.
I guess i feel better when i m hanging out with people or when i m asleep. But when the night comes and when i m alone.. sadness overwhelmed me.
I love you
20 October 2006
I m so exhausted. Just wanna collaspe now and sleep forever.
Must be because of school and bowling.. i think..
Bowling is fun.. haha.. just love it so much. Imagine Pris and I ponned econs lecture to go for bowling. Haha.
Bowl till the skin on my middle finger and thumb peel off and become so raw. Ouch!
Maybe i will go bowling tml.. or maybe on sunday.. they are chosing the school team soon.. if i dun get in then can go jiat sai liao.
I still cant forgive myself for bowling a 93 in last month's bowling competition. SIAN!!
Tml must go back to school for my groups mini OP practice. Abit sian.. stupid pw.. no choice still have to do it. Some ppl in the class going to Kbox.. aiya.. not that i dun wanna hang out with u guys.. i love to hang out with u guys.. just that i dun like the place that we are going to hang out at. cos i cant sing..LOL.. u all sure faint when u hear me sing.. the screen will crack ah.. haha!!
Ya.. today celebrate XIna's birthday. LOL.. they bought red gstring with the word "sexy" on it as her bdae present. HAHAHA!! XIna!! Must wear for the class to see hor.. hahaha!!
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I dunno why, but sometimes i just tend to keep some stuff to myself. Its not that i din wanna tell u la.. i just naturally keep it to myself la.. and u r the first one to know wad exactly happen la.. stupid la.. haha.
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till the ocean runs dry, till all the stars disappear from the sky, i will be loving you still.
18 October 2006
i have no idea how Dom know tat i m dying.
i m so super glad that he asked me how i m. Super glad. Cos i m going crazy and there he is.. appearing when i need someone to talk to. although we din really touch alot of the topic, still he took my mind off all the troubles.. man.. u r my saviour. i really appreciate that, brother.
I know the pain will come back later.. but.. at least i m currently relieved from it.
thanks doMmIE:D
now i know how does it feel to suffer alone in silence. It feels terrible. SOmeone save me.. help..
i dun think i will be able to sleep tonight.. i know i m blogging every 15 minutes.. the blog is the only "person" who is free to listen to me now. Pathetic eh? everyone is bz.. with pw.
i feel so terrible.. so terrible..
what should i do now? for once in my teenage life i feel so lost.. confused.
i seriously dunno wad to do next..
i have been stonning here for 2 hours.. wondering wad should i do. I called.. noone pick. Noone is free now.. everyone is doing pw.
how? someone tell me.. someone save me.
I have been fighting back the tears in my eyes. I know a guy shdnt cry.. i will not cry. i feel nothing now.. but a bleeding heart.
What now... someone tell me. Someone guide me.. please.
you are probably sick and tired of wad i did. maybe.. u din know the reasons.
i dun really know how to start this.. ok..
sometimes, the thought of giving up crosses my mind and stayed there awhile. why do i suddenly feel that loving someone is such a painful thing? Let me be selfish, i want to forget u because i m afraid. Afraid of rejection. I know i m selfish, trying to forget someone because i fear rejection. sorry.
And.. look at me. I dun excel in anything i do.. be it academic results, sports, cca, music or wad ever i attempt to do. I m just some dirt not worthy to ask for ur love and yet i asked for it. i love u and i want u to be with some one who is better than me.
I know u have not accepted me yet.. or u may not even considered accepting. but what ever it is.. for a moment, i din wan ur acceptance.. ying wei wo pei bu shang ni. so i guess sometimes i just pretend that u dont exist.. or u r invisible. hoping i can forget about u.. so that u can pursue ur true love.
maybe u feel that this is some dumb and lame reason. well.. these are my true feelings.
I guess after attempting for sometime.. i realised i love u too much to get u out of my mind. Perharps i m a fool. But i m most willing to continue to be one.
i m sorry for wad i did. I m a fool.
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let me go back in time so that all these would not have happened.
let me die in my sleep so that i wun feel the pain.
let me look at u, hear ur voice, smell ur fragance before i began to dream forever.
17 October 2006
so many things happen in school today.
Got back all the results. so.. i passed all the final year papers. Including my weaker subjects, Econs and GP. I cant believe i pass econs. spend only 3 hours studying and can pass.. imagine i spend 13 hours studying.. could have gotten a better grade then. But nvm.. i m contented that i can get promoted.
So i passed everything la.. and kena promoted lor. YAY!
Some people probably are not as lucky as me. Marshie.. hey.. dun be too sad. I have faith that u can be promoted. U r more hardworking than many of us and all u need is 1 h2 pass.. just alittle bit more. I m sure u will be able to promote.
i witness the true 0806 class spirit today. 0806 have taught me wad is called "huan nan jian zhen qing".
SX need just 1 more mark to pass his physic h2. We were so troubled.. on how to get this one mark. Those pros in physic were flipping his paper over and over .. all of us sat in the audi.. hopping to find just one mark.
we looked for every single physic tutor.. pestered lim wee chee countless time.. stood outside the staff room for almost 2 hours.
Finally we got the 1 mark :D
I also witness something so touching today, i dun think i can forget this scene. It sort of brought tears to my eyes. You cried because u r afraid that u will not see him next year.. u cried because u r worried for him. Give him and urself a chance.. and chance to feel wad is love.
i wonder if i m him.. will there be anyone who will cry for me..
16 October 2006
got back 3 papers already.
Maths, physic and GP.
Got back maths first, just past la. But after knowing that i pass maths.. i can promote liao.
Physic.. so surprised that i did well. At least to me, its considered well. So surprised that i got an A. haha.. so now..TYS gotta treat me to a drink in the canteen.
Ok.. GP. Never passed a single compre or compo in the entire. And suprisingly i passed GP too. waa.. over all was 50% la.. so. i passed all these 3 papers.
Just need to pass chinese can liao. I can fail both chem and econs also nvm.. hahaha!
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i see so many people's nick saying Pw sucks and they hate pw. Well.. i m hating it as well. i think my whole group hates it.
Still got left with abit WR. OP and I&R to do and we are done!!!
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The haze is bad.. makes everyone sick.
My heart breaks when i see u sick. ok.. i know u dun believe wad i said.
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I know.. i m probably nothing to u.
14 October 2006
darn... i m awake.
PSI: 115.. the smell of haze reminds me of that night.
I-chess is such a fun game.. haha :D
The open house was nice.. we the facilitators were slackers. I only bring 2 groups of guest around the place la.. hm.. mass dance was fun :D
i m so tired inside.
going to sleep later,and i wish i can sleep forever. Never to wake up again, never to face reality again.
This is escaping from reality. I know we should face what ever that comes. But.. i dun think i can face it.
The feeling is terrible, i dun want to experience it again.
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12 October 2006
SP JIE JIE!! u throw the eraser at me ah.. then bounce off my neck and hit feline. U nottie sp jie jie.. make me accuse the all the people who sit behind me of throwing the eraser ah.. lol.. so dumb right.
"eh.. u throw de issit?"
"SX u throw the eraser at me ah?"
"ZX! u issit?"
"jelly u throw de right?"
"issit u or u?"
wa.. stupid sp jie jie.. haha :P:P
sian leh.. tml have to go learn dance.. lehz.. for the open house de.. dun feel like going.
Ya. just now went to bowl ah.. stupid.. sp hard to improve.. so easy to deprove sia.
This time i really must push part of the blame to the lane liao.. ok.. it was super dry. For those who know about bowling.. eh.. i deliver it straight down arrow 1 it ended up hitting the 7 pin.. so in total.. it hooked 30 boards.. from 5th to 35th.. wth?
so dry la.. so bo bian.. need to play some stupid line that i have never played in. and i dunch know how to sent out properly la.. haven learn yet.. stupid..
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i have said it a million times already but i have to say it again "i love you"
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
11 October 2006
haha.. marshie so funny.. haha. she smsed me to remind me to bring the chinese test paper tml. Then i so suprised la.. cos she nv remind me to bring anything before la.. so i said that waa.. she so good. Then she say that we are family..lol.. cos i always call her marshie mei mei.. and now she started calling me white choc kor kor..lol..
ahh.. now i got the flu virus liao.. it felt so terrible. my nose like become a water tap liao la.. irritating. u all want free water? come to my nose.. free new water sia.. haha :P
wa sian.. today the FOL.. sucks sia. The Hip Hop lesson sucks. Ask the trainer go die can? He stupid attitude problem.. keep picking on us.. ask he go jiat sai la. Eh TYS why u din ask him jiat Sai ah??? haha!!
In the end.. we, for once in our life, are so glad that there are feedback forms for us to fill in. HAHAHA!!
so, on the lines below.. we said smt like "get a better trainer".."he got attitude problem".."bad attitude".. "waste my time.. waste the school's money"
Then all the check boxes we put strongly disagree.. haha.. make sure the same guy dun come back again.
and he is very hao lian.. dance dance.. impressing girls issit? ur attitude cannot impress girls de la.. idiot.
Ya.. and he no brains.. refuse to use mic to talk.. refuse to stand on the stage to teach.. so we the people at the back.. cannot see and hear properly.
hear that he is suppose to be quite reputable.. i wonder if its in the negative or postive way. shd be the negative ba.
The 2 other activities.. Power of Team and Winning Relationships are good la.. it was fun.. haha.
I feel so fucking pissed off by some people in school today. (not u.. dun paranoid)
What the Fuck!
Its none of ur problem.. so just STAY OUT!
dear friends who read my blog, dun read too much into this post.. its most probably not talking about u.
10 October 2006
Life is so boring.
pw sucks.
Tml is festival of life. SIAN! Dun feel like going.. i prefer to spend my time with the comp, reading a book or bowling.
I heard that bowling training only starts after OP exams. Heard onli.. but if its really start after OP exams.. then its freaking sian.. everyone will deprove like crazy la.. no brains.
Lim wee chee told my pw group that 0806 did quite well for physic promo paper. wow.. but i tink the paper was meant to be an average paper.. so other classes would have done well too la. lots of us got A/B.. But there are also 2 failures ;? .. sian.
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I feel like running.
Running away from everyone.. running away from you.. running away from myself.
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"maybe.."
09 October 2006
Maybe i shd write a short reply with regards to ur 9 oct post.
Maybe these people have a reason to do so? they may not be that sure of their feelings yet.. and need more time to consider?
one day they may realise how impt these ppl are? They may regret doing so? it depends la.. on how much these people mean to them. If they mean nothing to them, i dun think there will be anything to regret on.
and just be brave.
actually.. sometimes.. i really feel like throwing my hands up and say " i give up" and walk away.. =X ..
but i guess we gotta be brave and take on wad ever it comes.. even if it means that it hurts u. If u dun try u will never know. and.. how can one give up feelings so easily?
wad am i talking? nonsense.. ignore me.. i m just sianed.
see i m so sian till i can put up so many post in one day.. sian lehz.
ok.. elieen and Jh.. i know u all wanna see the pictures. So i uploaded it onto Msn space.. after dunno how long. Not many pics though.. but still have all of u la.. haha.. so go view la.. lol.
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man.. i have got this weird feeling. Its like i have a thousand things to say and to comment on but i just can put it into words. This sucks.. unable to express my feelings.. arghs.
sian.. sian.. sian.. wad to do now ah? i hate this.. "i have got nothing to do and i m rotting" feeling.. sian..
eh.. why my hands so numb ah? wth.. irritating.. hands and fingers.
Wl! Got two cuts in my fingers because of bball.. aiya.. the fingers last time fungi infection then forever cannot recover.. abit of friction then tear liao.. ouch!
anyway.. TYS dad fetched SP jie jie, Raeger and I home today.. haha!
She always disallow guys in her dad's car la.. now finally allow liao..lol..
great day.
went for chem spa, then went out with 12 other 0806s to have lunch at pizza hut. we were super noisy in pizza hut.. haha.. but nvm.. i enjoy crapping.
Went back to school and played bball till 6 plus.. waa.. thats like almost 4 hours of bball. So shiok.. long time ever since i played for so long. It was great!!!
but tml sian liao.. OP lectures and then must go see lim for WR. Sian..
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i feel like slapping myself hard. Why do i get jealous so easily. Go to hell.. edwin.
08 October 2006
As i held you and fell asleep beside you, i wished i can sleep forever.
Never to open my eyes again.
07 October 2006
Chalet was fun!!
Had bbq, played bridge and dai dee, then cycle the whole night and morning. Cycle till so tired..lol..
Its nice to hang out with the class.
ok.. i know we made everyone worried..lol.. sorry. Had so many missed calls haha.. thanks for worrying for us. Lol.. sorry for disappearing suddenly.
The haze is killing me. Just now.. the PSI went up to 143. wl.. can die sia.
will upload on the chalet pic on MSN space.. soon.. hahax
05 October 2006
tml last paper.. finally all this shitty exams are over.
well.. dunno if can promote or not.. haha, the maths paper so tough.. crazy.. nv seen such tough paper in my entire 17.5 years of life.
well.. good luck to everyone.
Tml class chalet.. yeah! going to fun.. i guess..
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The world is such a complicated place. Human's feelings are more complex than anything. Feelings cant be forced. It can only come naturally or cultivated over time.
How i wish i had no feelings at all. Like a robot. Free from all the troubles brought about by feelings.
I still feel so bad. I guess a thousand sorrys issnt enough.. a million isnt enough. But i do feel bad.. sorry once again..
Haiz.. why do i always get myself into such a mess.. and drag people along with me.
Sorry..
02 October 2006
The stupid haze is gave me a headache this afternoon. Arghs!
4 more days left to go and the promo will be over!!
Tml is Econs and Physic paper. Econs is sure fail de.. but still must study abit.. cos i fail also dun wanna fail till get zero marks la. Shd be spending the next 1.5 hrs studying econs ba.. so that will make up about 4 hours in total for econs revision. 4 hours to cover 1 year's work.. haha.. pro sia.
Physic.. better pass ah, if not i really die liao. Gd luck to me. Gd luck to everyone.
28 September 2006
maybe.. i shouldnt have step into ur world in the first place and brought agony to u.
Perhaps i should leave, to save u from all the troubles, the pain.
perhaps saying good bye is the best and only way..
26 September 2006
Promo starts in 5 days.. sian.. haven finish studying yet lehz.. got a bad feeling about it eh.. fail = retain, u know? i fail = dropout ah.. sian..
Better pass sia.. 2h2 and 2h1 can liao.
Promo ends in 10 days!!! :D:D:D:D
The class chalet only about 11-12 out of 25 people confirm going. Aiya.. so few leh.. if got around 17 ppl then fun sia. SP, Marshie and Jelly not going/haven confirm going. Sian.. sian..
Today got 4 ppl absent from class sia.. SP, TYS, XX and Pager. lol..the 3 living in sengkang ponned school la.. XX is really ill la.. this got excuse. Lol.. stupid la.
Lessons are so sian.. 2 hours of chinese lesson is a waste of time.. could have made better use of my precuious 2 hours.. like use it walk home or smt.
I realize that SP and Ys also read my blog. So i m gonna ka jiao them here.
Hi SP JIE JIE!!!! Dunno why i always call her SP jie jie..lol.. maybe cos she is sisterly? lol.
And HI TYS!!!! Anyway.. during ur absence.. i was kinda bad. I made a joke out of ur name leh.. sorry ah.. haha. So this lame joke goes like this.
"Yee Shin" sounds like "Eat Shit" right? Eat Shit in hokkien is "Jiat Sai" right? LOL.. Yee Shin u r meant to be the Jiat Sai rep la.. haha.
Lol.. just a lame joke.. dun mind hor? =P dun cry hor later cherky kill me then i know sia.. haha!!
Sian.. tml is wednesday.. 2 hours of Physic + 2 hours of Chem tut. Its going to kill me man.. could have spent the time doing something more meaningful.
22 September 2006
hey guys.. i m fine, for now.. haha. Thanks JH.. who was the first to know abt it, then thanks JM for the snack and all those crap..haha.. and Thanks dom for ur support :D And hope u slove ur problems soon :D
I guess i just cant do without good buddies eh? So touched when u guys show concern. haha.
Dun worry, i m fine now.. lol.. lets concentrate on the exams first :D
21 September 2006
thanks Jh.. for giving me that advice. I guess nothing is certain in this world until it is really certain. Thanks anyway.. and thanks dom for ur concern too.
If one day i fall.. at least i will know that u 2 will be there to cushion my fall. I wont feel so hurt that way.
i dunno.. all of a sudden.. i feel like crying. Hadnt done that in a long time. sheesh..
Things can take a sudden turn huh? Now i understand how DOm felt in the past.. maybe my situation isnt as serious as his.. but its still terrible la.
One moment u r in heaven and in the next u r in hell.
Nvm.. i dunno la.. wad to do?
Eh.. the previous post got some inaccurate parts.. blame it on me for being dumb..lol..
Its ok.. i have a whole lifetime to wait for ur answer.. i will always be right here waiting for u.
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Thursday! Long day.. highlight of the day shd be the PE session. Dance.. dance some.. partner dance.. haha. fun!! Dance with many strangers..lol.. anyway.. my first partner was Jelphine.. haha.. SP's first partner was SX!! OMG!!!!! The 2 of them so cute.. haha!! Some ppl still like some one but dun dare tell them..lol.. cant believe that he is so shy when it comes to all these stuffs.. haha.
Then after that stayed back to play bball.. dIana and ZN the TBH also joined us guys..lol.. the looked so blur.. haha!!
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LOL.. chatting on msn with my sec 3 cousin now.. haha. So.. she have this friend who have stead and this guy complaints that his gf is too shy infront of their friends so she hardly talks to him when their friends are around but when they alone together then is ok. SO she asked me wad to do.
see.. i m the love expert. Everyone asking me wad to do.. so i gave good advices.. haha!!
Love expert my foot.. sometimes i cant even solve my own pOrbems. sian.. relationship stuff are so complex that no human brain will ever figure out how it works.
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wad to do? Missing u now..
20 September 2006
single, taken or crushing?
Just taken!! :D
are you happy wif ur life now?
Ya.. everything is great except for exams.
when you meet the right person, do you fall in love
with him/her fast?
Hm.. since its the right person liao.. shd be fall fast bahs.
have you ever had ur heart broken?
Yep..
do you believe there are some
circumstances where cheating love
is acceptable?
Dunch believe!!
would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
If i still love her.. ya.. i will take her back. Call me a fool..lol..
have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
thats like 10 yrs later la..lol..
do you want children?
yep ^^
how many?
2 lor.. one guy and one girl ^^
would you ever consider adoption?
POrbably..
if someone likes you right now,
what do you think is the best way to let
you noe his/her feelings?
eh.. lemme think.. hm.. er.. tell me? lol
do you enjoy getting into relationships?
There are always ups and downs in a relationship.. but nevertheless i feel that its a wonderful thing to be able to be with the person u love.
be honest. what is the furtherest thing you and ur ex did?
sai.. do i have one? And I DUNCH WANT TO HAVE AN EX!! :D:D
do you believe in love at first sight?
hm.. nope.. it shd be called lust at first sight.
are you romantic?
Erm.. yes? abit la.. haha
do you believe you can change someone?
duno leh.. ask them if the wanna let me change their clothes for them or not la..lol.. lame sia..
if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in some peaceful countryside with 4 seasons, with lakes, mountians, greenery and the person i love..haha.
do you give in easily when you're fighting?
Shd be la.. i hate fights!!
do you have feelings for someone right now?
YESH YESH!!!
do you ever wished that you could have someone but
you messed it up?
dun have la.
have you ever broken a heart?
hm.. i guess so..
if one day ur best fren falls in love wif the person u are deeply in
love wif, what will you do?
then i will aks the person whom i like to make a decision la.. its up to her.
are you missing someone right now?
Ya la..lol..
ok.. i am suppose to ask 5 ppl to do this thing.. but hey.. i not so bo liao.. haha :P
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uh oh.. i m dead.
Promos promos.. promos promos.. sian sian sian sian!!
Nvm.. if i din hear wrongly.. the Class chalet is on the day of the last paper.. yaHoOOooOoOooOOoOO!!!! UfoooOOooOOOooOO!! woHOOoooOOoooOOOoo!! Yipeeeeeee!!
Wa.. finally a class chalet!!
19 September 2006
How can u walk away like that and leave me alone. For the past few months, u have become my good gay friend. Ok.. i know u quitted being a gay.. so now u r my good friend.
Haha.. eh dun like that leave me leh (sounds gay.. but i m not!!) friends also equally important de ok!!
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Oh.. Physic SPA tml.. sian.. sure fail.. siaN!
Hate SPA la.. must memorise all those stupid points.. arghs.. hm.. haven start revising for SPA yet.. SIAN!!
About Promo.. i cant wait for it to finish la.. shit man.. ok.. slightly less than 3 weeks.. haiz. And if i cannot promote.. i m gonna quit school sia.. not planning to retain.
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When i hold u in my arms, time seem to pass faster than ever.
17 September 2006
Its a nice sunday.
The best sunday i have ever had in my entire teenage life. :D :D
well.. i guess i shd be able to pass 3 h2 subjects. I guess.. but its all border line passes la.. like 45% .. a big fat E grade. Ok.. dun expect too much from myself.. how can i expect something like a B or C when i dun study hard for it.
Sian.. Hate exams. Love school. Love 0806.
Nvm.. tml shd be a nice day.. with PE (games!!!) and then play bball during break. Maths lesson shd be good.. but.. GP erm.. sucks la.
She is going to go thru some compre that i nv do and dun plan to do..
ok.. still must hand in chinese comp and practice tml.. sian.. haven finish yet. The compo ah.. i write 2.5 pages.. she not happy.. she say must write 3 page.
Piangs.. I must learn how to cook Hor Fun liao.. next time can cook Hor Fun till chao ta!! Anyone wants to eat HOr fUn? I dun think so la.. who wants hor fuN.. lol..
Hm.. promos =/
Ya.. i cut my hair today.. i know it sucks and i dun dare to turn up in school tml. Either i go in a wig or i dun go to school.. or i shave bald. Which option better?
14 September 2006
Ah.. stupid JM TAY! He edited my last post.. the "I LOVE YOU" at the end of the post is written by JM TAY. He wants me to love him.. whahaha!!
LOL.. and he replied to the "I LOVE YOU" in his blog:
oh yea!blogging in school FA.erps.Eddy, I LOVE YOU TOO!=DD
LOL!
Today is a long day.. but its one of the better thursdays i have.. hm.. because no PW lesson and because we can spend free periods playing basketball and because of some other stUffs.. oops :P
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Took the same old bus, the same old path, but the feeling aint the same today. Something is missing.. someone is missing..
13 September 2006
Current life is mostly about school and studies.. and of course.. some other stUffs.
Wells, i have finally starting to revise my work.. with slightly 3 weeks left before promos. Sian.. nvm.. about 4 weeks promos will be over.. wahaha!!!
So.. good luck to everyone for the promos!!
Ah.. and yes.. to u.. sorry for wasting ur time.. haha
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i held ur hand and look at you, for a moment, i though i was in heaven. Never have i seen an angel flying so low before.
I LOVE YOU!
09 September 2006
oh.. today went out with the gang(JH, Prissy, Elieen and DomMmiE)
At first felt abit strange, cos dun really know elieen so well.. but after lunch at pastamania.. then dun feel weird liao.. haha.
Nice person :D
So we went to take neoprints.. it was JH's idea, then went on to arcade.. play play play.. and accompanied Jh to City Hall and waited for her IMF training to start.
At 3:05pm JH went to her training and we went off.. haha.. to esplanade.. sat there and chatted till 6:30pm!!
Wa.. fun la.. lots of things to talk about.. hahax.. bowling!! Ya.. Pris, Elieen, Dom and I are all bowlers :D:D
Bowling RawKs!!!
Wow.. DomMie and EliEeN make a great pair :D:D
Great outing, cant wait for the next one.. haha.. shd be the year end chalet la.. yay!!!
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Hey pal.. seeing u so stressed up and depressed makes me feel upset too. Dunno why.. i not gay, but i just feel sad when stuff like that happen to my good buddy. Dun worry, i know u can solve the problem, it just take some time and some effort. Dun hurry things now.. cos it may make stuff more complicated.I can see the stress on ur face.. i can see that at times u r lost, dun know what to do. I m always here if u need someone to talk to :D
Once again.. things will get better :D
08 September 2006
wow, i m so proud of singaporean bowler Remy Ong. For those who did not know, he came in First in the All events and Single event round to clinch 2 gold medals for singapore in the World Men's Championship.
Wow.. he averaged 254 pins in the single event. WOW!
But he got eliminated in the Maters Elimation Round. It is where the top 16 players compete against each other.. he breezed thru round 1 with a score of 3-0 but lost in round 2 to Grabowski of germany 1-3.
oH.. tml is the outing with the gang.. haha.. its gonna be fun :D:D
07 September 2006
The first time I saw You,And looked into your eyes,I knew from that moment,That i m in love.
wow.. found a nice song, titled "Still Waters" Its composed by tonci hujlic a croatia composer. This piece is performed by Maksim Mrvica in his forth album, A New World, released in 2005.
Ok la.. not everyone's taste the same as mine.. but i still feel it is a great piece.
i found it while watching a YOUTUBE video. It was used as the background music.
ok.. i know the video is impressive, but the main focus is the song la.. haha.. anyway.. it was a nice trick.. invisible palm.
anyway.. i was thinking of learning some card magic.. but it is super tough to learn la.. first ah.. its hard to find the tutorials, then difficult to obtain good cards. The card used in the video is not some 80cents a pack paper card.. it can cost 7 plus for a normal bicycle deck to up to 20 over for some better deck la.. eh.. the deck very nice right?
Then it takes lots of patience to practice.. cos ah.. need a super long time to practice. Wa lao.. tough leh.. haha.. but very impressive.
shucks.. for almost the whole holiday, i have been infront of the comp, infront of the piano. Spend so little time on revision :/
faints.
04 September 2006
yesterday.. i have been waiting for the whole morning, wondering if u remember. And u did. It may seem like nothing to you.. but i was happy to receive it.
your scent is sweeter than that of the rOse.
My feelings for you will not wilter like the rose or change like the seasons.
03 September 2006
The competition was a fun and enriching experience. I have learn a couple of important points from this experience.
ok.. i was so irritated by my first game.. got a freaking 93!! yucks! u know.. i got a 93!!!!
ok.. its a 3 game series.. so the score is 93,141,161.
The first game.. arghs!!
Too nervous la.. first time competing.. and my same old pOrbem occured during the first game.. so.. it explains the 93.
Then in the second game.. i got more comfortable with the place.. but it is still irritating.. everytime my pocket shot cannot take down all 10 pin.. it will leave pin 5 or 10 or 9 or 4-7. The worst thing is i am bad in sparing all these pins.. except pin 5. Shucks.. so all my frames were like 9- or 9/.
Then till the 10 frame then did i get my first strike.. ok.. it was a double strike.
Then things got better in game 3. Manage to make all most of the single pin spares.. got a double in frame 6 and 7 (i think), a single and spare in frame 10.
But i m still pissed off by game 1. shd have gotten 120 la.. thats my usual average. Stupid!!!
so today.. i average at 131.67.. shd have average at 140 la.. stupid game 1! arghs.
i know yOu wanna see how i look when i am bowling right? haha.. i look terrible la.. here is a video of me.. my style differs slightly from the "textbook" cos i dun follow "textbooks" i follow my own "lecture notes".
so.. in the end, AJC 1 came in 23 out of 33 teams beating 10 other teams (8 outside teams and 2 ajc teams)
We were the youngest competitors.. cos this competition is suppose to be for people above 21.
I came in 74 out of 90+ male bowlers ;/
JR came in 73.. arghs.. my stupid game 1!!!
Hm.. i wonder if can get into the school team or not.. haha.. can go competition leh.. quite fun!
i finally blog again.. the competition will start in about 10 hours time.. going to try something different at the comp. Playing down the first arrow.. haha.. if i miss 7 cm to the right.. then goodbye i m dead.
30 August 2006
ah.. finally.. holidays.
Its going to be a busy holiday because of the exam that is coming up. And i m going to miss my class very badly.. cos 0806 is the best.. haha.. and i m going to miss someone even more badly.. haha! That is none other than my gay friend JM!!!
Lol.. dom tot that JM is a girl. He tot that JM is the "girl" that i like.. haha!!
Tml teachers day.. not going back to zhss.. i know i m bad.. but nth for me to see, what for go back?
bowling? bowling is cool.. i tried smt dumb today.. to raise the ball high.. ya higher than my usual back swing.. lol.. ya.. above shoulder...then no accuracy at all la.. so difficult to control. but they say very cool leh.. probably gotta try to make it better haha..
27 August 2006
hm.. weird.. have received this overseas call twice. And twice i missed that call. checked the internet.. the call is from china.. weird.. cannot be JG right? He in USA wad..
Tml is a bad day.. maths test.. then must check the GP file. And.. i still have 4 commentries and 2 mind maps to do.. ah.. not planning to finish them.
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Saturday and Sundays have become bad days for me.. sey.. cos no school.. sian.. no school..
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I'll be dreaming of you tonight, 'til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight, and there's no where in the world I'd rather be, then here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Oh.. had a great time chatting with JH, DomMIE and Elieen. Haha.. the 2 of them so sweet la.. darling here and darling there.. wow.. haha.
Nvm.. gonna see the both of them real soon.. 9 th of sept.. haha..
well.. went to Yishun safra with the team to do some practices.. not bad.. the rate there is crazy la. 3.40 per game on sat and sun.. now i know.. next time on weekends cannot go there. And monday to friday after 6 pm also 3.40.. super expensive.
Then.. next friday need to Mt Faber Safra to get used to the environment.. but the games are paid by the school.. so nvm la.. since free then go play lor.. haha.
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Ok.. still have 21 newspaper articles to complete.. then study for maths test.. and prepare the chemistry questions.
So.. that is to say that i dun have to sleep on sunday night or i take MC on monday.
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Count the number of stars in the night sky
Measure the amount of water in the ocean
Multiply them together
that is how much i miss you.
26 August 2006
Wow.. just finish the SL water games proposal.. send to SP liao.. i dunno how is she going to edit it la. Very poor thing leh.. she tml have dance.. then now must stay up till dunno wad time to edit all the proposal then send to JM to do editing again.
Piangs.. thats our life. SL thing is very bz la.. cos we organising a camp for the children but i feel that it is worth all our time to do this la. It is something good ma..
Ok.. look at the time.. 12 35 am.. sey.. still have do WR yet.. sian.. now must faster do..
25 August 2006
This sounds dumb.. but i m so touched.
Thanks Dom for your advice.. man.. nv expect that u will give me such an advice.. now i know that i still have friends that really care for me..thanks.
wow.. i know wad happen to u the last time.. dun worry, i will take care of myself..
if one day i m hurt.. i know that u guys will be there for me.. right? lol.. right Jh and dommie? hahaz.
Lots of work to do. SL! need to do 4 water games, and the sequence for the rotations of the 6 teams. This is so confusing la..
Then PW.. need to do WR.
The thing is, tml must hand up :/
And i will be out for like half of tml for bowling practice with my team and piano lesson.
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Saw doMmIe today in AJC! He came here from school to visit a friend then saw him at the guard post while we were leaving for bowling session. Lol.. he still looks the same la.. haha.
Today's training was not bad.. i think the team morale is good. Keep it up!
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24 August 2006
The breeze
the greenery
the cloud.
Your voice
Your eyes
your smile.
The watch
The time
ticking away.
soon we have to say goodbye.
Its ok, cos i can dream of u tonight.
Its alright, cos u r always in my heart.
23 August 2006
wow.. so busy lately.
Lots of stuff to do.. and today the chemistry lesson sucks.
It is so boring and it lasted for 1 hr 45 mins.. i almost died in the class. He going thru entropy.. and so he keep asking ppl qns la. I guess he thinks that i m smart.. cos he din wanna ask me any qn. He actually called me.. then after that hesistated for 2 seconds and say.. no no.. and went on to call SX to answer.
And i dunno the answer to the qn that he is gonna to ask one leh.. haha.. so lucky.
The trick for him not to ask u to answer is to fake that u r bz copying wad he is writting on the board.. i did that.. i guess it worked..hahahaha!!
Got back EOM.. not toooo bad.. but not good either.
Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away
22 August 2006
When the night has come and the land's dark, when the moon is the onlyRead more...
light we'll see, look at the stars; can you count them? I miss you that
much.
Wow.. JH helped me chang blog skin.. haha.. i love it la.. cos it is related to bowling. thanks JH!!!
I have a piece of good news!! Also abt bowling. Last week they announced that there is going to be a competition held in SAFRA Mount Faber on Sept 3rd. So i just sign up la.. since it is free.. haha.
So they formed 3 teams. 4 per team.. and i am in team 1.. and suprisingly i m also the team leader.. haha.
I think i m the lousiest member in team 1 la..lol.. later i pull their score down.. erps!
but nvm.. i m still happy that i have a chance to participate in the competition. It is going to be my first bowling comp.. i m so excited!!
Hope that day i can strike and ten pins down!! Spare is also impt.. haha.
21 August 2006
Today the civics lesson we discussed about.. SL.
TOOOOOOOOOOT
thats wad i have to say.
TOOT is wad i wanna say.
So TOOT TOOT TOOTT!!!
LOL.
Okok.. i have nv thought about having an overnight camp just because i wan to complete my NYAA. Ok.. so majority of us din think of it. Piangs..
TOOT
So.. sian. mdm ho says no u cannot have overnight camp cos of the safety issue.. u need 3 teachers to be with u.. blah blah.. the sch will not approve.. blah..
SO disappointing.. no overnight camp then.
So day camp la.. wad can u do in a day camp la. 9-5 ah? 8 hours do wad TOOT?
I m not looking forward to camp liao.
SIAN!
20 August 2006
wa... today went to wash car!!
Meet jelly and pager at sk mrt at around 7 am then we make our way to clementi. At dover.. Jm called and ask us to meet him at jurong east, which is one stop after clementi.. so jel and I by pass clementi.. which pager went down to look for food.
I saw some one in red shirt.. tot is jm.. so waved.. turn out to be a stranger..lol.. and behind him got another red shirt guy.. and this guy then is JM la.. wll..
So we sat there and wait for Marshie. she very pro leh.. got out of the train then faster switch train and take to clementi liao.. din tell us leh.. and we waiting for her at the station..lol..
so we decided to wait for SP and TYS.. they so late la.. in the end all the 5 of us late..haha
went there then they split us into 2 grps. One group to sell tickets and the other wash the cras, later then switch over. selling ticket is so boring.
only managed to sell one. so sian till we all gave up and started washing. Then flag down any car that come into the car park ask them wanna wash or not. The washing part is fun but tiring. We even washed police car leh..not bad.
end at close to 3.. so tired liao.. faster get home to sleep. Tiring but fun. our class outing..lol.
shucks.. haven do EOM and GP Summary. So sian.. just now spend the whole evening practicing piano.. ahh.. must faster finish learning nocturne in E flat major. wa.. so nice leh..
19 August 2006
alright. I feel better now.
Thanks to 2 ppl who talked to me ytd night.
Wow.. Nocturne in E flat major is soooooooo nice! just that i dun know how to play la..lol..
when i heard my teacher play it.. it was like.. wow!!
Such a romantic/touching piece.. that completely melt my heart. haha.
Tml need to go wash car.. this is our class outing..haha
18 August 2006
Readers beware.. this is a dumb and useless post.
i m so fustrated!!!! I dunnO.. i dunNnoOOo i dunNNOoOOO!!!!
AHh.. i dunno any thing la.. ahh... shit.. abcdefghijklmnopqurstvwxyz..
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
abc..
sucks sucks.
I dunNoOOooo!!!!!
why why why??!!!
wl.. what i writting?? crazy.
Let me vent my fustration.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
sian.. sian.. sian.
taling to JH now..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
WHYYYY!!!!!???????????????
THIS IS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
CRAP.. sorry for crapping.
one moment hope is just around the corner. The next moment, it just vanishes into the air.
Am i infering too much?
The sun is shining, but there's no light for me. The moon is high in the sky, but I still can't sleep. I know you are smiling, just like the sun shining, but not for me.
17 August 2006
I m glad that i know how to play the piano. Every time when i feel sad, i will have my piano and music to accompany me through the depressing time. Glad that there is a piano in the hall.. haha.. or else i will go crazy.
when i play the piano.. all the sadness gets washed away. My mind is blank.. my head is only filled with the melody of the music and nothing else. I m free from all troubles.. i just feel as if i m floating. Probably like taking drugs?? Great feeling.
When everything around you seems to collapse and the world seems like aRead more...
cold, dark, and lonely hole; in the midst of all the pain and unhappiness, know
that I will be the one standing at the edge with a smile and understanding in my
heart, and an outstreached hand to help pull you out; to help you see that
within the darkness of this world,I will be the light to guide you through.
And when I find myself in that same dark hole, I hope that you will be
there standing at the edge waiting for me.
16 August 2006
14 August 2006
EOM discussion with the ST..hm.. was okok la.
At least it isnt as bad as the last time.. haha. Still have to work on the phrasing part..haha. Its all about how u argue ur point.
oh well.. i din feel like having lunch today so i went up to the hall to play on the piano. Guess i m still not used to have an audience. Cos when i have ppl seeing me play.. i get nervous.. cant concentrate that well..lol..
I guess i m still not good enough la.. haha.
13 August 2006
The stupid EOM is killing me!!!!
Ok, Dom have got himself a girlfriend.. congartz..lol. I wonder how she look like..haha. I kinda miss the days that we had together. Still rmb the 4 of us.. JH, Dom, Pris and I went to chalet. Had lots of fun there.. haha.. i cant believe how much i enjoy myself la.. and that was only my second meeting with Dom.. and we kinda get along well.
The stupid EOM is really killing me!!!!!!!!
Ok, today is sunday. Tml is monday. School starts again.. 5 days of lessons. And i have some dumb GP bridge lecture on friday. Every friday. Cos i fail my GP mid year. Sucks. Nvm.. i will pass the promo.. i will pass.. i will pass.. i will pass..
EOM SUCKS!
During the national day school holiday on thursday, when everyone is at home slacking or outside playing.. we have to go back to school for some PW discussion with the ST. Oh.. what a nice holiday i had. Oh.. a nice holiday spent with the ST till 8 pm in the school. Wa.. so nice.. wa.. sucks.
What am i rambling about.
STUPID EOM!
DUMB EOM!
nvm.. i just dun like EOM cos i cant do EOM cos.. i dunno how to do. Cos.. i hate EOM. what talking me? nvm.
hey sis, sorry for not replying you yesterday night. I was asleep..haha.
Ok, i know that u r depress, so am i. I guess we are 2 fools who are so caught up in all these stuff.
I understand that to forget someone is not easy. In fact it is extremely difficult. I m not encouraging u to give up la.. cos i always believe in persevering. But u look at him ah.. his attitude that day.. it was horrible la. How can he treat people that way? even if those are strangers to him he also cannot like that wad.. so now u see a more negative side of him la, and this is probably what he is like when u get to know him even better.
So wad i suggest is go talk to him and find out what is his PORBEM. If he still like that ah.. then u know wad to do la.
Switch target la.. he not worth ur time and effort la. Some people wants it more than him la.
Dun be afraid to get hurt la.. cos after getting hurt, we emerge as a stronger person. Just like me.. lol.. lame.
Seriously ah.. u have to reconsider abt continuing with him ah..
I typing this here cos i lazy and no time to type an sms. (i sms slow like tortoise).. if u so depress until wan to die liao.. can always call my hotline.
Dont so depress la.. ur good friend will always be here for u la.. i can crap with u one la..lol..
eh.. smile smile smile.. like this:
Eh.. the pic quite cute hor..lol..
09 August 2006
I m here to update.
Yesterday, the National Day celebration.. was okok la.. haha..
The class outing was the main highlight of the day.
So fun!
16 of us went to Ice skating at Jurong East. It was a long train ride la.. but wasnt that boring la.. got ppl to talk to.
There were so many of us that ice skate for the first time yesterday. Got JM, Pager, Su Nguan, hockie blah blah.. still got dunno who la.. ya.. still got me la.. i noob..hehe.
Cherk and Jelly are the more pro ones..
Hockie is the super noob one.. he fell more than 10 times la.. because he so noob and he keep going so fast. And because he keeps looking at girls so cannot concentrate.
We played murderer and catching on ice. I think i m a good murder and detective..haha..
went off at around 5 pm and made our way to Xiao Gui Lin.
The scenry was beautiful and we sat by the pond side to talk. The feeling was great. Away from all the concrete buildings and from work.
Had lots of fun playing lame games, talking crap and singing there. went off at about 8 plus and then we all went separate ways.
i took the same bus as No.10 and jelly. so.. we talked all the way back to Seng Kang.
It was a great day.. i m looking forward to the next class outing. I think a class camp in december will be great :D
07 August 2006
Oh yes.. I agree with Zinc and JM about what happen in class today. The "what about tutorials?!" incident.
Read Zn and JM's blog for more details.
shant say any bad stuff abt ppl...haha.. let Jm do the job =P
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05 August 2006
So busy and troubled by school work and cca lately.
Behind tutorials la.. and promo is coming, everybody have started studying and i m still here playing comp.
They are going to choose bowling school team members after the promo. So.. good luck to me.. have been under performing recently.
And thanks for the encouragement.. u r the first and only person who said i can make it..lol..
30 July 2006
27 July 2006
Ah.. no bowling tml.. sian.
Ok, i have been paired up with a number of girls by the ppl in my class. First is No.10, then is marshmallow and then Jelly. ERPS!
This is dumb la..lolx.
Hm.. get very easily irritated these days. Dunno why also. Definately not PMS la..lol.. so if one day i ignore u or smt u will know that i m irritated..lol..
24 July 2006
This is so fustrating. Where is my Physic Lecture notes and tutorials???!!!!
Cant find them!!
WTH!
And the IVLE is useless.. they haven upload the thermal 2 tutorial and oscillation lecture notes!!!
Such a busy week. Homeworks are piling up, and Pw just became more pressing.
We were suppose to hand in the working resource file today, but apparently, mr lim did not know of it and my group forget completely about the file thing.
So we ended up in the Free Access Room after school to print out all the EOM articles to file in the working resource file.
Still have physic tutorial to hand in tml.. and i m still deciding if to go to Pulau Tekong, BMTC on wednesday. If i go to the BMTC, i will be missing bolwing. But at the same time, i m curious of wads inside and also Jelly very lonely and asked me to accompany her there.
Jelly and SP both says my haircut sucks..lol..
21 July 2006
Read more...Lost my econs text book.How am i suppose to finish econs hw by next monday?Lots of homework for the weekends.
Still need to go back to school tml for trigo lecture.
During lunch today, the girls learn the drum beat from us.The one that JM the Lunatic always do. Like those in S.League.
SP and Marshmallow was so funny. They open their mouth so wide, while tapping the table and watch us do at the same time. marshmallow was like a robot.. so stiff. Then after that she have nose bleed. Too high after learning from us.
20 July 2006
Angel so bright, for it's as if God himself, has stolen two stars from the night
sky, And hid them within your eyes, so one day you shall see, the beauty within,
the Angel I see, but above all, you have became, the Angel of my heart..."
19 July 2006
You are just like the angel that was too
fragile to walk the earth yet too beautiful to stay within Heaven's
gates
17 July 2006
i m tagged. So i m suppose to post some stuff abt myself.erps.
7 random things about myself:
erps..
-love bowling(its my passion)
-like to play basketball
-wanna be handsome(i m ugly now..lol..)
-enjoys myself when i m with friends
-picking up a habit of saying "erps" everytime.. erps.
-emotional but dun really show.
-i m 171 cm tall..erps.
7 things that scare me:
-cant bowl
-losing the person i love
-Jin Hong =Pp..jk
-war
-PW
-GP
-cant find girlfriend..lolx!! erps.
7 random songs at the moment:
-national anthem.. trying to be lame.
-cao cao
-yue qu
-breakaway
-paint my love
-close to you
-stoney
7 things i like the most:
-bowling
-basketball
-0806
-friends
-suanning ppl..erps.
-playing comp
-saying "erps".. erps!
7 things i say most:
-erps!
-wa lao
-wa kao
-wa piang
-wa lan
-qu si la
-erps!!
7 people to do this:
-erps.. i want noone to do this lame thing la..lol..
05 July 2006
ExAMs over liao.. and bowling training finally started. Today, we got a new coach.. yeah! but he only teaching us for 2 lessons onli.. sad. he is a great coach.. we can communicate well with him and his explanations were clear. He is just great la.. very dedicated to coaching ppl bowl.. even after the lesson he still stay back for 1 hr plus to talk to us and offer extra coaching. Where can u find such a good coach la.. very nice. If he can take us till next year.. no doubt that we can do well for comps.
tml is a holiday.. so no school. So nice.. but wad am i gonna do at home la..
wl.. my class the ppl going crazy liao.. after getting back 2 papers.. maths and chem.. they start to study for promo liao. Wl.. i abit scared leh.. they so gan cheong..wl..wl..
