Why is the Stupid Pig Jie Jie (SP Jie Jie) so SP (Stupid Pig) ? =Pp.. hahaha!!

I will roast alive u if ahem ahem.. ahem. AHEM!!

nvm..

Tml must hand in I&R Draft.. haven started yet. Nvm.. and haven prepare for OP workshop yet. So what the **** am i doing during saturday and sunday? Lets see.. saturday.. went out to do OP stuff then go home play till sleep. Sunday.. went for bowling then play till now.. yucks.. my sucky life.

Ok.. so gotta prepare the I&R later.. or the LWC is going to be so pissed off with me.

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21st oct ..

is DEEPAVALI!! My PW grp went back to school to pratice OP without realising that the school is closed on a public holiday!! So we ended up practicing OP in AMK Mac. ERPS la.. so dumb.. 4 AJC students wearing school uniforms and going back to school on a public holiday.

Anyway.. saw SP Jie Jie and The Super Jiat Sai Rep and their dance friend there doing some danc proposal. Haha.. and the mac ppl giving out balloons to the kids.. SP Jie Jie being a kid went up to the aunty to get balloons. haha! She got one.. and i get another one form the aunty for her.. so she got 2 balloons now..lol!

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Not in any mood to do anything. OP, I&R, Chinese A levels all coming up. I dun feel motivated to revise or to start doing my I&R.. my heart feels so heavy. I m trapped with all these emotions.. trapped in all these emotions. Passing day after day in a blur, not knowing what am i doing.

I guess i feel better when i m hanging out with people or when i m asleep. But when the night comes and when i m alone.. sadness overwhelmed me.

I love you

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I m so exhausted. Just wanna collaspe now and sleep forever.
Must be because of school and bowling.. i think..

Bowling is fun.. haha.. just love it so much. Imagine Pris and I ponned econs lecture to go for bowling. Haha.
Bowl till the skin on my middle finger and thumb peel off and become so raw. Ouch!
Maybe i will go bowling tml.. or maybe on sunday.. they are chosing the school team soon.. if i dun get in then can go jiat sai liao.

I still cant forgive myself for bowling a 93 in last month's bowling competition. SIAN!!

Tml must go back to school for my groups mini OP practice. Abit sian.. stupid pw.. no choice still have to do it. Some ppl in the class going to Kbox.. aiya.. not that i dun wanna hang out with u guys.. i love to hang out with u guys.. just that i dun like the place that we are going to hang out at. cos i cant sing..LOL.. u all sure faint when u hear me sing.. the screen will crack ah.. haha!!

Ya.. today celebrate XIna's birthday. LOL.. they bought red gstring with the word "sexy" on it as her bdae present. HAHAHA!! XIna!! Must wear for the class to see hor.. hahaha!!

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I dunno why, but sometimes i just tend to keep some stuff to myself. Its not that i din wanna tell u la.. i just naturally keep it to myself la.. and u r the first one to know wad exactly happen la.. stupid la.. haha.

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till the ocean runs dry, till all the stars disappear from the sky, i will be loving you still.

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i have no idea how Dom know tat i m dying.

i m so super glad that he asked me how i m. Super glad. Cos i m going crazy and there he is.. appearing when i need someone to talk to. although we din really touch alot of the topic, still he took my mind off all the troubles.. man.. u r my saviour. i really appreciate that, brother.

I know the pain will come back later.. but.. at least i m currently relieved from it.

thanks doMmIE:D

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now i know how does it feel to suffer alone in silence. It feels terrible. SOmeone save me.. help..

i dun think i will be able to sleep tonight.. i know i m blogging every 15 minutes.. the blog is the only "person" who is free to listen to me now. Pathetic eh? everyone is bz.. with pw.

i feel so terrible.. so terrible..

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what should i do now? for once in my teenage life i feel so lost.. confused.

i seriously dunno wad to do next..

i have been stonning here for 2 hours.. wondering wad should i do. I called.. noone pick. Noone is free now.. everyone is doing pw.

how? someone tell me.. someone save me.

I have been fighting back the tears in my eyes. I know a guy shdnt cry.. i will not cry. i feel nothing now.. but a bleeding heart.

What now... someone tell me. Someone guide me.. please.

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you are probably sick and tired of wad i did. maybe.. u din know the reasons.

i dun really know how to start this.. ok..

sometimes, the thought of giving up crosses my mind and stayed there awhile. why do i suddenly feel that loving someone is such a painful thing? Let me be selfish, i want to forget u because i m afraid. Afraid of rejection. I know i m selfish, trying to forget someone because i fear rejection. sorry.

And.. look at me. I dun excel in anything i do.. be it academic results, sports, cca, music or wad ever i attempt to do. I m just some dirt not worthy to ask for ur love and yet i asked for it. i love u and i want u to be with some one who is better than me.

I know u have not accepted me yet.. or u may not even considered accepting. but what ever it is.. for a moment, i din wan ur acceptance.. ying wei wo pei bu shang ni. so i guess sometimes i just pretend that u dont exist.. or u r invisible. hoping i can forget about u.. so that u can pursue ur true love.

maybe u feel that this is some dumb and lame reason. well.. these are my true feelings.

I guess after attempting for sometime.. i realised i love u too much to get u out of my mind. Perharps i m a fool. But i m most willing to continue to be one.

i m sorry for wad i did. I m a fool.

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let me go back in time so that all these would not have happened.
let me die in my sleep so that i wun feel the pain.
let me look at u, hear ur voice, smell ur fragance before i began to dream forever.

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Love is like magic but magic can sometimes be just an illusion.

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so many things happen in school today.

Got back all the results. so.. i passed all the final year papers. Including my weaker subjects, Econs and GP. I cant believe i pass econs. spend only 3 hours studying and can pass.. imagine i spend 13 hours studying.. could have gotten a better grade then. But nvm.. i m contented that i can get promoted.

So i passed everything la.. and kena promoted lor. YAY!

Some people probably are not as lucky as me. Marshie.. hey.. dun be too sad. I have faith that u can be promoted. U r more hardworking than many of us and all u need is 1 h2 pass.. just alittle bit more. I m sure u will be able to promote.

i witness the true 0806 class spirit today. 0806 have taught me wad is called "huan nan jian zhen qing".

SX need just 1 more mark to pass his physic h2. We were so troubled.. on how to get this one mark. Those pros in physic were flipping his paper over and over .. all of us sat in the audi.. hopping to find just one mark.

we looked for every single physic tutor.. pestered lim wee chee countless time.. stood outside the staff room for almost 2 hours.

Finally we got the 1 mark :D

I also witness something so touching today, i dun think i can forget this scene. It sort of brought tears to my eyes. You cried because u r afraid that u will not see him next year.. u cried because u r worried for him. Give him and urself a chance.. and chance to feel wad is love.

i wonder if i m him.. will there be anyone who will cry for me..

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got back 3 papers already.

Maths, physic and GP.

Got back maths first, just past la. But after knowing that i pass maths.. i can promote liao.

Physic.. so surprised that i did well. At least to me, its considered well. So surprised that i got an A. haha.. so now..TYS gotta treat me to a drink in the canteen.

Ok.. GP. Never passed a single compre or compo in the entire. And suprisingly i passed GP too. waa.. over all was 50% la.. so. i passed all these 3 papers.

Just need to pass chinese can liao. I can fail both chem and econs also nvm.. hahaha!

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i see so many people's nick saying Pw sucks and they hate pw. Well.. i m hating it as well. i think my whole group hates it.

Still got left with abit WR. OP and I&R to do and we are done!!!

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The haze is bad.. makes everyone sick.

My heart breaks when i see u sick. ok.. i know u dun believe wad i said.

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I know.. i m probably nothing to u.

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darn... i m awake.

PSI: 115.. the smell of haze reminds me of that night.

I-chess is such a fun game.. haha :D

The open house was nice.. we the facilitators were slackers. I only bring 2 groups of guest around the place la.. hm.. mass dance was fun :D

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i m so tired inside.

going to sleep later,and i wish i can sleep forever. Never to wake up again, never to face reality again.

This is escaping from reality. I know we should face what ever that comes. But.. i dun think i can face it.

The feeling is terrible, i dun want to experience it again.

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ya.. the quiz is lame. we all get the same answers..lol..so.. ignore it ;p

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SP JIE JIE!! u throw the eraser at me ah.. then bounce off my neck and hit feline. U nottie sp jie jie.. make me accuse the all the people who sit behind me of throwing the eraser ah.. lol.. so dumb right.

"eh.. u throw de issit?"

"SX u throw the eraser at me ah?"

"ZX! u issit?"

"jelly u throw de right?"

"issit u or u?"

wa.. stupid sp jie jie.. haha :P:P

sian leh.. tml have to go learn dance.. lehz.. for the open house de.. dun feel like going.

Ya. just now went to bowl ah.. stupid.. sp hard to improve.. so easy to deprove sia.

This time i really must push part of the blame to the lane liao.. ok.. it was super dry. For those who know about bowling.. eh.. i deliver it straight down arrow 1 it ended up hitting the 7 pin.. so in total.. it hooked 30 boards.. from 5th to 35th.. wth?

so dry la.. so bo bian.. need to play some stupid line that i have never played in. and i dunch know how to sent out properly la.. haven learn yet.. stupid..

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i have said it a million times already but i have to say it again "i love you"

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Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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haha.. marshie so funny.. haha. she smsed me to remind me to bring the chinese test paper tml. Then i so suprised la.. cos she nv remind me to bring anything before la.. so i said that waa.. she so good. Then she say that we are family..lol.. cos i always call her marshie mei mei.. and now she started calling me white choc kor kor..lol..

ahh.. now i got the flu virus liao.. it felt so terrible. my nose like become a water tap liao la.. irritating. u all want free water? come to my nose.. free new water sia.. haha :P

wa sian.. today the FOL.. sucks sia. The Hip Hop lesson sucks. Ask the trainer go die can? He stupid attitude problem.. keep picking on us.. ask he go jiat sai la. Eh TYS why u din ask him jiat Sai ah??? haha!!

In the end.. we, for once in our life, are so glad that there are feedback forms for us to fill in. HAHAHA!!

so, on the lines below.. we said smt like "get a better trainer".."he got attitude problem".."bad attitude".. "waste my time.. waste the school's money"

Then all the check boxes we put strongly disagree.. haha.. make sure the same guy dun come back again.

and he is very hao lian.. dance dance.. impressing girls issit? ur attitude cannot impress girls de la.. idiot.

Ya.. and he no brains.. refuse to use mic to talk.. refuse to stand on the stage to teach.. so we the people at the back.. cannot see and hear properly.

hear that he is suppose to be quite reputable.. i wonder if its in the negative or postive way. shd be the negative ba.

The 2 other activities.. Power of Team and Winning Relationships are good la.. it was fun.. haha.

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I feel so fucking pissed off by some people in school today. (not u.. dun paranoid)

What the Fuck!

Its none of ur problem.. so just STAY OUT!

dear friends who read my blog, dun read too much into this post.. its most probably not talking about u.

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Life is so boring.

pw sucks.

Tml is festival of life. SIAN! Dun feel like going.. i prefer to spend my time with the comp, reading a book or bowling.

I heard that bowling training only starts after OP exams. Heard onli.. but if its really start after OP exams.. then its freaking sian.. everyone will deprove like crazy la.. no brains.

Lim wee chee told my pw group that 0806 did quite well for physic promo paper. wow.. but i tink the paper was meant to be an average paper.. so other classes would have done well too la. lots of us got A/B.. But there are also 2 failures ;? .. sian.

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I feel like running.

Running away from everyone.. running away from you.. running away from myself.

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"maybe.."

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Maybe i shd write a short reply with regards to ur 9 oct post.

Maybe these people have a reason to do so? they may not be that sure of their feelings yet.. and need more time to consider?

one day they may realise how impt these ppl are? They may regret doing so? it depends la.. on how much these people mean to them. If they mean nothing to them, i dun think there will be anything to regret on.

and just be brave.

actually.. sometimes.. i really feel like throwing my hands up and say " i give up" and walk away.. =X ..
but i guess we gotta be brave and take on wad ever it comes.. even if it means that it hurts u. If u dun try u will never know. and.. how can one give up feelings so easily?

wad am i talking? nonsense.. ignore me.. i m just sianed.

see i m so sian till i can put up so many post in one day.. sian lehz.

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ok.. elieen and Jh.. i know u all wanna see the pictures. So i uploaded it onto Msn space.. after dunno how long. Not many pics though.. but still have all of u la.. haha.. so go view la.. lol.

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man.. i have got this weird feeling. Its like i have a thousand things to say and to comment on but i just can put it into words. This sucks.. unable to express my feelings.. arghs.

sian.. sian.. sian.. wad to do now ah? i hate this.. "i have got nothing to do and i m rotting" feeling.. sian..

eh.. why my hands so numb ah? wth.. irritating.. hands and fingers.

Wl! Got two cuts in my fingers because of bball.. aiya.. the fingers last time fungi infection then forever cannot recover.. abit of friction then tear liao.. ouch!

anyway.. TYS dad fetched SP jie jie, Raeger and I home today.. haha!

She always disallow guys in her dad's car la.. now finally allow liao..lol..

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great day.

went for chem spa, then went out with 12 other 0806s to have lunch at pizza hut. we were super noisy in pizza hut.. haha.. but nvm.. i enjoy crapping.

Went back to school and played bball till 6 plus.. waa.. thats like almost 4 hours of bball. So shiok.. long time ever since i played for so long. It was great!!!

but tml sian liao.. OP lectures and then must go see lim for WR. Sian..

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i feel like slapping myself hard. Why do i get jealous so easily. Go to hell.. edwin.

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As i held you and fell asleep beside you, i wished i can sleep forever.
Never to open my eyes again.

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Chalet was fun!!

Had bbq, played bridge and dai dee, then cycle the whole night and morning. Cycle till so tired..lol..

Its nice to hang out with the class.

ok.. i know we made everyone worried..lol.. sorry. Had so many missed calls haha.. thanks for worrying for us. Lol.. sorry for disappearing suddenly.

The haze is killing me. Just now.. the PSI went up to 143. wl.. can die sia.

will upload on the chalet pic on MSN space.. soon.. hahax

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tml last paper.. finally all this shitty exams are over.

well.. dunno if can promote or not.. haha, the maths paper so tough.. crazy.. nv seen such tough paper in my entire 17.5 years of life.

well.. good luck to everyone.

Tml class chalet.. yeah! going to fun.. i guess..

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The world is such a complicated place. Human's feelings are more complex than anything. Feelings cant be forced. It can only come naturally or cultivated over time.

How i wish i had no feelings at all. Like a robot. Free from all the troubles brought about by feelings.

I still feel so bad. I guess a thousand sorrys issnt enough.. a million isnt enough. But i do feel bad.. sorry once again..

Haiz.. why do i always get myself into such a mess.. and drag people along with me.

Sorry..

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The stupid haze is gave me a headache this afternoon. Arghs!

4 more days left to go and the promo will be over!!

Tml is Econs and Physic paper. Econs is sure fail de.. but still must study abit.. cos i fail also dun wanna fail till get zero marks la. Shd be spending the next 1.5 hrs studying econs ba.. so that will make up about 4 hours in total for econs revision. 4 hours to cover 1 year's work.. haha.. pro sia.

Physic.. better pass ah, if not i really die liao. Gd luck to me. Gd luck to everyone.

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maybe.. i shouldnt have step into ur world in the first place and brought agony to u.

Perhaps i should leave, to save u from all the troubles, the pain.

perhaps saying good bye is the best and only way..

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Promo starts in 5 days.. sian.. haven finish studying yet lehz.. got a bad feeling about it eh.. fail = retain, u know? i fail = dropout ah.. sian..

Better pass sia.. 2h2 and 2h1 can liao.

Promo ends in 10 days!!! :D:D:D:D

The class chalet only about 11-12 out of 25 people confirm going. Aiya.. so few leh.. if got around 17 ppl then fun sia. SP, Marshie and Jelly not going/haven confirm going. Sian.. sian..

Today got 4 ppl absent from class sia.. SP, TYS, XX and Pager. lol..the 3 living in sengkang ponned school la.. XX is really ill la.. this got excuse. Lol.. stupid la.

Lessons are so sian.. 2 hours of chinese lesson is a waste of time.. could have made better use of my precuious 2 hours.. like use it walk home or smt.

I realize that SP and Ys also read my blog. So i m gonna ka jiao them here.

Hi SP JIE JIE!!!! Dunno why i always call her SP jie jie..lol.. maybe cos she is sisterly? lol.

And HI TYS!!!! Anyway.. during ur absence.. i was kinda bad. I made a joke out of ur name leh.. sorry ah.. haha. So this lame joke goes like this.

"Yee Shin" sounds like "Eat Shit" right? Eat Shit in hokkien is "Jiat Sai" right? LOL.. Yee Shin u r meant to be the Jiat Sai rep la.. haha.

Lol.. just a lame joke.. dun mind hor? =P dun cry hor later cherky kill me then i know sia.. haha!!

Sian.. tml is wednesday.. 2 hours of Physic + 2 hours of Chem tut. Its going to kill me man.. could have spent the time doing something more meaningful.

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hey guys.. i m fine, for now.. haha. Thanks JH.. who was the first to know abt it, then thanks JM for the snack and all those crap..haha.. and Thanks dom for ur support :D And hope u slove ur problems soon :D

I guess i just cant do without good buddies eh? So touched when u guys show concern. haha.

Dun worry, i m fine now.. lol.. lets concentrate on the exams first :D

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thanks Jh.. for giving me that advice. I guess nothing is certain in this world until it is really certain. Thanks anyway.. and thanks dom for ur concern too.

If one day i fall.. at least i will know that u 2 will be there to cushion my fall. I wont feel so hurt that way.

i dunno.. all of a sudden.. i feel like crying. Hadnt done that in a long time. sheesh..

Things can take a sudden turn huh? Now i understand how DOm felt in the past.. maybe my situation isnt as serious as his.. but its still terrible la.

One moment u r in heaven and in the next u r in hell.

Nvm.. i dunno la.. wad to do?

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Eh.. the previous post got some inaccurate parts.. blame it on me for being dumb..lol..

Its ok.. i have a whole lifetime to wait for ur answer.. i will always be right here waiting for u.

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Thursday! Long day.. highlight of the day shd be the PE session. Dance.. dance some.. partner dance.. haha. fun!! Dance with many strangers..lol.. anyway.. my first partner was Jelphine.. haha.. SP's first partner was SX!! OMG!!!!! The 2 of them so cute.. haha!! Some ppl still like some one but dun dare tell them..lol.. cant believe that he is so shy when it comes to all these stuffs.. haha.

Then after that stayed back to play bball.. dIana and ZN the TBH also joined us guys..lol.. the looked so blur.. haha!!

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LOL.. chatting on msn with my sec 3 cousin now.. haha. So.. she have this friend who have stead and this guy complaints that his gf is too shy infront of their friends so she hardly talks to him when their friends are around but when they alone together then is ok. SO she asked me wad to do.

see.. i m the love expert. Everyone asking me wad to do.. so i gave good advices.. haha!!

Love expert my foot.. sometimes i cant even solve my own pOrbems. sian.. relationship stuff are so complex that no human brain will ever figure out how it works.

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wad to do? Missing u now..

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single, taken or crushing?
Just taken!! :D

are you happy wif ur life now?
Ya.. everything is great except for exams.

when you meet the right person, do you fall in love
with him/her fast?
Hm.. since its the right person liao.. shd be fall fast bahs.

have you ever had ur heart broken?
Yep..

do you believe there are some
circumstances where cheating love
is acceptable?
Dunch believe!!

would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
If i still love her.. ya.. i will take her back. Call me a fool..lol..

have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
thats like 10 yrs later la..lol..

do you want children?
yep ^^

how many?
2 lor.. one guy and one girl ^^

would you ever consider adoption?
POrbably..

if someone likes you right now,
what do you think is the best way to let
you noe his/her feelings?
eh.. lemme think.. hm.. er.. tell me? lol

do you enjoy getting into relationships?
There are always ups and downs in a relationship.. but nevertheless i feel that its a wonderful thing to be able to be with the person u love.

be honest. what is the furtherest thing you and ur ex did?
sai.. do i have one? And I DUNCH WANT TO HAVE AN EX!! :D:D

do you believe in love at first sight?
hm.. nope.. it shd be called lust at first sight.

are you romantic?
Erm.. yes? abit la.. haha

do you believe you can change someone?
duno leh.. ask them if the wanna let me change their clothes for them or not la..lol.. lame sia..

if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in some peaceful countryside with 4 seasons, with lakes, mountians, greenery and the person i love..haha.

do you give in easily when you're fighting?
Shd be la.. i hate fights!!

do you have feelings for someone right now?
YESH YESH!!!

do you ever wished that you could have someone but
you messed it up?
dun have la.

have you ever broken a heart?
hm.. i guess so..

if one day ur best fren falls in love wif the person u are deeply in
love wif, what will you do?
then i will aks the person whom i like to make a decision la.. its up to her.

are you missing someone right now?
Ya la..lol..

ok.. i am suppose to ask 5 ppl to do this thing.. but hey.. i not so bo liao.. haha :P

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uh oh.. i m dead.

Promos promos.. promos promos.. sian sian sian sian!!

Nvm.. if i din hear wrongly.. the Class chalet is on the day of the last paper.. yaHoOOooOoOooOOoOO!!!! UfoooOOooOOOooOO!! woHOOoooOOoooOOOoo!! Yipeeeeeee!!

Wa.. finally a class chalet!!

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How can u walk away like that and leave me alone. For the past few months, u have become my good gay friend. Ok.. i know u quitted being a gay.. so now u r my good friend.

Haha.. eh dun like that leave me leh (sounds gay.. but i m not!!) friends also equally important de ok!!

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Oh.. Physic SPA tml.. sian.. sure fail.. siaN!

Hate SPA la.. must memorise all those stupid points.. arghs.. hm.. haven start revising for SPA yet.. SIAN!!

About Promo.. i cant wait for it to finish la.. shit man.. ok.. slightly less than 3 weeks.. haiz. And if i cannot promote.. i m gonna quit school sia.. not planning to retain.

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When i hold u in my arms, time seem to pass faster than ever.

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Its a nice sunday.
The best sunday i have ever had in my entire teenage life. :D :D

well.. i guess i shd be able to pass 3 h2 subjects. I guess.. but its all border line passes la.. like 45% .. a big fat E grade. Ok.. dun expect too much from myself.. how can i expect something like a B or C when i dun study hard for it.

Sian.. Hate exams. Love school. Love 0806.

Nvm.. tml shd be a nice day.. with PE (games!!!) and then play bball during break. Maths lesson shd be good.. but.. GP erm.. sucks la.

She is going to go thru some compre that i nv do and dun plan to do..

ok.. still must hand in chinese comp and practice tml.. sian.. haven finish yet. The compo ah.. i write 2.5 pages.. she not happy.. she say must write 3 page.

Piangs.. I must learn how to cook Hor Fun liao.. next time can cook Hor Fun till chao ta!! Anyone wants to eat HOr fUn? I dun think so la.. who wants hor fuN.. lol..

Hm.. promos =/

Ya.. i cut my hair today.. i know it sucks and i dun dare to turn up in school tml. Either i go in a wig or i dun go to school.. or i shave bald. Which option better?

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Ah.. stupid JM TAY! He edited my last post.. the "I LOVE YOU" at the end of the post is written by JM TAY. He wants me to love him.. whahaha!!

LOL.. and he replied to the "I LOVE YOU" in his blog:

oh yea!blogging in school FA.erps.Eddy, I LOVE YOU TOO!=DD

LOL!

Today is a long day.. but its one of the better thursdays i have.. hm.. because no PW lesson and because we can spend free periods playing basketball and because of some other stUffs.. oops :P

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Took the same old bus, the same old path, but the feeling aint the same today. Something is missing.. someone is missing..

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Current life is mostly about school and studies.. and of course.. some other stUffs.

Wells, i have finally starting to revise my work.. with slightly 3 weeks left before promos. Sian.. nvm.. about 4 weeks promos will be over.. wahaha!!!

So.. good luck to everyone for the promos!!

Ah.. and yes.. to u.. sorry for wasting ur time.. haha

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i held ur hand and look at you, for a moment, i though i was in heaven. Never have i seen an angel flying so low before.

I LOVE YOU!

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oh.. today went out with the gang(JH, Prissy, Elieen and DomMmiE)

At first felt abit strange, cos dun really know elieen so well.. but after lunch at pastamania.. then dun feel weird liao.. haha.

Nice person :D

So we went to take neoprints.. it was JH's idea, then went on to arcade.. play play play.. and accompanied Jh to City Hall and waited for her IMF training to start.

At 3:05pm JH went to her training and we went off.. haha.. to esplanade.. sat there and chatted till 6:30pm!!

Wa.. fun la.. lots of things to talk about.. hahax.. bowling!! Ya.. Pris, Elieen, Dom and I are all bowlers :D:D

Bowling RawKs!!!

Wow.. DomMie and EliEeN make a great pair :D:D

Great outing, cant wait for the next one.. haha.. shd be the year end chalet la.. yay!!!

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Hey pal.. seeing u so stressed up and depressed makes me feel upset too. Dunno why.. i not gay, but i just feel sad when stuff like that happen to my good buddy. Dun worry, i know u can solve the problem, it just take some time and some effort. Dun hurry things now.. cos it may make stuff more complicated.I can see the stress on ur face.. i can see that at times u r lost, dun know what to do. I m always here if u need someone to talk to :D

Once again.. things will get better :D

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wow, i m so proud of singaporean bowler Remy Ong. For those who did not know, he came in First in the All events and Single event round to clinch 2 gold medals for singapore in the World Men's Championship.

Wow.. he averaged 254 pins in the single event. WOW!

But he got eliminated in the Maters Elimation Round. It is where the top 16 players compete against each other.. he breezed thru round 1 with a score of 3-0 but lost in round 2 to Grabowski of germany 1-3.

oH.. tml is the outing with the gang.. haha.. its gonna be fun :D:D

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The first time I saw You,

And looked into your eyes,

I knew from that moment,

That i m in love.

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wow.. found a nice song, titled "Still Waters" Its composed by tonci hujlic a croatia composer. This piece is performed by Maksim Mrvica in his forth album, A New World, released in 2005.

Ok la.. not everyone's taste the same as mine.. but i still feel it is a great piece.

i found it while watching a YOUTUBE video. It was used as the background music.




ok.. i know the video is impressive, but the main focus is the song la.. haha.. anyway.. it was a nice trick.. invisible palm.

anyway.. i was thinking of learning some card magic.. but it is super tough to learn la.. first ah.. its hard to find the tutorials, then difficult to obtain good cards. The card used in the video is not some 80cents a pack paper card.. it can cost 7 plus for a normal bicycle deck to up to 20 over for some better deck la.. eh.. the deck very nice right?

Then it takes lots of patience to practice.. cos ah.. need a super long time to practice. Wa lao.. tough leh.. haha.. but very impressive.

shucks.. for almost the whole holiday, i have been infront of the comp, infront of the piano. Spend so little time on revision :/

faints.

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yesterday.. i have been waiting for the whole morning, wondering if u remember. And u did. It may seem like nothing to you.. but i was happy to receive it.

your scent is sweeter than that of the rOse.

My feelings for you will not wilter like the rose or change like the seasons.

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The competition was a fun and enriching experience. I have learn a couple of important points from this experience.

ok.. i was so irritated by my first game.. got a freaking 93!! yucks! u know.. i got a 93!!!!

ok.. its a 3 game series.. so the score is 93,141,161.

The first game.. arghs!!

Too nervous la.. first time competing.. and my same old pOrbem occured during the first game.. so.. it explains the 93.

Then in the second game.. i got more comfortable with the place.. but it is still irritating.. everytime my pocket shot cannot take down all 10 pin.. it will leave pin 5 or 10 or 9 or 4-7. The worst thing is i am bad in sparing all these pins.. except pin 5. Shucks.. so all my frames were like 9- or 9/.

Then till the 10 frame then did i get my first strike.. ok.. it was a double strike.

Then things got better in game 3. Manage to make all most of the single pin spares.. got a double in frame 6 and 7 (i think), a single and spare in frame 10.

But i m still pissed off by game 1. shd have gotten 120 la.. thats my usual average. Stupid!!!

so today.. i average at 131.67.. shd have average at 140 la.. stupid game 1! arghs.

i know yOu wanna see how i look when i am bowling right? haha.. i look terrible la.. here is a video of me.. my style differs slightly from the "textbook" cos i dun follow "textbooks" i follow my own "lecture notes".



so.. in the end, AJC 1 came in 23 out of 33 teams beating 10 other teams (8 outside teams and 2 ajc teams)

We were the youngest competitors.. cos this competition is suppose to be for people above 21.

I came in 74 out of 90+ male bowlers ;/
JR came in 73.. arghs.. my stupid game 1!!!

Hm.. i wonder if can get into the school team or not.. haha.. can go competition leh.. quite fun!

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i finally blog again.. the competition will start in about 10 hours time.. going to try something different at the comp. Playing down the first arrow.. haha.. if i miss 7 cm to the right.. then goodbye i m dead.

i just dowanna be last in the team.. thats all.. haha.. or else ah.. very embarassing one u know? lol.. sian.. wish myself luck.

if time cant heal your pain, i will heal it for you.

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ah.. finally.. holidays.

Its going to be a busy holiday because of the exam that is coming up. And i m going to miss my class very badly.. cos 0806 is the best.. haha.. and i m going to miss someone even more badly.. haha! That is none other than my gay friend JM!!!

Lol.. dom tot that JM is a girl. He tot that JM is the "girl" that i like.. haha!!

Tml teachers day.. not going back to zhss.. i know i m bad.. but nth for me to see, what for go back?

bowling? bowling is cool.. i tried smt dumb today.. to raise the ball high.. ya higher than my usual back swing.. lol.. ya.. above shoulder...then no accuracy at all la.. so difficult to control. but they say very cool leh.. probably gotta try to make it better haha..

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hm.. weird.. have received this overseas call twice. And twice i missed that call. checked the internet.. the call is from china.. weird.. cannot be JG right? He in USA wad..

Tml is a bad day.. maths test.. then must check the GP file. And.. i still have 4 commentries and 2 mind maps to do.. ah.. not planning to finish them.

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Saturday and Sundays have become bad days for me.. sey.. cos no school.. sian.. no school..
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I'll be dreaming of you tonight, 'til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight, and there's no where in the world I'd rather be, then here in my room dreaming of you endlessly

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Oh.. had a great time chatting with JH, DomMIE and Elieen. Haha.. the 2 of them so sweet la.. darling here and darling there.. wow.. haha.

Nvm.. gonna see the both of them real soon.. 9 th of sept.. haha..

well.. went to Yishun safra with the team to do some practices.. not bad.. the rate there is crazy la. 3.40 per game on sat and sun.. now i know.. next time on weekends cannot go there. And monday to friday after 6 pm also 3.40.. super expensive.

Then.. next friday need to Mt Faber Safra to get used to the environment.. but the games are paid by the school.. so nvm la.. since free then go play lor.. haha.
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Ok.. still have 21 newspaper articles to complete.. then study for maths test.. and prepare the chemistry questions.

So.. that is to say that i dun have to sleep on sunday night or i take MC on monday.
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Count the number of stars in the night sky
Measure the amount of water in the ocean
Multiply them together
that is how much i miss you.

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Wow.. just finish the SL water games proposal.. send to SP liao.. i dunno how is she going to edit it la. Very poor thing leh.. she tml have dance.. then now must stay up till dunno wad time to edit all the proposal then send to JM to do editing again.

Piangs.. thats our life. SL thing is very bz la.. cos we organising a camp for the children but i feel that it is worth all our time to do this la. It is something good ma..

Ok.. look at the time.. 12 35 am.. sey.. still have do WR yet.. sian.. now must faster do..

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This sounds dumb.. but i m so touched.

Thanks Dom for your advice.. man.. nv expect that u will give me such an advice.. now i know that i still have friends that really care for me..thanks.

wow.. i know wad happen to u the last time.. dun worry, i will take care of myself..

if one day i m hurt.. i know that u guys will be there for me.. right? lol.. right Jh and dommie? hahaz.

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Lots of work to do. SL! need to do 4 water games, and the sequence for the rotations of the 6 teams. This is so confusing la..

Then PW.. need to do WR.

The thing is, tml must hand up :/

And i will be out for like half of tml for bowling practice with my team and piano lesson.

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Saw doMmIe today in AJC! He came here from school to visit a friend then saw him at the guard post while we were leaving for bowling session. Lol.. he still looks the same la.. haha.

Today's training was not bad.. i think the team morale is good. Keep it up!

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The breeze
the greenery
the cloud.

Your voice
Your eyes
your smile.

The watch
The time
ticking away.

soon we have to say goodbye.


Its ok, cos i can dream of u tonight.

Its alright, cos u r always in my heart.

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wow.. so busy lately.

Lots of stuff to do.. and today the chemistry lesson sucks.

It is so boring and it lasted for 1 hr 45 mins.. i almost died in the class. He going thru entropy.. and so he keep asking ppl qns la. I guess he thinks that i m smart.. cos he din wanna ask me any qn. He actually called me.. then after that hesistated for 2 seconds and say.. no no.. and went on to call SX to answer.

And i dunno the answer to the qn that he is gonna to ask one leh.. haha.. so lucky.

The trick for him not to ask u to answer is to fake that u r bz copying wad he is writting on the board.. i did that.. i guess it worked..hahahaha!!

Got back EOM.. not toooo bad.. but not good either.

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away

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When the night has come and the land's dark, when the moon is the only
light we'll see, look at the stars; can you count them? I miss you that
much.

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Wow.. JH helped me chang blog skin.. haha.. i love it la.. cos it is related to bowling. thanks JH!!!

I have a piece of good news!! Also abt bowling. Last week they announced that there is going to be a competition held in SAFRA Mount Faber on Sept 3rd. So i just sign up la.. since it is free.. haha.

So they formed 3 teams. 4 per team.. and i am in team 1.. and suprisingly i m also the team leader.. haha.

I think i m the lousiest member in team 1 la..lol.. later i pull their score down.. erps!

but nvm.. i m still happy that i have a chance to participate in the competition. It is going to be my first bowling comp.. i m so excited!!

Hope that day i can strike and ten pins down!! Spare is also impt.. haha.

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Today the civics lesson we discussed about.. SL.

TOOOOOOOOOOT

thats wad i have to say.

TOOT is wad i wanna say.

So TOOT TOOT TOOTT!!!

LOL.

Okok.. i have nv thought about having an overnight camp just because i wan to complete my NYAA. Ok.. so majority of us din think of it. Piangs..

TOOT

So.. sian. mdm ho says no u cannot have overnight camp cos of the safety issue.. u need 3 teachers to be with u.. blah blah.. the sch will not approve.. blah..

SO disappointing.. no overnight camp then.

So day camp la.. wad can u do in a day camp la. 9-5 ah? 8 hours do wad TOOT?

I m not looking forward to camp liao.

SIAN!

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wa... today went to wash car!!

Meet jelly and pager at sk mrt at around 7 am then we make our way to clementi. At dover.. Jm called and ask us to meet him at jurong east, which is one stop after clementi.. so jel and I by pass clementi.. which pager went down to look for food.

I saw some one in red shirt.. tot is jm.. so waved.. turn out to be a stranger..lol.. and behind him got another red shirt guy.. and this guy then is JM la.. wll..

So we sat there and wait for Marshie. she very pro leh.. got out of the train then faster switch train and take to clementi liao.. din tell us leh.. and we waiting for her at the station..lol..

so we decided to wait for SP and TYS.. they so late la.. in the end all the 5 of us late..haha

went there then they split us into 2 grps. One group to sell tickets and the other wash the cras, later then switch over. selling ticket is so boring.

only managed to sell one. so sian till we all gave up and started washing. Then flag down any car that come into the car park ask them wanna wash or not. The washing part is fun but tiring. We even washed police car leh..not bad.

end at close to 3.. so tired liao.. faster get home to sleep. Tiring but fun. our class outing..lol.

shucks.. haven do EOM and GP Summary. So sian.. just now spend the whole evening practicing piano.. ahh.. must faster finish learning nocturne in E flat major. wa.. so nice leh..

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alright. I feel better now.

Thanks to 2 ppl who talked to me ytd night.

Wow.. Nocturne in E flat major is soooooooo nice! just that i dun know how to play la..lol..
when i heard my teacher play it.. it was like.. wow!!
Such a romantic/touching piece.. that completely melt my heart. haha.

Tml need to go wash car.. this is our class outing..haha

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Readers beware.. this is a dumb and useless post.

i m so fustrated!!!! I dunnO.. i dunNnoOOo i dunNNOoOOO!!!!

AHh.. i dunno any thing la.. ahh... shit.. abcdefghijklmnopqurstvwxyz..

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

abc..

sucks sucks.

I dunNoOOooo!!!!!

why why why??!!!

wl.. what i writting?? crazy.

Let me vent my fustration.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

sian.. sian.. sian.

taling to JH now..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

WHYYYY!!!!!???????????????

THIS IS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

CRAP.. sorry for crapping.

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one moment hope is just around the corner. The next moment, it just vanishes into the air.

Am i infering too much?

The sun is shining, but there's no light for me. The moon is high in the sky, but I still can't sleep. I know you are smiling, just like the sun shining, but not for me.

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I m glad that i know how to play the piano. Every time when i feel sad, i will have my piano and music to accompany me through the depressing time. Glad that there is a piano in the hall.. haha.. or else i will go crazy.

when i play the piano.. all the sadness gets washed away. My mind is blank.. my head is only filled with the melody of the music and nothing else. I m free from all troubles.. i just feel as if i m floating. Probably like taking drugs?? Great feeling.

When everything around you seems to collapse and the world seems like a
cold, dark, and lonely hole; in the midst of all the pain and unhappiness, know
that I will be the one standing at the edge with a smile and understanding in my
heart, and an outstreached hand to help pull you out; to help you see that
within the darkness of this world,I will be the light to guide you through.
And when I find myself in that same dark hole, I hope that you will be
there standing at the edge waiting for me.

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why do i feel so hurt?

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EOM discussion with the ST..hm.. was okok la.

At least it isnt as bad as the last time.. haha. Still have to work on the phrasing part..haha. Its all about how u argue ur point.

oh well.. i din feel like having lunch today so i went up to the hall to play on the piano. Guess i m still not used to have an audience. Cos when i have ppl seeing me play.. i get nervous.. cant concentrate that well..lol..

I guess i m still not good enough la.. haha.

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The stupid EOM is killing me!!!!

Ok, Dom have got himself a girlfriend.. congartz..lol. I wonder how she look like..haha. I kinda miss the days that we had together. Still rmb the 4 of us.. JH, Dom, Pris and I went to chalet. Had lots of fun there.. haha.. i cant believe how much i enjoy myself la.. and that was only my second meeting with Dom.. and we kinda get along well.

The stupid EOM is really killing me!!!!!!!!

Ok, today is sunday. Tml is monday. School starts again.. 5 days of lessons. And i have some dumb GP bridge lecture on friday. Every friday. Cos i fail my GP mid year. Sucks. Nvm.. i will pass the promo.. i will pass.. i will pass.. i will pass..

EOM SUCKS!

During the national day school holiday on thursday, when everyone is at home slacking or outside playing.. we have to go back to school for some PW discussion with the ST. Oh.. what a nice holiday i had. Oh.. a nice holiday spent with the ST till 8 pm in the school. Wa.. so nice.. wa.. sucks.

What am i rambling about.

STUPID EOM!

DUMB EOM!

nvm.. i just dun like EOM cos i cant do EOM cos.. i dunno how to do. Cos.. i hate EOM. what talking me? nvm.

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hey sis, sorry for not replying you yesterday night. I was asleep..haha.

Ok, i know that u r depress, so am i. I guess we are 2 fools who are so caught up in all these stuff.
I understand that to forget someone is not easy. In fact it is extremely difficult. I m not encouraging u to give up la.. cos i always believe in persevering. But u look at him ah.. his attitude that day.. it was horrible la. How can he treat people that way? even if those are strangers to him he also cannot like that wad.. so now u see a more negative side of him la, and this is probably what he is like when u get to know him even better.

So wad i suggest is go talk to him and find out what is his PORBEM. If he still like that ah.. then u know wad to do la.

Switch target la.. he not worth ur time and effort la. Some people wants it more than him la.

Dun be afraid to get hurt la.. cos after getting hurt, we emerge as a stronger person. Just like me.. lol.. lame.

Seriously ah.. u have to reconsider abt continuing with him ah..

I typing this here cos i lazy and no time to type an sms. (i sms slow like tortoise).. if u so depress until wan to die liao.. can always call my hotline.

Dont so depress la.. ur good friend will always be here for u la.. i can crap with u one la..lol..

eh.. smile smile smile.. like this:
Eh.. the pic quite cute hor..lol..

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I m here to update.

Yesterday, the National Day celebration.. was okok la.. haha..

The class outing was the main highlight of the day.

So fun!

16 of us went to Ice skating at Jurong East. It was a long train ride la.. but wasnt that boring la.. got ppl to talk to.

There were so many of us that ice skate for the first time yesterday. Got JM, Pager, Su Nguan, hockie blah blah.. still got dunno who la.. ya.. still got me la.. i noob..hehe.

Cherk and Jelly are the more pro ones..

Hockie is the super noob one.. he fell more than 10 times la.. because he so noob and he keep going so fast. And because he keeps looking at girls so cannot concentrate.

We played murderer and catching on ice. I think i m a good murder and detective..haha..

went off at around 5 pm and made our way to Xiao Gui Lin.

The scenry was beautiful and we sat by the pond side to talk. The feeling was great. Away from all the concrete buildings and from work.

Had lots of fun playing lame games, talking crap and singing there. went off at about 8 plus and then we all went separate ways.

i took the same bus as No.10 and jelly. so.. we talked all the way back to Seng Kang.

It was a great day.. i m looking forward to the next class outing. I think a class camp in december will be great :D

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Oh yes.. I agree with Zinc and JM about what happen in class today. The "what about tutorials?!" incident.

Read Zn and JM's blog for more details.

shant say any bad stuff abt ppl...haha.. let Jm do the job =P

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So busy and troubled by school work and cca lately.

Behind tutorials la.. and promo is coming, everybody have started studying and i m still here playing comp.

They are going to choose bowling school team members after the promo. So.. good luck to me.. have been under performing recently.

And thanks for the encouragement.. u r the first and only person who said i can make it..lol..

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stupid EOM!

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Ah.. no bowling tml.. sian.

Ok, i have been paired up with a number of girls by the ppl in my class. First is No.10, then is marshmallow and then Jelly. ERPS!

This is dumb la..lolx.

Hm.. get very easily irritated these days. Dunno why also. Definately not PMS la..lol.. so if one day i ignore u or smt u will know that i m irritated..lol..

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This is so fustrating. Where is my Physic Lecture notes and tutorials???!!!!

Cant find them!!

WTH!

And the IVLE is useless.. they haven upload the thermal 2 tutorial and oscillation lecture notes!!!

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Such a busy week. Homeworks are piling up, and Pw just became more pressing.
We were suppose to hand in the working resource file today, but apparently, mr lim did not know of it and my group forget completely about the file thing.

So we ended up in the Free Access Room after school to print out all the EOM articles to file in the working resource file.

Still have physic tutorial to hand in tml.. and i m still deciding if to go to Pulau Tekong, BMTC on wednesday. If i go to the BMTC, i will be missing bolwing. But at the same time, i m curious of wads inside and also Jelly very lonely and asked me to accompany her there.

Jelly and SP both says my haircut sucks..lol..

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Not a good day.

got back result slip and progress report.

Lim wee chee says i m very noisy and disrupts his lesson.

Ho siew Fun says i suck in chinese.

Got hit by a bowling ball on the ankle.

it hurts like crazy.

swollen like crazy.

Lost my econs text book.

How am i suppose to finish econs hw by next monday?

Lots of homework for the weekends.

Still need to go back to school tml for trigo lecture.

During lunch today, the girls learn the drum beat from us.The one that JM the Lunatic always do. Like those in S.League.

SP and Marshmallow was so funny. They open their mouth so wide, while tapping the table and watch us do at the same time. marshmallow was like a robot.. so stiff. Then after that she have nose bleed. Too high after learning from us.

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For my eyes have been mistaken, for this to be true, an Angel so low, an
Angel so bright, for it's as if God himself, has stolen two stars from the night
sky, And hid them within your eyes, so one day you shall see, the beauty within,
the Angel I see, but above all, you have became, the Angel of my heart..."

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i had this weird feeling today.

it has been a long time ever since i last felt it.

it was not a nice feeling.

it felt terrible.

it was jealousy

why did i feel jealous?

am i falling for this particular someone?

You are just like the angel that was too
fragile to walk the earth yet too beautiful to stay within Heaven's
gates

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i m tagged. So i m suppose to post some stuff abt myself.erps.

7 random things about myself:
erps..
-love bowling(its my passion)
-like to play basketball
-wanna be handsome(i m ugly now..lol..)
-enjoys myself when i m with friends
-picking up a habit of saying "erps" everytime.. erps.
-emotional but dun really show.
-i m 171 cm tall..erps.

7 things that scare me:
-cant bowl
-losing the person i love
-Jin Hong =Pp..jk
-war
-PW
-GP
-cant find girlfriend..lolx!! erps.

7 random songs at the moment:
-national anthem.. trying to be lame.
-cao cao
-yue qu
-breakaway
-paint my love
-close to you
-stoney

7 things i like the most:
-bowling
-basketball
-0806
-friends
-suanning ppl..erps.
-playing comp
-saying "erps".. erps!

7 things i say most:
-erps!
-wa lao
-wa kao
-wa piang
-wa lan
-qu si la
-erps!!

7 people to do this:
-erps.. i want noone to do this lame thing la..lol..

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ExAMs over liao.. and bowling training finally started. Today, we got a new coach.. yeah! but he only teaching us for 2 lessons onli.. sad. he is a great coach.. we can communicate well with him and his explanations were clear. He is just great la.. very dedicated to coaching ppl bowl.. even after the lesson he still stay back for 1 hr plus to talk to us and offer extra coaching. Where can u find such a good coach la.. very nice. If he can take us till next year.. no doubt that we can do well for comps.

tml is a holiday.. so no school. So nice.. but wad am i gonna do at home la..

wl.. my class the ppl going crazy liao.. after getting back 2 papers.. maths and chem.. they start to study for promo liao. Wl.. i abit scared leh.. they so gan cheong..wl..wl..

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23rd june

went out with Jh, pris and Dom today. Met at AMK mrt station, then we set off to the amk Kbox. wa piang eh.. i also dunno how to sing.. and dom also dunno how to sing.. the 2 of them still drag us there. Anyway.. after that i also found out that the 2 girls also dunno how to sing la.. so we all same same.

Wa.. the chicken rice there so nice leh.. not bad not bad. 3 hrs of singing is a killer la.. sing till no breath liao leh.. and DOm.. he last night only slp 3 hrs.. so he basically went there to sleep la.. but cannot sleep leh.. cos the freaking air con is so cold la.. really cold la..lol..

i took some pictures and a couple of video. The first video was super dumb la.. pris was super dumb.


Then.. sing sing.. till we collaspe.

Later on went for bowling. JH says theres a bowling alley just down staris.. so we took the lift to the second floor. Guess wad.. we cant even exit the lift la.. theres a metal shutter outside.. the alley "close door" liao la..lol.. she so outdated leh:P

Then went to grassroots.. its full till 6 pm.. so we went to yishun safra.. its full till 4 pm.. so we went to orchid bowl.. its superfull.. so the girls surrender and went home. Dom and I still went back to safra to wait for a place..lol..

Learnt alot of bowling stuff from DOM.. he VJ bowling one leh.. and my coach suck la.. the bowling coach.

and Jh i m going to upload the pictures in msn space.. so its there for viewing.

Wl.. later is midyear GP exam ah.. sian leh.. wad to study... surely got some things on media and some on discrimination. Eh.. GP hard to study leh.. cos u dunno wad will come out de.. so u got to study everything under the sun. Correct?

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It was a crazy day! Went to Grassroot club at 10 30 this morning to practice bowling, so that we will not get rusty. Then after playing so many games.. i played 10.. played till 2 plus, then went to Northpoint there the Long John to have lunch. Then pris and pei rong wanted to go yishun safra to take a look at bowling balls.. so i went. Then pris and I.. our hands itching.. so we went to try out at safra bowling alley.

Wl.. the lane is so damn good la.. and the system is up to date. The lane looks so sleek and classy.. well maintained.. and i think it is not wooden lane la.. unlike grassroot.. the lane is so old and its wooden lane. The only wooden lane bowling alley left in singapore.

The lanes at safra is so smooth.. like so hard to hook.. but its very nice :D

Average at 130 today.. lousy.. still a long way from my ultimate goal of 180..lol.. we played like crazy today la.. super siao.. bowl at everywhere. next week still planning to go safra or grassroot to bowl..hehe.. dun need study liao.

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went to hougang superbowl today.. all by myself played 10 games.. alone. Crazy huh? Actually, i enjoy it leh. I perefer playing alone with noone to disturb or distract. Like that can concentrate more on the game. I am still testing out the new ball. The thumb hole is giving me lots of problem.. there are afew time where i cannot release properly cos the thumb is stuck in the hole. Now my fingers are aching. My thumb, the middle and ring fingers. The thumb shdnt be aching la.. must be that stupid thumb hole.. gotta enlarge it.

My scores today aint that great.. but i gotta say, its better than yesterday's 70 pts when i first use the new ball. I got a nice 161 today.. hehe.. thats my last game.. not too bad. 4 strike, 3 spares. Gotta work on my spares.. cos it sucks.

i m probably going back to superbowl on monday morning.. practice makes perfect. Finally, i can hook the ball. Now i realise that its the type of grip that is impt for hooking. Conventional grips.. those found in house balls, are hard for hooking. Cos, u have to put ur middle and ring finger all the way in till the second segment of ur finger.. this causes difficulty in releasing ur thumb first.

In fingertip grips, thumbs are easily released.. leaving the 2 other fingers in the ball and this can help to impart rotations to the ball.

now my thumb is swollen.. and its like so inflexible now. How to play piano?..lol..

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Hurray! got my bowling ball liao..hehe.. went to buy it today.. cost only 168 dollars. because it is just a polyester ball.. Its green and a little blue. So nice :D:D:D

But the thumb hole like a little too small for me.. gotta ask that guy to drill bigger the next time i go back to grassroot. My right thumb so big leh.. like swollen. Maybe it is swollen.. hm.. all because of bowling la.. but nvm.. i love bowling..haha.

wa piang.. they are going to choose the competition team.. next term!! only 5 out of the 8 guys can get in. Ok.. lets analyse.. 2 out of the 8 always din come.. so i doubt they will be able to make it. So, left with 6. Fighting for 5 spaces.

Out of the 5.. there is 1 reserve and 4 non reserves. so actually, only 4 will be bowling in the comp. The reserve just sit there stone.. and pray?? Pray for one to be injure then he can subsitute that guy..lol..

This is stiff competition. The treasurer, SH is good at bowling.. not doubt he will be in.. hm.. wad abt the President.. hhm.. not too good according to pris and JR. I think JR can make it. So thats left with 3 places. JL..hm.. very committed to bowling.. but his style abit wierd.. his rythm not correct.. did not slide.. and no follow through. Scores are not that impressive either.. but is really committed.

Then..ZW.. hm.. like a bit off recently leh.. and dun see that he got much passion for bowling.

well.. as for me.. haha... that is for others to decide how good i m. I suck today la.. 105 average.. like shit. off form. After buying the ball.. i was testing it out.. so not use to it la.. my score fall to a super low of 70. still cant harness the power of the ball..haiz..

Hm.. the girls are going to have 2 teams.. i feel pris have chance to get in.. if she is more consistent.. and more motivated even if the scores are not as good.

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Wow, i m so excited. Tml have bowling training..lol.. After the training the few of us plan to go take a look at bowling balls. Hm.. pris finally broke her 100 point target! haha.. i think she need to thank me leh =P. She always stands so towards the left of the lane la.. like 20-25th board, and she some more is a right hander and always throw such that he ball roll over the 10th board.. then will hook, but because it is a house ball, and she din hook properly, the ball cannot hook into board 17th at the 1-3 pocket.. so cannot strike la.

So, i suggested a change. To stand left leg at the 15th board and aim for arrow 2.. with this she broke her record. Hm.. maybe is not the change i made that help her.. maybe she that day just so lucky..lol..

i had a few good shots at the last training. My first 4 frames was.. X 5/ X X.. wa piang eh.. so nice sia.. then the coach went to put one shoe on the lane la.. on arrow 3.. asking us to bowl on arrow 2.. the shoe so distracting la..lol..

kena scolded by him so many times la.. always forget to follow through..haiz..

Today, school starts at 7 45 and end at 5 15..lol.. hell ah! 8 hours plus of lessons and only give us one 1 hr break. This is worst than normal school day. normal school day have a recess and lunch.. this ah.. no recess.. and we all so hungry in the audi la.. so freaking cold and so freaking hungry.

Then we rush to NYP mac to get lunch and rush back.. ate during physic tutorial..lol..

During lunch time.. went to play bball.. then after than is chem.. wa lao.. 3+ hours of chem.. can die leh..

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I have nothing better to do.. so just went around surfing the web for some A Divison Bowling results. In the recent National School 10 pin bowling comp @ yishun SAFRA.. a guy from SAJC got the best average score of 203.1 pts!!

I was like 'wow!' 203.1 is like crazy?!

AJ bowling is aming to participate in next's years competition. And our mission is not to get the last place. Lol.. ok.. thats dumb i dare to bet if we send any of the guys there.. we will not get last.. i bet!

Cos, after looking at the last place's (position 149) score.. i feel like laughing my head off. An average of 92.2?!

Ok, i m not that great.. or shd i say i m not great at all. But isnt 92.2 a little too poor? Not that i look down on that person, but i just feel its really not up to the standard. Maybe he have a headache that day.. or he is too nervous.

Hey.. i always tot that all cpmpetitors average more than 180.. looks like i m kinda wrong. Now.. i feel better about my own average..lol.. but it still suck. With my 120+ i probably can get a 135 place out of 149. Not bad for a beginner la.. hor?

Saw Domi's score.. he average at around 140. Not too bad, better than me.. man.. he is going to own me once again when we go out for bowling.. some time during the holz.

Still have to go back to school tml for Econs from 12 45 to 3 45.. sian leh.. Econs H1 student always so rush one.. too little time.. too many stuff to learn.

Talk about learning.. i still all the way slacking at home. Die ah!!

And ya.. JH can help me change the blog skin or not ah? Its getting old and dusty and help me link the ppl.. tks :D:D:D

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Guitar concert
I found it boring. Feel that the ppl there were not well prepared, always play the wrong key. Luckily the ticket is only at 5 dollars, or else i will cry. The best part of the concert is the shouting part. we all will shout things like "Dania, Hock Kiat loves you" and "Jelphine, Raeger loves you!" of course, its fake la.. just purely to entertain ourselves.

AJC Band Concert
This concert is much more better. Its at victoria concert theater, but only got 3 ppl from 08 went. Thats, me, hock kiat and jia hui..lol.. 3 guys dating each other.. very gay. Anyway, i went there just to watch our chem tutor play the piano.. but the volume so soft.. hardly can hear wad he play. The loud music coming from the band itself drowned out the piano.

Bowling
Still as fun as ever.. i performed at an average of 120+ today.. ok.. lousy. The last game was my best.. 165 pinfalls.. hehe.. not bad. If i can mantain 165.. i would have been the best in the bowling team.. for now. The teacher incharge says that they are going to choose the competition team soon. Hope that i get in.. or else in recreational team so boring one. I need more practice.. and i need my own ball.

Serious Work
I bet all my classmates will be studying like crazy for the mid year, trying to get a H3 paper.. blah blah.. i m so ashame to say that i haven start studying yet. Ya, no motivation and the comp is just too tempting. i will die if i din do well this time.. so its time to start studying.. maybe i will start tml? lol..

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how is my life lately..hm..

School=lectures, tutorials, breaks, bowling, basketball, fun.

home=eat, sleep, comp and rot.

Have been pretty slack lately. Hm.. everyday stay back to play bball with classmates..lol..

went to watch the bball finals, it was a great match. Sadly, we lost 44-36 to HCI. Too bad.. but they put up a great fight.

i m going to purchase my own bowling ball.. soon.. it cost like 260 dollars. ya.. a ball cost 260 bucks. Made of gold huh??

I still suck at bowling.. average of 120.. yucks.. It will take ages for me to get to 180.

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just rmb that tml got SPA. Shucks!!! Physic SPA leh.. my worst component.. everytime i like snail like that.. do so sloooowww.. then not enuff time.. so anyhow scribble.

Hm.. but nvm.. i m still looking forward to tml.. cos got cca!! Yay.. bowling!! Although i suck at bowling.. i still enjoy the session..lol.. so fun :D:D

ok.. i failed the stupid physic test..lol.. past the maths test.. and probably going to fail all the rest..lol.. GP being the worst. Wrote lots of crap.. it seem that i m repeating the same point over and over again..lol..

Was doing PW research for the past 3 hours and still haven finish my part yet. Hm.. if i dun do a proper job.. my grp leader is going to kill me..lol.. we have been slacking like siao for dunno how long liao. Its time to work.. haiz..

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The mid year common test time table is out.. the test took up the entire first week of july. The last test is on friday, and it ends at 10 30 am!!! yay.. so early.. after that can go play liao..hehe..

i have been slacking like crazy la.. hardly study for anything now.. and only do my hw at the last minute. hm.. nvm.. its fun..haha..

i feel quite fortunate that i m living in singapore. Look at other countries.. say.. indonesia. There is this stupid volcano at the verge of eruption. Mount Merapi. Then there is this 5.9 magnitude earthquake which shook Indonesia's Aceh. Some weather storm in phillipines.. a recent political unrest in thailand.. racism in australia, starvation in the continent of africa.

I m so fortunate.

hm.. why am i syaing all this ah? retard.

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Guess wad am i searching for on the net right now?

45 news paper articles, starting from Mid Marxh 2006 till today.

The GP file is up for check on thursday and now i m chongging all 45 newspaper articles. Mwahahahaha.

1/2 hour later...

Freak.. only found like 7 articles.. still have like many more to go..

15 mins later...

AHH crap! The stupid Guardian website is down. That means.. i will have no newspaper articles.
What the crap??!! Need to find all by today and print tml leh.. and i just realise that theres a stupid chem class test tml!!!

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Today only play one round in the chess comp. Against the strongest opponent leh. And of course, i lost. So i m second over all la.. and he is first. And so.. i get $40 cash prize.. but dunno when will get the money.

Hm.. what shd i do with the money?

Went for bowling.. hardly know anyone in bowling.

So.. we got a malay coach. And we started with all the basics la.. i think we progress too fast leh. From some foul line drill to 2 step in 2 hours. Thats too fast la.. shd drill us more on our basics.. so that we will have a firm foundation. I guess after 2 steps is 3 steps then become 4 steps. Some ppl may wanna proceed to 5 steps. But 4 steps is enuff for me. I think by the end of this month we shd have finished with 4 steps.

Well.. now i finally can learn the standard way of bowling. Its quite difficult. Always lose my balance one leh.. dunno why also.

And my timing sucks la.. and i still dunno how to hook a ball properly.

But $5 for 2 hrs of training is worth it leh. not bad.. the school subsidise like 7 to 8 dollars per person, per session.

Cant wait for the next training la.. lol.. i have nv been so excited about my cca.. this is the first time..lol..

And may god bless my PI..lol.. this is quoted from hock kiat's msn nick.

May god bless all our PIs..

I just fininsh the final PI la.. took like 1/2 hour to edit the parts that the tutor commented on. only allow 500 words leh.. how to elaborate so many things?

Have 2 freaking test on friday. Physic and Econs.

I bet i will fail both. Cos.. nv study la.. wth.. too slack already.

And i failed a maths class test leh.. inequalities. This is so dumb la.. i got ZERO marks by the way. So pro right?

Freak la..

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Tml is the first bowling training session. And.. i have the inter class chess comp. So that means.. i m gonna miss the first bowling session.

what a nice way to make a first impression.

I m a little worried abt the comp tml. Going against the strongest opponents leh.. how not to worry.

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Guess wad?

I quit harmonica and join bowling. This will be the 7th cca that i go to. Pro right?

Went to the Dance concert yesterday. It was nice, but too bad, i dun really know how to appreciate these type of concert. Dun really get wad the performers are trying to convey to the audience.

The scenery around clark quay is so beautiful. Hm.. especially the river side.. waa.. so nice.
















This was taken on the bridge, behind us is Fullerton Hotel. Looks very grand and classy.

After the concert we went into Fullerton Hotel to look around. Like some "sua ku" like tat.. "waa" this "waa" that. But the ambience inside the lobby is really great. With soothing music and lightings, it makes u wanna live there forever..lol..

Even the toilet is nice.

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The inter PDG chess competition was held just now in the afternoon. Well.. there are suppose to be 12 ppl participating in the internation chess comp. But end up only 6-7 went. So i was one of the 6-7. there are like 4 members from chess club and 1 previously in chess club.. but now skip to harmo. They say that he is the pro la.. won all the j2s and stuff like that.

B4 i went in ah.. so freaking nervous leh. My heart was pumping like crazy.. hands were icy cold. Then went there early, and they announce the first match la. My opponent din come..lol..

I was so relieved. So so so so.. relieved. Cos this is counted as a walk over and i get 1 point without even moving a chess piece.

Another guy, JX, his opponenet also failed to turn up. So.. we played a friendly la.. he is good leh.. chess club one.. and i lost to him in the friendly match.

Next.. round 2, i played against a non-chess club player.. and i won not by time.. but by checkmating him la.

Phew.. what a relieve.. i tot i was going to lose leh.

Then thrid round i played against JX, the guy who won me just now. I was like.. oh no.. die liao.

But the moves he made was the same as just now la.. so i sort of know how to counter. Anyway.. i won cos he no more time left.

Then the 4th around also against a chess club player. He is also quite good la.. but i also win by time. He tink too long liao..

so in summary, i got 4 out of 4 today la.. left with like 2-3 matches for next week. Going against all chess club players next week. One of them is the super pro one who won the j2s la.. wl.. but nvm.. i will fite till the end.

i must say that i m quite lucky to win my opponents la.

Not bad not bad.. the ppl in chess club keep asking me why dun wanna join chess club..lol..

I still considering about bowling leh.. harmo.. is also nice.. howw??

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Tml is the chess competition. Hm.. so nervous now. ya.. its like 15 hours away and i m nervous already.

Pls pls pls... let me do well tml. I haven been spending my past 8 days infront of the comp warming up my brains for this comp.

Got 10 ppl in the int chess comp.. from wad i know.. up till now, only 2 are non chess club members. Thats me and another person la. So got 8 from chess club. That means i m dead la.

I have played with some of them b4 and they are quite good leh. One of them even won the captain la. Better not let me pit against him ah.. or else i can leave the room and go to harmonica liao.

Talking about ccas.. AJC started this bowling cca la. So being very interested in bowling, i signed up. The meeting is tml at 3 pm.. harmo is tml at 2 15 and Chess is tml at 2 30. WOW!!

Now wad.. failure to turn up at bowling means that u r not interested in the cca and will not be considered. Thats according to the teacher in charge la.

I must go for chess.. if not all my efforts will be wasted. As for bowling.. even if i manage to get in.. i may still quit.

Cos.. harmo got more ppl and more friends la. Bowling so lonely. BUT.. bowling is my fav sport leh.. and i m abit tired of blowing a harmo. HOW HOW HOW???

Cannot decide between the 2 ccas leh. Even if they dun clash(which is very unlikely).. i still have to choose one la.. if not i die ah.

Bowling very ex leh.. need all the equipments.. and the money for the lane.. but its super fun la... harmo is inexpensive.. have lots of friends.. but not as fun leh.

Oh no.. i m so confused la.

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I have signed up for this Intra school chess club competition. INTRA school ah.. not INTER school. Now i begin to wonder why i sign up in the first place..lol.. gonna miss cca for 2 weeks just because of this competition..ahh.. now i practicing chess..lol.. still have 6 more days to train.
The price no bad leh.. $60 for first, $40 for second and $20 for thrid.

Family Day is on saturday.. its open to public. Our class doing the street scoccer comp.. up till now.. only got 2 class sign up..lol.. thats real bad.

Tml is the Harmonica concert.. hm.. gotta stay till like 9 plus.. omg! Might as well camp in school to set up the street scoccer stuff for the next day.

Hm.. i think my class is quite united. Hm.. today got the finals for the 4 x 100m relay.. more than 1/2 stayed back to cheer for them. some classes din even have one supporter.

Eh.. but they din win anything.. this was wad happen..

Jason was the first runner.. we saw him taking off.. pass the baton to cher kian.. then cher kian sprint like crazy la.. damn fast.. he caught up with a couple of ppl.. then i cannot see anything liao.. all so messy.. so many ppl on the track la.. i mean the competitor.. lost sight of the runner for our class. but we kept cheering liao siao.. then.. the first came in.. second.. thrid.. till the seventh came in liao.. but dun have our class leh.

Eh.. is the J2 finals???

So we were like.. WHAT??? we cheer so hard.. then.. like.. our class not on the track ah??

So we went over la.. and found out that they dropped the batton..lol.. so disqualified la.. but nvm.. they did a good job!!

Everytime after the afternoon PE we still together YUM SENG..lol.. fun leh..

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Happy bade to myself.

Yes, i m 17 yrs old already.. but dun really feel any difference.

Ya.. i wanna thank all who wishes me a happy bade =D

JH was the first to give me the pressie.. she gave it to me on 15 april.. a box of puzzle and T shirt. I will take like 10 yrs to complete the puzzle.. cos i m slow in doing puzzles... all the pieces looks the same.. lol..

Today.. had a pleasant suprise in school. My class the ppl help me celebrate bdae.. so nice of them. They even got a cake!! Eh.. not bad leh.. quite nice to eat. Oh boy.. so touching. And stacy gave me her home made brownie =D.. eh.. very nice leh.. u all ought to try. And they brownie also very cute!!

Got a little doggie stuffed toy and a water bottle from the class.. thanks you!!

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man.. only did maths hw today and did not even complete it. Gonna put all my hair off my head soon. The stupid qn.. no.. i mean.. i m stupid!! Cant think of the ans la..

What a bad day.. the comp din work properly just now.. and i m losing like crazy on yahoo pool..

Still got 3 qn on maths.. one whole chem tut on chemical bonding.. still have econs essay and need to really go thru all the stupid econs notes. Cos.. i dun understand a single thing. Its H1 econs and i dun understand a single thing!!

Ahhh.. still have newspaper commentry.. shuckssss!!! next week still need to stay till 6 plus for harmonica.. just to watch them reherse?!?? waste my time!!

AHH!! and need to hand up the GPP soon!! on nooo.. so many things so little time. And i do stuff so slowly one.. stupid la.. crazy.. abcdefghijk...

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ooo.. i m still wide awake now. Still energetic.. cos afternoon got take a nap.

And now just completed my stupid PI on biomedical sciences- Stem Cells.

I think my A&E still can pass la.. but GI abit hard leh..

Hm.. got my PW group yesterday. Wow.. My grp got 3 from zhss including me.. the other 2 are raeger and su nguan.

Ok la.. i think i can work with them.. no prob.

Yesterday stayed back till almost 7 to help out with making mini harmonicas..lol.. using some plastic board.. ice cream sticks strings.. eh.. no bad looking la.. but i doubt anyone will wanna buy them. Cos cannot use ma.. blow also not sound one.

Hm.. the PE yesterday isnt that bad.. phew.. but tml sure die one.. crazy PE.. hm.. am i the onely one complaining?

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Today is the heats/finals for some sports events. Saturday leh.. must wake up so early to get to school to throw a long sharp stick and a flat pan cake.

Anyway.. nv really know the real way of throwing the stick and the pan cake.. so just see how ppl throw then copy..lol..

guess wad.. i m so proud of myself.. got Gold for Discus JC1 boys.

hehe.. did ur jaws drop? cannot believe right?? The blur and weak looking edwin can get gold for dicsus... omg!!

Anyway.. i was really lucky i guess.

This was wad happen...

Raeger and I went to javelin first. I was pretty interested in javelin la.. like very fun to throw a stick and get it to stick into the ground. I tot i can qualify for the finals leh.. but so disappointing.

The trial throw.. lol.. i hit so far leh.. when i any how throw.. then the first attempt.. the stupid javelin hit my head la.. while i throw.. and.. din pass the mark. Eh.. very pain leh.. got one big.. "Pongggg" sound.. how all of the people know that my head is hollow.. shucks.

Then the second try.. the angle too steep la.. its quite far.. approaching 20m but din get it into the ground. raeger got into the finals.. i was so disappointed with myself la.. so i got up and went to get my bag.

Then called dixon ask if he wana play bball.. but he playing squash.. the called hock kiat.. he din pick the phone. So sad.. everyone dunno go where.. so i decided to go home lor.. so asked raeger to help me tell the discus people that i m not going la.. and disqualify me. I was so down that time leh..

But.. then later after walking around the school.. i decided to go see how raeger is doing in the finals.. but they haven start yet..

The JC1 discus boys just 10m on the right has just started.. so since i m already there might as well go play play.. so the 2 of us went there la..

My trial throw was like.. crazy la.. way off almost hit the officals on their head ..lol.. dangerous.

Then my first attempt.. 18.6m..

everyone was like "waa..." anyway.. i m the first person to go la.. so i dunno wad dist is good or wad is bad.. so just like that throw la..

and i TOT that its only a heats ma.. just pass can liao.. but after the first throw then they tell me its the finals.. cos only got like 12-15 ppl there.. so dun need a heats.

wow.. after that i even more nervous la.. hoping that ppl dun break my 18.6m.. anyway.. noone broke it. raeger came second with 17m.

He din manage to get a medal for the javelin.. la.. so we settled with a gold and a silver.

Happy leh.. it my first medal in my entire life..lol.. in p sch and sec sch nv participate in any sports day b4.. cos i cant run or throw..

wow.. tyco right? hehehe..

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A good friend called me on my hp yesterday night.. it has been like 5 months since we have a nice chat. Anyway.. she is in the top 5 jcs la.. and told me that life is very stress in that place.

she says the people in her class are hypocrites. well.. they dun let people study during breaks or free time. As in "force" ppl not to study. During break my fwen, Z, will sit down study la.. then they will sort of come around and say smt like" eh.. u mugger ah.. mugger..mugger..mugger..."

I mean.. if u r Z.. u wun feel good abt it right.. then the rest of the ppl go else where play bridge and u out casted. So.. Z din study la.. and went to join them la.. cos being outcasted for thr next 2 yrs of ur life = very cham.

Anyway... she live very far away from that JC.. so travelling takes up alot of time so at home got little time to study. All these classmates will ask everyone not to study at home also.. if not they will go "mugger.."

but they themselves study like siao at home la.. as in mug like crazy..

you all get the pic?

The whole thing is to get rid of competition la.. ask ppl not to study then u can get ahead of them. what an underhand method.. it totally disgusted me when i heard it. Its like.. pukes.

And the ppl there dun really wanna share their knowledge with others one leh..like crazy.. why shd i share with u.. u r my competitor lehh!!

So basically thats what happened in that place la.

Man.. i m totally shocked. If i got better results.. i may have choosen this school. went to the open hse and found it like a paradise.. but.. thats on the surface only.. deep inside.. the ppl there are actually colder.

About what i have said.. i think that is a true reflection of wad is going on in the working world.
Ppl dun help u like ur sec sch friends.. they are there to compete with u for bonus, promotions... why shd they help u to win them??

Ya.. thats the harsh cold world.

I count myself lucky that i dun have classmates like that. I feel sad for Z.. hope that she can overcome these difficulties.

Actually, i think that school/classmates shd help one another.. at the end of 2 yrs u r not competing with ppl in ur own school.. but ppl from other schools.. if all of them go killing each other in the same school.. i dunno how they can compete with other schools whose students work together. Team work and support is very impt.

Anyway the word "mug" means to rob or steal.. so the word "mugger" means a robber la. I wonder why ppl wanna us Mug = study study and Mugger= someone who studys alot. weird right?

Tml have to reach school by 8 am.. man.. i have no idea why i participated in the javelin and discus throw.. sure die one la.. why did i sign up??? Dumb me..

still have to do PI have complete yet. nono.. is haven start yet. Gonna do on Momentum.. but dunno wad topic.. pathetic right? Other ppl last week complete and hand up liao.. i next week need to hand up.. still haven do yet leh. Die la..

and i failed some stupid maths class test.. argh.. anyway.. who cares.. its just a class test.. the punishment for failing is only to do more exercises ma.. nvm one..

Today got CCA. we all just sit there from 4 30 to 7 30 at the same spot.. watch the J2 reherse their concert stuff. yawns... din really get to prac on the harmo.. so sad..

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Stupid PE.. its tough. Everytime finish the 400m sprints.. already breathless.. but still need to do other physical stuff.. will outta breath one leh.. stupid PE.

Today.. the almost the whole class went to NYP Mac.. we only have like 40 mins left for lunch.. all of us still went there.. the travelling to and fro will talke up like 20 mins.. then the place is very crowded one leh.. 15 mins to queue leh.. left 5 mins. All of us ordered take away.

Dunno why.. i guess they are promoting their beef fantastic.. for every value meal u buy.. u get a free beef fanstatic. So we have like 19 beef fanstatics la.. bring back to school.. eat and drink on our way back..lol.. i still cant figure out why we wanna go there.. with just 40 mins left.

Then gave the beef fanstatic away to other ppl la.. we cant possibly finish 2 burgers.. except for 1 or 2 ppl.

tml have a maths class test.. i m gonna die..lol.. its on functions and my whole functions tute is like crosses.. when fail then the teacher will give more work.. nvm.. more work is better rightz? so failing is good..haha..

anyway.. if any of u are interested in coming to AJC for a Harmonica Band Concert on 21st april, friday, 6.45pm at the Audi.. pls inform me .. tickets are priced at $5 each and u wont regret watching the concert.. the J2s are great!!!

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Today is one of those better days. Early release.. cos its CCA day and i finally found myself a CCA.

From First Aid jump to Interact club jump to batminton jump to table tennis..

now i confirm in the HARMONICA BAND!!

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ya.. i m in harmo.. went there today and they accepted us right away.. gave us the instrument first and pay only on friday.. not bad eh..

well.. i cant say its boring.. but its not very fun either.. just practice lor.. all the pieces. Btw.. the harmonica cost 36 bucks.. i go outside buy only 1 dollar..lol..

at least i have a cca now. raeger, yean sheng and lizhen also in harmo..hehe.. we all went together la..

tml.. sian.. got PE and only end at 6 15pm..

The PE here will kill one leh.. i almost could not survive the last PE lesson.. i doubt many can survive the PE lesson.. everyone is really really like dying liao..

crazy PE programme..

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Table tennis rejected us.

I was like wtf?!!??

#$^**%#$%&*!#%^&

The teacher in charge told us to go for training this friday.. and today we heard that it was full. So ys went to ask the vice cap.. and he said it was full.

Eh.. not in a very good mood now.

#$%^&*

nvm...

Its dumb.. i have learnt an impt lesson here.. nxt time.. dun ask the teacher in charge.. just go to the captain.. put ur name down first then talk later.

no brains.

Now wad?

I know ys is very upset.. ya.. same here.. waste my money to buy the racket.. nvm..

Tml.. i will go look for that teacher in charge.. you know.. nv give up without a fight.. i mean.. not
wacking ppl up.. you know..

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Yesterday went out with yean sheng and raeger to buy table tennis bat.

we got it at a discount.. 18 bucks for 1 racket and a ping pong ball each..lol..

Then went to bradell(spelling?) Heights CC at serangoon wanna rent a table tennis table but they said that it was reserved for their club members only. Nvm.. so called to Sk CC and they said the same thing.

Hm.. it is not some country club leh.. its the comminity centre.. cannot even rent tables to the public.. still call a community centre meh.. no brains.

Anyway.. YS know that at the void deck a block got a table tennis table.. so we went there to play.. the table is old la.. but still can be used..lol..

some times the wind so strong that the ball will go the other direction one..lol.. anyway.. it was fun.

eh.. now.. i doing nth leh and my common test are coming up.ahhh.. still using comp everyday..haizzzz..

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